if suhani somehow gained the ability to travel wayback in time , the way things panned out for her right now isnโt exactly what she predicted . as much of a rulebreaker she had been around her family , for the sake of her grandmother , she assumes she would have sucked it up and married into a family as snobbish as her own . suhani didnโt exactly picture it being the kid she saw when she visited the rest of the clan back in india , one she swore she was taller than at some point , too . but even if she went back , would she even want to change how things were ? the relationship she had with the concept of marriage was one full of disdain and hesitance . hani always saw it as shackles and a shield , unnecessary at best .ย a shackle to keep people down and keep them from escaping , a shield from society that everything fell under the false notion of being perfect . her parents marriage influenced it heavily too , she never saw her father look at her mother in the way arun often glanced at her . there was nothing between them , not even sparks that could become something . so cold , so distant , so empty .ย
was there anything worse than being stuck with someone you didnโt even love for the rest of your life ? as safe as she felt with her husband , the ache of being left alone always made her keep her own heart at arms length from his . close , but never close enough . a safe gap between them , where she was satisfied ( for now ) with listening to the murmurs of his heart . the brunette smirks slyly , primarily to herself , with a playful scoff emitting from the back of her throat .ย สฟ uh huh . sounds a lot like a certain someone i know .ย สพย the patil household was always beautiful , as simple and vacant as it was in a sense , there were remnants of people being in it that made it a home . suhani canโt remember much of the house she grew up in , just the empty halls and endless gardens that ran on forever . quick steps take the pair to the terrace , it was her favorite part of it . a thumb runs across his larger hand , soothingly in a way she wanted to remind him she was still there .ย สฟ missed me that much ??ย สพ hani teases softly , fingers feeling empty once his own unclasp from her hand .ย สฟ you look so tired , arun .ย สพ her attention to the view before them is short lived as she turns her neck over to look at her husband , small frown evident on her features .ย ย












