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@suchabuddieway
Eddie diaz, the man who is labeled as angry and violent yet all I see is a kind healing soul. He's a man who took all of his pain and transformed it into so much love and light. Is he the angry one or are u projecting a harmful stereotype on him bc of ur prejudice against his ethnicity?
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i think my favorite thing about the 'i hope you know you do matter to me' / 'i know' exchange is that it's.... so clearly not all of what eddie means or wants to say, and he is struggling to get it out. and like, eddie is not an inarticulate man. he's good with words. he's not always very good at communication, that's a separate thing, but when he actually intends to say something, especially to buck, he's usually good at finding the right words.
but this time, in this moment, the words don't want to come. he can't find a way to express everything buck means to him, can maybe barely look at the shape of it himself, so he's left with that barest and most essential truth.
and buck's 'i know' is so gentle. like, 'i know. i know you can't say it. i can't say it either. i get it. it's okay. i know.'
i think there’s a really subtle progression in the way buck looks at eddie and chris over (a short amount of) time, starting in the early episodes as a longing look like, “i want something LIKE that,” meaning a family, unconditional love, a kid, a partner who chooses you every day, stability, a home that feels permanent, but over time that longing gradually shifts into “i want THAT,” as in eddie, eddie having his back and buck having his, sitting on the couch after a long shift, cooking in his kitchen, arguing about groceries, slipping into domestic routines and he wants chris, wants to keep him safe, to be there on christmas, to build him a custom skateboard, take him to the zoo, talk about teenage stuff, help him with his homework, be there when something happens
so when he drives eddie to chris after the earthquake his look is saying, “oh i wish i could have something like that,” but later on when he gets flustered because a stranger says he and eddie have an adorable son it’s, “oh, you think i could have THAT?”
She's not even looking at me! That's how you know she's interested. That is idiotic.
dream eddie being so silly and smiling so much while joking around with his kid (before it turned into a nightmare). that's the version of himself he wants to be, but he thinks he needs to put duty above all else because he always fails the ones he loves. he tried to drive his mom to the hospital when he was 10, but he scratched his dad's new truck. he tried to feed his little sisters, but he set off the smoke alarms. he tried to do good, and he keeps failing. even with the shannon of it all, he couldn't love her right. he couldn't give her what she needed. he tried to shield chris from his failing mental health, but he ended up scaring him during his breakdown instead. so many times eddie did the wrong thing no matter how much he tried. all he wants to be is the guy who doesn't take himself too seriously with the people he loves, but instead he thinks he needs deny himself what he desires in order to provide the things he thinks they need. ugh.
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Buddie things that are canon and occasionally hit me like a truck that I actually watched it on my screen and didn't read in a really good fanfic my brain tricked me into believing it was real:
Random person assumed Chris is Buck and Eddie's kid 10 episodes in and Buck didn't deny it
Eddie just holding Buck's hand during the truck bombing instead of doing literally anything else on that scene
"There's nobody in this world I trust with my son more than you"
Eddie picking a fight in a grocery store because he missed Buck
"Did you ever stop for a minute to think what that could do to us?"
On that note, Eddie literally not even lasting a full day being mad at Buck after regaining full access to him
"Wanna go for the title" scene. In the words of Oliver Stark that was so gay, and definitely I don't talk to my best friend like that
Buck clawing at the mud
Chris running to Buck when he's mad at Eddie
Every single aspect of Eddie getting shot, from the blocking, to the angles, to the choice of slow motion, to Eddie asking if Buck was hurt, to Buck wearing Eddie's blood even after he tried to clean himself
On that note, every aspect of Buck taking the initiative of taking care of Chris, how his hair is still wet when he gets to the house, how he holds it together until he hears that Eddie made it through the surgery and then just breaks down crying
Everything about the will reveal
Eddie basically needing Buck's permission to break up with his girlfriend
Kidnapper spending 5 minutes with them and realizing that threatening Eddie was the best way to control Buck
Buck running toward gunfire because Eddie was out there
Eddie telling Buck to move on and Buck cheating on Taylor about it
"Hey, Eddie, it's-it's me" or everything about Eddie's breakdown
Buck watching his girlfriend talk to the girl he cheated with and just being all 🥰Eddie is here🥰
The 601 Buckley Diaz dinner
Eddie not even thinking about his own safety to get Buck down and everything about how he got him to the hospital and restarted his heard
"do more" or "former army medic turned first responder yells to a group of doctors to do more than their best to save someone"
Everything about the 612 kitchen talk
Poker date
Buck making cookies for Chris' class
The cemetery scene (why was that filmed like a breakup, dear GOD, that still keeps me up at night)
Eddie asking Buck do handle a problem with Chris he feels Buck is better equipped to handle and both of them actually having a breakthrough with their combined efforts
704
Eddie crashing Buck's first date with a man
"If there's something you need to tell Eddie, you will, just in your own time"
Eddie being the only person Buck voluntarily came out to
Bachelor party (rip karaoke scene)
Buckley Diaz scene that framed Eddie as cheating on Buck when he had a whole girlfriend
"thumb thumb thumb"
Eddie hesitating before calling Buck his best friend
806 couch scene
808 double oh! moment
809
"if you need to be pissed of at me to make it easier for you, then be pissed off" aka the most romcom line to ever come out of Eddie Diaz mouth, and boy, that bar is high.
"It's not nothing"
Goodbye in the rain complete with a lingering hug that's framed like Every Romcom Hug Ever
Eddie being the reason Tommy broke up with Buck
"I don't have to want to sleep with everyone I have feelings for"
"In love with Eddie?" "It wouldn't be so crazy"
"I get him feeling threatened by what me and Eddie have"
*Facetime call* *Facetime call* *Facetime call* *Facetime call*
817
"Where are you?" "Right in front of you"
"Ready when you are"
Buck losing his shit because Eddie and Hen get along for some reason
Station fight 2.0
907
And the best part is, I'm sure I'm forgetting stuff. HOW IS THIS SHIT REAL. CAN THEY KISS ALREADY???
they’re already canon TO ME
“you haven’t even looked at a woman in a year” “neither have you” is actually insane. LOOKED at woman. not just dated. not just talked to. looked. i notice what you notice. im aware of where your attention goes. i secretly loved when that waitress tried to flirt with you and you didn’t even react. I secretly dread the day you bring someone up to me that caught your eye. thank god no one has caught your eye yet. it’s been a year. you haven’t even looked at a woman. “Neither have you” i dread the day too.
9x13 Theory (kinda)
Since it's basically been confirmed that "Mother's Boy" is based off of Hitchcock's Psycho (1960), I watched the movie (yes, I have watched 2 Hitchcock movies just for 911) and buck and eddie truly are the most perfect characters to put in this situation.
The main theme of the episode is going to be about being trapped, both physically (desert/motel) and mentally in their own minds. Norman says, "I think that we're all in our private traps, clamped in them, and none of us can ever get out," which makes perfect sense for buck and eddie because they are the only two characters that are still stuck in the same cycle that they've been in since the beginning of the show. Buck's abandonment issues are at an all time high since Eddie moved to Texas and Bobby died, while Eddie's repression, grief, and sexuality crisis have been sprinkled in throughout the season, so I think this is the moment where their respective traps will be addressed explicitly together.
Buck and Eddie have been purposely separated this season because having an honest conversation with each other would mean that they need to actually think about the implications of what happened in s8b and what that means for them as individuals and their relationship. This roadtrip puts them in forced proximity and in a vulnerable situation which will naturally initiate honesty. I think Buck and Eddie will help each other get out of their respective unhealthy cycles AKA their private traps.
Lastly, in Psycho, the story switches from focusing on Marion to focusing on Norman. Even though this twist changes the premise of the movie completely, Marion and Norman's stories are paralleled with each other through the context of daytime and nighttime. Maybe they will go this same direction with Buck and Eddie and make their stories meet at together at the end? The same way day and night meet at sunset.
9-1-1's Psycho (2026)
poster by yours truly :)
thinking only pure things 😇
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