secret vent and mental illness blog

I scheduled an email for tomorrow morning asking about a job i interviewed for but didnt get an answer, and im pretty sure i wont get it. I dont know what my next option is, i want this so bad

Nobody wants me

high functioning depression is so unserious because i constantly feel like choking myself to death with my own hands but. i got laundry to do

Men who make their children call them "sir" are absolutely the lowest lifeform on the planet. I do believe we should kill them

Being no ones favorite person fucking sucks.

Me when I have 1 (one) conversation with my new coworker for 10 minutes: Man, I am getting a good grade in talking, which is normal to want and possible to achieve!

Did you guys know that its much easier to talk to someone, when they arent dismissing everything i say????

the commodification of friendship is the most annoying thing to come out of the internet in ages. like actually i love to break this to you but you're supposed to help your friends move even if it's hard work. or stay up with them when they're sad even if you're gonna lose sleep. you're supposed to listen to their fears and sorrows even if it means your own mind takes on a little bit of that weight. that's how you know that you care. they will drive you to the airport and then you will make them soup when they're sick. you're supposed to make small sacrifices for them and they are supposed to do that for you. and there's actually gonna be rough patches for both of you where the balance will be uneven and you will still be friends and it will not be unhealthy and they will not be abusive. life is not meant to be an endless prioritization of our own comfort if it was we would literally never get anywhere ever. jesus.