if you're ready, you'll shine

Last Song: i actually just watched the BTS "Normal" mv but before that I have basically had this chrome music lab song from youtube on loop and it's v important to me to share this masterpiece

Currently watching: uhmmmm I've been rewatching rick and morty but frequently in the sense of I will put on an episode and be cooking or cleaning or napping the whole time. actually lately I've been annoyed w myself because I don't WANT to watch inane youtube clickbait but a lot of the time I just want bg noise or something to half-watch while eating or lazing so I never end up watching anything new! maybe someday!!

Currently reading: nothing really? my job requires a lot of deep reading so my brain gets kind of fried on it a lot. similar issue to above, I just end up rereading stuff I've already read.

Current obsession: I feel like I've been going thru 3 separate existential crises the last few months LOL but recently landed on relearning to code and it's been absolutely lighting up my brain despite the insane levels of frustration! every time I think "oh i can just implement this one simple thing" that is the devil talking it is actually 4 extremely intricate things and you have broken what you already had and every tutorial does it a different way and says the other way is wrong and bad actually and you are making a much simpler thing so you do not need 80% of the stuff the tutorial is doing but you are also stupid and don't know how to do it on your own that's why you need the tutorial. but ohhhhhhhhHHhhHHh when a concept finally makes its way thru my thick skull the good brain chemical is DELICIOUS

Currently working on: pls look forward to my debut game currently as of 3am while crying the player has walk animations but when she stops she either keeps walking or switches to a completely different sprite that i put in as a placeholder. she can pick up and put down the game object but there is actually no code for the game object it's aesthetic only at this time. well also the debug logger tells you she interacted with things so it's sort of a text based adventure situation. oh but you can pat her little head that's the core game mechanic. doesn't that sound fun :)

Last google search: very last one was the resident portal for my apartment because my ac is broken :'))))))) but let's see before that we have:

unity set default animation if no idle animation unity how to embed the animation window remove unity reference counter vs code

so as you can see it's going great over here

Favorite flower: I'm super basic I love tulips and roses! esp the 2-color ones!