where the spirit meets the bones

welcome to stxnedfairyrph! here you'll find mostly starters for roleplays and interactions. there will also be gif hunts, themes and carrd/google templates reblogged here (i can't make gifs or code). but i can make icons so if you have any requests for prompts or icons feel free to drop them in the askbox! also please note: this is a sideblog so follows/followbacks will be limited.

blogroll: @pittvamp, @oddiemay

i love pinterest to a concerning level almost. these are some of my favourite quotes from posts i've seen lately! as always pronouns can be changed as needed and please don't add to the list! xoxo

unfortunately my brain has many things to hold and no pockets.

my goodness i'm dramatic.

it's okay. i mean it's not okay, but it's okay.

let me regulate my nervous system and i'll get back to you.

trust me i now everything i just can't form a coherent sentence.

i'm strange but friendly so people tell me things.

lately there has been too many days in a row.

genuinely insane how difficult it is to participate in your own life.

ohhhh so i was doomed from the beginning okay.

you're my friend and to some extent my wife.

sergeant sad eyes reporting for misery.

put those big brown eyes away dude now is NOT the time.

oh sure let's blame the guy whose fault it is.

i'm very self aware. which unfortunately hasn't solved anything.

"fatherless behaviour" no i have one, i'm exactly like him.

blasting my silly little music and creating my silly little daydreams so i don't lose my silly little mind.

[one single bloodcurdling agonized scream] ok time to lock in.

i am EXTREMELY BUSY doing NOT VERY MUCH while feeling VERY OVERWHELMED.

i feel so bad whenever my friends check up on me like baby i'm not good but don't you worry bout that.

did it hurt? when i told you to google it and i was right?

i wanna be mysterious so bad but i just cannot shut the fuck up.

i love when people are rude because oh my god no way, my turn.

not to self diagnose but something is wrong.

doing stuff is hard, shoutout to anyone who does anything.

the brain up there is just for decoration huh?

god forbid a girl be both whimsical and full of rage.

the feminine urge to frustrate a man.

can i get a kids menu and a margarita please?

do my dark circles and deteriorating health make me look hot?

found these on my instagram discover page from sanaa.aesha and thought they were hilarious! just a short little prompt! as always pronouns can be swapped/adjusted as needed and please do not add to the list! xoxo

does he know how dumb he sounds?

i would pay money to set this building on fire right now.

strangle me until my eyeballs shoot across the room.

oh good! a second anecdote!

he's explaining my brand to me. delicious.

17 minutes. he has been arriving at the point for 17 minutes.

i miss everyone i've ever hated.

i can feel myself aging.

is it rude to die?

i could be peeling garlic right now.

we are now solving a problem no one has.

i could just hold my tummy and run.

apologies to everything i previously called "the worst."

how quickly can a species regress?

her self-importance is altering my menstrual cycle.

i could've sent six invoices by now.

gotta love this elaborate route to NOWHERE!

impressive! he used all the words to say absolutely nothing.

send a song title to set up a scenario for your muses! add '+ reverse' to have it be the other way around! xoxo

TRIGGER WARNING: addiction mention, toxic relationships mention, mental health mention, chronic illness mention

[ 23 ] — sender and receiver had a huge falling out when it comes out that receiver is struggling with addiction. sender tells receiver to stay gone but now receiver has to work to get back into their good graces if they can.

[ afterglow ] — sender and receiver were in a relationship but broke up at sender's choice for getting too in their head about the relationship. days/weeks/or months later sender reaches out to receiver to apologize and hopefully rekindle the relationship.

[ bluebird ] — sender tells receiver that they feel like they don't belong, that they're going through a hard time and feeling like they can't find peace.

[ cassandra ] — sender has been the subject of rumours as of late by someone they had called out for their behaviour and when everyone else sees how they were behaving, receiver tries to repair their relationship that was fractured because of this.

[ clean ] — sender has been processing a breakup and has been leaning on receiver more in the past ten months, telling receiver that they finally feel okay and like they aren't drowning even if they miss their relationship.

[ dashboard ] — receiver has moved away and created a whole new life for themselves. sender runs into them in their new life and calls them out for just abandoning them/their old life and how .

[ deny deny deny ] — sender is exhausted and frustrated with receiver and is asking for them to be honest with them. receiver keeps shutting them down, deflecting and trying to make sender feel crazy.

[ dumb tattoos ] — sender is in a situationship with receiver but sender is starting to catch feelings because receiver is in their head all day. now they have to decide if they like the 2am hookups or if they want more.

[ magpie ] — sender and receiver have broken up (amicably) and because they were friends first, sender has always been there for receiver even after their breakup.

[ out of oklahoma ] — sender is homesick after moving away, finding themselves wishing they could be at home despite having left. receiver offers to go to their hometown with them.

[ the fate of ophelia ] — sender has had a series of bad relationships and has finally found their match in receiver after receiver made the first move saving sender from succumbing to going "crazy" after their bad relationships.

[ silver spoon ] — sender and receiver grew up very differently, so when they get into a fight, sender expects it to blow up in a way they've been accustomed to. receiver, however remains gentle with sender, telling them they won't blow up on them.

[ stupid song ] — sender and receiver have both been crushing on each other for a long time. sender finally opens up about how intwined receiver has become to their life and how infatuated they've become with receiver.

[ you'd never know ] — sender has been struggling with their mental health / chronic illness, and has been putting on a brave face for months so receiver thinks that they're fine. until sender finally breaks down and tells them how bad it's been getting.

buckle up my dudes, let's do this one last time! this time i kept better track of what we've been saying so it's not as rushed when i'm putting it together! anyway, as always, feel free to change pronouns, these should be decent as starters because they're quotes but please do not add to the list! xoxo stxnedfairy

i can’t be involved in the acts of french canadians

but i am back in my carcass

this is not the “hot take” you think it is, this is just bland unseasoned soup you absolute doorknob

you know she used to be a ballerina when she's this good at tiptoeing

i actually hate everything about this, i hope you burn in hell

hell yes i'm ready to cry

EVERYONE IS SO SOFT AND SO CUTE AND SO IN LOVE EVEN IF THEY WON’T ADMIT IT AND I HATE IT HERE

LEAVE IT TO A BLOND RUSSIAN GUY TO MAKE ME SAD WHAT THE FUCK

I WANNA GO HOME

but like “i kind of prefer being the hole rather than the peg” is CRAZY WORK

THEY CALLED EACH OTHER BY THEIR FIRST NAMES I HATE IT HERE

“hi this is [sender name] i will never listen to your voicemail”

we love a man who defends his best friend from being called a whore, well done [receiver name]

“obviously a lot of admiration there” THEY’RE IN LOVE FUCK OFF

i was like don’t get me invested if it ends with heartbreak i will throw everything out the window

THEY GET TO BE TOGETHER IN DAYLIGHT AT THE COTTAGE I’M CRYING

i’m gonna call him uncle dingus once just to see what happens

i have trauma and anxiety okay leave me alone

the bags under my eyes right now??? designer

if my cat doesn’t shut up he’s going in the snowbank

i'd say it to his face while i hit him with my car

paul revere if he was british

like jesus don't throw it at his head

bro ain't white he's neon white

not [name] being a pillow princess

i don't how he manages to look like a beanpole but also has muscles

like how the fuck are you the size of a twig but also have a six pack

she should be allowed to punch one person a shift

it looks like i coloured it with a fucking highlighter

ah it was the head chucklefuck

[receiver name], you are an asshole

as a professional dumbass i'd like to watch you absolutely eat shit

they match each others crazy

no make bed only go bed

france is for lovers. italy is for gay shit.

biblical levels of greed when i look at these

i am the lorax, i speak for the trees. the trees say shut the fuck up

he looks like he belongs at the north pole

that's mush-lite. mush for everything except what sparks joy

call your fucking therapist

put that on a shirt

flabbers? gasted. bams? boozled. ass? tonished.

the only sport around here is seeing who can outrun the need for therapy the fastest

welcome to the first of three parts to this newest prompt. these were all taken directly from my personal discord server where i would write these things! pronouns obviously can be changed as needed and i think i removed all the names. anyway, i hope you enjoy this new series! xoxo

(receiver name) PUT ON YOUR HELMET!!!

YOU HAD ONE THE WHOLE TIME?! PUT IT ON MAN!

(name) and his fucking dunkin’ donuts iced coffee i swear to god

giant balls of disrespect is iconic tbh

if there’s an ai in the hospital, (name) is gonna flip

wow she seems like a bundle of joy

WHY’D HE LIFT IT OVER HIS SHOULDER LIKE THAT

no i don’t like her bye leave

iconic shutting that shit down

oh he doesn’t like the new ones

(name) calling them kids is cute i love him

the sound editing is on point, respect

love her so much oh my god

that new grad nurse is adorable and in good hands with (name)

wow i do not like this new doctor

i love (name) so much, she’s like an excited puppy but in the best way

wow i hope she leaves by the end of the shift

he knows everyone’s name i love him so much

head smashed in buffalo jump mention! take a shot!! i’m from around there i miss them

oh the shade

not him saying “how about the same time tomorrow?” when he’s leaving tomorrow

NOT THE PERSONAL SPACE INVASION

the pitt is iconic how dare you, also (name) is awful

OKAY LOVING THE REPRESENTATION WITH HAVING A DEAF PATIENT

also (name) opening up is… heavy

an abandoned baby would send (name) to the moon

PROUD DAD (name)

who throws away a perfectly good baby?

(receiver name) PLEASE!!!

HE CALLED THEM DUCKLINGS I’M RIGHT

that’s weird… right??

“the thing that ai doesn’t have” is amazing

ANOTHER GUT COMMENT IS ICONIC

i don’t like this new attending (name) will be in charge because i can’t do this

(name) and his kids i love it

i can spot a crisis a mile away and that man is SPEEDING towards one

i don't like this med student

i love her so much she is who i wanna be when i grow up

the eyes are dead inside that's not good

dad and wine aunt laughing is iconic

the way he said piece of glass will be a stim for the next week

he has big sad puppy eyes

see this is why you don't act like an er cowboy

CALL HER DOCTOR MY DUDE

see she gets it. leave it for the adults

first week in july syndrome is SENDING ME

HEY THAT'S CONCERNING

she's so cute i love her so much

I LOVE (name) SO MUCH I HOPE SHE GETS ONLY GOOD THINGS

been trying to pretend you aren't here all day

i know he's sad and depressed but goddamn that was hot

jesus christ (name) i can feel the hate from here

not the emergency room pissing contest

i wanna be her when i grow up

i have mixed feelings

see this is where mixed feelings

i hope he makes a lot of money

ah to be a teenager.... even if they're adult males

I NEED AN ADULT

the look on his face is crazy

ahoy-hoy! welcome back to stxnedfairyrph my dudes! we are back in 2026 with the next installment of look how unhinged my best friend and i are and these are just from what we've pinned, i can assure there is way more! as always, change pronouns as needed but please do not add to the list! xoxo

go touch grass, drink a beer, get laid, eat a fucking cheeseburger literally do something else with your time

brother batman could not beat this information out of me

remember that time i threatened you? i was just in a silly goofy mood

haters really are the biggest fans

do you need it in all cap aaaaaaa

if i ever say i’m cutting sugar out completely, just end me

seek therapy, next question

the creative liberties taken with fettuccine alfredo is impressive

when you have figure skating at 4 and roller derby at 5

look at us, two fucked up peas in a fucked up pod

hey let’s not compare ourselves to greek mythology on main buddy

beftime chucklefuck

hey guys why does this [insert person from country] sound [like their accent]? I DON’T KNOW JANET YOU TELL ME

yes because the size of the balcony really matters when you're yelling about throwing yourself off of it

you see, saskatchewan?? this is what you do to people you flat ass, boring ass bitch

rip surfer hair you would’ve loved canada

HEY THIS SUCKS ASSHOLE

“i notice these things” and yet didn’t notice your ass was talking and not your face

just hit my mint vape and then drank some of the ice cold water in my water bottle and i think my body took a screenshot

to be fair i watch football and them bitches is huge

my mother was always like "how are you bad at math you have adhd" I HAVE A LEARNING DISABILITY MA'AM

mmmkay so there's a very attractive human being waiting for me in a hot tub so i'm gonna go

i would sell my back rolls for a swiss roll tbh

it's a whole pinata suit

the oven is pre-heating for that ham and i'm not ready

out of mercury in the panda cage right into a full moon a week later is treachery

yesterday? cramps. today? bloating and nausea. tomorrow? death. hotel? trivago.

just one big ol stomp with the tootsie

she’s very intimidating in her stroller i’m sure

i’d like to be left alone to my dumbassery

WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE COCONUT HEAD

i think my heart pooped it’s pants

yikes on several bikes

in fact, the yikes have yeeted the bikes and are now running freely

thank you for your service mr. redwood tree

welcome to ohio, we have football and corn

here is part five (or four and a half) of the tortured poets department! just three songs for this part. we will be moving on to a few different things going forward, namely quotes and things. as always, i've changed things to make it suitable for roleplay! please feel free to change pronouns as you see fit and enjoy! xo

TRACK TWENTY-NINE - THE BOLTER

she almost drowned when she was six in frigid water

she was a curious child

she was splendidly selfish, charmingly helpless and excellent fun until you get to know her

behind her back her best friends laughed and they nicknamed her the bolter

oh we must stop meeting like this

he'll call her a whore

but as she was leaving, it felt like breathing

all her fucking lives, flashed before her eyes

what a charming saturday

she's been many places with men of many faces

hearts are hers for the breaking

there's escape in escaping

TRACK THIRTY - ROBIN

all this showmanship to keep it for you in sweetness

way to go, tiger

you look ridiculous and you have no idea

it was buried down deep and out of your reach

the secret we all vowed to keep it from you in sweetness

do you have a favourite spot on the swing set?

you have no room in your dreams for regrets

the time will arrive for the cruel and the mean

you'll learn to bounce back just like your trampoline

but for now we'll curtail your curiosity in sweetness

TRACK THIRTY-ONE - THE MANUSCRIPT

he said "i'm not a donor but i'd give you my heart if you needed it"

you're a professional

i'm just a good samaritan

he said that if the sex was half as good as the conversation was, soon they'd be pushing strollers

but soon it was over

in the age of him she wished she was thirty

afterward she only ate kids' cereal

the professor said to write what you know

looking backwards might be the only way to move forward

and at last, i know what the agony has been for

the only thing that's left is the manuscript

now and then i re-read the manuscript

welcome to the most unhinged collection of quotes compiled from my discord chat with my best friend. as always feel free to change pronouns as needed, and enjoy! xo

get me to a ground zero and let me evaporate and join the atmosphere around me

is mercury in the refrigerator or...?

i didn't work in food service for a decade to become dead inside to not insult men

WHY ARE YOU SLIDING INTO MY DM'S IN BINGO I'M HERE TO FUCK SHIT UP

THE CRASH OUT BARD... taylor swift's brand to be honest

if you or a loved one have be diagnosed with not being able to listen to people chewing, call or text now for a free legal consultation

born to party, forced to suffer

as it turns out, i and the dramatic ass hoe

jesus may have been a carpenter but i failed math so...

yel in all cap aaaaahhhh

can't believe these bitches are fighting in fucking saskatoon saskatchewan god what a dumb fucking name

you got your demon moose and your poutine

ah yes my favourite autumn scent... "bountiful harvest"

please do not fuck my dad

it's because you're not gay

the god complex has given way to the crippling self hatred i see

brother has a pisces moon of course he cries get out of my face

my fucking tired ass dyslexic ass brain saw the message preview and thought you said you were breaking out your macaroni and i was like “fuck yeah brother”

moonbubu

thought's on labubu's?

i will torment you with moonbubu forever

i live for the drama and the trauma

LORD HAVE MERCY THAT MAN IS HOT... sorry

all we do is yap at each other all day

i read that wrong and thought it said "i'm at work and you're at tired" and i went "same"

fuck it we ball with the hangover

i sure do understand what this means, kiddo

her special interest is biology and i'm out here like "haha i like ice"

ugh if they're adults let them say fuck

here is part four of taylor swift's newest album! this is part four and there will be one more, we'll call it 4.5 since there is an uneven amount of songs. as always i've edited certain things to work better for roleplaying purposes and feel free to change pronouns as needed! enjoy! xo

TRACK TWENTY-TWO - SO HIGH SCHOOL

i feel so high school every time i look at you

i wanna find you in a crowd just to hide from you

tell me about the first time you saw me

your friends are around, so be quiet

are you gonna marry, kiss or kill me?

it's just a game, but really i'm betting on all three for us two

no one's ever had me, not like you

touch me while your bros play grand theft auto

it's true, swear, scouts honour, you knew what you wanted and boy you got her

do that impression you did of your dad again

TRACK TWENTY-THREE - I HATE IT HERE

quick, tell me something awful

tell me all your secrets

all you'll ever be is my eternal consolation prize

i seem to be scared to go outside

i don't believe in good luck

i don't believe in good luck now that i know what's what

i hate it here

i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind

i read about it in a book when i was a precocious child

i'm there most of the year 'cause i hate it here

my friends used to play a game where we would pick a decade we wished we could live in instead of this

nostalgia is a mind's trick

if i'd been there i'd hate it

i hate it here so i will go to lunar valleys in my mind

only the gentle survived

i dreamed about it in the dark the night i felt like i might die

i'm lonely but i'm good

i'm bitter but i swear i'm fine

i'll save all my romanticism for my inner life

i'll get lost on purpose

this place made me feel worthless

TRACK TWENTY-FOUR - THANK YOU AIMEE

all that time you were throwing punches, i was building something

i can't forgive the way you made me feel

fuck you (receiver name)

i can't forget the way you made me heal

it wasn't a fair fight, or a clean kill

and it was always that same searing pain

i built a legacy that you can't undo

but when i count the scars there's a moment of truth

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you

TRACK TWENTY-FIVE - I LOOK IN PEOPLE'S WINDOWS

i had died the tiniest death

i spied the catch in your breath

i got carried away as you boarded your train

i'm afflicted by the not knowing

i look in people's windows transfixed by rose golden glows

i look in people's windows in case you're at their table

what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time

i tried searching faces on streets

what are the chances you be downtown?

does it feel alright to not know me?

i'm addicted to the "if only"

TRACK TWENTY-SIX - THE PROPHECY

i thought i caught lightning in a bottle

i got cursed like eve got bitten

was it punishment?

i guess a lesser woman would've lost hope

a greater woman wouldn't beg

please, i've been on my knees

i don't want money, just someone who wants my company

who do i have to speak to about if they can redo the prophecy?

cards on the table?

still i dream of him

a greater woman stays cool

a greater woman stays cool, but i howl like a wolf at the moon

i look unstable

a greater woman has faith

even statures crumble if they're made to wait

no sign of soulmates

TRACK TWENTY-SEVEN - CASSANDRA

i was in my new house placing daydreams, patching up the crack along the wall

that's where i was when i got the call

when the first stone's thrown they're screaming

in the streets there's a raging riot

when it's "burn the bitch" they're shrieking

when it's "burn the bitch" they're shrieking, but when the truth comes out it's quiet

they killed cassandra first because she feared the worst

do you believe me now?

they say what doesn't kill you makes you aware

what happens if it becomes who you are?

they knew the whole time that i was onto something

the family, the pure greed, the christian chorus line they all said nothing

blood's thick but nothing like a payroll

i bet they never spared a prayer for my soul

you can mark my words that i said it first in a mourning warning no one heard

TRACK TWENTY-EIGHT - PETER

forgive me (receiver's name)

is it something i did?

the goddess of timing once found us beguiling

(receiver's name) was she lying?

(receiver's name) was she lying? my ribs get the feeling she did

i thought it was just goodbye for now

you said you were gonna grow up, then you were gonna come find me

promises oceans deep, but never to keep

are you still a mind reader? a natural scene stealer?

i've heard great things (receiver's name) but life was always easier on you

life was always easier on you, than it was on me

we both did the best we could do underneath the same moon in different galaxies

and i won't confess that i waited, but i let the lamp burn

as the men masqueraded i hoped you'd return

love's never lost when perspective is earned

the shelf life of those fantasies has expired

here is part three of taylor swift's newest album! this is also officially rebranded as me preparing for her new album the life of a showgirl! as always i've edited certain things to work better for roleplaying purposes and feel free to change pronouns as needed! enjoy! xo

TRACK FIFTEEN - THE ALCHEMY

this happens once every few lifetimes

what if i told you i'm back?

the hospital was a drag, the worst sleep that i've ever had

honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy?

what if i told you we're cool?

that child's play back in school is forgiven under my rule

i haven't come around in so long

i'm making a comeback to where i belong

call the amateurs and cut 'em from the team

he jokes that it's heroin but this time with an "e"

the sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me

TRACK SIXTEEN - CLARA BOW

all your life did you know, you'd be picked, like a rose?

i'm not trying to exaggerate but i think i might die if it happened to me

no one in my small town thought i'd see the lights of manhattan

this town is fake but you're the real thing

take the glory, give everything

the crowd goes wild, at her fingertrips

i think i might die if i made it

no one in my small town thought i'd meet these suits in l.a.

the crown is stained but you're the real queen

you're the new god we're worshipping

beauty is a beast that roars

it's hell on earth to be heavenly

them's the breaks, they don't come gently

you've got edge, she never did

TRACK SEVENTEEN - THE BLACK DOG

i am someone who until recent event you shared your secrets with

you forgot to turn your location off

i just don't understand

old habits die screaming

i move through the world with the heartbroken

i may never open up the way i did for you

you said i needed a brave man then proceeded to play him until i believe it too

and it kills me, i just don't understand

do you hate me?

was it hazing for a cruel fraternity i pledged?

i still miss the smoke

were you making fun of me with some esoteric joke

now i wanna sell my house and set fire to all my clothes

TRACK EIGHTEEN - IMGONNAGETYOUBACK

you knew the price going in

i'll tell you one thing honey

i can tell when somebody still wants me, come clean

once you fix your face i'm going in

i haven't decided yet

i'm gonna get you back

i'm an aston martin that you steered straight into the ditch then ran and hid

i can take the upper hand and touch your body

i'll make you wanna think twice

push the reset button, we're becoming something new

say you've got somebody i'll say "i got someone too"

even if it's handcuffed i'm leaving here with you

we broke all the pieces but still wanna play the game

i told my friends "i hate you but i love you just the same"

pick your poison, babe i'm poison either way

TRACK NINETEEN - THE ALBATROSS

wise men once said "wild winds are death to the candle"

wild winds are death to the candle

a rose by any other name is a scandal

they tried to warn him about her

cross your thoughtless heart

she's the albatross, she is here to destroy you

one bad seed kills the garden

one less temptress, is one less dagger to sharpen

they tried to warn you about me

devils that you know raise worse hell than a stranger

she's the death you chose, you're in terrible danger

you're in terrible danger

wise men once read fake news and they believed it

and i tried to warn you about them

so i crossed my thoughtless heart and spread my wings like a parachute

the devil that you know looks now more like an angel

i'm the life you chose

TRACK TWENTY - CHLOE OR SAM OR SOPHIA OR MARCUS

your hologram stumbled into my apartment

you saw me out with somebody new

he seemed like he would've bullied you in school

if you wanna break my cold heart just say "i loved you the way that you were"

i loved you the way that yyou were

you said some things that i can't unabsorb

you turned me into an idea of sorts

you needed me, but you needed drugs more

you needed me, but you needed drugs more and i couldn't watch it happen

i changed into goddesses, villains and fools

i changed plans and lovers and outfits and rules

will this make your memory fade from this scarlet maroon?

could it be enough to just float in your orbit?

can we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses?

if you wanna break my cold heart, say you loved me

say you loved me

say you'll always wonder

will i always wonder?

TRACK TWENTY-ONE - HOW DID IT END?

we hereby conduct this post mortem

he was a hothouse flower to my outdoorsman

come one, come all it's happening again

we'll tell no one except all of our friends

we must know... how did it end?

how did it end?

we were blind to unforeseen circumstances

we learned the right steps to different dances

we lost the game of chance, what are the chances?

guess who we ran into at the shops?

guess who we ran into at the shops walking in circles like she was lost?

didn't you hear they called it all off

say it once again with feeling

my beloved ghost and me, sitting in a tree d-y-i-n-g

it's happening again

here is part two of taylor swift's newest album! we are halfway there! as always i've edited certain things to work better for roleplaying purposes and feel free to change pronouns as needed! enjoy! xo

TRACK EIGHT - FLORIDA!!! FT. FLORENCE + THE MACHINE

you can beat the heat, if you beat the charges too

they said i was a cheat

i guess it must be true

my friends all smell like weed or little babies

this city reeks of driving myself crazy

little did you know your home's really only a town you're just a guest in

i'm barricaded in the bathroom with a bottle of wine

well me and my ghosts, we had a hell of a time

yes, i'm haunted but i'm feeling just fine

and your cheating (romantic relationship) disappeared, well no one asks any questions here

well no one asks any questions here

and in my mind, they sink into the swamp

little did you know your home's really only the town you'll get arrested

i need to forget so take me to (city/state/country)

i've got some regrets i'll bury them in (city/state/country)

TRACK NINE - GUILTY AS SIN?

my boredom's bone-deep

am i allowed to cry?

i dream of cracking locks, throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks

i'm seeing visions, am i bad? or mad? or wise?

what if he's written "mine" on my upper thigh only in my mind?

oh, what a way to die

i keep recalling things we never did

how i long for our trysts

without ever touching his skin how can i be guilty as sin?

how can i be guilty as sin?

i keep these longings locked, in lower case inside a vault

someone told me there's no such thing as bad thoughts, only your actions talk

only your actions talk

we've already done it in my head

why does it feel like a vow we'll both uphold somehow?

they're gonna crucify me anyway

what if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?

they don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly

i choose you and me, religiously

TRACK TEN - WHO'S AFRAID OF LITTLE OLD ME?

you don't get to tell me about sad

if you wanted me dead, you should've just said

nothing makes me feel more alive

who's afraid of little old me? you should be

the scandal was contained

at all costs, keep your good name

you don't get to tell me you feel bad

is it a wonder i broke? let's hear one more joke

we can all just laugh until i cry

i was tame i was gentle till the circus life made me mean

don't you worry folks we took out all her teeth

so tell me everything is not about me, but what if it is?

they'll say they didn't do it to hurt me, but what if they did?

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me

i'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?

TRACK ELEVEN - I CAN FIX HIM (NO REALLY I CAN)

the jokes that he told across the bar were revolting and far too loud

they shake their heads, saying "god help her"

i can fix him, no really i can

i could see it from a mile away a perfect case for my certain skillset

he had a halo of the highest grade, he just hadn't met me yet

come close, i'll show you heaven

trust me i can handle me a dangerous man

TRACK TWELVE - LOML

who's gonna stop us from waltzing back into rekindled flames?

we were just kids, babe

i don't mind, it takes time

i thought i was better safe than starry-eyed

i felt aglow like this, never before and never since

you and i go from one kiss to getting married

in your suit and tie, in the nick of time

you lowdown boy, you standup guy

you told me i'm the love of your life

who's gonna tell me the truth when you blew in with the winds of fate, and told me i reformed you?

well, you took me to hell too

a conman sells a fool a get-love-quick scheme

i felt a hole like this, never before and ever since

you shit-talked me under the table

i wish i could un-recall how we almost had it all

are they second-hand embarrassed that i can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead?

it was legendary

it was momentary

it was unnecessary, you should've let it stay buried

what a valiant roar, what a bland goodbye

i'm combing through the braids of lies

i'll never leave

i'll still see it until i die

you're the loss of my life

TRACK THIRTEEN - I CAN DO IT WITH A BROKEN HEART

i can read your mind

she's having the time of her life

i can show you lies

i can handle my shit

babe you've gotta fake it 'til you make it

they said "babe you've gotta fake it 'til you make it" and i did

lights, camera, bitch, smile even when you wanna die

i can do it with a broken heart

i'm so depressed i act like it's my birthday, every day

i cry a lot but i am so productive it's an art

you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart

i'm miserable! and nobody even knows!

try and come for my job

TRACK FOURTEEN - THE SMALLEST MAN WHO EVER LIVED

was any of it true?

who the fuck was that guy?

did you try to buy some pills from a friend of friends of mine?

i don't even want you back i just want to know

i don't miss what we had

you didn't measure up in any measure of a man

were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?

did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?

were you writing a book?

were you a sleeper cell spy?

because it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden

i would've died for your sins instead i just died inside

and you deserve prison but you won't get time

you crashed my party and your rental car

you said normal girls were "boring"

you are what you did

hi everyone! here is another prompt, part one of three of taylor swift's ttpd: the anthology! i promise it won't all be music prompts, and there will be other ones coming, but i wanted to get this out!

TRACK ONE - FORTNIGHT FT. POST MALONE

i was supposed to be sent away but they forgot to come and get me

i was a functioning alcoholic

all of this to say i hope you're okay

but you're the reason...

no one here's to blame

but what about your quiet treason?

for a fortnight there, we were forever

we turned into good neighbours

your wife waters flowers, i wanna kill her

all my mornings are monday's

i took the miracle move-on drug

the effects were temporary

i love you it's ruining my life

my husband is cheating i wanna kill him

thought of calling you but you won't pick up

TRACK TWO - THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT

you left your typewriter at my apartment

i think some things i never say

who uses typewriters anyway?

you're in self-sabotage mode

and who's gonna hold you like me?

and who's gonna know you, if not me?

we're modern idiots

i chose this cyclone with you

sometimes i wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me

everyone we know understands why it's meant be

'cause we're crazy

who else is gonna know me?

TRACK THREE - MY BOY ONLY BREAKS HIS FAVORITE TOYS

oh here we go again

but you should've seen him when he first got me

my boy only breaks his favorite toys

i'm queen of sandcastles he destroys

i should've known it was a matter of time

we could've played for keeps this time

i know i'm just repeating myself

i'll tell you that he runs because he loves me

he was my best friend

TRACK FOUR - DOWN BAD

(you) told me i was the chosen one

for a moment i knew cosmic love

now i'm down bad, crying at the gym

everything comes out teenage petulance

fuck it if i can't have him

i might just die it would make no difference

i might just not get up

i might stay down bad

did you take all my old clothes?

they'll say i'm nuts if i talk about the existence of you

i'll build you a fort on some planet

how dare you think it's romantic leaving me safe and stranded

'cause fuck it i was in love

so fuck you if i can't have us

TRACK FIVE - SO LONG, LONDON

i kept calm and carried the weight of the rift

my spine split from carrying us up the hill

i stopped trying to make him laugh

how much sad did you think i had in me?

oh the tragedy

i didn't opt in to be your odd man out

i founded the club she's heard great things about

i left all i knew you left me at the house by the (place of choice)

and i'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free

and you say i abandoned the ship but i was going down with it

my friends said it isn't right to be scared everyday of a love affair

just how low did you think i'd go before i'd self implode?

you swore that you loved me but where were the clues?

and i'm just getting colour back into my face

i'm just mad as hell 'cause i loved this place

two graves, one gun

you'll find someone

TRACK SIX - BUT DADDY I LOVE HIM

i forget if this was ever fun

i just learned these people only raise you to cage you

i just learned these people try and save you 'cause they hate you

they slammed the door on my whole world

(you're) the one thing i wanted

but (parent) i love him! i'm having his baby!

i'm not but you should see your face

no i'm not coming to my senses

i know he's crazy but he's the one i want

dutiful daughter, all my plans were laid

growing up precocious sometimes means, not growing up at all

he was chaos, he was revelry

stay away from her

i'd rather burn my whole life down

i'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitching and moaning

i don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing

god save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me

you don't have to pray for me

then it's just white noise

it's just my choice

there's a lot of people in town that i bestow upon my fakest smiles

scandal does funny things to pride but brings loves closer

all the wine moms are still holding out

oh my god you should see your faces

TRACK SEVEN - FRESH OUT THE SLAMMER

i'm running back home to you

i know who my first call will be to

he doesn't understand me

he was with her in dreams

it's gonna be alright, i did my time

as i said in my letters now that i know better i will never lose my baby again

my friends tried but i wouldn't hear it

i swirled you into all of my poems

we're at the starting line, i did my time

to the one who says i'm the girl of his american dreams

no matter what i've done, it wouldn't matter anyway

here is part two of miss tate mcrae's latest album so close to what! i tweaked some things to help them make sense, but please feel free to change pronouns/words as you see fit, as always! and enjoy! there will be suggestive themes present so continue at your own discretion! xo

TRACK TEN - LIKE I DO

you say you wanna know me

you don't wanna know me

you just wanna do what i do

you've been trying to read me

you think you wanna be me

you should go ahead

you've got ten fingers 'round my neck at all times

you think about me ten times more than even your own life

i thought nothing of it until i saw you last

i know you're praying on my downfall

i don't trust you, not at all

what are you gonna do when they all find out?

you aren't what you paint to the public

you're so composed it's insufferable

you know i thought we were friends

i get this weird feeling in my stomach

i can't tell if you wanna kill me, or if you wanna kiss me

i'm flattered, but also fuck you

get the fuck away from me

TRACK ELEVEN - IT'S OKAY I'M OKAY

you've got him locked down

he's not just a pretty-faced talker

he's so perfect

nobody gets me this nervous

baby don't get this twisted

nothing could make me miss it

take him he's yours

you can have him anyway

he was such a romantic

TRACK TWELVE - NO I'M NOT IN LOVE

i swear i'm only sleeping at your house six times in one week 'cause it's convenient

i'm only kinda dressing like you now 'cause your clothes fit me

i told you three times don't keep reading through lines

every friend of mine i've told them the same thing

no i am not in love

i am not thinking about you

i don't hate every girl your eyes go to

why would you think that?

we've got the same taste that's not my fault

you should know in advance i'm wasted

i don't really care what it feels like

TRACK THIRTEEN - MEANS I CARE

shit i probably should've

it's nothing that you did or didn't do

i say "i will" and never follow through

if i cut you off, it just means i care

it's not what i want, it's just all i know

if overnight i up and end it, run away without a mention, or go ghost i like you the most

i like you the most

it's not about being hard to get

i've never been good at the self-expression

this just isn't a fight you could've won

sorry i'm the best who's ever been

sorry i'm the best who's ever been at stringing you alone

TRACK FOURTEEN - GREENLIGHT

who would've thought we'd get here with our history?

you know i tried to be what he thought i was

i tried to be everything i thought he wanted

truthfully i'm so over... but stuck on it

i'm still waiting at the greenlight

i'd tell you what i feel like but i can't go

i'm still trying to make a beeline

band-aids and bullet holes don't go

i can't unhear shit i've been told

guess i never healed right

you know i can't lie

this is the most alive i think i'll ever be

i can't go

TRACK FIFTEEN - NOSTALGIA

now he's turning (age) and wonders where the big dream went

(name) never said a lot, two eyes down and a little luck

and i bite my tongue ten times a day

half swear to god i might just pray

i've got a lot to lose

i might as well lose it anyway

i manifested you would leave

oh where does the time go?

you never really know

shit, we got so close

hit me fast and slow

the funny thing about nostalgia, it didn't show up until i lost you

my (parent) wasn't raised right

all she ever knew was guilt

my (parent) wasn't raised right all she ever knew was guilt

little did she know that's all her kid(s) would ever grow to feel

i'm three steps ahead of everything...

TRACK SIXTEEN - BETTER THAN I WAS

i don't have the energy to stay mad

i don't have the headspace for fucked up memories

i'm making friends with forgiveness

you don't want what i want

you can't just put it back when it's that broken

i'm not lost

i'm just drunk

i'm not lost, i'm just drunk

i'm so low...

one day you'll find another girl who's gonna put me in the rearview

i don't know why it hurts the way it does

you'll find another hand who'll pull you through the bad shit

i get quiet when i'm mad

i don't know why i do that

i'd rather jump out the window

TRACK SEVENTEEN - SIREN SOUNDS

i wanna kiss you when i hate you

i wanna kill you, then i call you and say "get in my bed"

we both know it's bound to end

stay for the night

i'll bury the crime

tell me a lie

it'll buy us some time

tell me a lie, it'll buy us some time

they're all telling us to get out

but you and i we'd keep living in a burning house

it might be crazy to stick this out

i can get real cold when i need you

you can get cocky when you want me

it's been a full year now and we both know it's not good for us

TRACK EIGHTEEN - CALL MY BLUFF

say what you're saying

you're digging your own grave

i keep on riling you up

if this isn't love, i don't know what is

i blame you and you blame me

i put fire to your gasoline

i'm no good at relationships

i've caught you rolling your eyes like i'm full of it

you call me up just to call my bluff

i know what you're doing

i know what you're doing 'cause you do it every time

welcome to the first post of stxnedfairyrph, here is part one of miss tate mcrae's latest album so close to what! i tweaked some things to help them make sense, but please feel free to change pronouns/words as you see fit, as always! and enjoy! there will be suggestive themes present so continue at your own discretion! xo

TRACK ONE - MISS POSSESSIVE

funny how you think that i don't notice it

i know what you are

take home whoever walks in

just keep your eyes off him

some fights you're never gonna win

i'll be nice up until i'm not

i'm telling you, you haven't seen the 1am side of me

TRACK TWO - 2 HANDS

you don't need to tell me you love me

you don't need to tell me you love me seventeen times in a day

i don't need to hear i'm your number one

you don't gotta shit talk your last girl

it's just not the shit i need

'cause they're just words they don't mean much

i need a little less talk, and a lot more touch

i just want your two hands on me at all times baby

can you do it like that?

i don't need the cute fucking names

we don't have to live out of hotels

i know you could spoil me more

i don't really trust that anymore

i want them all to see

TRACK THREE - REVOLVING DOOR

my cold heart is finally melting

i finally think it might be helping

i'm not that versatile

i might be in denial

i tried to call you off like a bad habit

but i keep coming back

i say i couldn't want you less, but i just want you more

shut it down

how'd i get from your gym to your couch?

i change my mind so much i can't find it

i work so much, can't be reminded

life feels worse but good with you in it

i change my mind so much it's exhausting

i still think about that night out in (city)

i'm more hurt than i would admit

i'm supposed to be an adult but fuck it, i need a minute

i need a minute

TRACK FOUR - BLOODONMYHANDS FT. FLO MILLI

i've got some blood on my hands

i kept all your secrets in a vault inside my mind

i was so prepared to let you cross all my lines

i was so prepared to fight a war on your side

one second you were begging for my time

you forgot i got a lotta pride and choices

it fucks you up so hard

i knew you were messing around

get a grip i'm sick of you calling

i'm pretty and worth it

TRACK FIVE - DEAR GOD

haven't seen you in two years

we still breathe the same air

i found a new love and it's almost working

i never used to be this person

but here i am

take his kiss right out of my brain

take the pleasure out of my pain

take the way he used to say "i love you"

dear god, get his imprint out of my bed

take away the way that i still might want to

i'm really tying to be good i promise

i pray it ain't him i'm missing

TRACK SIX - PURPLE LACE BRA

i've been screaming

did my purple laced bra catch your attention?

would you hear me more if i whispered in your ear?

would you hear me more if i touch you right there?

i could take it off for you and tell you what i'm going through

did my dance on your lap pique your interest?

now that i've got you like that, let me finish

i'm losing my mind

i'm losing my head

you only listen when i'm undressed

you hear what you like and none of the rest

i'm losing my mind 'cause giving you head's the only time you think i've got depth

feel what you like and none of the rest

TRACK SEVEN - SPORTS CAR

i can't take anymore

i'm going weak in my knees

where'd you put those keys?

we can share one seat

boy don't make me choose

i think you know what this is

you've got a sports car

you could do it on your own while you're looking at me

you don't wanna waste my time

TRACK EIGHT - SIGNS

that's some kind of crazy

i know you're intelligent, just not a rocket scientist

do your damn best to figure it out

"i'm not mad" means you're in trouble

i'm not mad

when i say "i need space" don't look at the door

i need space

"i hate you" means i need you more

i hate you

go have fun, babe

i shouldn't have to tell you

for god's sake don't believe a word that i say

i wanna touch you all day

if you love me you should know me better

TRACK NINE - I KNOW LOVE FT. KID LAROI

what are you doing after the photos?

if you want i'll give you something

you've only got me right now

i know love

it's a little like drugs

you're so fucked up falling for me

we started off as friends, how'd we end up here?

i don't see any problems

you're my type

stop acting like you're tough and let your guard down