My Love

I don’t care that it's funny you say you slept with 2 people since you broke up with me. You were sleeping around all along. You left clues behind everyone you slept with. It is cool and I am not stupid. That's why you have been the way you have been because you don't want questions and you don't have feelings. Your fake and I was a joke. It's cool though your stable I'm not. Lol Yeah you say that I am crazy. Crazy to ever think you could tell the truth. I loved you and you never loved me. That's what you want me to think and I have known it all along. Starting fights to run off and have someone pic you up down the street and then to not work and go whoring with your sister. Lying about going to work with J. H. all to go fuck whoever. mostly Your baby daddy. Then to start a fight so you can runoff and hit yourself and me take the blame and go to jail. All because I didn't want to see you get in trouble. You have the nerve to tell me and everyone else that it was me, but it was you. To top it of, you lead me on. To spit sweet nothings in my ear just to have sex. 3 days was just too much, just to go back to whoring. I'm sorry the word whore, I shouldn't use, I am 1 myself. I think it's sex addict is the proper way to say it. They have support groups for that. Why you are a piece of shit to cause the problems for someone else when it's you that lies to yourself. That's crazy and I guess that's F. S. or it C. S.that you go by when your doing the fuckshit. You don't have to lie no more so avoiding me is not going to be an option. Bring your sexy ass over and understand you won't ever going to be a fucking housewife. Come fuck me and I will do the same back to you. We have been lying to each other the whole time and it hurts because you caused all the fights. We had some good times together but you have made it a horrible relationship when you had everyone thinking that I was the crazy 1. We r both the similar in character but I just never lied to you about not 1 thing. That's were you have been disrespectful and crazy. I do love you and I told you you can tell me anything but I am sure you didn't want to admit to that the gentleman you say you fell in love with. While you was a sex addict looking for anyone else but me because you are scared. I told you I know you and I'm sorry you think I'm unstable but that's because of you and now I'm trying to be here for my parents as my dad is dying. Knowing all of that and you have enough nerve to blame me for you seeing someone else. I hate you because I really do need you and I never wanted to be anything but your man. Love or Lies I can’t say! I chose love!