Constant Confusion

ID credit: blommorblommar on 小红书

i make $220/week. i live in an adjusted rent apt but even so my portion of the rent is $750, and electricity is monopolized by one company who overcharge us so my half is usually around $85-110. idk wtf to do anymore. we apply for everything we can to try to get any asst. but things are dire. we live in this moldy apt that no lawyer will help us sue, we are being lied to by the owners, our health problems are worsening, and my aunt is trying to take the apt issue on by herself.

i also lost my insurance and can't afford self pay. there are many over the counter medical supplies i require for my disabilities which i can't get assistance paying for. i am disabled and getting worse, but i'm trying to apply to everywhere i can for job(s).

i stay sick, barely sleep, faint often, and i'm in a lot of pain. it is getting harder dealing with growing symptoms due to not having money to buy my meds. many of them u can't just stop taking all of a sudden, but the pharmacy won't give me any for free and even with the goodrx/adjusted pricing i have no money to buy them. indigent care will not give me asst with these meds or allow me to see my required specialists- just in case anyone was going to suggest that.

i'm not new to being poor and struggling, but it has never been as INSANELY TERRIBLE as it is now. please help me. anyone please. i'm very tired from working and i'm hungry and really need my medications.

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Sometimes all I want to do stare out into the rain.

i make $220/week. i live in an adjusted rent apt but even so my portion of the rent is $750, and electricity is monopolized by one company who overcharge us so my half is usually around $85-110. idk wtf to do anymore. we apply for everything we can to try to get any asst. but things are dire. we live in this moldy apt that no lawyer will help us sue, we are being lied to by the owners, our health problems are worsening, and my aunt is trying to take the apt issue on by herself.

i also lost my insurance and can't afford self pay. there are many over the counter medical supplies i require for my disabilities which i can't get assistance paying for. i am disabled and getting worse, but i'm trying to apply to everywhere i can for job(s).

i stay sick, barely sleep, faint often, and i'm in a lot of pain. it is getting harder dealing with growing symptoms due to not having money to buy my meds. many of them u can't just stop taking all of a sudden, but the pharmacy won't give me any for free and even with the goodrx/adjusted pricing i have no money to buy them. indigent care will not give me asst with these meds or allow me to see my required specialists- just in case anyone was going to suggest that.

i'm not new to being poor and struggling, but it has never been as INSANELY TERRIBLE as it is now. please help me. anyone please. i'm very tired from working and i'm hungry and really need my medications.

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