Trying to make a mainblog for my studyblr

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to put no effort into my appearance

I’m so overwhelmed it’s funny like how many credits do I have how many do I need to graduate what the fuck is the difference between programming languages when do I apply to my masters and how do I find enough scholarships how am I supposed to figure everything out on my own why do they make you do this figure it all out and decide your future when you’re just a fucking teenager still like I’m not even twenty I might know what I want to do but I don’t know how to get there and I don’t know what to do if that doesn’t work out because I don’t have the option of a safety net with my family and I also can’t bring myself to just settle for a life where I work a job I don’t care about begging to be alive in a world not worth living in

i really do think we should substitute gacha games instead for like. the random wikipedia article button. gives you the same "yay i got something new and exciting!" feeling without spending any money and you get to learn something new on wikipedia. the problem is that its missing a cute little storage menu where you can see all the links to different articles youve "collected"

THIS IS AN ACTUAL THING!! WIKIPEDIA GACHA

like does anyone else still feel the exact same age they were in march 2020 like 90% of the time

making myself cry thinking about the loneliness that ena endured in the months before niigo saved her. about the young girl holed up in her room day and night, barely able to leave because her father haunts the home, barely able to draw when her life once revolved around art, shutting out the few people who care enough to worry about her, posting selfies online as if strangers' comments could fill the void left by real love. it's such a heartbreaking image in every way.