𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑.

hi all! glad you're here!

i'm stella, she/her, 30s, south asian, discourse-free!

i'm a chronic muser and idea dumper. i love writing, it's my biggest joy in life and i love sharing my fanfic and discussing it with people who enjoy them! i have various fictional interests, but aot is my primary one. aside from that, i like asoiaf, star wars, and various books. aside from that, i am a lover of medieval history and love combining my interests.

my blog is dedicated to fanfiction and aus. i prefer to keep it about writing, aus, and general fun.

i love talking about people's ideas and having fun. i do write requests when i have time. i do dabble in other ships from time to time if the request is there.

this blog is my safe space. i created this space to talk about the things i love, to vent, and ramble. i tag everything but i cater this blog to myself and myself only. outside of writing fanfic, i no longer actively participate in fandom. i don't want to know the latest discourse or what people are saying. i just want to write my fics.

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-> her sweetest creature - princess x monster man au

mikasa, a princess and second in line to the throne, is stifled by life in a gilded cage, falls in love with and runs away with a monster she met in the woods.

-> golden hour - swiss summer romance au

12 years ago, eren and mikasa met while they were vacationing in the swiss alps with their family over the summer before college, they fell in love, but like the summer, it came to a dramatic end. now, over a decade, both are jaded 30-year-olds with the idea of going back to the alps and reliving the last truly happy time in their lives.

there was NO JUSTIFICATION, LIKE MAN SHE WAS THE ONE WRITING THE LETTER WHILE YOU WERE BASKING IN PRAISE, SHE WAS THE HEAD OF THE ESTATE WHILE YOU WERE TRAVELLING AROUND

sorry, got a little mad here. men🤮

louis was the dream man of his time, he preferred to die in sickness than break the heart of the woman he loved and grew up with.

woman he grew up with, would rather die than break her heart, never took other lovers👀 that's massive eremika material for you

yeah I know but the thing is…not every emperor or king took mistresses is the thing. there were quite a few the further back you go that just didn’t cheat on their wives because they were so in love. like even when it’s expected they’re like nah I’m good, I have a wife.

I feel like I’ve heard the story of Pedro and Leopoldina though and I remember getting annoyed because of course it has to end like that ugh!

yeah Louis the Lion was truly a dream man if the historical record portrays him right. which is funny because his mother died when he was 2, his dad loved him but raised him to be a king and kept a tight leash on him, and it wasn’t until Blanche where he genuinely got an actual family (his dad’s marital history was a fucking mess after his mom died at just 19 and he never really got to have a mom figure like that despite having two subsequent stepmothers) and he went on to have like 12-13 kids with Blanche (most of them died young but still, they were *very* happy) and god historical fiction writers don’t write them because they’re too happy but like…ignore that she was pretty feral about him too.

The algorithm must hate me, I get all the sad ones.

but then ofc he cheated on her later😭

UGH WHY DO MEN—always men. I got excited until “he cheated on her later” MENNNNN. like that sounded very romantic, until he cheated. is it that hard to not cheat and have one woman?

Eren - Eden with a changed letter

Eden - Paradise

Paradise - Green place

that's it guys, the founder was the green place all along and mikasa and aemin only need to activate him with the power of love (or smt like that idk i miss warlord)

Spain 🇪🇸 and Eremika ❤️

This is so melancholy 😞 but I love the way it hurts 🥲

inspired by all the fics and books that made me sob and live rent free in my noggin.

what do they look like? it's like just a bunch of stones piled and bones?

or both

This is so lovely

This could be a whole ass fic like— Eren would crash the fuck out 😭😭