summer internship rants

It's over and done. I'm happy.

Swamped with work for some reason on my second to last day. Oh well. So glad tomorrow is my last day. Ready for a little break before grad school. Had my performance review with my manager, it was good. Had lunch with one of my favorite interns from the summer. It was so great, such a great person that I’m happy I got to know. T minus one day left. So freakin happy tomorrow is my last day. Thank God, don’t know how much more crap I could deal with. Packed adequate things in the car tonight. So happy.

Done with corporate america. T minus two days.

Crazy, busy, great, frustrating day. Found out I got an assistantship today! Made my day. Also, I had lunch with my two favorite interns from last summer. This also made my day. I love them, they're super amazing. Talked with one of my coworkers today about internships. I kind of was able to finally express how I feel for once. My car is done for. Its officially just time to get a new one. Walked to work today, same for tomorrow. My presentation is tomorrow. I practiced a lot tonight. Trying to not be nervous tomorrow. I know I can do great. I will. T minus three days left.

Today was weird. So many lows, a few highs. I can't sleep at night. My presentation is on Friday. I went through it once tonight. Trying not to stress. Thank God I have lunch tomorrow with my friends from last summer. Car broke down, washer is broken, I mean the devil is so busy in my life. T minus four days.

Got a huge amount of work done today. Did some yoga after work. Healthy dinner. Wrote a letter to a friend. Pretty productive day. I'm happy. I always feel better on the days I exercise. It's so hard keeping it going though.

Pretty crappy day. Oh well glad this internship is almost over. T minus six days.

This past week has probably been the best week I've had during my internship. My coworkers in my pod and my manager are extremely amazing. I know I complained about them in the beginning but this week really shed some light and as I've gotten to know them more I understand each of them. They went through hoops to help me with my resume today and they honestly surprised me. I'm so grateful to know how much they care about my future. My manager was able to give me great advice and suggestions for my upcoming interview. I'm just happy that I get to end my internship on a high note and really being in a good place with my pod-mates. A week and two days left, next stop grad school.

I was able to stay pretty busy all day today. Didn't get too bored. I most definitely have my interview for a full time position on Monday. I spent some of my working on my resume. my coworkers are awesome. I was able to do yoga today. I mustered up some energy and just got it done. Had a nice healthy dinner, honey garlic shrimp stir fry. It's become mine and my sis favorite meal.

Pretty awesome day. One of my favorite coworkers gave me a ton of work I can do. So happy. I cooked for my sis tonight. Which rarely happens. I'm cooking tomorrow too. Finally found a really great seafood recipe we like.

Trying not to stress. Today was an okay day. Found out I have my interview for full time on Monday and my presentation is also next week on Friday. Again, trying not to stress. It's so hard. Stress is probably the reason I hold on to so much weight. At least that's what I've read. I just have to keep telling myself I can get through it. I will get through it. My internship is over in a week and four days. I'm so excited, I just want it to be finished. I hope grad school is all I hope it will be and that my apartment is nice. So worried about that. Had lunch today as an intern group with a high up executive. I was so very nervous but it went well. It's just afterwards I felt a little depressed. I don't know. Didn't workout today because I just felt blahh. I probably should've though to relieve some of my stress. Tomorrow I will. I always feel better afterwards. I did have a pretty awesome, healthy lunch and dinner.

Today was alright. Lunch was my favorite part. Ate with an intern from last summer and one I met this summer. So much fun. Good times and all laughs. Work wise, pretty boring. So boring, it's irritating. I don't want to continue writing about how frustrated it makes me. How pissed off I am. I know it's not the people in my pods fault. I just hate not feeling like I'm contributing. I hate it. I swear it's the worst feeling. On the bright side I got to play tennis today. I'm so happy my sis and I sent. Such a great hour workout. I hadn't played since last summer. It had been way to long. I love doing the type of workouts I enjoy. Tennis is definitely one of them.

Weekend Update. Two mile run at the park. Fitness. Lifestyle.

Great day. Had two meetings that made it fly by. Only two weeks and two days left. Then I start grad school. Super excited and nervous. I just have to get past my internship presentation and interviews. Ugh I'm trying not to stress but it's killing me. I wish we didn't have to do any of that. I hate both passionately. But just like last summer, I'll get through it. Watched Straight Outta Compton tonight with my sissy. Fantastic movie. Officially in love with Dr.Dre. He's sexy.

Pretty okay day. Nice to learn that my pod mates have my back. Super cool knowing that. Sometimes it doesn't feel that way but I'm starting to understand them a little more. Didn't workout the past two days. I feel like crap. I did some ab exercises tonight but definitely not enough to balance how much I ate today. Went way over my calorie goal sadly, but majority of what I ate was healthy. So not really complaining.

Good, long day at the office.

Good day, I took initiative and control.