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I’ve been gone a few days now, right?

In the real world I’m basically dead. Everyone thinks I’m dead.

I might as well be dead.

…I hope my family is okay.

#sunflower speaks #it’s funny…#I guess I’m stuck here forever.#and ever.#maybe I was never meant to be in the real world to start with.#maybe I was never meant to be alive #just sit here #forget hopping #I can just sit #and wilt #I wonder what it’s like to wilt #…maybe I’m excited to find out.

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…

It’s been another day.

#sunflower speaks #…smash mouth wasn’t lying when they said the days start coming and they don’t stop coming…#hah #haha.#please laugh with me so I feel less helpless…

I HOPPED!

FUCK YEAH LOOK AT ME GO!

JUST A FUCKIN SUNFLOW-…

Just a…

…

I’m fine.

#sunflower speaks #cause that’s all I am here I guess #a fucking sunflower #…but at least I can move!#slowly but it’s progress.#unneeded progress #I’m going to go home #wake up #wake u-

Note to self: You can’t sleep as a sunflower. You can feel tired though.

#sunflower speaks #I can find out how to sleep eventually #not that there’s any need #I won’t be here long enough for it to be an issue #I’m sure of it… I hope.

sunflowerblob

@blobjuice

I don’t think it’s working. I feel weird though, everything glitched for a second there.

blobjuice

It's alright honey, we can try again tomorrow.

sunflowerblob

Tomorrow?

I’m gonna have to be here overnight?

blobjuice

You'll be fine

Your mind is probably just tired, it needs rest before sending you back

sunflowerblob

But I will go back, right? I won’t be trapped?

blobjuice

I'll get you back home, I promise

sunflowerblob

Okay. Um… and, thank you.

blobjuice

Of course, honey.

You're going to be alright

sunflowerblob

Yeah.

I’m going to be okay…

blobjuice

I'm going to head to bed now, yell for me if you need me

sunflowerblob

Okay. Thank you!

Time to see if I can sleep as a flower…

#sunflower speaks #time to test sleep!#let’s hope it works #can I get tired as a plant?#am I tired?#I should stop asking questions before I get too anxious to sleep.

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sunflowerblob

@blobjuice

I don’t think it’s working. I feel weird though, everything glitched for a second there.

blobjuice

It's alright honey, we can try again tomorrow.

sunflowerblob

Tomorrow?

I’m gonna have to be here overnight?

blobjuice

You'll be fine

Your mind is probably just tired, it needs rest before sending you back

sunflowerblob

But I will go back, right? I won’t be trapped?

blobjuice

I'll get you back home, I promise

sunflowerblob

Okay. Um… and, thank you.

blobjuice

Of course, honey.

You're going to be alright

sunflowerblob

Yeah.

I’m going to be okay…

#sunflower speaks #I think I believe that too #it’s nice #I feel hopeful!#I feel safe…

sunflowerblob

@blobjuice

I don’t think it’s working. I feel weird though, everything glitched for a second there.

blobjuice

It's alright honey, we can try again tomorrow.

sunflowerblob

Tomorrow?

I’m gonna have to be here overnight?

blobjuice

You'll be fine

Your mind is probably just tired, it needs rest before sending you back

sunflowerblob

But I will go back, right? I won’t be trapped?

blobjuice

I'll get you back home, I promise

sunflowerblob

Okay. Um… and, thank you.

#sunflower speaks #…thanks #it’s nice to know I’m not alone #not here #not home #I’ll be safe #plus #tonight I can focus on learning how to walk!#that’ll be fun!

sunflowerblob

@blobjuice

I don’t think it’s working. I feel weird though, everything glitched for a second there.

blobjuice

It's alright honey, we can try again tomorrow.

sunflowerblob

Tomorrow?

I’m gonna have to be here overnight?

blobjuice

You'll be fine

Your mind is probably just tired, it needs rest before sending you back

sunflowerblob

But I will go back, right? I won’t be trapped?

#sunflower speaks #I mean #there has to be a way out #right?

sunflowerblob

@blobjuice

I don’t think it’s working. I feel weird though, everything glitched for a second there.

blobjuice

It's alright honey, we can try again tomorrow.

sunflowerblob

Tomorrow?

I’m gonna have to be here overnight?

#sunflower speaks #they said it was like a coma when I was an anon #will my family just not see me wake up?#where ever is my body there now?#what if someone kills my body while I’m here?#do I die?#am I stuck?#I don’t want to be here! not for a night #not for an eternity!#nope! didn’t sign up for it!

@blobjuice

I don’t think it’s working. I feel weird though, everything glitched for a second there.

#sunflower speaks #it all just… paused?#like #error symbols but without the error?#or maybe without the symbols?#I dunno #my head hurts though…

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#wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up #wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up #wake up #Wake up #wAke up #waKe up #wakE up #wake Up #wake uP #tw: repeated phrase #tw: derealization triggering?

blobjuice

Hey, hey. Uhm, Mira? Nick? Chloe, whoever you are?

I may have a problem…

- 🌻 (@sunflower-blob)

Oh fuck

sunflowerblob

Yeah fuck! How do I go home?!

I CANT FUCKING WALK OR MOVE OR BREATH IM A FLOWER, MIRA.

blobjuice

Okay breathe, calm, calm down

Tell me about your home, what's it like? Visualize it as well as you can

What's your name?

[Mom mode activated]

sunflowerblob

Calm down? I’m a flower! Fuck, home talk. Okay- uh… my homes… messy?

I- I have siblings. They fucking suck, but I love them. I’m the middle child, uh- my moms are busy. A lot.

I- my name. My name, it’s… uhm- oh! Connor Aylmer!

That’s- that’s it. That- that’s it. That’s… it.

blobjuice

Ok Connor, what's your family's names? Do you have any pets?

[Via motherly instincts, Mira begins carefully rubbing her hands along the petals, as a mother would play with their child's hair]

sunflowerblob

Uhm, my- my moms names were Mya and… uhm, and… and Chloe! Uh, my siblings names- uhm- Esme! The oldest, she’s in- she’s just outta collage.

Then- then me. Uhm, and my twin brother - his- his names… uhm… Zaiden. And- and then there’s… there’s Achilles! Achilles, they’re the youngest.

For- for pets… for pets we- we… we had… did we have pets? I- I think- I…

…I don’t know.

blobjuice

[She laughs]

Your mom has the same name as my best friend

Any friends?

Use the present tense, talk about it like.. you got lost, and I'm helping you get home

sunflowerblob

I have- I have…

…

I don’t know.

blobjuice

That's alright sweetheart.

What do you remember? Your favorite memory?

sunflowerblob

…Uh- my mums taking me and my siblings to get ice cream.

When they first adopted me, I didn’t like them much - but that changed after that. We talked- it… it was- it was nice!

blobjuice

Your moms seem like wonderful people

Do you go to school?

sunflowerblob

They are, they’re nice. Good.

Uhm- school. I was, I was finishing up high school? Or- starting collage? One of the two…

I’m sorry, I’m trying to remember. I’m trying- I’m trying!

blobjuice

It's alright honey, you're doing great, okay?

What do you look like?

sunflowerblob

Tan-ish, uhm- dyed hair. It’s short, fluffy. It’s blond right now, I swap the colors a lot.

Uhm- it’s brown naturally. I’m- I’m larger and pretty short… and- and-…

…and yeah.

blobjuice

Do you feel any better? Less connected with this world?

sunflowerblob

I feel better. I don’t know if I feel less connected though.

blobjuice

Ok, I want you to try something for me, okay?

sunflowerblob

…yeah?

blobjuice

I need you to try and wake yourself up.

Pretend it's all just a dream.

sunflowerblob

Try and wake myself up? Just- like… pinch myself?

Mira, I don’t have hands.

blobjuice

When I have a bad dream, I always just think "wake" as aggressively as I can to wake myself up.

sunflowerblob

I just wait bad dreams out usually. I think your tactic is gonna help more though.

Do I just… okay.

Wake. Uhm, wake. Wake. Wake up. Wake up. Wake up. Wake.

#sunflower speaks #wake #…do- do I keep going?#wake!#cw: repeated phrase #this place has built in content warnings? that’s cool at least!

blobjuice

Hey, hey. Uhm, Mira? Nick? Chloe, whoever you are?

I may have a problem…

- 🌻 (@sunflower-blob)

Oh fuck

sunflowerblob

Yeah fuck! How do I go home?!

I CANT FUCKING WALK OR MOVE OR BREATH IM A FLOWER, MIRA.

blobjuice

Okay breathe, calm, calm down

Tell me about your home, what's it like? Visualize it as well as you can

What's your name?

[Mom mode activated]

sunflowerblob

Calm down? I’m a flower! Fuck, home talk. Okay- uh… my homes… messy?

I- I have siblings. They fucking suck, but I love them. I’m the middle child, uh- my moms are busy. A lot.

I- my name. My name, it’s… uhm- oh! Connor Aylmer!

That’s- that’s it. That- that’s it. That’s… it.

blobjuice

Ok Connor, what's your family's names? Do you have any pets?

[Via motherly instincts, Mira begins carefully rubbing her hands along the petals, as a mother would play with their child's hair]

sunflowerblob

Uhm, my- my moms names were Mya and… uhm, and… and Chloe! Uh, my siblings names- uhm- Esme! The oldest, she’s in- she’s just outta collage.

Then- then me. Uhm, and my twin brother - his- his names… uhm… Zaiden. And- and then there’s… there’s Achilles! Achilles, they’re the youngest.

For- for pets… for pets we- we… we had… did we have pets? I- I think- I…

…I don’t know.

blobjuice

[She laughs]

Your mom has the same name as my best friend

Any friends?

Use the present tense, talk about it like.. you got lost, and I'm helping you get home

sunflowerblob

I have- I have…

…

I don’t know.

blobjuice

That's alright sweetheart.

What do you remember? Your favorite memory?

sunflowerblob

…Uh- my mums taking me and my siblings to get ice cream.

When they first adopted me, I didn’t like them much - but that changed after that. We talked- it… it was- it was nice!

blobjuice

Your moms seem like wonderful people

Do you go to school?

sunflowerblob

They are, they’re nice. Good.

Uhm- school. I was, I was finishing up high school? Or- starting collage? One of the two…

I’m sorry, I’m trying to remember. I’m trying- I’m trying!

blobjuice

It's alright honey, you're doing great, okay?

What do you look like?

sunflowerblob

Tan-ish, uhm- dyed hair. It’s short, fluffy. It’s blond right now, I swap the colors a lot.

Uhm- it’s brown naturally. I’m- I’m larger and pretty short… and- and-…

…and yeah.

blobjuice

Do you feel any better? Less connected with this world?

sunflowerblob

I feel better. I don’t know if I feel less connected though.

blobjuice

Ok, I want you to try something for me, okay?

sunflowerblob

…yeah?

blobjuice

I need you to try and wake yourself up.

Pretend it's all just a dream.

sunflowerblob

Try and wake myself up? Just- like… pinch myself?

Mira, I don’t have hands.

#sunflower speaks #do I mutter to myself to wake up?#I’ve never lucid dreamed before I don’t know how to do this #wake up?#do I repeat that?

blobjuice

Hey, hey. Uhm, Mira? Nick? Chloe, whoever you are?

I may have a problem…

- 🌻 (@sunflower-blob)

Oh fuck

sunflowerblob

Yeah fuck! How do I go home?!

I CANT FUCKING WALK OR MOVE OR BREATH IM A FLOWER, MIRA.

blobjuice

Okay breathe, calm, calm down

Tell me about your home, what's it like? Visualize it as well as you can

What's your name?

[Mom mode activated]

sunflowerblob

Calm down? I’m a flower! Fuck, home talk. Okay- uh… my homes… messy?

I- I have siblings. They fucking suck, but I love them. I’m the middle child, uh- my moms are busy. A lot.

I- my name. My name, it’s… uhm- oh! Connor Aylmer!

That’s- that’s it. That- that’s it. That’s… it.

blobjuice

Ok Connor, what's your family's names? Do you have any pets?

[Via motherly instincts, Mira begins carefully rubbing her hands along the petals, as a mother would play with their child's hair]

sunflowerblob

Uhm, my- my moms names were Mya and… uhm, and… and Chloe! Uh, my siblings names- uhm- Esme! The oldest, she’s in- she’s just outta collage.

Then- then me. Uhm, and my twin brother - his- his names… uhm… Zaiden. And- and then there’s… there’s Achilles! Achilles, they’re the youngest.

For- for pets… for pets we- we… we had… did we have pets? I- I think- I…

…I don’t know.

blobjuice

[She laughs]

Your mom has the same name as my best friend

Any friends?

Use the present tense, talk about it like.. you got lost, and I'm helping you get home

sunflowerblob

I have- I have…

…

I don’t know.

blobjuice

That's alright sweetheart.

What do you remember? Your favorite memory?

sunflowerblob

…Uh- my mums taking me and my siblings to get ice cream.

When they first adopted me, I didn’t like them much - but that changed after that. We talked- it… it was- it was nice!

blobjuice

Your moms seem like wonderful people

Do you go to school?

sunflowerblob

They are, they’re nice. Good.

Uhm- school. I was, I was finishing up high school? Or- starting collage? One of the two…

I’m sorry, I’m trying to remember. I’m trying- I’m trying!

blobjuice

It's alright honey, you're doing great, okay?

What do you look like?

sunflowerblob

Tan-ish, uhm- dyed hair. It’s short, fluffy. It’s blond right now, I swap the colors a lot.

Uhm- it’s brown naturally. I’m- I’m larger and pretty short… and- and-…

…and yeah.

blobjuice

Do you feel any better? Less connected with this world?

sunflowerblob

I feel better. I don’t know if I feel less connected though.

blobjuice

Ok, I want you to try something for me, okay?

sunflowerblob

…yeah?

#sunflower speaks #okay #we’re trying things #right #I hope this works #whatever it is we’re trying

blobjuice

Hey, hey. Uhm, Mira? Nick? Chloe, whoever you are?

I may have a problem…

- 🌻 (@sunflower-blob)

Oh fuck

sunflowerblob

Yeah fuck! How do I go home?!

I CANT FUCKING WALK OR MOVE OR BREATH IM A FLOWER, MIRA.

blobjuice

Okay breathe, calm, calm down

Tell me about your home, what's it like? Visualize it as well as you can

What's your name?

[Mom mode activated]

sunflowerblob

Calm down? I’m a flower! Fuck, home talk. Okay- uh… my homes… messy?

I- I have siblings. They fucking suck, but I love them. I’m the middle child, uh- my moms are busy. A lot.

I- my name. My name, it’s… uhm- oh! Connor Aylmer!

That’s- that’s it. That- that’s it. That’s… it.

blobjuice

Ok Connor, what's your family's names? Do you have any pets?

[Via motherly instincts, Mira begins carefully rubbing her hands along the petals, as a mother would play with their child's hair]

sunflowerblob

Uhm, my- my moms names were Mya and… uhm, and… and Chloe! Uh, my siblings names- uhm- Esme! The oldest, she’s in- she’s just outta collage.

Then- then me. Uhm, and my twin brother - his- his names… uhm… Zaiden. And- and then there’s… there’s Achilles! Achilles, they’re the youngest.

For- for pets… for pets we- we… we had… did we have pets? I- I think- I…

…I don’t know.

blobjuice

[She laughs]

Your mom has the same name as my best friend

Any friends?

Use the present tense, talk about it like.. you got lost, and I'm helping you get home

sunflowerblob

I have- I have…

…

I don’t know.

blobjuice

That's alright sweetheart.

What do you remember? Your favorite memory?

sunflowerblob

…Uh- my mums taking me and my siblings to get ice cream.

When they first adopted me, I didn’t like them much - but that changed after that. We talked- it… it was- it was nice!

blobjuice

Your moms seem like wonderful people

Do you go to school?

sunflowerblob

They are, they’re nice. Good.

Uhm- school. I was, I was finishing up high school? Or- starting collage? One of the two…

I’m sorry, I’m trying to remember. I’m trying- I’m trying!

blobjuice

It's alright honey, you're doing great, okay?

What do you look like?

sunflowerblob

Tan-ish, uhm- dyed hair. It’s short, fluffy. It’s blond right now, I swap the colors a lot.

Uhm- it’s brown naturally. I’m- I’m larger and pretty short… and- and-…

…and yeah.

blobjuice

Do you feel any better? Less connected with this world?

sunflowerblob

I feel better. I don’t know if I feel less connected though.

#sunflower speaks #sorry #I’m trying to feel less connected #it’s just… hard #everything feels sorta foggy.#I feel better though #I’m not hyperventilating anymore #just wondering how I did in the first place #I don’t have lungs

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blobjuice

Hey, hey. Uhm, Mira? Nick? Chloe, whoever you are?

I may have a problem…

- 🌻 (@sunflower-blob)

Oh fuck

sunflowerblob

Yeah fuck! How do I go home?!

I CANT FUCKING WALK OR MOVE OR BREATH IM A FLOWER, MIRA.

blobjuice

Okay breathe, calm, calm down

Tell me about your home, what's it like? Visualize it as well as you can

What's your name?

[Mom mode activated]

sunflowerblob

Calm down? I’m a flower! Fuck, home talk. Okay- uh… my homes… messy?

I- I have siblings. They fucking suck, but I love them. I’m the middle child, uh- my moms are busy. A lot.

I- my name. My name, it’s… uhm- oh! Connor Aylmer!

That’s- that’s it. That- that’s it. That’s… it.

blobjuice

Ok Connor, what's your family's names? Do you have any pets?

[Via motherly instincts, Mira begins carefully rubbing her hands along the petals, as a mother would play with their child's hair]

sunflowerblob

Uhm, my- my moms names were Mya and… uhm, and… and Chloe! Uh, my siblings names- uhm- Esme! The oldest, she’s in- she’s just outta collage.

Then- then me. Uhm, and my twin brother - his- his names… uhm… Zaiden. And- and then there’s… there’s Achilles! Achilles, they’re the youngest.

For- for pets… for pets we- we… we had… did we have pets? I- I think- I…

…I don’t know.

blobjuice

[She laughs]

Your mom has the same name as my best friend

Any friends?

Use the present tense, talk about it like.. you got lost, and I'm helping you get home

sunflowerblob

I have- I have…

…

I don’t know.

blobjuice

That's alright sweetheart.

What do you remember? Your favorite memory?

sunflowerblob

…Uh- my mums taking me and my siblings to get ice cream.

When they first adopted me, I didn’t like them much - but that changed after that. We talked- it… it was- it was nice!

blobjuice

Your moms seem like wonderful people

Do you go to school?

sunflowerblob

They are, they’re nice. Good.

Uhm- school. I was, I was finishing up high school? Or- starting collage? One of the two…

I’m sorry, I’m trying to remember. I’m trying- I’m trying!

blobjuice

It's alright honey, you're doing great, okay?

What do you look like?

sunflowerblob

Tan-ish, uhm- dyed hair. It’s short, fluffy. It’s blond right now, I swap the colors a lot.

Uhm- it’s brown naturally. I’m- I’m larger and pretty short… and- and-…

…and yeah.

#sunflower speaks #I like changing my hair color #it’s pretty fun #oh- and I’m like 5’3 #Achilles teases me for it #they’re over a foot taller than me #it’s annoying

blobjuice

Hey, hey. Uhm, Mira? Nick? Chloe, whoever you are?

I may have a problem…

- 🌻 (@sunflower-blob)

Oh fuck

sunflowerblob

Yeah fuck! How do I go home?!

I CANT FUCKING WALK OR MOVE OR BREATH IM A FLOWER, MIRA.

blobjuice

Okay breathe, calm, calm down

Tell me about your home, what's it like? Visualize it as well as you can

What's your name?

[Mom mode activated]

sunflowerblob

Calm down? I’m a flower! Fuck, home talk. Okay- uh… my homes… messy?

I- I have siblings. They fucking suck, but I love them. I’m the middle child, uh- my moms are busy. A lot.

I- my name. My name, it’s… uhm- oh! Connor Aylmer!

That’s- that’s it. That- that’s it. That’s… it.

blobjuice

Ok Connor, what's your family's names? Do you have any pets?

[Via motherly instincts, Mira begins carefully rubbing her hands along the petals, as a mother would play with their child's hair]

sunflowerblob

Uhm, my- my moms names were Mya and… uhm, and… and Chloe! Uh, my siblings names- uhm- Esme! The oldest, she’s in- she’s just outta collage.

Then- then me. Uhm, and my twin brother - his- his names… uhm… Zaiden. And- and then there’s… there’s Achilles! Achilles, they’re the youngest.

For- for pets… for pets we- we… we had… did we have pets? I- I think- I…

…I don’t know.

blobjuice

[She laughs]

Your mom has the same name as my best friend

Any friends?

Use the present tense, talk about it like.. you got lost, and I'm helping you get home

sunflowerblob

I have- I have…

…

I don’t know.

blobjuice

That's alright sweetheart.

What do you remember? Your favorite memory?

sunflowerblob

…Uh- my mums taking me and my siblings to get ice cream.

When they first adopted me, I didn’t like them much - but that changed after that. We talked- it… it was- it was nice!

blobjuice

Your moms seem like wonderful people

Do you go to school?

sunflowerblob

They are, they’re nice. Good.

Uhm- school. I was, I was finishing up high school? Or- starting collage? One of the two…

I’m sorry, I’m trying to remember. I’m trying- I’m trying!

#sunflower speaks #I’m trying #I promise I’m trying #it wont come to mind #it just wont-

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