yan's tiny corner on the internet

"post stupid things or die" is my new fav motto

when you start reading again and it's like oh. oh . the sun actually does still shine.

me in the past few months

yess

kafka had his diaries, didion had her notebooks, plath wrote in journals, and i have my tumblr blog

being in your early 20s is crazy bc there’s people who are literally married and people who’ve never even dated and people who are trapped in their childhood bedrooms waiting to get out and people who are trying to live out romanticized dream lives and people who are completely on their own and people with multi tiered support systems and we’re all supposedly peers and none of us think we’re doing it right at all

i am one of the people who’ve never even dated

as a 23-year-old still a college student, i found this very comforting. thank u. from the bottom of my heart.

being in love with ur friend like entirely platonically is insane. like. hey, i love you so much by the way. i carry a part of you in me, so if were apart ill still do things that will remind me of you because i got it from you. hey man i know were talking right now but i miss you. i love you