f l e u r

– Yeah, i got a lot of that tonight, think i’m finally turning into weed man… a dream come true  – he said, refering to Sungwoo’s words about getting high on his weed – You know it’s physically impossible to stop being annoying when my current mood is annoyed, right? – he answered seconds before he took the first drag of the finished joint. it was kinda sad that he had to conform with a little bit of weed since mixing with some other strong stuff was what usually calmed him down. but life sucks so there’s that – Pretty sure you’re confusing me for my dick – was all he cared to say because turning feelings into sarcastic and angry statements was how he coped, no way in fucking hell he’d admit that, sure, he cared a little bit. Just in time to hear Sungwoo’s gasp he let out a little smirk – Oh wow so it’s up to me then? I was just kidding but now i’m just gonna save it for later – his attention solely on him after he noticed how close he was right now, close enough so Zayn could see the lines of his cheek and his retangular smile and then to hate how all of this made him so damn turned on, maybe some weed was enough to make him lose it, after all – Did you taste it? – he asked full of second intentions as his hand started to take advantage of the other’s close proximity to wrap around his shirt – Mind if i try it from another source? – he said part because he wanted and part because he also wanted to wip that little smug out of the other’s face. 

“My dream come true! You are a full course meal and with all that green…” Sungwoo pauses dramatically to shift in his heels “I’ll have to pop a proposal” He joked wiggling his eyebrows whilst watching Zayn finish rolling his joint, his eyes glued to his fingers, a great set of chokers, he thought to himself. “ Maybe if you could get your head out of the gutter you could have some fun with me” why was he getting turned on by all the bad boy energy emanating from the guy standing next to him? He really felt like his little bitch and loved every second of it. “And no, you two are very alike but different in some ways, I know he likes me better for an example. Not that I’m expecting much from you.” Sungwoo pointed one of his fingers to the boy's crotch, the one that he wanted to feel up so badly… Again, why so horny Sungwoo? “Yeah I mean, the offer is up, I’m free for the night and I guess so are you?” It felt natural at this point, since he met Zayn everything felt so dense, they surely wanted something carnal from each other and the idea of freedom and the release of just having sex -or hooking up- and nothing more was enough to sweep Sungwoo off his feet, he didn’t mind feeling used, in fact, he didn’t felt used at all, Zayn could be a pain in his ass sometimes but they figured themselves out. The proximity though, was another thing, with, now, Zayn’s hand wrapped around his shirt or more like, pulling him in, Sungwoo let his walls down, if he wanted him why fight against it? “I’ll taste it again for you” he said taking the joint from his fingers, realising that now the attention was on him gave him the confidence boost he needed, taking a quick drag before blowing the smoke and sipping the strawberry drink again, sweet and cold just like he liked it. “Not at all” Sungwoo stepped closer, more like stepping in between Zayn’s feet, standing in front of him with a big, devious grin in his lips, “You are not going to run away right? like a cat, you’re so so slippery sometimes'' he said putting his hand on top of Zayn’s and bringing it to his waist, his free hand making a trail from Zayn’s chest to his chin, light like a feather, taking advantage to bring his lips to the boys cheek, dragging it till he could feel the boy’s bottom lip on his own. “Do it”

the smaller one couldn’t hold his laugh while briefly shaking his head, a reaction to sungwoo’s response. seeing his finger being held and listening what the other wanted to do that day, turned him into a little mess. his heart escaped a bit, his cheeks turned pink and there was another big smile on his face. before sungwoo, he hadn’t much friends, let alone friends who would trat him in such a lovely way, because his father considered pretty much everybody a terrible influence. ━━ stop it. you’ll make me fall in love with you. ━━ he joked, still holding that big smile. he also took the opportunity to do one of his ballerina spins under his friend’s arm, before he had let go. ━━ but, hey. good for you. because i would not complain getting some today. but… i don’t want to start the semester being known as a maneater, so i should behave, eh? ━━ he said, lowering his voice, like he was telling some secret. even tough wasn’t a secret at all that yuri likes to flirt, he was not intenting on actually messing around so soon. ━━ oh, sweet jesus. there you go again… ━━ seeing things in a more selfish approach, sungwoo was the perfect person to keep yuri away from his bad place as he seemed to have an undying will to praise the dancer. which, in a non selfsih way, made him think he didn’t deserve someone so good in him life. he was just so happy and thankful to have that big guy in his life now. ━━ but thank you! that’s a lot coming from the hottest guy around. ━━ he said, running his finger through the blonde locks, pretending to be flirting, just to laugh a second later. 

━━ yeah, you can call me daddy tonight, big boy. ━━ yuri didn’t mind spend money. he was raised not having to worry about it at all and, even having to pay for his own bills now, he didn’t have internalize the fact yet. so, it was a constant in his life to spend money and cry about it later. that’s why he wasn’t deeply regretting buying so much weed. ━━ tell me this again when i’m sober, please. ━━ he asked, knowing way to weel that his mindo wasn’t a trustfull place when there’s alcohol involved. stoping by the counter, beside the other, he let him take the lead. ━━ come on, miss thing! buy the fucking bottle. go hard or go home.

“Oh I thought you were already in love with me, rude” playfully rolling his eyes he laughed out loud when his friend did the ballerina spin, Sungwoo wondered how it felt to be so… full of movement. Sungwoo could be stiff as a board -hence the fact that he needed a Yuri in his life- “Yeah if I think hard about it I really wouldn’t complain too, I’m kinda in a drought Yuri, maybe you should teach me how to be more… sexy?” Sung answered in a lower tone, as if it was a secret that Yuri emanated pure sex appeal. “Yeah you sure need to behave, let’s see about that in a week though, I’m pretty sure you already have some bootycalls waiting for you” he said  winking to his big flirt of a friend, he liked to remind Yuri that he was a bad bitch it made him happy too, to have a mom as strong as his was intense, he grew up admiring everything she did and it was no doubt that he had adopted that trait as his love language, Sungwoo liked to praise the people that he loved to the bone, after all, everybody deserves someone to lift them up and that was Sungwoo to Yuri, also he loved to see the small one flustered, with his adorable pink cheeks and his squeezed little eyes that reminded Sung of two crescent moons, he had a cute friend, what else is he supposed to do? “Hey there’s a difference between being hot  and attractive” he pointed a long finger towards Yuri’s face, keeping a stern look. “So you are Daddy now? Does that make me your… babygirl?” twirling a strand of his hair in his finger he teased his friend, the idea of the people standing around them hearing the conversation made it even more fun to Sungwoo. “Oh I will, tomorrow morning tho, with an iced americano on the side” he brought his attention again to the girl looking at them with a weird expression now, she was kinda cute but very nosy to his preference, he smiled softly before gasping at his friend. “We will get fucked up if we buy the bottle, let’s do it” He said, calling the girl’s attention by bringing his upper body forward so that he wouldn’t need to yell his order over the loud music “scratch the shots, how much for the bottle?” the answer was muffled, again, by the music but he picked up on the first part. “The 375ml Jose Cuervo for fifteen dollars? Deal, I’ll have that one with salt and lime on the side please, he’ll pay” he said, wrapping his arm around his friend and flashing a smile to the girl, who probably thought they were unbearable at this point, or at least sungwoo sensed that. “Why does she look so mad?” he whispered in his friend’s ear, chuckling lowly while she went to grab their order. “Are you excited about your classes? because I am thrilled”.

anna forgot that she was waiting for a drink. everyone who knows the girl knew that she gets distracted easily, which made her forget certain things as well. she certainly remembers all the conversations she had during the party, so there was no room left in her memory for the little detail about the boy who had promised her a drink — it’s okay! i already drank too much. would that be a signal to stop? — she laughed, turning her back on the group of people she was talking to. — isn’t it illegal? — anna spoke quietly, as if she were telling someone a secret. — may i try it? i would like to. — a beautiful and shy smile appeared on the girl’s face, embarrassed for being so inexperienced in front of sungwoo. 

“Uh yeah, let’s blame it on the universe, maybe it is a signal or maybe it’s just me being a big dummy” Sungwoo says coming closer to the girl, not intimidatingly close though, he just wanted to stop being elbowed his back every time someone would try to walk past his tall figure, it felt awkward but when she turned to him and expressed her cute curiosity he couldn’t help but to feel more comfortable “I can buy you a coffee some day before class to make it up to you” Sungwoo offered charmingly, he was trying his best not be be creepy, when flirting with women he tried to be as respectful as possible and c’mon, she was cute “Relax, weed hasn’t been illegal for a while now here in Cali, or at least that’s what I heard” he giggled like a child, he always did when he felt a bit shy. “Yeah, sure, just don’t feel pressured to do anything against your will ok? the only thing that matters right now is to be as chill as possible” he reached to his back pocket, grabbing a marlboro packet filled with joints. It was his personal life hack, he loved shoulder bags but it just didn’t fit his outfit today. Holding his cup and the paper box in one big hand -his long fingers doing the job- he smiled at her cute smile, extending his free hand to her. “Okay, let’s go to a less crowded corner yeah? I don’t want to share, just with you of course but I don’t want to share you too, you’re too cute” he spilled the words with humor in his voice, the goal was to be inviting.

━━ are you trying to convince me or yourself about it? ━━ he said arching one of his eyebrow. but his voice tone was light, playful. even a brief laught was heard between his words. ━━ listen, if you were hooking up with someone i demand you to tell me everything when we go back to the dorm. ━━ there was one small finger raised towards the other, reinforcing his “order”. yuri loved to talk the night away with his best friend, so he would not miss an opportunity. then, he mirrored his friend’s laugh, agreeing with a nod of his head. ━━ yeah… i was talking with my mom while doing my hair so must be there. ━━ as the good mom’s boy he was, yuri called his mom almost everyday since it was hard to him to be so far away from her. sungwoo’s enthusiasm was contagious, made yuri feel even more excited than already was. he loved how they both could get in sync so rapidly. yuri tightened the hug a little bit before letting the other go. ━━ your wish is my command, master. ━━ he said, again with a light and playful tone while following closely the other’s steps. ━━ nah, don’t worry about that. i just got fooled by a freaking cute guy and bought weed enough for a whole month. ━━ he was exaggerating, but it was way too much weed just for himself anyways.  ━━ please, don’t leave me alone never again.

“You know me too well Yuri, it’s dangerous” he said with a sassy tone in his voice before laughing, he loved the way they could roleplay a whole scenario together, a great flow ever since day one. “Yah! Yuri my dear, I wish, but I don’t feel like it today, I just wanna dance with my bestie” he held his friend's finger in the air whilst making the goofiest face he could, play dancing with it still in his large hand before dropping the boy's. “Your hair looks nice by the way, I like the fun cute style you went with today” Sungwoo couldn’t hold himself back, giving Yuri compliments wasn’t a new thing, everyday he did the same, even in the days they would stay in with pajamas and socks, Sungwoo made sure that he felt adored, he deserved it after all, he was a great friend.”Oh so you are the one feeding me tonight!” Sung said looking at his friend’s eyes, a big smile in his lips, showing all of his pearly white teeth, he surely didn’t mind having to buy more, but it was always nice to ask for some - not that he was asking-. “I won’t, just try not to leave your phone at home next time, dummy” he said approaching the bar, that by luck and only luck was quite empty, Sungwoo didn’t hesitate to bring his body flush against the counter “Hey there, I’ll have two shots of tequila, please! Uh actually wait” He said to the girl behind the counter that was currently looking at him with an uninterested look “Two or four?” he asked his friend, turning his body in his direction, he was the one paying after all.

hanbyeol was about to shake his hand, say that it was okay and he could grab his own drink, no worries, but what he heard stopped him immediatly and made him smile shortly. ever since he moved to l.a, he starterd smoking. it felt good, he felt lighter and for a short period of time, it made him stop thinking and overthinking about his problems - well, that’s if he didn’t get a bad trip, but it didn’t happen that often. because of the style of the party, he didn’t bring his own weed, so when it was offered to him, hanbyeol couldn’t help but being happy. — sounds like a good way to make it up to me.  — he smiled widely than before. gosh, he really needed a blunt or he would never survive this… party or whatever.  — yup, let’s smoke. — byeol got up from his seat and lightly hit sungwoo with his elbow, looking for a less crowded place for the both of them.  — thanks for saving me from there, by the way. 

Seeing Hanbyeol happy at the mention of the drug made Sungwoo feel the tension melt off his shoulders, feeling tense while high wasn’t cool at all, but he couldn’t hold in a big smile after hearing and seeing the younger boy’s answer to his shameful bold proposal. “Ah that’s perfect! If you’re not a germaphobe we can share this.” he said even more relaxed than before, slightly shaking his plastic cup that held way too much beer, it wasn’t his drink of choice, it was a uni party after all. “Let’s go Hanbyeol, what can i call you from now on? Han, Han solo? Hanby? Byeol? What do you prefer?” The best way to go with new people was to fake proximity, and that Sungwoo could excel, theatre classes coming in handy, he followed the younger boy before spotting a corner with no one around, he didn’t planned on sharing weed with more than one person today, the plan was to get fucked up after all… “Oh don’t worry, I couldn’t handle one of the dudes behind us talking about tennis, who plays that shit anyways?” Sungwoo said scoffing, humor filled his voice completely, he was obviously the kind to hate sports, nothing about him screamed athletic. “I have one rolled and some more in my bag, hold my drink real quick so I can grab it?” He asked smiling sweetly, extending his arm towards Hanbyeol “Go on, have it too, I can buy more after this, just go with me next time for fucks sake”

He rolled his eyes, he had to, Sungwoo was so easily distracted it was painful to see – I wish i didn’t know you enough to say ‘figures’ but since we’re here… figures – he murmured under his breath as his hands worked on lighting up the joint, he really should’ve brought a book – And since i do, i feel like i should warn you that one day you’ll fall off a cliff and won’t notice but fortunately i couldn’t care less - which, honestly, was a lie. He did care if his free source of daily dick suddenly fell of a cliff, more specifically, his dick would – I could ask you to give me a blowjob but i’m working and someone somewhere said that you can’t eat at the same place you work… – he couldn’t right now but he saved the idea for later – Also, are you really offering weed to me? How fucked up are you alreay? – he asked, but he already knew that the answer was a lot, even better, he could see it.

“Aah, stop being annoying! We’re here to have a good time and you are technically the one that got me this high.”  he said playfully, widening his eyes at the idea of smoking some of Zayn’s weed, even though it was already hard for him to think, he would always like to smoke more than necessary. “Uh, rude! I’m pretty sure you cared about me last week, it’s been a while since I’ve seen you by the way.” deep inside he cared about Zayn, of course it's completely and quite obvious why, Sungwoo found him very… hot and interessing, he wouldn’t deny it, he took advantage of all the chances that he had with the boy and he did not regret any of them, but to hear the next words coming out of him made him gasp to himself. “Not here but... it’s on you, just give me the green light” said chuckling before giving some steps closer till he was next to Zayn, he could feel his cheeks getting red by the forced aproximation caused by the crowded party, he secretly loved it, that’s what pretty boys did to him.”I’m completely fine!” Sung whined loudly, his voice pitching higher than necessary “Do you want some? It’s strawberry daiquiri, a fucking banger.” his hands felt cold and wet around the cup, he just wanted to get rid of it anyways. “Go on take it, try it, I bet you’ll love it like you love me Z” he offered it again, using a special nickname this time, the goal was to always be annoying to Zayn and he loved it.

it took yuri a few seconds to recognize who just slapped him, but as soon as his tipsy brain was able to assure him he knew that voice and that face, a big smile took place in his face. even though it meant his eyes disappearing as his cheeks pressed them closed. ━━ sungwoo! where have you been?! ━━ he said then, way too loud and too excited. the explanation got the smaller one by surprise. that explains why he was feeling like he forgot something. he checked his pockets then, just to conclude his friend was right, he wasn’t with his phone. ━━ well, i hope it is in the dorm. otherwise i just lost that shit. ━━ he said, frowning. his concern didn’t last long, tho. he had a priority right in front on him. ━━ but don’t be mad at me, please. you’re here now when we’re gonna get fucking wasted, right?  ━━ he said in soft voice, going for a hug. that was, low-key, yuri’s number one strategy to melt anyone’s heart and get rid of trouble. ━━ tell me what you want i get it to you!

“I was kinda looking for you, you know.” Sungwoo says scratching the back of his neck, it was a lie, but if he really thought about it, he was looking for Yuri to have some fun. “Don’t worry, I know you enough to say that it's probably charging in the bathroom” he said laughing loudly at the frown on his friends face, Sung always found his friend quite cute, he had charm himself but Yuri was something else in all senses. “I can’t stay mad at you for too long and yes yes yes! I’m here to get fucked up and not go home after, I seriously want to wake up in another city” Sung said with now, too much excitement taking over him, throwing an arm over his friend's shoulder bringing him closer, losing all his bad guy composure and most definitely melting inside with the small act of affection. He could not stay mad at Yuri for shit and he learned that the hard way. “You know what? We should do some tequila shots, I was heading towards the bar before me crashed anyways, you’re paying tho!” He laughed like a school boy, his silly side finally making an appearance before taking the first steps towards the bar. “I’ll pay for the other stuff if you want some” of course he was talking about weed, it was Sungwoo after all.

yuri wasn’t shy, not at all. that’s why he wasn’t not even a little bit nervous about being surrounded by strangers. as a matter of fact, hwang was laughing at a joke of a boy he didn’t even know the name when decided that the empty cup in his hand was a problem. as much as yuri wasn’t shy, he was a little bit clumsy. which was not a good combination to a place way too small for the amout of people or to the fact the was already tipsy. he tripped in god knows what and held himself up by grabbing the arm of the person right in front of him. ━━ oh my god, i’m sorry. ━━ he said under his breath, startled, his cheeks blushing.  ━━ did i hurt you? ━━ he asked then, not realizing that hadn’t let go of the person’s arm.

Sungwoo was late, or at least he felt like he was late to the party, the majority of the students were already drunk, yelling, fighting, discussing difficult topics in the entrance of the rooftop and most deffinetly hooking up against the low walls that surrounded the area, Sung wanted to become one of them as soon as possible, if the plan wasn’t to get fucked up as quick as he could, it wasn’t Sungwoo. As soon as he stepped into the scenario he felt excited, making a beeline to the bar with a dry mouth and a wish to get chaotic, but unfortunately his wish was delayed by a shorter-than-him body clashing into his, which he instantly recognised, to his happiness “You scared me!” He said, slapping his friend's shoulder, he was glad that he recognized the boy or else it would be almost too awkward to have someone almost falling into him, completely awkward to be honest. “You didn’t hurt me now...” he said, putting his hand over Yuri's before forcefully taking his hand out of his shoulder to express his - very - dramatic discontent  “But you did hurt me by ignoring my messages! I was waiting for you by the door but I guess you left your phone at the dorm, huh?” he asked pursing his lips together trying to keep the “angry” facet still, he was good at keeping a straight face.