Adventure Awaits

Me and one of them are moving into an apartment together after graduation.

One friend is staying at least the summer with the people she's already living with, but may possibly move back home after the summer.

And the last friend, I'm pretty sure she has literally no idea yet.

thursday

09:54 pm

heyllo everyonee!! i know i promised to post everyday almost a week ago and i did not go through with it AT ALL lmaoo. so am taking that pressure off myself but i do promise to more often than before with information about how am studying as a way to have something for me to be accountable for. also the sunset from my balcony yesterday was the PRETTIEST. nature is truly so beautiful i cry :")

HEY WRITER FRIENDS

there’s this amazing site called realtimeboardwhich is like a whiteboard where you can plan and draw webs and family trees and timelines and all that sort of stuff. you can also insert videos, documents, photos, and lots of other things. you can put notes and post-its and, best of all, you can invite other people to be on the board with you and edit together!! 

16.05.2021 | Soft reminder :

good nothingness should be felt more . listening to music on a long car ride . Noticing blooming flowers . Listening to the rain. Capturing sunsets. Daydreaming about impossible things. Sipping your dark coffee. Seeing beauty everywhere and feeling L♡VE in your chest . Life can be overwhelming sometimes , let yourself be simply alive !

I've cheated on an exam, in freshman year. Bc I couldn't remember all the stupid summary titles my professor made up for each book of the Bible.

Twenty-three

One day you wake up and you’re twenty-three and you can’t remember what it feels like to be seventeen but you still cry to your mother after a bad day and you look a little older but you don’t really feel it. One day you’re twenty-three and your great-aunt is telling you how mature you look and how you grew a little taller but inside you still remember sitting under the oak tree reading with no meetings tomorrow and no rent to pay and the only thing you can think about is how at seventeen you thought at twenty-three you would know everything and now you can’t remember how you got from there to here. But seventeen-year-old you was wrong because you know only some things and not everything.

You know that coffee tastes better in the mornings and your home isn’t your home anymore; it’s “Mum and Dad’s”. You know your car needs servicing every six months and groceries are harder to do after breakups. She liked cookie dough and walnuts and strawberry-flavored milk and now every time you go to the store you can’t buy spaghetti without remembering it was a Friday night and she kissed you for the first time and the heat from her skin could have set your entire place on fire. One day you’re twenty-three and you’re trying to explain to a seventeen-year-old all the mistakes you made so they won’t make them too, when all you really want is for someone to realize you still don’t have the first clue.

1500 word research paper Hildegard of Bingen. Due April 21

10 min presentation on Hildegard of Bingen. Due April 21

10 page analytical/argumentative paper for Epic World Literature. Due April 24, but I won't have any time on the 24th so really its gotta be done by the 23rd and I don't even have a topic yet.

Acting Recital Performance. April 24th

Pack

Find an apartment

Awards Assembly. April 28th

Some graduation event I forgot the name of. April 29th

Graduation rehearsal. April 30th

Theatre Department Graduation Party. April 30th

Graduation. May 1st

Hildegard presentation: DONE

Epic World Literature paper: almost done

Acting Recital: DONE

Pack: not started oops

Find an apartment: application in progress!

Awards Assembly

Grad events

Grad rehearsal

Theatre Department party

Graduation