apollo

Most people i talk to online call me nyx. He/they pronouns.

Marauders, bnha, bsd, and some other fandoms I can't remember right now.

Autism, adhd, ocd, tourettes and cptsd.

Idm if you take the piss out of me as long as its funny.what else is there to say?

That's great, I'm an engineering student. I should know that. This is for a hobby.

Im writing notes on the art of war as i read.

I've got

- timelines

- relationship diagrams

- entity diagrams

- set notations

You can't take the stem out of the fucking student.

Very funny when you realize I'm reading the book of the odyssey where polyphemus eye is gouged out.

Edit : I'm sleep deprived but now my copy has luck it we ball written as an annotation.

Like tell me why I open insta and girl in red has put it on their story, and like 5 people are sending me reels of this dude.

And i watch them. Or have already seen them. But I still watch them.

Or the fact that the ship names I've seen is cleated rivalry.

Like I swear I can go on ao3 and find fics

Like I mean, I'm comfy in spring but it's becoming summer and it's different and by the time you're used to it, it's autumn, and you're trying to get used to it but now it's winter.

And it's hot/cold, bright/dark, your schedule is different, your hangouts with friends change, the shows on TV change, your clothes have to be adapted to the weather and what if it's a bad texture day.

You have to change how you sleep because more blankets or its too bright or

Having parents is so weird.

Like one day you're 3 and you woke up at 9 so you have to starve.

Or you're 6 and locked out after sunset because someone hit you and you reacted.

Or you're 11 and lying to social workers like my parents love me.

Or 12 and having to choose between period products and food.

Or you're 13, fresh out of the hospital and your mother offered to buy you pills to kill yourself with.

Or you're 14 and pretending that the exorcism worked because the next step is corrective rape.

Or you're 15 and you hide in a locker because someone yelled at you and they had a stick in their hand.

Or you're 16, and wishing you had cancer so your tits would be cut off.

Or 17, applying to universities based on how far away you can get but your siblings need you.