stream of unconsciousness

did you have the dream i sent you?

(no beers in) does anyone wanna keep me as their house pet forever

not studying media and mass/popular culture in history is a crime regardless of time and place but particularly when studying early cold war us because i cannot stress enough just how seriously political and state orgs took mass media and cultural production. the american state held massive congressional hearings and ruined peoples lives over filmmaking and devised international covert operations based on the dissemination of film, dance, literature, and art. at a certain point ignoring media history is irresponsible history............ when you study a certain time and place, it is VITAL that you take seriously what they took seriously

@girlgrimer

I will never be able to fully express how being a lesbian is not considered cool and sexy to average people, who aren't terminally online. It considered especially disgusting to people when you're a woman who doesn't look like a super model or actress. People are shocked and appalled at the thought you want to eat the pussy of an ordinary girl whose like a waitress or something. People are grossed out that two women who might be fat, masc with stretch marks/scars or without makeup etc find each other completely attractive and have completely fulfilling sex for themselves. Lesbianism that is devoid of the male gaze repulses people. It's why lesbians are rarely fully represented in media. It's not sexy anymore if it's not two straight thin decorated actresses directed by a man. They so mad when we want each other and don't care to meet their beauty standards or need their approval.

love when you go to an aquarium and you really hit it off with one of the fish

I love Doris and she is so cute but also she looks so much like Teddy Roosevelt sometimes that I can't help but laugh