look into my soul

Really wanna watch porn rn but I'm working

bought avatar legends the fighting game last night. i am determined to become a master with toph

Just finished watching Avatar Aang: The Last Airbender. It was beautiful. Just seeing them all back together again was really special and I appreciated every moment. It really should've been a theatrical release. The only negative is I wish it had Aang and Zuko's original voice actors still but the movie was great despite that. I now finished watching the Avatar animated series. I finished watching Avatar the last Airbender just a few months ago after not watching it since it came out originally so many years ago, and I just finished watching the legend of Korra about a month ago. And now I finished watching the movie. God I love this series. I feel sad that I finished it. But now waiting on the new series they will be releasing soon, Avatar Seven Havens.

Haven't showered in 3 days. When I pull my pants down it smells like legit balls... Need to find a girl who's into that

God. Everyone at work has had their one week vacation except me. Until next month. I know it's my fault for scheduling it late but God damn is it maddening.

Probably one of my biggest regrets in life is quitting my first job. My mom got me that job. It was at an Apple factory. Basically just produced apple products like apple sauce, apple juice. I was a machine operator. I was 18 but that was a serious job and position they gave me and I was responsible for and dude I mastered that entire machine and area bro. It was a peaceful job and I completely threw it away. God damn I didn't realize how good I had it. Great job, great people. I would've had a peaceful life had I stuck with it. I regret it but I'm here now. I just have to do my best and keep moving forward with my life.

Another long ass fucking day tomorrow dude. Today was brutal. Tomorrow is another 8 hours. More of the same. Ugh. But it's just tomorrow and Thursday. Then I get a 3 day weekend. I have to stay strong and just truck my way through it. I'm going great. Monday and today were not easy but I got through them. Let's get through tomorrow.

Just spent sooo much money on new games. Bought Halo Campaign Evolved, Stellar Blade Complete Edition both on PS5 and Splatoon Raiders on the Switch 2

I'd love to confess to this girl I work with and just let her know I like her but I'm scared that if I do that she will say that she has a boyfriend already or just not like me back and then later get a boyfriend lol. That's why I never admit I like anyone because then it will be all awkward if they are in a relationship already and I'm just still there like a dweeb all exposed and weird

Recently I've been having a lot of dreams and thoughts about female affection. Like I'm really craving female affection and just wishing I had a girlfriend. Recently I did meet a new girl and I think that's why I've been having these thoughts. I was speaking with her and just hanging out with her at my families house. They were visiting. They spoke English which was awesome. The bad thing is that she's 15 though. I hate that so much lol. A few weeks ago I met another 15 year old girl. Hate how I've been meeting girls recently but they are all young. I mean it's nice talking to them but it doesn't really go anywhere besides just making a new friend. I've been feeling frustrated.

I hate how I always, always get real fucking horny but once I cum I delete all my browsing history and get rid of everything and regret it all but then an hour or 2 or later in the day I'm right back at it again. Like I fucking hate that. What is the point of regretting the feelings of lust I have and trying to delete everything if I will just end up back there again. Might as well own it now and just keep at it. It's just who I am. There is no point trying to avoid it or hide it.

I hate how I always feel like gooning when I'm in the middle of work smfh.. That's when I'm at my most horniest.

My coworker said she was grading my calls and noticed I was watching a soccer game 😭 that's not good bro. Bro they have been able to see my entire screen. I did not know that lol. Jesus. Bro I've been using Tumblr on my work laptop writing confessions and suicide notes lol they were able to see my type that shit up real time hahaha fuck... Not only that, I know for a fact I've been looking at feet pics and fetish porn. God lord I don't want to know what else they've seen lol