"go bravely, go deeply -- or do not go"

This little shit met a strange girl in his bathroom ONCE and decided to simp for her for literal years?

my moots are so talented, we can run a orchestra <3 ( adding only the ones im close with since i have no energy to type )

♡ FATE ♡

brought together by fate it was written in the stars for you and.. IWAIZUMI HAJIME

other contenders.. SAWAMURA DAICHI + AKAASHI KEIJI

a note from amaya: jelli you're going to make me cry you're so sweet 🤧🤧💞💞 thank you so much bb i love seeing you on here omg. OKAY YOUR FACTS i have something to admit when i read your first one and you said all you've broken, maybe bc it was a bit late when i saw it but, for a second i was like 'ALL AT ONCE??' KAHDJDDJA. i hope not!! anywayss.. i too am bad at wearing my glasses let's do better bb HAHA and i agree layered looks are where it's at!!

jelli!! thank you so so much <33

omg here’s my solution: celebrate your half birthday in june which is like perfect picnic weather heheh but tbh i love the idea of a winter birthday

"i don't want you to change, bridgette." sugawara continues to read from one of the many books he had brought on your picnic. your head rested in his lap, the book placed above your head, blocking the sun from your closed eyes. "im not in love with who you could be, or who you used to be, or who the world says you should be."

he pauses, sliding the bookmark he brought along into the book and laying it down onto the blanket, "why'd you stop?" you flutter your eyes open, readjusting to the sunlight. he smiles down at you, leaning down and pecking your nose, "i was hungry."

you smile, "there's some strawberries in the basket, i made sure to pack extra for you." he brings his hand and places it on your cheek, rubbing his thumb across it, "thank you."

he shuffles through the basket for quite a while, prompting you to sit up, "kou, can you not find the strawberries? im pretty sure they were at-" he pulls out a rectangular blue box, opening it and displaying the golden bracelet chain, adorned with a few charms.

the first being a small 's', the next a heart with two small people drawn onto it and the last charm being the first letter of your name.

you gasp, "happy birthday love! it was so hard to keep this a secret." he giggles and you join him, leaning forward to get a closer look at the gift. you tear your eyes away from the bracelet to pull him for a kiss, your hands on his cheeks and his free hand places itself on your thigh. you pull away only to plant another kiss on his lips, "its so beautiful kou, thank you! put it on for me!"

you beam at him as he pulls it out of the box and secures it nicely around your wrist, pulling your hand up to his lips to place a kiss against the bracelet.

once you finally settle your head back into his lap, he pulls the book back up. opening it, he skims the page, finding the sentence he last stopped on, "the world says you should be." he mumbles out before clearing his throat and reading, "im in love with you. right now. just like this."

and sugawara might not have written it, but as he looks at you, eyes closed, basking in the sunlight as the beautiful bracelet he just put on for you glimmers, he definitely understands it.

Accept it.

Sakusa isn’t an easy person to love.

He’s difficult, stubborn, his walls are sky high, he’s picky down to every last detail, and he never admits he’s wrong.

No, he’s not easy to love, but he’s worth the effort.

His heart burns with passion that’s raw, that’s so pure and runs so deep, the dig to the core never ends. He loves so endlessly, with unfiltered promises of something that lasts beyond forever.

He pays attention to every last detail, reads in between the finest of prints, his mind is always filled with you, from the bottom to the top, up to the very brim. His eyes miss nothing, and his intuition has honed itself to map you out in every way.

His smile is so pretty, so bright, that it brings the sun to its knees, with two dimples that were made for your fingers to poke. It’s beautiful not because it makes him that much more handsome, but because it’s capable of healing your soul, of erasing your pain.

His laugh is a breath of fresh air, he is boyish and he is charming under this moment of vulnerability, under the split second he bares his heart to you, letting you feel his joy with him as his hand finds its way to yours, connecting the two in the way your souls already have.

Sakusa knows he’s capable of brewing storms in your eyes, he’s well aware he can hurt. He can hurt so badly, so brutally, the strings by which your heart is attached are frayed at the edges. But he, till the day he dies, promises to stitch every tear and every rip, even if it costs him the strings of his own heart.

And Sakusa, far from perfect, far from the man he knows you deserve, far from capable, far from likable, far from desirable, is so giving, he offers you the world, the one he’s carried on his back even when the weight makes his knees buckle.

Because you, you are his one love, the one thing he has to himself, the one thing that he knows that will remain his even if he is stripped of all that makes him who he is. Down to the very last fiber of his being, Sakusa Kiyoomi is yours.

His heart and mind and soul, his goals and dreams and aspirations, his past and present and future, they are all yours. They are carefully pressed to the palm of your hand, seeking shelter, searching for a place to call home so that he can take a moment and breathe.

He trusts you. He knows he’s not easy to love, but he trusts you so wholly, so blindly, it hurts. He trusts you to love him, to reach past the thorns so you can admire the petals.

Sakusa Kiyoomi’s love language is difficult to understand, but it is fluent in you, and the words are clear, defined, immeasurable.

Sakusa is an enigma, the only thing about him that’s promised is his love for you.

Accept it <3