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Then, he was offered a sliver of happiness when Thee fired him and asked him to follow his heart. Those six months with Rome showed him and helped him realise (to some extent) that he too is worthy of love and deserves it as much as anyone else. He finally got a chance to be with the love of his life and thought this would be IT. That no matter what happens, they will always be together and face whatever obstacles come, together.

However, now, when Rome is about to be the next leader of ARSENI, Mok is the one by his side, thinking about what to do next and how to take care of him, Rome asks him to leave because he thinks that's the best way he could protect him. And now, Mok is back at square one, when he thought he was better alone because that would have saved him from this heartbreak and the pain of being left.

Peach and Me // Episode 2

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+ what he is possessive over

and then this boy loves you. not what you can do, not who you are to the family, but you. he wants you to be happy, he sees right through every front you put up, his desire for you runs so deep that it’s terrifying. not to mention how badly you love him.

but it’s not possible, it will never be possible, and that’s devastating but it’s also protective. if you can never have him you can never lose him. so you content yourself with a few stolen days out of the year and a distance which keeps you both safe even as it destroys you from the inside.

and you find that even when the barriers fall, when he offers you everything you want, you can’t take it. you can’t bring yourself to make that leap of faith from your current position, from the safety and certainty it offers.