* STRODE / MYERS !

                      Because none of it                   Was ever worth the 𝙧𝙞𝙨𝙠 

J.R.R. Tolkien

‘ i fixate on teeth and bone because the flesh confuses me ’ ‘ our foundations can be nothing but honest ’ ‘ the pulp is pliable and warm and manipulative ’ ‘ whole novels spelled out by the knots of your entrails ’ ‘ this is what you get for not believing in demons ’ ‘ baby you’re a vision ’ ‘ i once saw you in a dream ’ ‘ i think you’re an invention of my subconscious ’ ‘ i am afraid ’ ‘ i want to bring my fear , loathing , and delusions to a pour ’ ‘ i want to tip panic and reason into my god - fearing mouth ’ ‘ all i ask is that you want a little less ’ ‘ it’s simpler to retreat into your unyielding bones ’ ‘ the body is a calamity ’ ‘ i just like to believe i’m real ’ ‘ i am full of love and fear in equal measure ’ ‘ sometimes i make lists of words i like ’ ‘ sometimes i can’t believe i’m going to be talking to people for the rest of my life ’ ‘ logically , i know i won’t be sad forever ’ ‘ i know i won’t want revenge forever ’ ‘ for someone so afraid of change , i sure do a lot of it ’ ‘ i wish i had more free time so i could spend it thinking about ghosts ’ ‘ i just think about the devil ’ ‘ caught between wanting to be something of somebody’s and nothing of nobody’s ’ ‘ threats are just promises you actually want to keep ’ ‘ what you’re capable of isn’t always good ’ ‘ i never know what to tell you ’ ‘ you want to like yourself ’ ‘ what survived may not be kind , but it’s me ’ ‘ i’ve got nothing clever around you ’ ‘ are these the abc’s of why you hate yourself ? ’ ‘ you bring something empty ’ ‘ the stranger starts to live in your skin ’ ‘ we once had fear and reverence for angels and aliens ’ ‘ what if i’m like this forever ? ’ ‘ you are the axis by which i navigate the world ’ ‘ the more i care for you , the more i agonize over losing you ’ ‘ yours is not a body i can bury ’ ‘ i am more foolish than i care to admit ’ ‘ when you are living and losing you learn to devour ’

001. — Backhand my muse. 002. — Stab my muse.  003. — Put out a cigarette on my muse’s skin. 004. — Hit my muse with a blunt object.  005. — Throw something large at my muse.  006. — Kick my muse. 007. — Punch my muse. 008. — Break one of my muse’s bones. 009. — Scratch my muse. 010. — Headbutt my muse. 011. — Shoot my muse. 012. — Knock my muse out. 013. — Strangle my muse. 014. — Push my muse roughly. 015. — Grab my muse by the hair. 016. — Bruise my muse. 017. — Threathen my muse with an object of harm.  018. — Go to harm my muse’s eyes. 019. — Bite my muse. 020. — Tear away parts of my muse’s skin. 021. — Force my muse’s head under water. 022. — Throw something scalding at my muse. 023. — Burn my muse. 024. — Step on my muse’s fingers. 025. — Rip one of my muse’s teeth out. 026. — Slash my muse’s achilles tendon ( s ). 027. — Clothesline my muse. 028. — Harm my muse enough for them to cough up blood.  029. — Drive into my muse with a vehicle. 030. — Electrocute my muse. 031. — Slam my muse against a wall. 032. — Force my muse’s arm behind their back. 033. — Kick my muse’s crotch. 034. — Trip my muse. 035. — Put my muse in a headlock. 036. — Break my muse’s nose. 037. — Force their fingers down my muse’s throat. 038. — Crack my muse’s head against a wall. 039. — Attempt to kill my muse. 040. — Attempt to kill my muse creatively.

“ i thought you were bae.  turns out you’re just fam ” “ i coulda dropped my croissant ” “ i put a whole bag of jelly beans up my ass ” “ this bitch empty ” “ you’re not my dad ” “ you always want to hear something ” “ ugly ass fucking noodle head ” “ dude that hurt like a butt cheek on a stick ” “ it’s wednesday my dudes ” “ your mom’s a hoe ” “ i do love working here ” “ i’m not going to your fucking baby shower ” “ has anyone ever told you you look like beyonce? ” “ i love you bitch ” “ i ain’t ever gonna stop loving you bitch ” “ what are those? ” “ you’ll be a dead son of a bitch i’ll tell you that ” “ i can’t believe you’ve done this ” “ look at all those chickens ” “ hi welcome to chili’s ” “ i never fucking learned how to read ” “ try me bitch ” “ i wanna be a cowboy ” “ why don’t i have a car seat? ” “ you’re thicker than a bowl of oatmeal ” “ hoe don’t do it ” “ a potato flew around my room before you came ” “ when will you learn that your actions have consequences ” “ i’m 11 so shut the fuck up ” “ i have a basketball game tomorrow ” “ this bitch called me ugly ” “ i like pickles ” “ it’s fricken bats ” “ i love halloween ” “ excuse my pottymouth ” “ shut the fuck up ” “ i’m washing me and my clothes bitch ” “ that was legitness ”

Halloween, 2018. Dir. David Gordon Green.

“Final Girls & Cinema Survivors” art series by Matthew Therrien

Halloween Directed by John Carpenter (1978)

Halloween (1978) | A Nightmare on Elm Street (1984) | It Follows (2014)

Halloween Directed by John Carpenter (1978)

when ur brother keeps coming back to kill you but ur sick of his shit