Sunflower Child

Find someone who pays attention. Who runs their fingers over your every scar; and asks where each one came from. Find someone who knows how you like your coffee; what song makes you want to roll the windows down and slam on the gas pedal. Find someone who takes in your smallest details; who notices the things you thought no one ever would. And then…when you find them… Be their someone, too.

It’s one of those days again, where my heart can’t take the pain. How I wish I could squeeze the hurt out, it’s something I can do without. I desperately try to cry it all away, but all it does is keep it at bay. When will this torment end, when will my poor heart mend? Only time can really tell, if I’ll survive this hell. And if unfortunately I do not, know that I loved you a whole lot. Even if we were a tangled mess, I wouldn’t love you any less.

My only relationship goal is to be with someone who motivates me to become a better person and show me the potential I don’t see in myself.

I never knew what I was missing. Never realised until you said my name and that one word made me feel more alive then anyone had for a long time.