Grandfathers Defeat the Earth

If only I wasn't this stoned I'd remember her number. Maybe I chose not to remember. Either way shes happier without me.

I miss you B.

It helps me sleep at night that shes happy. That she has moved on to better things. This is my time to focus on myself and the things that made me happy before she was in my life. I thought about death. I was so close at times. I figured with my willingness to face it, it's allowed me to face other obsticles without fear. Tele is playing in Mexico City, Puebla, and Monterey. Our drummer is afraid to travel there but I have nothing to lose and some much to gain. So many bueatiful things. If I stumble upon misfortune its okay. I didnt plan to make it this long anyways. I wish one day I can be so dead inside to see her with someone else to see my boy again. I miss him terribly but its getting easier each day. Soon they'll both forget me and its ok. This was meant to happen that night she brought me whataburger and I was watching Dragonball. She was sick of me then. I should've let go then. I'm done writting songs about you or at leadt try as hard as ever. I have to end this chapter in my life and find out whats next.