grab some coffee and start.

February 12, 2023 - Sunday | 54/80 of Winter

February 13, 2022 ::

Despite the fact that lectures ended a week ago I have to attend one more seminar which I hated all semester long*. Can't wait to sit through another three hours that I won't ever get back. Sorry for starting this off so bitterly but.. no actually, that's all. 🥲

January 8, 2023 - Sunday | 19/88 Winter

jan 25.2023

happy monday!!!! it has been a while, i know i know. my last sem in med school before clerkship just started and i’ve been busy adjusting to the activities and sleeping a lot. i subscribed to mubi because one of my creative goals this year is to get back to watching good films (not the hyped ones netflix has). i’m excited about that!

i’m also consciously trying to rest when i can because i’m always always hyperproductive and in result to that i get exhausted easily with just little tasks. working on it.

07|12|2022

My months of rest and relaxation // day 29

In this period I feel like I am in the very middle of a big general change. This is probably coming out so strongly right now because I have a different routine, not being busy with uni for a while. I started to notice something weird in the summer when I realized I might be going through something like the queer second adolescence. I am not sure it has only do deal with me finally getting rid of the most of my internalized biphobia, but that surely has had an influence. I generally feel very confused, formless even. I am not satisfied with my clothes, I don't know what to do with my hair, I've had so much change around me in the past months. It's overall a mess both outside and within me, but for the first time in my life I am very acceptant of it. I visualize myself as I said in a previous post flowing in a river, and I am weridly peaceful about it, excited even. It's definitely a bit disorienting for the type of person I am, but this situation shows me how much I have grown just in the past year. I feel like this is the perfect moment to reflect and work on myself even more, I particularly want to keep working on my self care and self love journey.

Productivity:

baked bread

did a big decluttering of my closet (I've been wanting to do that for a while and I am really happy to have finally taken time out of my day for it)

ran some errands with my mom

practiced Irish on duolingo

almost finished enrolling in uni for my masters degree (I'll only need to upload some signed documents and pay the first tax and then I'll officially be a masters student which is terrifying)

finished reading Heart Magick by Harmony Nice

Self care:

did not set an alarm

read first thing in the morning

journaled

didn't drink coffee

lunlun's reading challenge // day 9

Who is the best book villain in your opinion? And why?