Burrito's world

Saying it's on sight the next time I see my dad knowing I'm prob gonna run.

We lost the freaking plot about androgynous. It's mostly men with long or colored hair or wearing makeup wanting to be special. Don't pmo bro.

If I sneeze there's a 99.9% chance I farted at the same time.

Chocolate covered strawberries or strawberries and Nutella gotta be the best thing ever

I feel weird with ppl who struggle in school. Not bragging but I've always been a straight A student, lowest being rare B's. During school I'm gonna get two different math classes and honors English and this one friend kept saying "You're gonna be so stressed" and "You're gonna need loads of Red bull and all nighters". I just said "No I won't. Don't put me under the same category as you", which I now think might've been rude. But struggling with school really doesn't make sense to me. I finish everything at school and hardly work at home, maybe three times at best during my freshman year. Maybe smt wrong with me but I've never struggled long in school.

I hate ppl who don't have actual reasons for disliking something or someone. You don't like this YouTuber or group, but why? Just saying "they're annoying" doesn't cut it for me either. I do this to my friends, even saying "That's not a reason", and I'm beginning to realize it probably makes them mad or annoyed, but for me it's genuine curiosity. You could say the person's voice is annoying to you and I'd understand, but merely not liking someone without an actual reason you can name just doesn't make sense to me.

I always need to wear baggy clothes. My shirt, jeans, sweatpants. Everything needs to be baggy. I can't go without socks also, being barefoot feels like a crime. Even asleep. Barely wearing shorts feels like I'm butt-bootycheek naked.

I wanna be famous but also find celebrities terrifying. Whole thing just screams cult.

I find the hype surrounding BL very weird. Most stories are filled with abuse and yet everyone seems to like it? I also don't understand the ppl who read BL but not WL. Is this a misogyny thing? It's mostly women too, though there's definitely men, who do this.

I could be doing so much more with my life but I'm stuck in a bad household, ugly, and overweight. I don't read anymore, basically gave up on writing, and just don't have dreams. Whatever future gives me money is what I'll take.

Being 4'9 and fifteen gotta be a horror show and studied. No, I'm not a pick me nor do I enjoy being "petite" as people put it. It's actually very cringe in my head. But, there's so much struggles and hate just for being short nowadays. I can never find good clothes, don't get taken seriously, and much more that no one actually understands.

I always wonder what I would've turned out to be if my family hadn't been so cruel. I'm always so paranoid and weird.

What's with people and putting a gazillion hashtags on their post? Am I missing something?

Nobody feels the way I do and that pmo. Nobody knows what I've been through and that also pmo. Everyone pmo.

I'm tired of those girls who try so hard to be depressed or make an aesthetic of being lonely, odd, or just weird when they clearly aren't that. I feel like we lost the actual meaning about it. How do I tell someone I've sat at a completely empty lunch table in a full cafeteria to someone who just makes that an aesthetic or tries to romanticize it?

Maybe an issue with me but I really lack empathy or sympathy. I don't exactly care that I don't either. Friends be venting and I just find them super annoying. At the same time though I won't be rude, don't get me wrong, but faking gets annoying. I can't really say I try to feel guilt either, even if the person is really close and I trust them. Not even friends saying actual trauma, like SA, makes me feel upset for them. Sometimes I feel a little left out or awkward bc faking is hard at times too or if others are around they prob notice and judge me. I don't wanna be this way but am. I do feel sympathy and empathy but it's really random and I don't know how to explain it. Someone help

I feel like a loser not knowing the new slang. I know some but like, wtf is a 'moot'? Why would I moot you? Touching toes or smt? I don't get that one baby meme either or that scuba trend.