Stacey

Guys am i allowed to wear this at Papa Johns.

I feel Opened once again.

Its quite Beautiful

It really can change someone. not for better but worse.

I like being more open minded now.

I understand why some people are straight edge now 🖤

Another Handsome Exquisite Magnificent Beautiful Majestic Boy.

Oh how i miss you running at me again.

You were such a Sweet Angel.

I wish You were still by my side.

I never ever Will Forget you nor The others.

you and Chacky were my Top Dawgs

I’ll be Healed Again.

If i was Smiling during these times, I believe I can Smile Truly Once again Without being embarrassed of my smile.

People always said like your smiles nice and such

I just never liked How my Cheeks looked.

Why did I think about my body at such a young age…

Gawd now i’m blabbering again. wait

This is my Journal 💡

Hehe i chuckle at myself

I’ll see you again soon Beautiful Boy.

Te amo Papa Vides, Tu Fuiste el Primero A quein yo llore quando te Morriste.

Yo pienso que tu no me Burlalas porque q yo pongo de Ropa.

🪽 Vides

Lwky I know its not normal But Wow.

I twas kinda mistreated growing up but i just thought it was normal.

Its okay Ill save you Boy :)

I don’t like how i feel when i see old pictures.

I think its cause I Wish i could’ve shaped my own future since the beginning instead of being Told this an what’s right and wrong

What Normal and what isn’t.

I love you all for your differences and blissful essence

Y’all are the people who i Truly wanna live for.

I Wouldn’t wanna take my life, I feel like for the reasons i have. They’re not Worth my whole life.

Nothings ever worth your whole life.

Your worth Every second Of this Half Miserable Half beautiful world.

even when it doesn’t feel like this.

This is my Journal Now.

I love you zeus, Your the Real Boxer

Im glad to be finally finished with school, Now i rlly wanna see what lies before me. I long to be in touch with my own Mind And make my own decisions and people who don’t really know me, Shouldn’t judge me.

Were all different but why would that be Bad or make you wanna see them as a lesser person.

I know ive done things which i have deep regret for but what can i do at this point, I used to always say.

“Thats life”

But i think when i was younger i had a better understanding than now. but since all these issues were cluttered with School, Home Life, Family, Relationships, I feel i was always Having to look over my shoulder and look back every 5 Seconds.

Thats my Never Ending Nightmare

But I believe that, it finally ends now. Thank you everyone for doubting me because y’all forced me to change for my better. Ive been realized I’ve needed change and want change but as someone told me today, I don’t exactly Get how to change Multiple things at once,

But like we said Guys..

Its a Process but Im glad i’m Having Fun again and Face Hurting from smiling now lol, I really did miss when id smile and my eyes would water.

I longed for this Time and now its mine :)

Thank you for everyone who also thought I could Surpass this.

I definitely couldn’t have done it with support From Certain Loved ones.

Lets see what happens when im 19 👀

Im just babblin but I dont mind babbling anymore. Because if you do mind. Then just fly away.

Im Free 🪽🌄