i’m miserable i’m miserable i’m miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable im miserable

and for my next trick i’m gonna saw my head off

i have lost everyone cause of the way i act. i can’t trust when people say im fun to talk to or interesting to be around because if it were true, i don’t think id be alone. Especially when everyone leaves bc im annoying or weird. I haven’t kept a single person and im too upset and depressed all the time. I talk abt my weird ed and rant. My mood swings are so drastic. idk why people say they like talking to me, everyone says that the first couple months tho anyway. i guess i become less digestible after a while. i don’t know. people say i don’t have to change and others think im everything negative. i hate myself enough already so i don’t know what to change, or if i even want to anymore. i don’t wanna get close to a guy again bc im scared ill do something wrong. maybe if i had friends it’d be different but it’s like my 3rd time losing everyone. I don’t believe it’s the last and i don’t know if id want to keep trying. i hate being alone but everytime im around people im weird, if not high. i dont have anyone and i get immediately jealous. I can’t look at ppl without envy at times and i get so triggered. i’m genuinely miserable, it’s lowkey killing me. i can’t imagine id be fun to be around

left two months ago and he is still haunting me i want to die

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wow

i don’t believe anyone will ever love me the way i want. i am too weird and that’s okay. im really contradictory so id just confuse people. im socially inept and thats okay!!

relapsing is so embarrassing when u have no one to talk to abt it

how do i kill myself 😭 i need to hurry up honestly idc abt guilt anymore im genuinely gonna die alone 😭

loll

men after calling you theirs and treating you like their girlfriend just to not ever reciprocate that again. but once u hold back ur feelings, now ur putting the whole relationship at risk lolol. like wtf bruh can u love me. like bruh wtf r we lmao.

holy fuck my life is actually so shit i hope i die bruh😭😭😭