ophie

Tim wright/masky:

Sfw letters

Brian thomas/hoody:

Thinking about brian

Sfw letters

Toby rogers/ticci toby:

Blood stained sheets

Sfw letters

Helen otis/bloody painter:

Thinking about helen

Jeff woods/jeff the killer:

Hypocrite

Being with jeff

Natalie oullette/clockwork:

Nights in the forest

Nights in the forest had become your favorite thing lately, the unsettling silence, once scary, now became your source of comfort.

Everyone is always too loud, too much, you honestly just wanted to be left alone... Or at least, that's what you kept telling yourself.

You heard the sound of leaves crushing before you saw her, your eyes searching around for her, you already knew who it was.

The brunette leaned her back on a tree, her hands in the pockets of her jacket, a cigarette between her lips, calmly looking at you, sitting on an old tree stump.

"Hey" she spoke first, soft, hesitate, like she didn't know how to break this fragile silence, this tension that has been growing between the two of you lately.

"Hi..." You spoke, looking away, afraid of what expression might be on your face right now, Natalie sat down on the grass, barely a feet away from you, legs spread, leaning back on her palms, the smoke of her cigarette lazily drifting between the two of you.

She reached up slowly, taking the cigarette out of her mouth, and gently holding it to you, you hesitated, before taking it with a soft "thanks..."

She hummed, raising a knee to her chest and resting her arm on it. "... Do you.. wanna talk about it?" She asked awkwardly, and you wanted to laugh so bad... But you couldn't bring yourself to, not when the reason for your heartache is sitting next to you, pretty messy hair and an awkward eye struggling to stay on you.

"No... Not really." You placed the cigarette between your lips, taking a big inhale, and slowly letting it out, you couldn't stop yourself from lightly bitting the cigarette butt before passing it back to her.

Natalie took the cigarette back, placing it between her lips, but not smoking it, like she wanted to savour whatever small affection she could get, even if it was just a bitten piece of sponge.

You sighed, before dropping yourself on the grass next to her, and laying down on your back, you felt her hesitate, before following , laying on her side and facing you, and you followed, your faces barely apart.

You could feel her breath on your face, her eye drifting back and furth, she was never good with eye contact... And you knew that, you knew too much about her...

you felt warmth covering your hand, and looked down to see her scared hand covering yours, just resting on top, she looked down for a few second, before reaching her other hand up and putting out her cigarette, but instead of throwing it away, she stuffed it in her pocket.

"I don't know what i did." She admitted, voice soft, tired. "But i don't want us to keep acting like this." She looked back up at you, holding eye contact, you felt yourself growing nervous, heartbeat picking up. "Like... What?"

She tightened her hold on your hand, and you fond yourself unwilling to pull away. "Like two... Exes or something." She shrugged, clearly frustrated, you looked down, squeezing her hand back."i... dont wanna act this way either..." You looked away.

Natalie frowned. "But?.." you bit your lower lip, before looking back up at her. "I don't know, okay? Something... Something doesn't feel right!' you exclaimed, sitting up, and she followed.

"I wanna be something with you!" You tried not to yell, but the words came out harsh anyway. "I'm tired of pretending like this- no, like we dont mean anything!" Natalie blinked, more confused than angry.

"Why... Are you angry?" She asked awkwardly. The truth is, you didn't know, you didn't know why loving her was so scary, you didn't know what you were afraid of.

"I'm sorry... i..." you felt your vision blur, tears slowly forming in your eyes, and you saw her panic, her free hand shot up to cup your face, before awkwardly warping both arms around you, and you melted into her.

"I don't know..." You sniffled, fight back ugly tears, natalie patted your back, clearly not used to comforting someone, but she wanted to try, for you...

"I don't know why i'm so afraid of loving you..." You admitted, hands fisting her jacket like letting go would kill you both, you felt natalie still for a second, before she resumed her patting.

"I know it could be scary." She said softly, running her fingers up and down your back. "After what my first ex did... I was afraid of relationships for a while." She admitted, and you listened attentively, natalie rarely opened up, so you tried to keep the tears in.

"Then going out with toby..." She chuckled. It was scary at first, it felt like someone is squeezing my heart and stomping on it... Even when he did return my feelings." Her hands stilled on your back.

"But it doesn't have to be scary or painful..." She pulled away, and you slowly let go of her jacket. "We can take it slow, we can keep it a secret, we can do a million thing!" She grabbed both your hands.

"Anything that makes it feel less scary..." She continued. "So please... Give me a chance." She looked into your eyes, trying to pour all her feeling into the fleeting moment that felt like it's gonna last forever.

You took a deep breath, trying not to choke on your tears, noding slowly, and you saw her face crumble with relieve, She leaned in, pausing, and resting her forehead on yours.

Nights in the forest really are your favorite thing.

The one who is oddly avaliable all the time, midnight, early mornings and afternoon, you wonder when he sleeps.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

Likes cuddling to a point, it isn't his favorite activity, but he does enjoy a healthy does of cuddling.

Very warm, great to cuddle with in winter and a nightmare in summer.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Might want to, to a certin degree, but you both know he can't, it's fun to dream though.

A decent cook, can make cold sandwiches and easy to follow recipes, oddly good at cleaning though.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

Ghosting, you'll wake up one day and he's gone, no trace or prove of him ever existing, all the pictures you have of him are also gone, so is his number, if you have it memorized and try to contact him, you'll be answered by a very confuesed stranger.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Fears commitment and what it means, afraid that by showing much interest in you he'll be putting you in danger, his not-so-secret secret life is pretty messd up, he doesn't wanna drag you into that.

He might pop the question after two years of dating, not like proposing but directly asking ypu if you ever wanna get married, what happens next depends on his partner.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

He tries to be as gentle as possible with his partner, he might get carried away sometimes, like shoving them too hard while laughing, will always laugh harder and apologize, it's a habit he needs to work on.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Likes hugs better than cuddles, just passing by and warping his arms around his partner, squeezing a little and walking away, hugs are a must.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

Early on, The first time he would say it accidentally, you might do something cute and/or embarrassing, and he'll laugh and go "gosh, i love you so much..." Won't deny it if you mention it, but he wont say it again for a while.

It'll give him the courage to say it more often after that.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Not really the jealous type, he's hot and he knows it, doesn't really think of anyone as competetion, but if someone hits on his partner and/or makes you uncomfortable, he'll take them out, will grin cheekily at you when you see them on the news the next day.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Likes slower, sweeter kisses, pecks are nice too, but he likes to hold you and the keep the kiss going for a few seconds.

He's pretty tall, so he usually aims for the face, lips, cheeks, forehead, nose, etc. sometimes might take your hand up and kiss the inside of your wrist.

Likes to be kissed pretty much everywhere, he relishes in the attention.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Oddly good, he can be silly and play along with them, wouldn't want any of his own though.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Is somehow always awake before you, might poke your face untill you wake up and smack him, on some days might make breakfast, but he tend to skip that and just have coffee, usually very energetic in the morning.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

He is usually less energetic at night, more laid back and tired, his ideal night is a takeout box, a shitty movie and his partner, somehow also always go to sleep after you do. Sometimes you wonder if he sleeps at all

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

It would take him a while to trust you even if he's head over heels in love, love doesnt equal trust, you have to earn that.

Will open up on a bad night, you and him sitting in a park at night, a drink in hand, and him slowly talking about his past between sips.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Surprisingly very patient, yet is the master of ragebaitting, almost nothing goes under his skin, is bad at taking things seriously which results in the two of you fighting.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He has lots of stuff documented, everything importent is written down, sometimes with pictures.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

The time he got injured and was too far away from the mansion, so he decided, reluctantly, to go to you instead, and you welcomed him in, oh so sweetly concerned as you cleaned his wounds and stitched the slash on his arm, he though it was cute how your fingers shook and your lips trembled, doing your best not to hurt him.

He couldn't pretend not to he in love after that.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Pretty protective, wants you to be safe obviously, but will try very hard not to come across as controlling.

Will get mad at you if you try to protect him by putting yourself in danger, would rather die than see you hurt, otherwise would think it's very sweet of you to want to protect him.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Likes to be spontaneous, regularly planning dates and getting you gifts and stuff, but will put extra efforts into special occasions, he is pretty creative and likes to surprise his partner.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

His stalker tendencies, even after years of dating or marriage, still feels the need to keep watch of you and collect some of your stuff and have a whole folder of pictures he took of you, if it makes you uncomfortable, he will tune it down as best as he could, will definitely slip up sometimes.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

Is hot and he knows it, doesn't try very hard.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

Definitely, he will miss your company, your face, your voice, the idea of you.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

Is a little worried about his partner deciding that this lifestyle he has is too dangerous and dumping him, he obviously trusts you, but that doesn't magically makes him less paranoid.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

Nagging, he is pretty chill and laid back, and always gets his work/chores done, so nagging drives him crazy, a rare good opportunity to rage bait him.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

You're not sure you've ever seen him sleep, he is a very light sleeper, and sound or movement might wake him up.

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You chuckled, running your fingers through his, oddly smooth, hair, you took a quick glance to make sure his clothes are blood free, he has been putting extra effort in not to mess up your couch again after you kicked his ass about it once.

"Tough day?" You asked, gently massaging his scalp, jeff scoffed, but didn't pull away, or move his arm from over his eyes. "When is it ever not?.." you hummed, taking his free hand in yours, tracing an old scar over his arm that is badly healed.

"Figured... Wanna spend the night? I can put on one of these action movies you like." You offered, shrugging. "I fond a good website where we can find free movies" jeff finally moved his arm, smiling tiredly at you, huh, seems he can't bring himself to be smug tonight.

"Piracy? And i'm the criminal?" You rolled your eyes, pinching his cheek. "Who brought a whole shit ton of guts into my house just a few weeks ago?" Jeff scoffed, slapping your hand away, but didn't look upset, just amused. "Hey, it followed me here!"

You rolled your eyes, standing up and letting him fall face down into the couch, you pointed at your laptop. "Pick a movie, i'll grab some snacks."

Making your way to the kitchen and back, jeff was finally sitting up, scrolling mindlessly into that website, you sat down, dropping the chips bag, popcorn and soda on the coffee table, smacking jeff's shin to get his feet off your table, he rolled his eyes, but didn't argue with you.

You leaned back, pulling the table closer to the couch with you, and rested your head on his shoulder. "Anything good?"

You felt him tense up, freezing for a second too long, before his fingers were moving again. "Nah, everything looks cringe." He said, scrolling a little too fast.

You felt your lips pull up in a smile, he always acted so tough and nonchalant, it was always nice to see him a little flustered, and it surprisingly never took a lot.

Jeff finally settled on a movie, comedy action, you think, you didn't really care to pay much attention to the movie, not when the man you've been crushing on for weeks was right here, an arm thrown around your shoulders, letting you lean on him.

You were drifting off, when you heard him speak again. "This movie is so fucking stupid..." You blinked sleepily. "What?.."

Jeff huffed, pointing at the screen. "They clearly like each other, i don't see why all this... side plot? Is necessary!" You were even more confused now, since when did jeffery ever care about something so silly?

"I mean... Sometimes people are scared of their feelings," You shrugged. "It doesn't matter how obvious it is..." You felt your eyes slowly drift up to meet his, and he was already looking at you, clearly upset. "... Sometimes it's easier to pretend its just friendship..."

Silence took over the living room, the only thing you could hear was your heart beating inside your chest, and the movie neither of you cared enough to pause.

Jeff looked away with a scoff, pretending to be busy watching the almost over movie, you leaned back, awkwardly rubbing the back of your neck.

"... Life would be so much easier if people just said what they meant." Jeff grumbled softly, and you looked up at him, a little amused. "Yeah? Tell me then, how do you feel about me?"

For what felt like the hundredth time that night, jeff stiffed, pretending to be busy with a chips bag. "... I think you're... Very confusing." You blinked, unsure how to feel about that.

"Confusing? How?" Jeff shrugged, shoving two pieces of chip into your mouth, rude. "You're just... Easy to be with." He shrugged again, you wanted to tease him, oh you wanted to tease him so bad, but you were scared he would never, ever let you in again if you open your mouth now.

"I don't have to be loud, i don't feel the need to be violent..." He held his hands up softly, inspecting them. "... I dont feel the constant itch to be anything, i can just exist... And not feel." His eyes slowly moved to yours.

You couldn't help the warm feeling that took over your face, he was staring at you like you were a beautiful dream he'd never get to see again if he blinked, seeing that you had nothing to say, jeff looked away after a few seconds, back to his movie, back to being a hypocrite.

You smiled, leaning your head on his shoulder once again, closing your eyes. "I'm glad..." You felt his shoulders slowly drop, him finally relaxing, letting himself lean back onto you.

There was no where else either of you would rather be, not now, not ever. You can deal with just being friends for now.

And maybe one day, jeff will stop being such a hypocrite.

Likes to bite you, a lot, will randomly start chewing on your arm or fingers, he's not very mindful of his own strength, so he defenitly bites too hard sometimes. His love language is physical touch, it grounds and comforts him, reassures him that you're real.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend?)

The type of friend to wake you up at 3am to go get cheap fast food with some money he had stolen from a victim, might deny that it's stolen.

A good friend over all but very sarcastic and obnoxious, he struggles to take things seriously sometimes.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

A lot! Will come up to you every time he sees you sitting and cling to you like a koala.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Doesn't really wants to get married, he fears commitment, and will do for years into your relationship.

Is horrible at both cooking and cleaning, somehow ends up with a dirtier house than the one he started with, will try his best tho, the best he can cook is instent noodles.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

He is pretty mentally unstable, there's a big chance he might just kill you.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Fears commitment, it would take him years to even consider it, but he doesn't care much for marriage in general, but might buy (steal) a pair of rings if it makes you happy.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Not very, he tends to understimate his strength often, so you'll end up with a bunch of bruises, he is emotionally immature, he tries his best to help, but isn't always very helpful, he is working on both.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Very, he likes to put his hands on you any chance he gets, so surprise hugs are a thing, will come up to you multiple times a day for a hug, doesn't matter when or where.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

It would take him a while to even admit it to himself, so it would definitely takes him a few months, maybe a year, until he says it.

Wants it to be very romantic, so he will try to set up a nice date, get some flowers, very corny

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Very insecure, which equals very jealous, thinks of everyone as competition at first, it would take the two of you a fight or three for him to stop trying to kill anyone who looks at you a second too long (unless you're into it)

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Loves loves LOVES kisses, giving or receiving, just smacking his lips against your face or hands, smothering you in kisses, likes to hold your hand, interlock your fingers together and bringing it up to his lips, might lick your fingers if he's feeling like an asshole.

He likes kissing your face and hands, like to he kissed all over his face, will die if you kiss his hand back.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Great with children, in a bad way, he makes them happy, but will definitely encourage bad habits, skipping meals for snacks, setting things on fire, staying up all night, will teach them curse words.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Impossible to wake up early, you have to literally drag him out of bed, will be whiny and bitchy until noon.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

A night owl, restless, almost impossible to sleep next to, keeps twitching and turning and you'll have to smother him with a pillow to get him to still.

If you're also a night owl, would love to take you out at night, doesnt matter where or why, the forest, the city, to start trouble or to just hang out.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

He doesn't know a lot about his past, so that's a thing you'll never know, pretty secretive about himself otherwise, despite having a loud personality, you wont know about him more than he wants you to know.

He would never just sit down and talk about himself, there's gonna be a reason why he talks, maybe trying to console you by relating, or you asking.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

Very, but his anger is only explosive with strangers, definitely more patient with his s/o, less patient with his friends, might break someone's jaw

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

Suffers from amnesia and short term memory loss, will definitely forget a few things, nothing too importent, he has all the importent dates memorized, such as your anniversary and birthday.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

A random date the both of you had, he doesn't know exactlly what makes it his favorite, it wasn't anything crazy, just the two of you enjoying a few stolen goods in a clearing in the forest, you complaining about something, it just felt so.. right, like he wanted to spent the rest of his life with you in that moment.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Very, considering his job and the dangers that comes with it, he's always alert when the two of you are together, no harm will be done to you as long as he breathes.

Will be very touched if you protect him, doesnt matter from what or if he even needed protection, will brag about it for weeks to his friends.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Decent effort, he isn't very creative and his ideas of what a normal date is isn't... very normal, will try his best to gauge your reactions and plan accordingly.

Will put in more effort onto your anniversaries, might ask tim and brian for advice, espacially brian, that guy is pretty charming, his gifts are usually stolen stuff from his victims, or a pretty thing he fond that reminded him of you.

Sucks at everyday tasks, will whine and complain, you'll have to teach this boy about everything.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Bitting, he bites, a lot, as a form of self soothing and stimming, he'll bite his fingers, random objects, his s/o, careful or you might lose a finger.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

A lot, he is very insecure, hence the multiple layers of clothes he wears all year round, will try his best to look as good as possible, but is never satisfied.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

He didn't think he'll ever be attached to someone this much, untill the two of you had a fight and you kicked him out, he had a few panic attacks the following days, realizing for the first time since the two of you started dating that he can't go on without you.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

Tried to kiss you once and ended up headbutting your nose so hard it bleed, he's never been so mortified.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

Someone condescending, he doesn't care if you look down at others, just don't look down at him, also someone who makes him feel bad about himself, good way to get your head chopped off.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Will hog all the blankets for himself, then lay on top of you, good luck getting any quality sleep.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend?)

The best best friend you can ask for, the type to drive to your place at 3 am just because you told him you weren't feeling well, bringing some canned or powdered soup from a gaz station.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

One of his favorite things to do when he's tired, he will just drop himself on the couch/bed and pull you into his side, possibly take a well deserved nap.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

He defenitly wanted to get married before shit went south, he doesn't think much about it anymore but would propse if he thought his partner would want to get married too.

Good at cleaning, a decent cook, he puts in some effort to make easy meals, don't expect anything fancy, but most of the time it's cold snacks from a market or a gaz station he brought back with him.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

He would ghost you, you'll wake up one day and he's gone, his stuff are gone, and you're blocked from all his accounts, it's easier to just not deal with it in his opinion.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

He's pretty commited, fears it the least, though still has his doubts and fears at first, he doesn't want you to get tangled with the operator...

He would propose a good two or three years into the relationship, not the type to rush but also dosen't want to wait too long.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Contrary to popular believes, i believe tim is a gentle soul, espacially to his loved ones, he doesn't treat you like glass, and is the type to playfully shove you around, but other than that he is pretty gentle, both physically and emotionally, Albeit a little awkward.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

definitely, one of the quiter ways he likes to show his love, since he isn't very good with words, his hugs are warm as he tend to run hot, and so soothing.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

He knew he loved you before the start of the relationship, but it would take his a while to say it, once he can be sure you're a permanent part of his life.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Average? He doesn't get jealous at every person that talks to his s/o, but will get jealous if he feels like someone is hitting on you or being too friendly or touchy.

He tries to communicate, the type to try and talk problems out, but sometime his anger issues take the best of him and he ends up beating up a stranger in a parking lot.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

He likes brief and chaste kisses, doesn't like to linger, it makes him feel awkward, he likes to kiss his s/o's forehead, temple, cheek and lips, but his favorite is cheek, it's argueably the easiest and least awkward.

He likes to be kissed all over his face, but his favorite is his temple, something about it feels so intimate and tender in a way that makes his feel loved.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He doesn't really feel strongly about children, he doesn't hate them, but doesn't like them either, they just... Exist to him, he defenitly doesn't want one of his own

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Loves lazy mornings, badly made breakfast in bed, some silly TV show just for the background noises, cold tea/coffee while the two of you chat about anything and everything.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

İ believe tim is contently exhausted, so an ideal night would be dinner and a smoke before bed, maybe cuddling, on night where he doesn't feel like he might drop dead any second, he might take you for a late night drive.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

İt would take him a long time to reveal more about himself than just his name, and he would reveal it slowly, he might talk about his past, friends, mental and physical health, but it would take for you to stumble apon something bad for him to talk about the elderich being stalking him.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

His anger is unpredictable, sometimes he has the patience of a saint, and sometimes a wrong word would set him off, yelling and cursing, he's... working on it

Much more patient when he's probably medicated.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He would love to remember as much as possible, but he has some issues with his memories, so he tends to just write down random stuff you mention, espacially if you mention liking/disliking something, he wouldn't wanna mix these up.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

The first time he woke up next to you, it was on the couch in your home, the sunlight almost blinding him, he turned his head to look at you, all soft and trusting, your head on his shoulder as you softly snored, lips slightly apart, one arm lazly drapped over his lap, it made him fall in love all over again.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

Considering everything, pretty protective, would do his best not to get you involved in the messier parts of his life, and would do anything to protect his s/o, he is not above murderring someone. (again)

İf circumstances came to it, and you had to protect him, tim would feel like he failed you, it would take a long talk to get him to understand that it's really not his fault.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Decent efforts into dates, not big on planning but he wouldn't half ass it, will try harder to impress his s/o on anniverseries though, his gifts are usually things you mention wanting and/or needing, he doesn't bother much with keeping a spotless house, but he cleans the place good enough, does chores without anyone telling him to because he's a grown man.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

Smoking, i feel like this is obvious, but he smokes a lot, lung and mouth cancer might be a concern, he'll reluctantly do regular check ups of you're upset enough.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

Somewhere in the middle, he likes to look good but doesn't really put lots of efforts into it, might be insecure at times but over all he doesn't concern himself much with his looks.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

You gave him a sense of belonging after he lost everything, he can't bear the idea of waking up one day and you're just... not there anymore.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

İf his s/o like smoking, he'll carry around a pack of your brand just in case.

İf his s/o doesn't like smoking he'll tend to sneak around to smoke outside, partly to avoid getting lectured but also because he cares about your health.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

Someone pushy or argumentive just the for the sake of it, tim is working hard on his anger issues and mood swings and having a partner that wants to fight for the sake of it will drive him nuts, he also wouldn't appreciate being pushed outside his comfort zone, espacially if not on his own pace.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Tends to snore, sometimes loudly, might wake you up and you'll have force this man awake, it's a mix of smoker's lungs and stress.

You honestly couldn't even remember what the fight was about, you knew almost everyone here has a tempre, so fights were unavoidable, and even though it never got physical, it got your nervous system on edge.

The moment you locked yourself up in your room, you just couldn't help it, and now you sat on your bed, trying to stop the blood from staining anything else.

Your head jerked to the side as you heard rattling against your window, seeing him, toby, trying to open it from outside, you were too tired to even care or think about how he climbed there from outside.

Soon the lock lossened, and toby fell in face first, he chuckled, raising himself ungracefully. "H-heeey! Guess what i- smugled... I-in..." He went quiter once he took a minuet to look you over, your messy hair, red eyes, the shirt you warped around your hand to stop the blood.

His eyes snapped back to your face, but you felt too ashamed and angry to meet his eyes. "What... Hap-happened?" He asked quietly, slowly approaching your hed and climbing in to sit next to you.

You felt a new wave of tears pouring down your face, bitting the inside of your cheek, you sniffled. "Drop it, it's stupid..." Toby frowned, taking your hand gingerly, you can feel his fingers twitching as he tried not to squeeze your hand. "It's not stu-stupid if it did th-this." He argued, removing the shirt to see the actual damage.

You tried to snatch your hand back, but he squeezed it gently, which crumbled your will to fight. "It's.. i had a stupid fight with tim..." You sniffled. "I dont even re-remember what exactlly it was about! something i fucked up in the last mission or something." You hiccuped, wiping your tears with your sleeve.

Toby's frown deepened, as he gently stroke his thumb over the small bleeding bite marks on your hand. "... And you di-did this?" He already knew you did, self harm marks weren't new to him, he just wanted you to tel him yourself.

A small nod was all the confirmation he needed, he warped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you to lay your head on his shoulder, still gently tracing the shallow cuts.

You sniffled again, but felt the tears stop after a while, you felt drained, tired, watching as toby tried to make bandages out of the bloodied shirt to warp around your hand.

"You sho-should get that ch-checked tomorrow..." Toby spoke softly, tying a bow at the end. "Jack do-doesn't ask many ques-quetions." You noded, watching him bring your palm up to his lips.

Tony wasn't sure how to comfort you, but perhapes his company would do. "Y-you know.. i used to-to chew o-on my han-hands all the time." He spoke softly, wiggling his scared fingers in your face, before poking your cheek with one finger. "And cheek..." He pointed up to his face.

You blinked, eyes darting down to the countless scars on his arm. "Oh... Um..." You hesitated, unsure of how to respone to that, but toby didn't seem to mind. "Yup, us-used to chew the h-hell out of the-these fingers." He wiggles them again. "I ss-still do, some-sometimes..." He admited.

You felt your heart ache for him, taking one of his hands in your less injuried one, squeezing it silently, toby smiled.

The two of you spent a few minuets in silence, just him holding you while you tried to make sense of your emotions, it helped, knowing you weren't alone in this, even if you felt horrible about toby hurting himself.

"How do you.. deal with it?" You asked, looking up at the brunette, toby blinked, humming. "Well, i mos-mostly learned to-to hurt oth-others instead o-of myself... But we ca-can try to fig-figure out what wo-works best for yo-you." He shrugged, resting his head on yours. "... Wan-wanna go set th-the forest o-on fire?"

You chuckled softly, it was tired, but his attempt at comforting you was nice "No, We'll get our asses kicked." toby grinned, happy he finally got you to smile. "Fair, wa-wanna go d-do something el-else that's stup-stupid?" He suggested, checking to make sure your hands stopped bleeding.

You shook your head, leaning more on him. "No, can... Can we just stay here?..." You asked, not really wanting to go out and face anyone else for tonight, toby noded, pulling your blanket over the both of you and guiding you to lay down. "I-i can spend th-the night here if-f you want." He suggested, warping an arm around your waist and resting his hand on your back.

You noded, resting your forehead on his, but closed your eyes, still too embarrassed to face him, you felt him jerk and twitch every few seconds, squirming as he took his goggles and mouth guard off, you slowly opened your eyes, to he met with his wide, brown ones staring right back into yours, his scarred finger gently brushing your hair back.

You felt safe, it was dumb, to feel safe in the arms of a killer, but you didnt really care as you warped your arms around him, feeling him squeeze you tighter against his chest, the two of you had problems, but you also had each other.

And you knew that whenever you needed him, he will he there for you, even if he was an obnoxious, sarcastic jerk most of the time.