no gods, no masters burn it all away & begin again

my mental health is spiraling and i dont know what to do anymore

homeless again in a week. no hope this time.

going to have to try and live in the woods

hate everyone who was ever born & who ever will be born

life is nothing but torture, repetition of failure, & reflecting on failure. the only power you have as an individual is choosing your torture and how you fail.

really though what kind of animal that can experience existential dread still has the fucking gall to procreate? what the fuck is wrong with you?

so everyones soul is rotten from a lifetime of shitty things happening to them & in turn doing shitty things and theres no fixing it right, & we've all been pretending like thats not true and that somehow we still retain our true sight as if we arent piloted meat barely conscious of our surroundings?

okay yeah i really hate shrinkage

larry david is NL for NL

anywhere i could buy a gun without a permit for one

think ive lost everything i love about myself to trauma and ocd