"Look at them. They're so precious, Cy... like little dolls," Ava cooed, her voice uncharacteristically soft in the presence of the newest additions to Cy and Stella's family. But she couldn't help it, gazing down at the twins that had been perched delicately on her lap, one on each thigh. I want one. The thought echoed in her mind, her heart aching with an intensity that she couldn't ignore, but she didn't dare speak it aloud yet. There was a time in the blonde's life that children had never even been a passing thought, too consumed with getting out of her own head and wading through her grief to sit down and plan out what she wanted her future to look like. Now, with a gorgeous engagement ring adorning her finger, her wedding just a few months away, Ava let herself stop and wonder if maybe motherhood was in the cards for her after all. Would she be any good at it?
Before that thought could lead to a whole internal spiral, she turned to her brother. "How are you guys feeling? You sleeping alright? I mean, as well as parents with newborns can be sleeping, right?" Rubbing her thumbs gently over their impossibly tiny fists, Ava practically beamed down at the babies, her heart squeezing with the immense love she already felt for them both. "I know this isn't your first rodeo... does it get any easier after the sleepless newborn nights? Or is it always hard, just in a different way?"
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Silver Lining - Laufey
So, I propose. It's long overdue.
When you go to hell, I'll go there with you too.
And when we're punished for being so cruel, the silver lining's I'll be there with you.
( @prettysads )
life predating the moment nadine was pulled inside ava's orbit seemed hazy now, like a dream slipping away as you wake. where once she agonized over every little thing, praying for resolution to all the problems she made herself, stuck in the vicious cycle of relapsing and sobering up the morning after, now she didn't have a single complaint about the life she and ava had constructed together. it was a labor of not only love but dedication from both of them, as all true loves are. the years she spent with ava had completely eclipsed the dark ages she endured in los angeles. and it's strange, because she used to be able to pick apart the city and name all the things she loved about it individually. in the present day, she realized that none of what she thought was real had been so. it was all made up, and like sand rushing through the gaps between fingers, it fell apart grain by grain the longer you held onto it. when she finally did let go, she thought her whole personhood would unravel—and it did. the ego death she was delivered from her leaving almost destroyed her, but the woman who rose from the cremation of her past self was ten times stronger than the it girl of hollywood she'd become since the release of her debut album. while it was a blessing, having such a smash hit and being acclaimed for the tireless effort she put into her work, it was just as easily a curse. she was glad to pack up her grammys and stack them on a shelf alongside her minor milestones; like her first place trophy from the sixth grade science fair, or when she ran track in high school and came in second, even her diploma, the only one she thought she would ever get. all small in comparison, but just as meaningful to her.
watching ava in awe of her very existence, it seemed nadine's mocha hues couldn't peel away from her petite form. it was like she was an angel, shot down from heaven and straight through nadine's heart. "good. you deserve some rest." she absolutely adored spoiling her girlfriend. it was the highlight of everyday, coming home and being able to deliver ava a sweet treat and sharing a glass of wine in between massages. ava had stood up all day long, which must've made her terribly tense, so nadine was happy to do it. as they were seated and their hands intertwined, she could feel the blood in her veins run warmer than before. "right. you're right. i just want this to be a relaxing night for you, is all. you've been working your ass off lately," her eyes drifted over her lover's face again, drinking in every detail as she summoned the courage to continue saying what she'd been practicing in the mirror for days. "okay," she sucked in a sharp breath, then matched their gazes despite her nerves being on fire. "these past few years have been the best of my life. i thought—i thought nothing would ever be enough when i first came back here. that i'd hit my peak and it was all downhill from there. but then i met you. really met you. i got to know you, and i knew from that moment on that i would love you forever. you became everything. it felt like life before you wasn't complete, not until we met and i realized i'd follow you forever. you're my north star, my whole heart, my reason for doing everything i do and trying to become a better person for both of us. there's nothing i'd rather do with the rest of my life than sit here with you and breathe," there were tears gathering on her waterline as she reached around, clasping onto the velvet ring box and turning so she could reveal it to the other. "ava jeanette adler," she slowly opened the box, a nervous smile etched onto her lips. "will you marry me?"
When Ava looked at Nadine, she didn't see her girlfriend the way that the public at large might have: as a former music industry darling, retreating from the limelight here in the desert. If anything, over the last few years of their blossoming relationship, the blonde had come to see the totality of what made Dina so special. The biker was kind, patient, creative, unapologetic. She was one of the most brilliant and loving people that Ava ever had the pleasure of knowing (let alone loving), unwilling to take shit from anyone—a quality that Ava herself flirted with in years past, that had only been emboldened since meeting her beloved. Every day in Nadine's presence felt like a gift, with surprises around every corner that just made the young Adler grateful for everything she had been through leading up to their fateful meeting. If wading through the utter bullshit that passed for a love life was the thing that ultimately led her to the gorgeous raven-haired girl's door, then it had all been worth it. She would gladly be the Gomez to her Morticia, always.
Clasping onto her girlfriend's hands with a fierceness that had become all too natural for the two, she smiled softly at Dina. "Aww, you're too good to me, sweets. You've also been working hard. You need a night off this week too... maybe we can take a day off together," Ava insisted, giving her lover's hands a gentle, reassuring squeeze. The reflexive urge to downplay the toll that her job occasionally took on her body didn't come from the same place of perpetual insecurity that might have colored her words years ago. Instead, her relationship had ushered in a selfless love for her partner that Ava had never experienced in earnest before. She didn't do things to make Dina's life easier because she felt she had to, to get the other to stay. On the contrary, Nadine's comfort and happiness was just as important as her own, even despite the blonde's reputation for adoring the princess treatment that her girlfriend freely and frequently bestowed upon her. But when Nadine sobered, sweet sentimentalities over their relationship falling like honey from her lips, Ava felt her heartbeat quicken—not out of anxiety or a distant fear of abandonment, but out of a growing excitement and adoration for her girlfriend that could hardly be contained by her body.
Her hands shook from between Dina's fingers, her cheeks flushed with every declaration of Nadine's undying devotion and gratitude for the relationship they'd built together. Before she could fully process the warmth of her lover's words, like crushed velvet against her skin, tears started to pool at the edges of her vision. Ava let out a breathy laugh, all at once annoyed with herself for daring to obscure such a wonderful sight and elated to hear the words coming from her girlfriend's mouth. Her stomach performed a death-defying swoop at the sight of the velvet box, breath hitching at the sight of the ring held within it—beautiful and so perfect for her. The words following pinned her in place, as if time outside of their trailer stilled... just for them.
Ava Jeanette Adler, will you marry me?
Unable to form words right away, to do much else but fiercely nod her acceptance, Ava finally managed to blurt around the lump in her throat, "Of course I'll marry you." Blue eyes practically shining through the tears that were rapidly gathering, the blonde gently removed her hands from Dina's grasp, taking her girlfriend's face between both of them. A dreamy sigh spilled out of her lips. "Nadine... you're everything I ever wished for. You know, back when we lost Kurt... I thought life was never going to get any better. That the universe didn't care enough to answer my prayers. But I was wrong... because it sent me you." Tears now flowing freely down her cheeks, ruining what was left of her makeup, she couldn't help but laugh in that moment, filled with a childlike joy at the reality that she was now looking at her future wife. "If I'm your north star, then you're my rock. I don't know how I would get through the day without you. And I'll do everything in my power to remind you just how much I love you for the rest of our lives. You're everything... you know that, right?"
nadine had been irreversibly in love with ava from the moment her mocha eyes transfixed on her cerulean ones for the very first time. that might've been a bold statement, but it was the god's honest truth — when love was once a labyrinthine complexity, it all began making sense as soon as she met her bandmate's sister. how strange a fate was that; how she was always there, always just out of reach, both of them with their hands extended and managing to find one another in the ceaseless chaos of the city. she could vividly remember the life she had before this one, wherein she spent her hours dazed and confused, transitioning from studio sessions to the club to mansions that offered her nothing but the siphoning of her own soul and free will. looking back, it was much worse than she remembered it being at the time. if she hadn't had ava there, introducing her to a love forged in all-fire that eclipsed all other burns she'd been given by her self-annihilating existence in los angeles, she would've never fully realized the extent to which she was taken advantage of and abused. but now that they had one another, nadine could clearly see they'd had equal parts in the healing of their respective souls, and suddenly it made everything that happened before worth it. the road behind them was a rough-paved, treacherous one, but they'd conquered it. and they'd keep doing it, hand-in-hand, for eternity. starting with a meticulously crafted ring that nadine hoped would convey all her gratitude and adoration. for the years they spent together; for the times spent apart; for the infinite versions of their future that awaited them when the night ended and the day broke.
"even better reason for you to sit back and relax, i think," nadine offered a chuckle, her signature grin forming around one of her dimples as she reached her one empty hand out so she could capture ava inside it. "of course i did. you deserve it, don't you? especially after slaving away at the salon all day. maybe you can rest your hands for the night and let me use mine instead," she tried her damnedest to maintain some semblance of composure and coolness in her demeanor—didn't want to concern ava even more than she likely already was, though that could hardly be helped. there was a primordial fear embedded deep within that all of this would dissipate from beneath her fingers as soon as she asked the question. it made zero sense, yet still, nadine's heart wouldn't find a steady pace until she was certain this hadn't been some long, devastatingly beautiful dream. "everything's stellar, trust me. just let me do all the worrying, 'kay?" with one arm still hidden behind her back, she laced their fingers together in her occupied hand and used it as leverage to pull ava in and press a gentle kiss against her glimmering lips. "come on, let's sit," then, she tugged her girlfriend across the living room and allowed for her to sit first, taking a seat snug beside her once she did. "so i, uh... i've been doing a lot of thinking lately—you know, about our life, how much you've changed mine just by existing near me. how i can't even imagine a single day not spent with you." while the sentence presented itself as alarming, nadine was quick to amend it with a squeeze of ava's silky soft hand. "okay, i'm not that great at speeches, but i'm about to give you a long one. don't panic. just hear me out."
Her gaze softening at the sight of Nadine's dimples, an admitted weakness of the blonde's, Ava couldn't help it: she broke into a wide and warm grin, letting the look of utter fondness overtake her features. Being around her girlfriend tended to bring out the softer side of the spitfire. It was hard to believe that the girl practically melting at the sight of the raven-haired rockstar in her element was the same unruly and perpetually angry adolescent that had terrorized the Las Vegas underground fighting scene (and local police department) for the better part of her young adulthood. These days, though, she was content to trade the evenings of getting her knuckles bloody, unleashing every ounce of repressed fury and grief over the untimely death of her brother on anyone crazy enough to indulge her impulsively violent whims, for a simpler life with the woman she loves. It was the privilege of Ava's life to be a safe place for Dina, especially once she learned the more intimate details of her girlfriend's troubled past. No one had ever considered her a safe person before... not in the tender way the two girls regarded each other, at least. Ava had always been the "good time girl," a chaotic force of nature that people called up whenever they wanted to get into a bit of trouble. According to these fair weather friends, the blonde wasn't built for anything more than that. But when it came to Nadine, she could be someone to lean on, and it was a responsibility that the young Adler took seriously. In turn, she was eternally grateful to have found that in Dina for herself.
"Alright, no need to twist my arm! I'll settle in for the night," Ava agreed with a dramatic sigh, as if allowing a weight on her shoulders to lift for the night as she kicked off her chunky black heels, trading them for a pair of pink, fuzzy house slippers. Accepting her girlfriend's outstretched hand as if it were something precious, a lifeline for the blonde, she tilted her head to the side thoughtfully as she regarded Dina, blue eyes soft and open. Her thumb idly sweeping over her knuckles as reflexively as if she were taking a breath, Ava squeezed the biker's hand lightly. "You don't have to do all the worrying yourself, you know. You have me. That's what partners are for, right? We can share the worries... make everything a little easier for each other," she remarked gently, with all of the sincerity and tenderness she reserved specifically for Nadine. It was what she'd always wanted from a romantic partner: someone who saw every ugly side of her and didn't look away, someone who made the hard days more bearable. As much as Ava joked about adoring the princess treatment that Dina often showered her with, that was what truly mattered to her, knowing that they were in this life together. Returning her girlfriend's kiss and allowing herself to be pulled towards the living room, the blonde settled onto their living room couch, peeking up at Nadine through her bangs. "What is it, hun?" Her heartbeat beginning to pick up speed behind her ribs as Dina started to speak, the sound of it thundering in her ears, the former fighter managed a sheepish laugh at the reassurance that her girlfriend's sweet, if a little cryptic, words were coming from a place of love, not to deliver an Earth-shattering blow. Her cheeks flushing with the anticipation of whatever came next, she squeezed Dina's hand back, hoping to signal that whatever came next, they would always be okay. "No panicking, I promise. You have the floor." For someone that enjoyed filling silences with endless chatter, it was a show of tremendous restraint and love for the woman next to her.
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i've been droppin' hints all night that i'd love it if you held my hand, goddamn. and then maybe we could make-makeout, clothes off and fall to the ground. let's go steady, let's go out, and tell the whole damn world how - one night i was bored in bed and stalked you on the internet. it's feminine intuition, 'cause i always had a vision of us standing like this; all pressed up in the bathroom line, you lookin' like an angel on the walls of versailles, the most alive i've ever been but kiss me and i might DROP DEAD !!! @sugcrxspice
nadine + ava : march 2, late evening @ their trailer
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in the years nadine had spent wrapped around ava adler's forefinger, she had realized the love they'd harbored for one another was of more grandeur than she could've ever expected from a life once riddled in drug abuse and malicious cycles of revenge and power and greed. where once the stars shining in nadine's eyes were reflected images of stage lights and the hollywood sign, the stars which ignited in her heart now all came from the unshakable and utterly incandescent spirit her girlfriend possessed. there was no one else in the conceivable universe nadine would rather have walked the earth alongside—which is what made planning a proposal all the more electrifying as well as nerve-wracking. she knew ava would have appreciated anything, and that obscene displays of affection weren't needed, which is why the setting for the big question was smack dab in the middle of their wonderfully blended living room. baby pink and inky black designs decorated every wall, displaying both their personalities in full force. all nadine had to do was light a dozen strawberry and vanilla scented candles and play her lover's favorite tunes on their stereo, wear her best skin tight dress, hope to god she wouldn't stumble over too many words during her speech, and just maybe the night would go according to plan—even if she was dealing with an adler. at that point, she liked to think she was an expert in deciphering ava and all her eccentricities. really, there was nothing else in life she'd rather be doing. she'd have burned down her music masters in a heartbeat if it kept her girlfriend warm. and when ava had returned from her shift at the salon that evening, nadine greeted her with a grin, an unfaltering one that still revealed a hint of bashfulness in the way her flushed cheeks expanded over her face. it had been startlingly similar to the one she presented on their first date, a time which felt so long ago yet remained fresh in her mind whenever she'd reminisce on it. this was always the endgame, she'd realized; from the moment they met, they were like twin stars finally colliding, forming a sun that blinded the world with its brilliance. "welcome home, baby," she said, approaching her cautiously, always a little unreasonably scared the perfect angel she had been sent by some divine force would evaporate in her hands. "dinner's in the oven, and don't worry, i've already got your bath and skincare stuff ready for after. i'm takin' good care of you tonight. for now... wanna sit with me? talk for a while?"
It was hard for Ava to reconcile a past where she had to beg for affection from people that were never willing to love every part of her, broken shards and all. Before Nadine, the blonde felt destined to settle for scraps in an unforgiving dating pool, only ever developing attachments to those that didn't return the full intensity of her devotion. But since finding a more mutual and loving partnership with her now girlfriend, the hairdresser grew to see the romantic and sexual dalliances of her past for what they truly were: a girl so convinced that she was fundamentally unlovable, she went looking for validation from just about anyone willing to spare her a few pretty words and some of their time. But with Dina, she didn't spend her days wondering why she wasn't good enough to publicly claim, why she always felt like far too much for anyone that casually flitted through her life, like she was just a way to pass the time instead of something worth sticking around for. Walking hand-in-hand through life with Nadine was more than enough for Ava, through all of the insanity and mundanity of their shared life in Vegas. For the first time, she never found herself lacking, never wondered if she needed to change the messy parts of herself to fit more neatly into the musician's life. Their home was evidence enough of that, with both of their aesthetics proudly on display right alongside each other: girly frills and pastels coupled with gothic and vampy statement pieces galore (two things that might have clashed, but instead shone just as brightly together). In fact, the long-forgotten insatiable fury that once burned bright and hot in the former fighter's chest gave way to something softer in the last few years—less raging, untamable wildfire and more glowing hearth. She was grateful to learn that passion didn't have to come with volatility. Her relationship proved that an all-consuming love could be safe and tender too.
So, the sight of her stunning girlfriend was always a welcome one at the end of a long work day at the salon, the blonde already beaming with relief at the sight of Dina as she pushed the door to their trailer open with her hip, her thrifted Coach purse and make-up kit taking up residence in her arms. "Well, aren't you a sight for sore eyes? Especially after the day I've had! Back to back clients all day. No rest for the wicked, I guess," Ava gushed, wasting no time in crossing the threshold of their abode to ramble about her day. But despite her reputation for being off in her own world most of the time, she immediately took notice of the candles lovingly strewn in her wake, her bright grin softening to a look of aching fondness for the brunette. "Aww, you didn't have to do all this for me," she started, brows creasing with concern at the nervous energy radiating off of her lover. Though their relationship had always been an anchor to steady the hurricanes left in the spitfire's wake, she couldn't fully shake the distant echoes of insecurity, her irrational fear that the wonderful woman before her was merely a mirage in the desert meant to soothe the mind of a madwoman. "Sure, you can talk to me about anything, babe," Ava replied, blue eyes wide and imploring as she set her things down on a nearby end table. "Is everything okay?"
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nadine wasn't meant to come home before five o'clock. alas, she had a conniving way of slithering out of work early if it meant she could salvage some extra alone time with her girlfriend. of course, she couldn't arrive empty-handed, so, she'd coughed up a measly fifteen dollars for a bouquet of roses that accompanied her on the motorcycle ride home. when she pulled in the gravel drive, she nudged the kickstand and stole the roses from where the stems were shoved inside her backpack, feeling particularly sneaky as she hopped up the front steps and scoured the house for ava. "aves? aves, i'm home," she called out, tossing her bike keys into the dish beside the door and beginning to shimmy off her lighter weight doc martens. when she stood up fully, she could spot ava splayed out in the backyard and caught herself grinning wickedly. slowly approaching, she couldn't assume her typical devil-may-care demeanor around ava - who could? she was utterly enchanting. she could've made the devil advocate for god. she did, at least, if you could consider nadine's work demonic ( and you absolutely could ); a direct contrast to the angelic waves of light that ava emitted. "baby, i don't know how to do it out here without any shade. but could you ever forgive me?" the biker asked with a pout, extending her arm and revealing the bouquet from where it was hidden behind her back. "you sure you want me to join, angel? cuz once i start taking my clothes off, i don't think you're gonna want them back on." she remarked teasingly, sticking her tongue out through her cheek with playful brows raised.
Glossy lips pulling into a chesire grin at the sound of that oh-so familiar dulcet voice, Ava perked up in her chair, reflexively fluffing out her blonde curls at the sight of her girlfriend making an appearance. "Hey, baby, you're home early!" she chirped in a significantly softer tone than the one that had first greeted Nadine when she arrived at their abode. There was just something about Dina's presence that had always put the hairdresser at ease. Dina had a way of bringing out her best side, the sugary sweet girl with hearts in her eyes, a side of herself that she'd tried to hide from her previous romantic entanglements. Ava was used to being "too much" to handle for most, but thankfully, that had never been an issue with Nadine. If anything, she seemed to embrace Ava fully and all the chaos that came with her, a kindness that she would spend the rest of her life attempting to repay tenfold.
At the sight of the bouquet of flowers Nadine had hidden behind her back, the blonde let out a breathy gasp, blue eyes filled with nothing but fondness as she threw a hand dramatically over her heart. "Consider yourself forgiven! You keep showing up with presents for me, and I'll forgive just about anything," she teased, lazily leaning back into her chair. "Hmm... you would have to shed a few layers to sunbathe with me, wouldn't you? And who says that wasn't part of my devious plan all along?" Ava fired back the coy remark with an eyebrow raise of her own, but was unable to help the girlish giggle that bubbled forth.
HEY, i think i just saw AVA ADLER walking down the strip. stop by to catch up and you’ll learn the TWENTY-SEVEN YEAR OLD is working as a COSMETOLOGIST AT UNDER THE SUN SALON and lives in CACTUS RIDGE TRAILER PARK. given they are VIVACIOUS but COMBATIVE, it’s likely that they ARE NOT a vampire. i bet you can find them tearing up the dance floor to BARBIE GIRL BY AQUA and you’ll know why they’re called THE BRUISED KNUCKLES. ☾ .⭒˚ sabrina carpenter. cis woman + she/her. bisexual + gemini.
tw: death, suicide
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FACTS (to be expanded)
Childhood:
Ava never knew her birth family, having been adopted in the Adler clan when she was just a baby.
Ava is athletic and has been her whole life. She ran track and played softball throughout all of high school.
The blonde was considered a tomboy in her youth, though she always maintained a love for all things sparkly and adorable.
The Adler girl was considered the life of the party even as a little girl, a reputation she still carries with her as an adult.
Ava was never the most academically inclined student, but she managed to maintain average grades throughout her time in school (anything that would get her to the finish line of getting her diploma was good enough for her).
After the suicide of her foster brother Kurt when she was a pre-teen, Ava went through a bit of a rebellious phase, acting out and getting into trouble, including partaking in a fight club with kids from school and shoplifting.
Despite her self-destructive streak during those years and the strain it put on her relationship with her siblings, Ava managed to salvage a close bond with them. The Adlers might have their ups and downs, but there's nothing Ava wouldn't do for her family.
Present Day:
Ava opted to go to cosmetology school right after high school and has been working as a hairdresser ever since. She also moonlights as a freelance make-up artist.
Her first impression can definitely be a lot; she's a very intense person. But once you get to know her, she's fiercely protective and is always there to cheer up her friends when they're down.
She's a part of the local roller derby team, the perfect outlet for the occasional bouts of rage still lingering from childhood and the perfect chance to show off her athletic prowess.
Always down for a fun time, Ava is the person her friends call when they need someone to help them take their mind off of things. Never one to judge, she'll gladly listen while her friends vent (and will offer to hide them from the authorities if they're ever on the run).
STATS
General Info:
Full Name: Ava Jeanette Adler.
Nicknames: Aves, Little Bit.
Age: 27.
Date of Birth: June 2nd, 1970.
Zodiac Sign: Gemini.
Gender: Cis woman.
Pronouns: she/her.
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual.
Romantic Orientation: Biromantic.
Relationship Status: Taken, engaged to Nadine Zhang.
Alignment: Lawful Evil.
MBTI: ESFP, the Entertainer.
Appearance:
Faceclaim: Sabrina Carpenter.
Height: 5′0.
Eye Color: Blue.
Hair Color: Blonde.
Tattoos: Five roses on a series of vines on her right thigh, a pair of cherries on her left ankle, two butterflies behind her left ear, a lighter on her left wrist, a heart-shaped lollipop on her right forearm, a dragon on the middle of her back.
Piercings: One earlobe piercings on each ear, a helix piercing on the top of her right ear, and a bellybutton piercing.
Background:
Education: High school diploma, attended and graduated cosmetology school.
Occupation: Cosmetologist (hairdresser) at Under the Sun Salon and freelance make-up artist.
Residence: Cactus Ridge Trailer Park, with her fiancé.
Mental Health Conditions: Bipolar Personality Disorder (BPD), diagnosed around high school.
Disabilities: None.
Class: Working.
Ethnicity: English and German.
Language(s) Spoken: English.
Identity:
Label: the bruised knuckles.
Positive Traits: courageous, spontaneous, charismatic, straightforward, fearless.
Negative Traits: self-centered, impulsive, temperamental, jealous, impressionable.
Quirks/Habits: blushes easily, has expressive eyebrows, fidgets with her hair when she feels restless or nervous.
Love Language: gifts and words of affirmations.
Hobbies: boxing, roller skating, thrifting, beauty, fashion.
Likes: leather jackets, lip gloss, loose tea leaves, new running shoes, glitter eyeshadow.
Dislikes: being ignored/excluded, being talked over, feeling judged.
Fears: letting anger consume her, losing the people she’s close to.
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nadine + ava : january 3, nadine's trailer in kingpin
Nadine used to think she knew all the complexities of the anxiety she encountered every so often; when she was still in the music industry, she could vividly recall dithering underneath the stages of each venue during her first headlining tour, gasping in breaths from an inhaler and counting to one hundred repeatedly before she felt prepared to step on the pedestal and ascend the stage. This, though, the question that she had left burning on the tip of her tongue, it was a different feeling entirely. She wasn't petrified or unsure of herself like before, however, she did find that she was unintentionally stalling the process—it was more of a habit than anything, but she was determined to squash it before she backed out completely. So, when she found herself once again in the intoxicating company of Ava Adler, she remembered all those previously forgotten breathing exercises and swung open the door and invited her inside, lungs full of anxious air and a smile that couldn't be faked. Nadine had discovered that with Ava, she would be smiling at her even if the world around them was engulfed in flames. "Hi, gorgeous girl," she grinned, her nerves still sparking underneath her flushed skin as she leaned in and left scattered kisses on Ava's painted cheek. "You've got immaculate timing. I've been meaning to talk to you about something. Wanna come sit?" With a rapidly beating heart, Nadine tugged gently on Ava's hand and guided her to the couch. This was it. This was the moment that her life would be changed for the better; it was the beginning of their forever, she thought. A place of their own, a life intertwined at the roots.
As per usual for the brunette, Ava was firmly in her own little world when she arrived at the doorstep of her girlfriend's trailer (and with a downright obnoxiously perky bounce in her step to finish off the blissfully oblivious image). Overjoyed with her recent turn of luck over the last several weeks, at the holiday revelation that she wasn't the most unstable Adler sibling after all, and with her and Nadine's relationship blossoming and becoming more steady with each passing day, it seemed like there was nothing in Anchorage that could burst her bubble, try as the macabre town might to break her spirit. It was no wonder that she hardly even registered the anxious energy coming off of the young vamp as Dina threw open the door, rushing instead to enthusiastically greet her. Throwing her arms around her girlfriend's neck and pulling her into a tight embrace as her lips pecked impatient kisses along both temples and cheeks, the hairdresser let out a bright peel of laughter and invited herself right inside the home. "Hey yourself, beautiful," she returned, both hands reaching down to gently clasp one of Nadine's. "Yeah, I've been told I really know how to make an entrance." But before she could continue boasting about her flare for the dramatic, Ava finally noticed the thread of tension running through her girlfriend, her brow pinching slightly at the revelation. "Sure. You know you can talk to me about anything," she insisted, trying to fight what should have been a long-dormant instinct that the conversation ahead of them was inevitably going to be a bad thing. But before she could start to spiral, wondering if she'd had too much of a good thing with Dina lately, if things had been too healthy and balanced compared to her previous entanglements, and the universe was simply here to collect on her prophesized heartbreak, the brunette shook her head slightly to banish the thoughts from her mind. No matter what awaited her, she knew better than to think that things with Nadine would follow her old pattern, especially after the last year they'd spent together. Taking a seat beside her on the couch, Ava twisted her body to give her girlfriend her full attention. "What is it? Is everything okay?"
