Valerius

I'm Valerius and I'm 18 years old and about to turn 19 in like 5 months. 😐

Pronouns: He/Him/His

My interests: Photography, traveling,Drawing, VN games,writing,anime,and programming games. I'm still currently learning how to program, and I hope to make a VN game soon. Fandoms: Demon Slayer,Jujutsu Kaisen,Golden Kamuy,Berserk,The Summer Hikaru Died,Chainsaw Man,Death Note,Takopi's Original Sin,Psycho Cuties,The Boys, Blue Lock, The Freak Circus,The Kid At The Back,Loving Decays,14 days with you,Duality, Mushroom Oasis,Welcome Home (That's where my pfp comes from) and etc..

My favorite word: Vitriol

Nationality: Mexican and German 🇲🇽 🇩🇪 My favorite music artists: Juice WRLD,French Police,Closed Tear, Her's,The Neighbourhood,Crystal Castles,Soviet Soviet,Rüfüs Du Sol, Molchat Doma,Material Issue,Jack Stauber,Lil Uzi Vert,Trippie Red, and etc..

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lol ofc, love your blog's aesthetic

I want to be the only thing you love, the single breath that keeps your heart awake. I want to crowd out every other ghost and occupy the space you cannot break. But he still lingers in your heavy sighs, a quiet silhouette upon the floor. His memory is pulling at your sleeve, a phantom hand upon a locked-room door. I watch you drift into that static gray, and ache to pull you back into the light. I want to blend my shadow into yours until we blot out everything in sight. Let me become the silence that you hold. Let me become the hunger in your chest. I want to be the wound that never heals, the only name that grants you any rest.

Poem based on a song

I am your sun, but you have pulled my orbit out of place, turning my warmth into a fever that only burns for you.

I shine for you, a bright and blinding crown,

But you, my moon, demand the entire sky.

You pull my tides until the continents drown,

And watch my embers with a hungry eye.

You drink my light and claim it as your own,

Refusing every star that dares to gleam.

You want my solar flares for you alone,

To haunt the edges of my every beam.

I feel your gravity, a heavy chain,

That drags me closer than I ought to go.

Your silver longing is a beautiful pain,

An endless pull that will not let me go.

You circle me in manic, breathless rounds,

And map my surface with an anxious stare.

Your love has broken all celestial bounds,

Suffocating me within your midnight air.

We lock together in a dark eclipse,

Where day is swallowed by your desperate night.

I taste the wild devotion on your lips,

The Ache of You

I would cross the widest, quiet space, And wait forever if you asked me to, Just to catch the memory of your face, And know the world is real because of you. Because I want to fall in love tonight, Right here beneath this hazy, dreaming glow, To hold you close until the dark turns white, And feel the heavy distance start to go. I long to brush away the tears that trace, The fragile, worried lines upon your cheek, To fold your hands inside a safe embrace, And say the words your spirit longs to speak. They whisper that I shouldn't yearn this deep, Or give away a heart so easily, But you are in the quiet hours of my sleep, The only shore across a restless sea. The tape spins slow, the music stretches long— I’m falling for you, aching with the song.

Midnight Static

A heavy rush across the skin,

The neon flickers, pulling you in.

I trace the shadows on your face,

Trapped inside this quiet space.

Tell me softly, do you bite?

Are you the danger in the night?

A phantom moving through the haze,

Lighting matches in a daze.

I play the fool to stand so close,

To taste the bitter, take the dose.

"Give me time," you whisper low,

But the pulse is racing, and I have to go.

Why does searching for a spark,

Leave me drowning in the dark?

I’ll laugh it off, I’ll be just fine,

Swallowing the bitter wine.

The static hums, the fever clears,

Swapping poison for my fears.