Nov 20 2016:
Iβm so tired- so I am going to go to sleep for a very long time.
βHelpless as a child When you held me in your arms And I knew that no otherΒ Could ever love me as you loved But help me! Iβm leaving!βΒ
Whoever you are, I hope you find the love and safety and peace that has so eluded me in this world.
βMeanwhile, I will raise my own glass to how you made me fastΒ And expendable And I will drink to your excellent healthΒ and your crueltyΒ Will you have one on me?β
Seek me out when you wake from the dream.
xo



















