"submissive - at last"

Tumblr has opened my eyes, bared my secrets and opened me up to a universe i didn't know existed a couple of years ago.  Married, mom, kids living the normal life, sedate, secure.  Deep down though i thirsted for - for something new, something exciting (perhaps taboo).  Unlike a ton of Mommy blogs, i do not quest for a submissive little baby girl.  I'm the opposite.  This kink that i have seems quite rare - i ache (and i mean ache) for young lady to Dominate me.  Their perfect bodies, still budding into full womanhood, their attitude, their unquenchable thirsts... how could i resist?  Yet, being different means that there's not a lot of... interest in _that_ kind of online relationship.  I welcome asks, posts, DMs, to feed my need to 'serve'.  Of course, this is for the over 18 crowd, (isn't everything?)