This blog isn't what it used to be

If I could put into words the craziness that has occurred and describe all the moving pieces chaotically coordinating together, I'd be a NY Times Best Seller

Eh.. I mean that but at the same time I don't - my heart and mind are not aligned ... my solution is to just go absent and go off the social media grid completely so there are no reminders of the past - no likes, no hashtags.

Respectfully, 🖕🏾 you for trying to maintain relevance in my life

I found an old notebook with song lyrics... just remembering the feelings I felt when writing them makes me emotional 🥺

When I go vacationing, there are days I go completely off the grid. I honestly could do that for the rest of my life... just focus on my loved ones and the good times, never scroll on social media or check the news... but there is always a pull for me to go out and help. I want to be isolated and shielded from any hurt or pain but I know I need to fulfill my purpose in helping people. It's not easy because this world is a dark place. People will continue to try to take advantage of me and not cherish the goodness... that's a tough reality to accept. But even with the hurt, pain, or any negativity I encounter in helping someone, there's always a reminder that what I do is worth it.

The older I get the more my heart strings are just tugged and tugged. I just want people to be healed and happy 😭

I have too much to do to not be busy but here I am on tumblr

Told myself I wasn't gonna tweet those John Legend lyrics (again)... so far I haven't, almost did today but I didn't! I tweeted Dru Hill lyrics instead 😂