nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
I'm in this space of "I have been doing this and will keep doing this and while I guess it's good to be functional, there is no relief in sight and I can't quit" for a long while now.













