throwing darts in lovers’ eyes

googling how to convince yourself your boyfriend who hates morrissey and geese and women who look kind of like horses is not cheating on you with a random woman in akron who calls herself morrissey’s number one fan and reposts cameron winter edits and looks kind of like a horse (in an endearing and quirked up way. I love you women)

for some reason instagram keeps wanting to show me profiles of hot and quirky women in akron/cleveland/columbus/general ohio populated areas and the part of my brain that wants to have bpd instead of cptsd is like well this clearly means that my boyfriend is cheating on me with all of them even though they all seem to like geese (ew) which would turn anyone off and also that just makes no sense to begin with and is actually insane but mainly the geese thing

actually so fucked up because I think my anorexic mom was the one that put me onto rice cakes. passed down ed lore.

saw someone say they had never had rice cakes before and all I could think was “well you’ve never been to 13 year old girl disordered eating hell”

my dyslexic ass posted that wrong at first but shhhh you didn’t see that