stream of unconsciousness

Keep trying to Google stuff abt my autopilot not being able to control ny actions behavioie n they keep talking abt emotionallu not being able to control your behavior. Im actually trying to figure out whether im actually a video game character

Can my friends record a podcast for me

Does anybody even relate to my simslike behavioir Or am ithe weirdo.

Which is not the weaponized incompefence misogyny, im specifically talking about the cruel heartless maddenjng misogyny to call women running around with no time to themselves giving up everything for everyone lazy and turn around and be like omg u dressed yourself today my 40 year old cis baby man 😍 yorue so talented ughhb ur so amazing ur gonna do great things

I do think there us a specific type of misogyny that comes in where the expectation fir men is always leisuring and women always working. So now men can do whatever snd be seen as hard working bc the baseline is zero and everyone babies and encourges them and women can be working their ass off and ppl straiggt ip call them lazy. I do think wives are the most oppressed class for this w the husband just leisuring he doesn't even habe to have a job and everyone screamung and insulting her if she makes him lift one finger bc she's the one whos lazy. but it afrects everyone... It happens w young progressive people in non marriage situations also

Has any body giffed the part where nikki runs n stops bc that's genuinely how it feels and looks w executive dysfunction for me I'll be standing in place till my feet hurt trying to force myself to move so hard im swaying

It's sooo fucking frustrating how i act like a sims character like deciding to do smth instead of something else but the action doesn't get cancelled in my body so when i inevitably slip out of focus i do it and when i come back to myself im like NOOOOOO i was supposed to go do smth else like why is there such an intense lack of connection between my brain and body. What the fickkkkkk