savannah

Aye aye. I am actually enjoying this, daily blogging. I am using the word blogging quite loosely. My life really isn’t all that interesting, school from 9 to 3 o’clock, home watching anime and doing homework. And YouTube of course, I have a YouTube channel but I am absolutely terrible at staying consistent, just always shitty when it comes to editing, never seem to make time for it/underestimate the amount of time it actually takes to film, edit and create a thumbnail. Slept quite well today, feeling pretty darn energetic. Been vegan for roughly a week and I feel great. Vegan food is the best, it was a tad bit challenging transitioning from eating cheese and meat on a daily to strictly plant based, that being said I do not see myself ever consuming animal products again. Burritos, oatmeal and unlimited amount of veggies and fruits is the best. 

Besides that I am still going strong without social media, however I do feel tempted to get back on SnapChat mainly to catch up/talk to some classmates. Buuuut I do not have any ways I could possibly even log on. My “new” phone is one of those kinds you can’t download ANYTHING on. Ugh. It was deadass just the cheapest phone my mom could find in the store, which I honestly didn’t mind at first. Before I found out I can’t download music or type with lower case letters. oH WeLl ThATs FuCkInG gReAt. Now I am just in class, my teacher is out and she gave us no plans so that was honestly such a relieve. Finally some time for individual work.  And hey, I highkey fw with Glass Animals, massive shoutout to Braxton for being the g and introducing me to their music.

Well. I have only been roughly a week without social media* and I feel like it has been a fucking month. Now a days people usually ask you for your SnapChat instead of your number, so I feel like such a outsider at times, at times saying that I take ages to respond or that I am no longer on snap. And I hate having to feel the necessity to explain my decision. It just a waste of time, I kept spending my time/HOURS of my day watching Stories and chatting with my "friends". I use the words friends very loosely. I have in fact meet up with some of my internet friends in public spaces. And believe me when I say vibes speaks louder than words. No doubt. Without getting in to specific or mentioning any names I had a very strange experience meeting one my friends in real life. She kept making comments making me feeling rather sexualised. Not saying she is not a nice person but we just didn't click. So the point of me quitting social media is that I want to focus on myself and work on myself, and reconnect with the relationships/friendships that really matter.

I have encountered some damn amazing people through social media, some that means A LOT to me.I am not leaving social media* for ever, just for 99 days. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. I am very very strong believer that however is meant to be in your life, will gravitates towards you regardless of how far they wander.