"GO GET THE $$$$$"

Happy spouse

Happy house

But what if it dosent’ even out

What if it isn’t everything you dreamed about

A story of unfortunate events

About a father trying pay the rent

Loose lips sinks ships

You can’t profit off of what you don’t flip

Dirty money

Need a rinse

In filth it was drenched

A couple losses

A couple risks

Equate to infinite chips

Make mends for the ends

I ain’t into to making friends

Dividends all depends

I wanted a truck

Not a Benz

Could never do no pretend

You due for a win

You reap what you sin

Why do fools fall in love

Is the intimacy

Is it the hugs ?

Is it a connection to what never was

Yearning to be wanted

Only to be haunted

Selfish decisions

But all within reason

Love yourself

Inspired by Uncle Jess

On a quest to be the best

We all grow old

Before I could see you take your last breath

I would give you the lungs out my chest

As I grew older I understand you did your best

Everyday we studied because life is a test

I forever appreciate you for giving me all you had left

Blood in blood out

Flesh to flesh

Real love never dies

Pain is always the ultimate guest

With hopes to live tomorrow

I conceal the sorrow

Around & Around we go

Hoping for a place to call home

The rat race isn’t alone

You turn the wheels as you roam

Even though you feel out of place

It’s all about your race

Contrary to what anybody says

Everyday is a maze

In order to understand the race you must change your pace

Your whole life you felt like a puppet

Until one day you realized what it wasn’t

To overcome

What your becoming

As time changes

You start to see who’s playing

The longer you keep waiting

The clearer you’ll understand what there saying

Devils advocate

Gods timing will establish it

To rise above darkness

Its how you harness the madness

You are what you train be.

To seek beliefs

Understood by what you achieve.

It wasn’t sudden that I became in rage

It was the constant thoughts as they aged

Improper questions

Released my transgressions

Perceptions can be equal to your reflections

Every opportunity isn’t disguised as a blessing

Alternate motives may go unnoticed

As time moves on different traits start showing

Innocent motives led by passion

Misunderstanding can cause unwanted reactions

A result of lust

Is a lack of trust

If your really in love

Every thing evil is a depiction of what dosent fit

Ruined by the ruins

To utter words of confusion

Some killers never realize what there doing

Who will still be here

The feelings of what’s near

You can’t see it

But you can hear

Only devotion

Don’t stay still

Giving love that I didn’t receive

Choosing to believe I can be anything

Contrary to most beliefs time might not heal anything