The Sundry Bunch

sometimes when i first wake up, my heart is racing and my throat is dry.

even on good days, i still feel like i don’t fit in.

have you been out all night?

that isn’t your colour.

one day, i am going to kill him.

you are the prettiest peach i ever did see.

hey, lots of people like this face.

another migraine?

i hate parties.

far be it from me to stand in the way of quiet pining, but, you know, you could just talk to her.

i can’t shake the fear that as soon as i blink, you’ll disappear.

who wears pure silver?

please tell me the night terrors haven’t started.

you went through my bag?

we survive by our commitment to blending in.

every day that you refuse to embrace your nature, you are closer to the day where it controls you.

uh oh, what did you do this time?

is that what you plan to wear?

your first kill’s a big step. it changes you.

what if i don’t wanna change?

i think some people prefer to die young.

i don’t wanna hurt her.

have you started crying blood?

if you keep putting this off, it’s only going to get worse.

just remember: stay calm, be prepared, and always finish what you start.

spin the bottle? really?

sorry, i’m socially awkward.

it’s not easy to make friends when you know you’ll be in a new city in a few months.

why do you think they’re showing up now?

that’s their way of saying you can’t keep a good ghost down.

one day, i’m gonna be the greatest hunter who ever lived.

when hunting monsters, there are three rules: pay attention to everything, be prepared for anything, and always finish what you start.

they keep telling me my time is coming.

this is my life.you’re alive?

you used to be a better liar.

i got my first kill.

there’s a feeling you get when a monster’s breath eases up your nostrils.

most hunters just know a monster when they see one.

you’re the one they warned me about.

once an action is taken, you must live with the consequences.

you brought a summoner into the house?

do you have any idea what time it is?

at what point will you apologise for this shit show?

don’t steal shit.

do you think i didn’t see you?

i staked a vampire.

the worst monsters are the one who appear to be human.

you are spending too much time with the dead. it’s ruining your manners.

i hear you have a body.

show me the body - i’m not squeamish, promise.

i saw bodies like this when i just started - corpses ripped open, organs missing.

i had that nightmare again.

we don’t slaughter. we feed.

wait, back up - someone died?!

have you ever taken credit for something that you didn’t do because it was such a big deal to everyone and you didn’t want to disappoint?

did you guys kiss? did limbs entwine? your lives change for ever?

no one asked you to do that. i was handling it.

take that giant chip off your shoulder and just tell me exactly what happened.

might want to be more careful what you leave near your bodies.

compassion is not a weakness. it’s a gift. to be embraced.

i believe that the next time you take a life, you will show some restraint.

remind me to tell you my first kill story sometime.

do you see the vampire you staked?

want me to be gentle?

no, baby, i want you to make it hurt.

why’d you bite me?

why are your tears red?

i’m not a monster.

have you ever hooked up in a womens’ bathroom stall?

you know, you’re a shitty liar.

i thought monsters like you were supposed to be good at deceiving humans.

i guess i’m not very good at being a monster.

everybody has tells if you look hard enough, and i couldn’t keep my eyes off you.

i know you were planning on killing me.

i didn’t mean to bite you.

i can hear your heartbeat. it races when you lie.

what possessed you to take such a gruesome calling card?

when did we start keeping secrets from each other?

they’re very rare. hard to find. and even harder to kill.

each and every one of them must die.

a hunter is only as good as their gut.

i swear, when i bit you, i had no idea it would link us like this.

i shouldn’t feel anything for you, but you’re nothing like the monsters i grew up hating.

you’re too impressed with yourself - the worst thing a hunter can be.

that childish need for glory will get you killed.

where are my pills?!

why do i even have to do this ceremony?

do you really want to follow in their footsteps?

i look like i sleep in a coffin.

are you keeping your hands clean and your bodies well-buried?

i certainly hope he tastes better than he behaves.

make sure she doesn’t disappoint me.

you know death freaks me out.

your training sessions have been paying off.

it’s a dangerous assignment, even for the best of us, let alone for a first hunt.

i always found that part a bit kinky.

i know how hard it is to kill a monster that looks and feels human.

once those monsters come for you, your instincts kick in.

do you ever ask yourself, like, what if they’re not all monsters?

what if maybe we’re the monsters in their story?

killers don’t get a story.

wait, you want me to bite her?

i want you to drain her.

just because i’m not a killer, doesn’t mean i’m weak.

aw, you’ve got a crush. luckily it’ll pass.

i’m begging you, free your mind, stop wishing to be something you’ll never be, and appreciate what you are.

the truth is overrated.

pull yourself together before your thirst takes over and you kill whoever happens to be nearest.

we’ll figure out your first kill.

everything that happens to you is important to me.

if you hate them so much, then why did you come?

i know i ruined everything, but please call it off.

very soon, you are going to have to make your first kill, or you will get very sick.

i smell blood.

“ letting go is the easy part ⸻  it’s the moving on that’s painful. so sometimes we fight it. trying to keep things the same things can’t stay the same though ⸻  at some point you just have to. let go, move on. no matter how painful it is, it’s the only way we grow.” 

*   taken  from  monologues  at  the  beginning   &   end  of  episodes . 

‘  did  you  say  it ?  ’

‘  i  love  you .   i  don’t  ever  want  to  live  without  you .   you’ve  changed  my  life .  ’

‘  i  don’t  ever  want  to  live  without  you .  ’

‘  you’ve  changed  my  life .  ’

‘  drink  it  in  ‘cause  this  is  it .   it  might  all  be  gone  tomorrow .  ’

‘  it’s  not  so  important  that  it’s  happy  ever  after  –  just  that  it’s  happy right  now .  ’

‘  see ,   once  in  a  while ,   once  in  a  blue  moon ,   people  will  surprise  you .  ’

‘  once  in  awhile ,   people  may  even  take  your  breath  away .  ’

‘  at  some  point  you  have  to  make  a  decision .  ’

‘  boundaries  don’t  keep  other  people  out ,   they  fence  you  in .  ’

‘  life  is  messy ,   that’s  how  we’re  made .  ’

‘  you  can  waste  your  life  drawing  lines  or  you  can  live  your  life  crossing  them .  ’

‘  a  the  end  of  the  day ,   the  fact  that  we  have  the  courage  to  still  be  standing  is  reason  enough  to  celebrate .  ’

‘  no  matter  how  much  we  hurt  them ,   the  people  that  are  still  with  you  at  the  end  of  the  day ,   those  are  the  ones  worth  keeping .  ’

‘  sometimes  close  can  be  too  close ,   but  sometimes  that  invasion  of  personal  space ,   it  can  be  exactly  what  you  need .  ’

‘  change ,   we  don’t  like  it .   we  fear  it ,   but  we  can’t  stop  it  from  coming .  ’

‘  we  either  adapt  to  change  or  we  get  left  behind .  ’

‘  it  hurts  to  grow .   anybody  who  tells  you  it  doesn’t  is  lying .   ’

‘  sometimes  the  more  things  change ,   the  more  they  stay  the  same .  ’

‘  don’t  wonder  why  people  go  crazy .   wonder  why  they  don’t .   in  face  of  what  we  lose  in  a  day ,   in  an  instant ,   wonder  what  the  hell  it  is  that  makes  us  hold  it  together .  ’

‘  no  matter  how  thick - skinned  we  try  to  be ,   there’s  millions  of  electrified  nerve  endings  in  there ,   open   &   exposed   &   feeling  way  too  much .  ’

‘  try  as  we  might  to  keep  from  feeling  pain ,   sometimes  it’s  just  unavoidable .  ’

‘  sometimes  that’s  the  only  thing  left ,   just  feeling .  ’

‘  nothing’s  easy  about  starting  over .   nothing  at  all .  ’

‘  your  life  is  a  gift .   accept  it .   no  matter  how  screwed  up  or  painful  it  seems  to  be .  ’

‘  some  things  are  going  to  work  out  as  if  they  were  destined  to  happen ,   as  if  they  were  just  meant  to  be .  ’

‘  the  body  doesn’t  know  the  difference  between  nerves   &   excitement ,  panic   &   doubt ,   the  beginning   &   the  end .   the  boy  just  tells  you  to  get  the  hell  out .  ’

‘  you’re  supposed  to  trust  your  gut ,   right ?   when  your  body  says  run   .   .   .   run .  ’

‘  failure  is  inevitable ,   unavoidable ,   but  failure  should  never  get  the  last  word .  ’

‘  just  because  we  can  live  without  something  doesn’t  mean  we  have  to .  ’

‘  maybe  love  is  unlimited  if  we’re  just  brave  enough  to  decide  love  is  limitless .  ’

‘  maybe  there’s  enough  happy  for  everyone .  ’

‘  shout  your  answers .   make  yourself  heard .   whatever  it  takes ,   just  find  your  voice .  ’

‘  the  thing  people  forget  is  how  good  it  can  feel  when  you  finally  set  secrets  free .  ’

‘  once  your  secrets  are  out  in  the  open ,   you  don’t  have  to  hide  behind  them  anymore .  ’

‘  for  the  most  part  we  have  the  same  problems  we  had  when  we  were  fifteen .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  be  tough  every  minute  of  every  day .  ’

‘  we  all  think  we’re  going  to  be  great   &   we  feel  a  little  bit  robbed  when  our  expectations  aren’t  meant .  ’

‘  sometimes  our  expectations  sell  us  short .  ’

‘  sometimes  the  expected  simply  pales in  comparison  to  the  unexpected .  ’

‘  too  often  the  thing  you  want  most  is  the  one  thing  you  can’t  have .  ’

‘  desire  leaves  us  heartbroken .   it  wears  us  out .   desire  can  wreck  your  life .  ’

‘  heaven ,   hell ,   limbo .   no  one  really  knows  where  we’re  going  or  what’s  waiting  for  us  when  we  get  there .  ’

‘  if  this  was  your  last  day  on  earth ,   how  would  you  wanna  spend  it ?  ’

‘  here’s  the  truth  about  the  truth   :   it  hurts .   so  we  lie .  ’

‘  lying  is  bad .   or  so  we’re  told  consistently  from  birth .  ’

‘  whatever .   the  fact  is ,   lying  is  a  necessity .  ’

‘  we  lie  to  ourselves  because  the  truth   .   .   .   the  truth  freaking  hurts .  ’

‘  it’s  a  little  bit  horrifying  just  how  quickly  everything  can  fall  to  crap .  ’

‘  sometimes  it  takes  a  huge  loss  to  remind  you  of  what  you  care  about  the  most .  ’

‘  after  a  loss ,   you  find  yourself  becoming  stronger  as  a  result .   wiser ,   better  equipped  to  deal  with  the  next  big  disaster  that  comes  along .   sometimes   .   .   .   but  not  always .  ’

‘  at  the  end  of  the  day ,   faith  is  a  funny  thing .   it  turns  up  when  you don’t  really  expect  it .  ’

‘  the  body  is  a  slave  to  its  impulses .  ’

‘  the  thing  that  makes  us  human  is  what  we  can  control .  ’

‘  we  can  try  to  let  go  of  what  was .  ’

‘  ask  most  people  what  they  want  out  of  life   &   the  answer’s  simple   :   to  be  happy .  ’

‘  the  want  to  be  happy ,   that  just  keeps  us  from  ever  getting  there .  ’

‘  the  more  we  try  to  will  ourselves  to  states  of  bliss ,   the  more  confused  we  get  to  the  point  where  we  don’t  recognize  ourselves .  ’

‘  instead ,   we  just  keep  smiling ,   trying  like  hell  to  be  the  happy  people  we  wish  we  were .  ’

‘  we’re  human ,   life  changes  us .  ’

‘  for  better  or  for  worse ,   find  a  way  to  become  more  than  your  biology .  ’

‘  finding  the  way  back  to  ourselves  can  be  difficult   ;   there’s  no  compass ,   no  map .  ’

‘  adapt  or  die .   as  many  times  as  we’ve  heard  it ,   the  lesson  doesn’t  get  easier .  ’

‘  problem  is ,   we’re  human .  ’

‘  problem  is ,   we’re  human .   we  want  more  than  just  to  survive   –   we  want  love .  ’

‘  fight  like  hell  to  get  those  things .   anything  else  feels  like  death .  ’

‘  pain   .   .   .   you  just  have  to  ride  it  out ,   hope  it  goes  away  on  its  own ,   hope  the  wound  that  caused  it  heals .  ’

‘  there  are  no  solutions ,   no  easy  answers .  ’

‘  just  breathe  deep   &   wait  for  it  to  subside .  ’

‘  most  of  the  time  pain  can  be  managed ,   but  sometimes  the  pain  gets  you  when  you  least  expect  it .  ’

‘  pain   .   .   .   you  just  have  to  fight  through  because  the  truth  is  you  can’t  outrun  it   &   life  always  makes  more .  ’

‘  sometimes  even  the  best  of  us  make  rash  decisions   –   bad  decisions .  ’

‘  but  still ,   something  inside  us  decides  to  do  a  crazy  thing   –   a  thing  we  know  will  probably  turn  around   &   bite  us  in  the  ass .   yet  we  do  it  anyway .  ’

‘  what  i’m  saying  is  we  reap  what  we  sow .   what  goes  around  comes  around .  ’

@sundrybunch​ sent ❛ want me to model these for you? ❜ from addison montgomery 

elena laid on her stomach, her feet swinging back and forth in the air as she looked over at addison - who was standing across the hotel room in front of the mirror with some clothes she had picked out earlier in the day. “i’m definitely not going to complain if you want to-.” she winked at the red head as she careful stood up and walked over, wrapping her arms around addie’s waist. 

❛ i didn’t know where else to go. ❜

❛ i’ll never be that me again. ❜

❛ you can still be good. ❜

❛ i thought you’d be here. ❜

❛ don’t act like you know me. ❜

❛ because i care about you, okay? ❜

❛ it wasn’t supposed to end like this. ❜

❛ i was scared. i thought you had lost your way. ❜

❛ am i supposed to just let you go? ❜

❛ you deserve better than me. ❜

❛ don’t make me do this. ❜

❛ i’m not who you think i am. ❜

❛ you don’t mean that. ❜

❛ please just hold me. ❜

❛ i don’t want to understand, i want you to stay. ❜

❛ and why should i care? ❜

❛ you look awful. ❜

❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜

❛ don’t let me lose you too. ❜

❛ for what it’s worth, i really am sorry. ❜

❛ it’s not your fault. ❜

❛ i don’t know who i am anymore. ❜

❛ is this the part where you kick me out? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ promise me you’ll still be here when i wake up. ❜

❛ you can’t save everyone. ❜

❛ it was a nightmare, that’s all. ❜

❛ it’s just a scratch, don’t worry. ❜

❛ you know me better than i know myself. ❜

❛ don’t go where i can’t follow. ❜

❛ you’re better off without me. ❜

❛ we all die alone. ❜

❛ people get hurt if they get too close to me. ❜

❛ i hate what i’ve become. ❜

❛ i’m not going anywhere. ❜

❛ is there anything i can do to help? ❜

❛ i don’t even recognize you anymore. ❜

❛ who did this to you? ❜

❛ please don’t leave me. ❜

❛ oh, now you care? ❜

❛ don’t come any closer! ❜

❛ i missed you so much. ❜

❛ you don’t have to say anything. ❜

❛ do you want me to leave? ❜

❛ why are you avoiding me? ❜

❛ you could have died, you know. ❜

❛ i wish you were here. ❜

❛ you’re not alone. i’m staying right here. ❜

❛ i can be your family. ❜

❛ of course i’m here. where else would i be? ❜

❛ we just can’t seem to get it right, huh? ❜

❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜

❛ don’t push me away again. ❜

❛ this wasn’t how it was supposed to go. ❜

❛ you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ this was a mistake. ❜

(  smut  /  nsfw  implied  sentence  starters  with  not  so  vulgar  language.  )

❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ how badly do you want me? ❜

❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜

❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜

❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜

❛ i’m not jealous. ❜

❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜

❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜ 

❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜

❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜

❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜

❛ take off your clothes. ❜

❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜

❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜

❛ is this okay? ❜

❛ you know you love me. ❜

❛ i want you to feel good. ❜

❛ i want this. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you’re such a tease. ❜

❛ want me to model these for you? ❜

❛ we have to make this quick. ❜

❛ what are you looking at? ❜

❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜

❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜

❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜

❛ it’s okay, you can touch me. ❜

❛ this is a one time thing. ❜

❛ you know where to find me. ❜

❛ did i say you could stop? ❜

❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜

❛ i want to see you. ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜

❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜

❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜

❛ you’re really good at that. ❜

❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜

❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜

❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜

❛ tell me what you want. ❜

❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜

❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜

❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜

❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

“   you’re not alone,  not anymore .   ”

“   i didn’t really have anyone before you guys .   ”

“   thank you for everything you’ve done for me .   ”

“   you’re my family .   ”

“   you’re my family,  screw what everyone else says .   ”

“   i now have a life i like living because of your support .   ”

“   you’re the best thing that ever happened to me .   ”

“   hey, i got you .   ”

“   let us take care of you .   ”

“   a fight doesn’t change anything between us .   ”

“   we still care about you .   ”

“   you know you can talk to me about anything, right ?   ”

“   if you need anything i’ll be there for you .   ”

“   you’ll always have a place with us .   ”

“   i’ve got your back .   ”

“   i love you .   ”

“   do you want a hug ?   ”

“   i’m here,  i promise .   ”

“   i’m not going anywhere .   ”

“   are you okay ?   ”

“   hey, [name].  tell me what’s wrong .   ”

“   i’m going to prank [name],  do you want to help me ?   ”

“   you’re one of us now .   ”

actions.

( hug )  -  for the sender’s muse to hug the receiver’s muse after an emotional moment .

( kiss )  -  for the sender’s muse to kiss the receiver’s muse on the forehead, head, cheek, [insert where you want ] .

( bed )  -  for the sender’s muse to join the receiver’s muse on their bed and cuddle after a long day .

( food )  -  for our muses to cook together .

( tears ) - for the sender’s muse to wipe the receiver’s muse tears .

( blanket )  -  for the sender’s muse to place a blanket on top of the receiver’s muse after a hard day / after they’ve fallen asleep somewhere .

( help )  -  for the sender’s muse to patch the receiver’s muse up .

( reconciliation )  -  for our muse to make up after a fight .

( fun )  -  for our muses to spent the day doing fun activities together .

“  i don’t want you here.  just go.  ” 

“  you ‘didn’t mean to hurt me?’  yeah you did.  like it or not,  i know exactly who you are.  ” 

“  why won’t you even look at me?  ”

“  i’m not angry at you.  i’m angry with myself for trusting you.  ”

“  i wish you’d stop trying to destroy yourself in some misguided effort to feel worthy.  ”

“  i know it’s not fair to say this,  but i don’t have anything without you.  if i don’t have you i have nothing.  ”

“  you can’t love me.  not the way i need to be loved.  ”

“  i’m broken.  and i don’t need anyone to try to feed me white lies about it.  something inside me is broken and it isn’t just going to be put back like it was.  ” 

“  sometimes being broken isn’t about trying to put things back together like they were before.  it’s about picking up what pieces are left and building something new.  ”

“  okay,  so you’re a monster.  so am i.  lets be monsters together.  ” 

“  because of what they/you did i’m damaged.  ”  

“  what the hell is wrong with you?  ”

“  what the hell is wrong with me?  ”

“  i can’t fix you.  you can’t expect me to know how to fix you.  ” 

“  yeah,  i’ll be here.  i’ll be here when you’re ready to stop running.  ”

“  my world is just falling apart.  it’s like everything is just crumbling around me.  i don’t know what to do.  i just want it to stop ”  

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

“  i don’t know how to talk about shit okay?  it’s too hard.  but i do care.  i need you to trust me that i care.  ”

 “  stop punishing yourself.  you wanna make up for what you’ve done?  get off your ass and do something about it.  ”

“  whatever it is you think was going on between us,  you’re wrong.  ”

“  it didn’t mean anything to me.  ” 

“  you should move on.  i did.  ”  

“  i feel like i’m one bad day away from becoming everything i’ve fought against.  ” 

“  stop pushing me away.  i’m not going anywhere,  asshole.  and as soon as you get that through that thick skull of yours,  the better.  ”  

“  i don’t need you in my life.  i don’t want you in it.  ”  

“  i can’t trust myself.  if i let myself get comfortable enough,  when i try to be happy,  people get hurt.  ”  

“  people like me don’t get to have peace.  ”  

“  i’m not the person you want.  i know you think i am.  but it won’t take long for you to realize this is a mistake.  ”  

“  you want the truth?  the truth is when i love people it burns inside me like a poison.  it infects every part of me until it feels like they’re in my goddamn soul…and then i fuck it up.  and it’ll destroy us both.  ”  

“  i’ll always choose you.  that’s the worst part of it all.  i’d choose you over and over, even though i know you wouldn’t do the same.  ”  

“  you never had to be perfect.  you just had to stay.  ”

“  will you please just stay for once.  just.  don’t walk away.  ” 

“  if i loved you less,  i might be able to talk about it more.  ”   

“  just tell me something real.  tell me something i can remember no matter what happens to us.  ”

“  when you look at me,  i feel seen.  i feel like you see past everything i’ve always surrounded myself with to try and protect my heart.  no one has ever looked that deeply at me.  ”  

“  how can you uncover so much about someone,  make them let their guard down and lay themselves bare to you.  and then just throw it all away?  ”

“  if you walk out that door don’t bother coming back.  ”

“  why are you so afraid of trusting this—  trusting us.  what’s making you hold back?  ”

“  will you still be here?  will you stay even after you’ve seen all the ugly parts of my heart.  ”  

“  i don’t care how willing you are to die for me.  i want you to fucking live with me.  live for us.  ” 

HURT/COMFORT

[ DISCOVER ] for one muse to find the other crying alone. 

[ COMPANY ] for one muse to sit with the other so they don’t have to be alone while they’re upset. 

[ EMBRACE ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one for their own comfort. 

[ OFFER ] for one muse to suddenly hug the other one to comfort them.

[ SETTLE ] for one muse to comfort the other and end up cuddling. 

[ SHOULDER ] for one muse to rest their head on the other’s shoulder while they comfort them. 

[ CARRY ]  for one muse to find the other injured and carry them to safety.

[ SECURE ] for one muse to carry the other to bed after they fell asleep. 

[ STRUGGLE ]  for one muse to resist being hugged but then break down and crumble against the other. 

[ CLEAR ] for one muse to wipe the other’s tears. 

[ BREAKDOWN ] for one muse to ask the other if they’re okay prompting them to finally stop bottling things up. 

[ BRUSH ] for one muse to run their fingers through the other’s hair while they open up or cry. 

[ NURSE ] for one muse to tend to the other while they’re recovering from injuries. 

[ TRUST ] for a scenario where sender’s muse is the only one receivers muse will let close. 

[ COAX ] for scenario where receiver’s muse knows they’re the only one sender’s muse will let close. 

[ CALM ] for one muse to subdue the other during an outburst. 

[ CLARITY ] for one muse to help ground the other back in the present  (i.e. after nightmare, breakdown, battle etc)