omg i havent posted anything since 2023 but life happened (and so much has happened too, i saw skz live so many times im still processing it) but I'm back... I guess lol
I just posted Felix hybrid AU part II and I'm doing my best to finish Jisung's too, then I'll be able to relax lol
I'll try to whip up some ideas for Stray Kids and keep this blog more active this year (im trying okay but being an adult is hard đ)
also... is anyone against the idea of me putting out work for other artists here? (just checking)
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
his body was curled up, his tail hugging himself and his ears hanging low
today completed two weeks of Felixâs weird behavior
one day you came back from a late run to the supermarket and you found him like that hiding in the corner of your living room
he didnât budge when you called his name, he didnât give you any signs of being aware of your presence besides his ears twitching softly to your voice
he was exactly like this when you met him locked up in that terrible cage
and wanting to free him from being in such situation was your main reason to buy him
but now he was like this in your own home, where you sworn would be his safe place
âFelix, have you at least eaten something?â you ask, although you know he wonât reply
you sigh deeply at his silence
âwhere did things go wrongâ is what you think of everyday
itâs been four months since Felix became your companion, so youâre still learning about hybrids and their behavior
but this whole thing is messing up with your head
so much so that you canât even paint anymore, even your already paid commissions
the only thing on your mind is to mend whatever is broken between you both, even if you have no idea of what it might be
this is exhausting for you, and it must be for Felix too
but you canât actually know, Felix seems to have made a vow of silence
and he doesnât even look at you anymore, not even a glimpse!
itâs hard, really hard
you stare at his curled body for a few seconds more before giving up and heading to the kitchen
you prepared a quick dinner for you both, but didnât make his plate like before
on the first few days of his odd behavior, you used to serve him and put the dish next to him only to find it in the same spot on the next day
but the food on the fridge was always eaten when you came back from work
so you figured he wanted nothing that you gave him
and you were right
it hurt a lot coming to this conclusion, but you respected his feelings even at the cost of your own
you turn on your tv to entertain yourself while eating, even though youâre not paying much attention to it anyways
your focus is solely on Felixâs body and any movement he might make
hell, if you didnât know him you would think he was a statue or something
not even a sign of breathing could be noticed, unless you looked really close and attentively
Felix was driving you crazy
you decided to go see a doctor
not for you, but a hybrid doctor
Felix didnât tag along, of course, because you wanted to talk to the expert by yourself
âplease, take a seatâ
the doctor was the husband of one of your clients, one that had a paid commission and havenât received it yet
she was really understanding when you opened your heart and told her why you were late on delivering her painting
and she suggested a chat with her husband, which is what you did
âtell me about your hybrid⌠Felix, right?â he said and suddenly it felt like a weight pressing down on your chest
you started crying, but through your tears and sobs you told the doctor everything
how you met Felix, how you acquired him, how you started living together, how everything was going fine until it wasnât
the doctor was patient with you, and after hearing everything, he stood up and went to the cabinet close to the door
âIâm specialized in hybrid medicine, but I can also provide medical care for humans. Please, take thisâ
âis this medicine?â you looked at the pill he place on your hand
âIâll tell you later, just trust me. But you have to immediately call me early in the morning and tell me everything that happened between the two of you once you get home todayâ the doctor gave you a glass of water and you drank it
it could be poison for all you care, you just want to mend things with Felix
after you drank it, you thanked him, who gave you a warm hug
âIâm backâ you announce closing the door and removing your shoes by the door
a much needed one, you noticed as your body felt lighter, and you went on your way back home
-âĄ- âĄ- âĄ- âĄ-
as soon as you removed your coat, Felix turned straight to face you
you freeze in place
itâs been weeks since the last time he even moved in your presence
but now he is hissing at you, showing his teeth and looking threatening
well, as threatening as a cute kitten can be
Felix quickly got up and ran away, hiding in your bedroom
you relaxed your body from the surpriseÂ
that was not what you expected, at all
you sighed and went to the bedroom too, not to corner him, but to change your clothes
when you opened the door, your heart broke
you caught Felix packing his clothes in your old backpack
you had both agreed that he would only leave if he found a better place to stay, but his answer at the market made you think that heâd stay with you
maybe you are not his safe place anymore
âhave you found something better?â you asked trying to hide the sudden pain aching in your heart
Felix got scared, dropping the shirt he was folding and turning around to face you
âI⌠IâŚâ he bit his lip looking down âN-not reallyâ he stuttered
âthen why are you leaving me?â tears filled your eyes
this was the first interaction you had in weeks, and it was paining you so much
âbecause I canât stay here anymoreâ his fingers began playing with the tip of his tail
âI promised to give you a home and I failedâ you choke a sob âIâm really sorryâ
Felix sighed, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at the wall in front of him
âa home is not only a bed, clean clothes and three meals a dayâ he said ânot for us hybrids, at leastâ
âitâs not your fault, youâre seeing me as an equal, and itâs heartwarming, but Iâm not like you. Iâm a hybrid, I have my animal part as well and most times itâs stronger than my human sideâ
âyes, we do need our own nest, but more important than a place to live or what to eat, we need a mateâ
âand you're leaving to find yours?â you questioned
âI already didâ the finality in his deep voice nearly broke you
oh⌠it hurt like hell
you suddenly couldnât breathe and you needed fresh airÂ
you just picked up your phone and left without paying attention to where you were going
you wonât wait for tomorrow, youâre calling the doctor right now
the doctor answered on the fourth ring and you were already apologizing
âI know I just left your clinic, but I got home and Felix hissed at me and heâs leaving!â
âtell me his exact reaction, pleaseâ and you told all you could remember
âdoes he have a mate?â the doctor asked
âI donât think soâ
âthen youâll have to let him find one soon if you donât want him being territorial with youâ
âwhat?â
the doctor sighed before explaining in the calmest way possible
âFelix is going through a heartbreak right now, he wants you but he convinced himself that, as a flawed hybrid, he canât have youâ
âthatâs why he went back to his older behavior, he needed to protect himself from rejection, so he ignored you as a defense mechanismâ
âthe pill I gave you was nothing but a vitamin, I just needed an excuse to give you a hug and âmarkâ myself on your clothesâ
âand when you came back with the scent of another male, a ârivalâ, that triggered his immediate response: fight! he didnât hiss at you, he hissed at my scentâ
âbut his emotions took over and he wants to leave because he realized he lost you, he lost his mate, do you see it now?â the doctor asked softly and all of a sudden it made sense
everything made sense
you hung up and ran back home
âYOUâRE NOT GOING ANYWHERE!â you screamed your lungs out, bursting the front door open
Felix was already putting on his shoes, and you used your own body to block his access to the front door
he was shocked, to say the least, but when he tried to move, you imposed yourself even more and stared straight into his brown eyes
you took a deep breath to calm yourself, but the fire inside you made it difficult not to be rude
âwhat the hell do you think youâre doing?â
his ears pinned back as you stood your ground
Felix was taken aback and clenched his jaw trying to suppress his tears
it felt like being scolded all over again
âI canât stay here anymoreâ he said in a small voice
âI chose you as mineâ he stammered, his tail lashing behind him âbut you didnât choose me back, thatâs why I canât stayâ
the tears couldnât be held anymore, so you let them run free down your cheeks
you sobbed, hiding your face in your hands and letting all the pent up emotions wash over you
âIâm sorryâ his voice was so small and full of regrets
oh no, him and his stupid wrong assumptions
âI canât believe thisâ you sobbed, feeling anger building up as more tears welled up your eyes
âwhy didnât you tell me this sooner? why Felix, why?!â
he dropped the backpack on the floor and looked down, ashamed
âIâm sorryâ he was even more pitiful right now
âyou left me thinking you hated me, that I wasnât good enough for you, that I was treating you the same way those guys at the market didâ you rubbed your face and Felix raised his head
âno, you didnât, I swear, you didnâtâŚâ he said, ears hanging low and eyes full of despair
âI love you too, Lixâ
he blinked a couple of times, a look of pure, fragile hope crossing his face
âisnât it weird to be with a hybrid? especially a flawed one?â
you reached out, pulling him toward you
his body was a bit rigid, unsure, but warm in your embrace
âif I thought it was weird I would have let you goâ you said, voice more steady now
âand youâre not flawed, youâre beautifulâ you kissed his freckles, the ones people considered a defect, but that were perfection in your eyes
you felt his tail wrapping itself around your knee, like an achor
you laughed seeing his cheeks blushing
âIâm so happy right nowâ Felixâs body goes soft in your arms
he realized heâs no longer a hybrid youâre trying to save, but the mate youâve chosen.
that was what filled your mind every night when you closed your eyes and drifted off to dreamland
him
your mind was overflowing with the fading memories of him and it consumed you fervently every waking time you tried to make sense of his blurry face
you wish your photographic memory didnât suck so bad
he was vanishing, day by day, and you were going crazy
you have to see him again
you set your mind in this new quest of figuring out who the hell was that crazy hybrid that saved your even crazier self that went out alone at night
thankfully, your job was remote, so every day after your shift ended you dived deep into google pages trying to find some answers
you spent your waking hours researching about canine hybrids, absorbing any and all content about it
you found that dog hybrids were the most common types and had dark brown eyes and fur of the same color as ordinary dogs, especially the breeds they descend from
wolf hybrids had blue eyes and usually mixed-colored fur with brown, grayish and yellow, but depending on the rarity of the specimen they could have solid-colored fur tooÂ
also, only well-off people are able to maintain wolf hybrids due to their demanding care and appetite, so it wouldnât be likely to see a wolf hybrid on the streets by himself
and last, but not least, the dire wolf hybrids, long extinct, that were said to have yellow eyes, dark gray and white fur and were very much different from the wolf ones
while wolf hybrids tend to eat only meat, the dire wolf appetite is broader, so they consumed everything, just like a human, but in larger quantities
scientist believed that dire wolf hybrids would gather in packs, just like the wolves
but they soon discovered that, due to their unstable genes, they could not be close to one another without a fight, specially males, so they had to live in solitude
and one incident leading to the other only confirmed that those hybrids were too dangerous to be let loose in society
so they canceled the project and dire wolf hybrids only became whispers of a long-forgotten time in history books
that was not the case anymore
you met one dire wolf hybrid, you are sure of what you saw
and you know that you wonât rest until you find him again
so after exhausting your google sources you decided to roam around town
you couldnât ask people in town if they had seen, by any chance, a dire wolf hybrid
you had to work more on the sly side
you started hanging out more after work hours, just passing by the stores and seeing if you somehow would spot him inside
maybe he lives nearby?
itâs been over two weeks now since your first encounter, but nothing yet
you were feeling hopeless, you couldnât believe that your search for your savior was becoming fruitless
that was until you heard people talking around about a well-known cafe
it was located on the outskirts of town and they had some pets up for adoption
if they had regular pets, they might know one thing or two about hybrids, right?
it was your best shot at the moment, so you decided to pay it a visit on a Saturday morning
-âĄ- âĄ- âĄ- âĄ-
since you were new in the city, you didnât know how to get there, so you had to ask for directions and got a little bit lost, but you finally reached the place
the cafe was quite cute, the animals had a special place for them to eat and rest, but most of the time they would hang around with the customers
they had all sorts of pets available, and even though they were all really adorable, that was not your focus today
you ordered a cat-themed hot cocoa and a bunny bun just to mingle and have a seat
looking around and observing the staff, you quickly noticed the manager
maybe you could talk with him and ask if he knows something about hybrid adoption
and maybe you could take your research a little bit further
you were able to stall your departure by playing with the pets, reading the menu over and over again, until you saw an opportunity to strike a conversation with the manager
he was extremely friendly and after a short small talk, you got straight to the point
âdo you have different pets? asides from dogs and catsâ
âyeah, weâve got ferrets, bunnies, foxes, and even a quokka, heâs really cuteâ the manager smiled âChan takes care of all of themâ
âbut like⌠do you have more exotic pets, maybe?â
âwhat are you trying to say, sorry I canât quite followâ he let out an awkward chuckle
âiâm wondering if you know about a place for hybrid adoptionâ you almost whispered
âoh, no⌠sorry, but we donât deal with hybrids as pets. Youâre new around here, arenât you?â you nodded âyeah, I figuredâ
he grabbed a mug to dry with a cloth
âyou see, this area is known for hybrid equality, we are not like other places that sell or trade hybrids as human companionsâÂ
he placed the now dry mug on the rack and grabbed another one, still talking
âI mean, they are like companions to us, but not like pets, if you know what I mean. More like one of us, but better enhanced by scienceâ
you both laughed and you were happy to know that hybrids were treated properly here
âyou donât seem the type to look for a hybrid to ownâ he commented
âand Iâm not, Iâm totally against it, but I was actually searching for a hybrid⌠long story short, I owe him big time and I was trying to make up to him somehow, but I guess Iâll never find him againâ
âwell, thatâs bad, sorry to hear about it, but donât lose faith, this is not a huge area, maybe your paths will cross again one dayâ
âI truly hope soâ you sighed
âbut if youâre interested in regular pets, I can have you take a look at the ones available for adoptionâ the manager wiggled an eyebrow and you smiled
âyeah, maybe another time, Iâm still setting inâ
âno problem, feel free to come by whenever you wantâ
âthanks, and thanks for the helpâ
you were returning to grab your belongings at the table when a white cat zoomed in your direction
trying to quickly move out of the way of the animal, you ran to your left, hitting a hard surface
âgoshâŚâ you sighed due to the fright and noticed that you were feeling fingers grabbing your arm
you looked up and saw blonde hair, then blue eyes that bulged when looking at your face
the hand swiftly left your body and the guy stepped back
you were looking for him for what it seemed like endless days
but damn, you werenât expecting to meet him like this
who would have thought that he was working as a staff member of the famous pet cafe?!
you wouldnât, otherwise it would be your first place to go to
âexcuse meâ he said dipping his head when he noticed you deeply staring at his blue eyes
no, thatâs wrong
you were sure they were brown that night, and they changed to yellow very briefly
he let out an annoyed huff and you realized you were right in front the of the passage to the animals area
and you were probably stopping him from doing his work
âsorry, sorryâ you moved to the side and he walked by without even acknowledging you anymore
your eyes followed his back until he disappeared back into the animals compound
itâs him
youâve never been more certain in your life
youâve finally found him
-âĄ- âĄ- âĄ- âĄ-
obviously, you became a regular at the cafe, most of the times even going there to work all day
the manager sometimes jokes that he will either hire you as staff or let you take his place so he can go on vacation
you laugh and play along, but the main reason for you being there is Chan
you learned his name after your first encounter, and you realized that the manager had already told you about him but you didnât even noticed
you still havenât been able to properly talk to him because he ignores you every single day, but you wonât give up
sometimes you buy him food, and even though he tries hiding it, you know he eats them allÂ
it has happened more than once, he disappears into the compound for a while and then comes back with the corner of his lips dirty with chocolate or powdered sugar, and you only smile
other times you ignore him too, which makes him look at you more often, almost intrigued
but what actually makes him stop his work to stare at you is when you play with the pets, especially the exotic ones that only come out to the public on Tuesdays
you are especially fond of the small fennec fox, that only comes to your lap when it wants to take a nap, and the ferret that likes to hide inside your notebook backpack
the cafe sells treats you can give the animals, so you are always trying to feed them too, but those two are just content with being around your presence
and dare Chan try prying them away when itâs time to put them back in their habitats
they cause a scene every time, and Chan used to be really annoyed by it, but now he only rolls his eyes before carefully taking them in his arms
yes, the fennec fox has run away many times, forcing Chan to chase after it in the cafe
and also yes, the ferret has screeched and pretended to faint many many times when Chan takes him from your hands (because he wonât touch your belongings)
you laugh, amused by their antics, and a few times it has worked because Chan lets them be for a little longer before coming back to collect them
but today was different⌠you had another visitor by your table, and this time it was the quokka
it stole the lettuce from your sandwich and started munching on the leaf before you could even notice
âHannie, noâ Chan said and ran to the table, but the small quokka jumped in your lap and hid under your arm
âso cuteâ you whispered looking at the bright boba eyes staring back at you, its cheeks filled with lettuce, before plopping away to God knows where
âthey always come to you, huhâ Chan mentioned, a little bit annoyed, but you didnât mind
this was the first proper interaction between the two of you
âanimals can sense when a person is good, no?â you smiled and Chan scoffed
âI guess itâs true cause I donât think you wouldâve risk yourself to rescue a bad personâ before he could say anything, you were speaking again
âwhich, by the way, thank you⌠a lotâ you looked at him âI can only imagine the terrible things that would have happened to me if you didnât save me that night, so thank youâ
since he seemed to be froze in place, maybe shocked by your words, you decided to seize the opportunity to continue talking to him, mouth running faster than your brain
âI spent a lot of days trying to find you again, trying to somehow pay you back for your good deed, and Iâm glad I finally found you, even though Iâm not sure what more I could do to show Iâm really thankfulâ
âIâve been coming here often in hopes of becoming acquainted with you enough for you to open up and maybe become friends, but I guess thatâs not how you rollâ you let out a snort
âI say I would know that because Iâve also spent a loooot of time researching.. well⌠youâŚâ you moved your hand in his direction âas a hybrid, you know?â you whispered, looking around to see if anyone was listening
being a regular at the cafe made you realize that Chan was trying really hard to go by unnoticed by the customers but at the same time he tried to blend in with humans
if you didnât know his true nature, you would never have guessed he was a hybrid
his ears always covered by a cap or beanie, his clothes always comfortable and loose enough to hide his tail, and he was always wearing blue contact lenses
âI know youâre not into groups or anything like it, and I respect that, so I guess this is me trying to say that Iâm not gonna bother you anymoreâ
âI see how much you struggle with the pets sometimes because of me, and I can see that my presence makes you a little annoyed, you are in your workplace after all, and I understand, I would be too if the roles were reversedâ you smiled to assure him
âthank you again for stepping in that night, Iâm glad our paths crossed despite the circumstancesâ
you held your gaze for only a second longer before getting up and start packing your belongings
you felt his eyes following your every move, but he didnât budge
only when you put your backpack on your shoulder did he seem to wake up to reality
âyouâre not actually leavingâ Chan pointed to the chair and you donât know why, but your body obeyed, just like it did that fateful night
so here you are sitting again, but this time Chan moved closer to you
âmy animal part is too strong sometimes so I donât fight it anymoreâ he confessed
âIâm not used to this at all. People have come and gone from my life far too many times to keep track⌠and Iâve been on my own for so long I donât think I remember much of human interaction besides workâ he sighed
you took in his figure, hands trembling a little bit and breath uneven
he was nervous, although he tried not to show it
âbut Iâm willing to learn again⌠if youâd teach meâ
âthatâd be my pleasure, Chanâ you smiled, heart suddenly ten times lighter than before
as you spent your days at the cafĂŠ, you realized that Chan has charmed you, there's no denying it
âyou will stay, yeah?â he smiled for the first time and you swear you felt like melting inside
"yeah" you nodded "I'll stayâ
such simple words holding so much meaning
you don't want him to be alone ever again
you want to be the one who's always going to stay by his side
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
that was what filled your mind every night when you closed your eyes and drifted off to dreamland
him
your mind was overflowing with the fading memories of him and it consumed you fervently every waking time you tried to make sense of his blurry face
you wish your photographic memory didnât suck so bad
he was vanishing, day by day, and you were going crazy
you have to see him again
you set your mind in this new quest of figuring out who the hell was that crazy hybrid that saved your even crazier self that went out alone at night
thankfully, your job was remote, so every day after your shift ended you dived deep into google pages trying to find some answers
you spent your waking hours researching about canine hybrids, absorbing any and all content about it
you found that dog hybrids were the most common types and had dark brown eyes and fur of the same color as ordinary dogs, especially the breeds they descend from
wolf hybrids had blue eyes and usually mixed-colored fur with brown, grayish and yellow, but depending on the rarity of the specimen they could have solid-colored fur tooÂ
also, only well-off people are able to maintain wolf hybrids due to their demanding care and appetite, so it wouldnât be likely to see a wolf hybrid on the streets by himself
and last, but not least, the dire wolf hybrids, long extinct, that were said to have yellow eyes, dark gray and white fur and were very much different from the wolf ones
while wolf hybrids tend to eat only meat, the dire wolf appetite is broader, so they consumed everything, just like a human, but in larger quantities
scientist believed that dire wolf hybrids would gather in packs, just like the wolves
but they soon discovered that, due to their unstable genes, they could not be close to one another without a fight, specially males, so they had to live in solitude
and one incident leading to the other only confirmed that those hybrids were too dangerous to be let loose in society
so they canceled the project and dire wolf hybrids only became whispers of a long-forgotten time in history books
that was not the case anymore
you met one dire wolf hybrid, you are sure of what you saw
and you know that you wonât rest until you find him again
so after exhausting your google sources you decided to roam around town
you couldnât ask people in town if they had seen, by any chance, a dire wolf hybrid
you had to work more on the sly side
you started hanging out more after work hours, just passing by the stores and seeing if you somehow would spot him inside
maybe he lives nearby?
itâs been over two weeks now since your first encounter, but nothing yet
you were feeling hopeless, you couldnât believe that your search for your savior was becoming fruitless
that was until you heard people talking around about a well-known cafe
it was located on the outskirts of town and they had some pets up for adoption
if they had regular pets, they might know one thing or two about hybrids, right?
it was your best shot at the moment, so you decided to pay it a visit on a Saturday morning
-âĄ- âĄ- âĄ- âĄ-
since you were new in the city, you didnât know how to get there, so you had to ask for directions and got a little bit lost, but you finally reached the place
the cafe was quite cute, the animals had a special place for them to eat and rest, but most of the time they would hang around with the customers
they had all sorts of pets available, and even though they were all really adorable, that was not your focus today
you ordered a cat-themed hot cocoa and a bunny bun just to mingle and have a seat
looking around and observing the staff, you quickly noticed the manager
maybe you could talk with him and ask if he knows something about hybrid adoption
and maybe you could take your research a little bit further
you were able to stall your departure by playing with the pets, reading the menu over and over again, until you saw an opportunity to strike a conversation with the manager
he was extremely friendly and after a short small talk, you got straight to the point
âdo you have different pets? asides from dogs and catsâ
âyeah, weâve got ferrets, bunnies, foxes, and even a quokka, heâs really cuteâ the manager smiled âChan takes care of all of themâ
âbut like⌠do you have more exotic pets, maybe?â
âwhat are you trying to say, sorry I canât quite followâ he let out an awkward chuckle
âiâm wondering if you know about a place for hybrid adoptionâ you almost whispered
âoh, no⌠sorry, but we donât deal with hybrids as pets. Youâre new around here, arenât you?â you nodded âyeah, I figuredâ
he grabbed a mug to dry with a cloth
âyou see, this area is known for hybrid equality, we are not like other places that sell or trade hybrids as human companionsâÂ
he placed the now dry mug on the rack and grabbed another one, still talking
âI mean, they are like companions to us, but not like pets, if you know what I mean. More like one of us, but better enhanced by scienceâ
you both laughed and you were happy to know that hybrids were treated properly here
âyou donât seem the type to look for a hybrid to ownâ he commented
âand Iâm not, Iâm totally against it, but I was actually searching for a hybrid⌠long story short, I owe him big time and I was trying to make up to him somehow, but I guess Iâll never find him againâ
âwell, thatâs bad, sorry to hear about it, but donât lose faith, this is not a huge area, maybe your paths will cross again one dayâ
âI truly hope soâ you sighed
âbut if youâre interested in regular pets, I can have you take a look at the ones available for adoptionâ the manager wiggled an eyebrow and you smiled
âyeah, maybe another time, Iâm still setting inâ
âno problem, feel free to come by whenever you wantâ
âthanks, and thanks for the helpâ
you were returning to grab your belongings at the table when a white cat zoomed in your direction
trying to quickly move out of the way of the animal, you ran to your left, hitting a hard surface
âgoshâŚâ you sighed due to the fright and noticed that you were feeling fingers grabbing your arm
you looked up and saw blonde hair, then blue eyes that bulged when looking at your face
the hand swiftly left your body and the guy stepped back
you were looking for him for what it seemed like endless days
but damn, you werenât expecting to meet him like this
who would have thought that he was working as a staff member of the famous pet cafe?!
you wouldnât, otherwise it would be your first place to go to
âexcuse meâ he said dipping his head when he noticed you deeply staring at his blue eyes
no, thatâs wrong
you were sure they were brown that night, and they changed to yellow very briefly
he let out an annoyed huff and you realized you were right in front the of the passage to the animals area
and you were probably stopping him from doing his work
âsorry, sorryâ you moved to the side and he walked by without even acknowledging you anymore
your eyes followed his back until he disappeared back into the animals compound
itâs him
youâve never been more certain in your life
youâve finally found him
-âĄ- âĄ- âĄ- âĄ-
obviously, you became a regular at the cafe, most of the times even going there to work all day
the manager sometimes jokes that he will either hire you as staff or let you take his place so he can go on vacation
you laugh and play along, but the main reason for you being there is Chan
you learned his name after your first encounter, and you realized that the manager had already told you about him but you didnât even noticed
you still havenât been able to properly talk to him because he ignores you every single day, but you wonât give up
sometimes you buy him food, and even though he tries hiding it, you know he eats them allÂ
it has happened more than once, he disappears into the compound for a while and then comes back with the corner of his lips dirty with chocolate or powdered sugar, and you only smile
other times you ignore him too, which makes him look at you more often, almost intrigued
but what actually makes him stop his work to stare at you is when you play with the pets, especially the exotic ones that only come out to the public on Tuesdays
you are especially fond of the small fennec fox, that only comes to your lap when it wants to take a nap, and the ferret that likes to hide inside your notebook backpack
the cafe sells treats you can give the animals, so you are always trying to feed them too, but those two are just content with being around your presence
and dare Chan try prying them away when itâs time to put them back in their habitats
they cause a scene every time, and Chan used to be really annoyed by it, but now he only rolls his eyes before carefully taking them in his arms
yes, the fennec fox has run away many times, forcing Chan to chase after it in the cafe
and also yes, the ferret has screeched and pretended to faint many many times when Chan takes him from your hands (because he wonât touch your belongings)
you laugh, amused by their antics, and a few times it has worked because Chan lets them be for a little longer before coming back to collect them
but today was different⌠you had another visitor by your table, and this time it was the quokka
it stole the lettuce from your sandwich and started munching on the leaf before you could even notice
âHannie, noâ Chan said and ran to the table, but the small quokka jumped in your lap and hid under your arm
âso cuteâ you whispered looking at the bright boba eyes staring back at you, its cheeks filled with lettuce, before plopping away to God knows where
âthey always come to you, huhâ Chan mentioned, a little bit annoyed, but you didnât mind
this was the first proper interaction between the two of you
âanimals can sense when a person is good, no?â you smiled and Chan scoffed
âI guess itâs true cause I donât think you wouldâve risk yourself to rescue a bad personâ before he could say anything, you were speaking again
âwhich, by the way, thank you⌠a lotâ you looked at him âI can only imagine the terrible things that would have happened to me if you didnât save me that night, so thank youâ
since he seemed to be froze in place, maybe shocked by your words, you decided to seize the opportunity to continue talking to him, mouth running faster than your brain
âI spent a lot of days trying to find you again, trying to somehow pay you back for your good deed, and Iâm glad I finally found you, even though Iâm not sure what more I could do to show Iâm really thankfulâ
âIâve been coming here often in hopes of becoming acquainted with you enough for you to open up and maybe become friends, but I guess thatâs not how you rollâ you let out a snort
âI say I would know that because Iâve also spent a loooot of time researching.. well⌠youâŚâ you moved your hand in his direction âas a hybrid, you know?â you whispered, looking around to see if anyone was listening
being a regular at the cafe made you realize that Chan was trying really hard to go by unnoticed by the customers but at the same time he tried to blend in with humans
if you didnât know his true nature, you would never have guessed he was a hybrid
his ears always covered by a cap or beanie, his clothes always comfortable and loose enough to hide his tail, and he was always wearing blue contact lenses
âI know youâre not into groups or anything like it, and I respect that, so I guess this is me trying to say that Iâm not gonna bother you anymoreâ
âI see how much you struggle with the pets sometimes because of me, and I can see that my presence makes you a little annoyed, you are in your workplace after all, and I understand, I would be too if the roles were reversedâ you smiled to assure him
âthank you again for stepping in that night, Iâm glad our paths crossed despite the circumstancesâ
you held your gaze for only a second longer before getting up and start packing your belongings
you felt his eyes following your every move, but he didnât budge
only when you put your backpack on your shoulder did he seem to wake up to reality
âyouâre not actually leavingâ Chan pointed to the chair and you donât know why, but your body obeyed, just like it did that fateful night
so here you are sitting again, but this time Chan moved closer to you
âmy animal part is too strong sometimes so I donât fight it anymoreâ he confessed
âIâm not used to this at all. People have come and gone from my life far too many times to keep track⌠and Iâve been on my own for so long I donât think I remember much of human interaction besides workâ he sighed
you took in his figure, hands trembling a little bit and breath uneven
he was nervous, although he tried not to show it
âbut Iâm willing to learn again⌠if youâd teach meâ
âthatâd be my pleasure, Chanâ you smiled, heart suddenly ten times lighter than before
as you spent your days at the cafĂŠ, you realized that Chan has charmed you, there's no denying it
âyou will stay, yeah?â he smiled for the first time and you swear you felt like melting inside
"yeah" you nodded "I'll stayâ
such simple words holding so much meaning
you don't want him to be alone ever again
you want to be the one who's always going to stay by his side
âYou alright?â you asked Hyunjin while you were walking down the street, taking in the cool night breeze. Although you were the one feeling sick at the huge birthday party his family planned for him, he was the one acting weird now.
âUhmâ he muttered.
âDo you wanna go back? I can stay here by myselfâ you suggested, but Hyunjin just shook his head no.
âAre you sure? You were having so much fun there talking with everyone, especially your friends from schoolâ
âSo you saw that?â he inquired.
âI didâ you nodded.
âAnd youâre okay with it?â
âYeah, you looked really cute being so talkative, Iâve never seen you chatting like thisâ you answered laughing.
âThat wasnât just chattingâ he muttered again.
âWhat?â you asked, confused.
âNothingâ
âJinnieâ you called his attention. âWhat is going on?â
âNothingâ he shook his head, but you werenât convinced.
âDid someone say something bad about you?â silence fell between you, but you waited until he spoke again.
âMy high school crush was hitting on meâ he explained looking up. Before you could even let your brain process his words, Hyunjin was whining.
âI told her Iâm not interested, why canât she let me go? It's been ages since I confessed, she rejected me, what does she want with me now? Iâve got you! What else could I wish for? Ah, honestlyâŚâ he was like a four-year-old throwing a fit, stomping his feet and all. You tried holding back your giggles, but it was hard.
âJagiâ he whined again seeing you laughing at him.
âOh baby, câmon, cut her some slack. Sheâs now realizing she made a huge mistake. I mean, look at you, who wouldnât want to snatch you away? I know I wouldâ you giggled again.
âYou already didâ he crossed his arms unamused.
âYeah I did, didnât I?â you smiled wide and hugged him tight, forcing him to uncross his arms and wrap them around you. âWant me to stay like this with you until your party ends?â
âThatâd be niceâ he smiled a little.
âI can even give you some kisses to show them youâre takenâ you wiggled your eyebrow in a funny way. Hyunjin smirked and you melted a little. You were so in love with him.
âAnd how will you kiss me?â
âLike thisâ you pulled him to you, brushing your lips over his, but dodging and kissing the corner of his mouth. âLike this tooâ you kissed his chin. âAnd like thisâ you kissed his cheek.
âJagiâ Hyunjin pouted, hugging you tighter as a warning to stop provoking. You smiled and nibbled at his inviting lower lip, finaling giving in and kissing him like you hadnât seen each other in months.
âBetter now?â
âMhmmâ he hummed, searching your lips for a quick peck.
âLetâs go back?â your suggestion made him smirk again.
âEager to kiss me in front of everyone?â you knew he was teasing you, but you played this game better than him, so you just nodded, biting your lips before replying.
âAnd other things too when everyoneâs goneâ his blushing cheeks and shy smile was all you needed to know you won again.
âBabeâ you called from the kitchen, staring at the empty shelf in your fridge where your dinner was supposed to be.
âYeah?â Changbin replied from the living room where he was working on his laptop.
âDid you, by any chance, eat my leftovers?â you heard him shuffling before showing up in the room.
âNo, I only ate what was in the green tupperwareâ he replied looking inside the fridge too.
âThose were my leftoversâ
âReally?!â Changbin scratched his head. âIâm sorry darling, I had no idea! Was that your dinner tonight?â you nodded.
âI was looking forward to eating it, Iâm starving!â
âIt was good, though, not gonna lie, but seriously, that was so little. It couldn't even fill one third of my stomachâÂ
âThat's because you have a black hole instead of a stomachâ you laughed trying to hide your pain.
âI'm sorry, babyâ Changbin hugged you. âGo watch tv or something and Iâll fix you dinnerâ he kissed the top of your head.
âYouâll order in, right?â you checked just to make sure he wouldn't actually try cooking for you.
âYes, your favorite, donât worryâ
âThen come cuddle me, Iâm Binnie-starved tooâ he smiled at your cheesy joke, but was quick to carry you to the living room and engulf you in his love.
When you start feeling your body get colder, you open your eyes and sigh. Chan isn't there in bed by your side. He usually wraps himself around you like a human comforter and you don't even feel the need to use blankets, his body warmth being enough for you to sleep soundly. But it sucks when he gets up first and leaves you exposed to the coldness of the room.
"Channie" you whine, but it isn't loud enough for him to hear, you realize after he doesn't show up like he always does, grinning from ear to ear and asking if you slept well.
You decide to get up and drag yourself to where he is, not wanting to be apart from his presence any longer, so you wrap yourself in the blanket he uses and goes on a mission to find Chan.
Lucky for you, the first place you decide to check is the bathroom, and ta-da, there he is in all his nakedness glory staring at his reflection on the mirror above the sink.
You wanted to enjoy the view a bit more, but his glare at himself makes you worry. He's probably having a hard time because things aren't easy lately. Chan has been getting a lot of unnecessary comments and you wish you could stop them from reaching him somehow, but that's out of your hands.
But you know you can support him whenever times like this come, so you wrap yourself around him, pulling the blanket too, and pepper his back with tiny kisses. Chan jumps a little from the surprise, but relaxes while holding your arms that are circling his waist and chest.
"Mhm" he hums and you feel the vibration on his chest "Morning to you too" his voice is so sexy, especially after waking up. "Slept well?"
"Uhmm" you answer him, moving your kisses to his nape and then finally the side of his neck. Chan lets out a small laugh saying that it was tickling him. You smile at his reflection, holding him tighter against your body, basking in his warmth and safe presence. You both stay like this, in silence, for quite some time, until you finally speak, voice almost like a whisper.
"Let's do it today" Chan's face drops hearing your proposition, but you squeeze him and speak again, more assertively. "C'mon, I know you can do it".
"Do we really�"
"Yep" you nod your head and stare at him through the mirror. Chan whines a little, complaining about it being stupid, but he knows there's nothing he can do or say to make you change your mind, so after mustering up some courage, he takes a deep breath and stares at himself again, this time with a much more softer expression on his face.
"I am a valuable person. My emotions are valid. My intrusive thoughts or other people's opinions don't define who I am or what I'm worth. I deserve to be happy. I deserve good things. I appreciate my dedication and hard work towards my job, but I also deserve to relax. I am at peace with myself" Chan said calmly, breathing slowly between each sentence, and for his awesome work you reward him with a kiss on his cheek.
"Ready for round two?" you ask, lazily running your fingers on his abs. Chan takes a deep breath and closes his eyes for a moment, opening them once he starts exhaling.
"I am grateful for my body. I accept myself as I am today. I am choosing to do kind things for myself. I am learning to be comfortable in my own skin. I will only welcome positive thoughts about my body today. It's okay for me to love myself, and today I will love myself." Chan continues. "And today I am also grateful for my nose. I like my nose, even though I can't properly breathe with it, but it's my nose and I appreciate it and we'll have an amazing day together today" Chan's sentence makes you laugh a little. "Wow, well done, Channie" he says to his own reflection and gives it a thumbs up while smiling.
You melt a little at the sight, and kiss his shoulders. Chan turns his head to you, pecking you on the lips as a small thank you for supporting him. You know how hard it is for him to accept himself sometimes, so you came up with this idea to hype him up before starting his day. At first you would say whatever positive thought came to your mind that would show your love and affection for him, and Chan would repeat. After a few months he started feeling more confident and began talking to himself, and you couldn't be happier at his personal growth.
"Great job, love. I'm really proud of you" you also decide to speak your mind while looking him in the eyes. "Never forget that your very existence makes the world a better place and that I love you a lot, alright?" you smile, letting Chan kiss you again.
Honestly, you were feeling like shit. It wasnât just a bad day, it was a bad week and probably a bad month too. It was hard trying to recall the last time you actually had fun or felt good about yourself. You felt yourself spiraling into a dark place with every minute that passed by, not knowing how to fight back your thoughts.
It was even harder to keep yourself composed when you arrived home and found Jisung wrapped up in your blanket, eyes shining and cheeks puffed from munching on popcorn while watching Howlâs Moving Castle for the umpteenth time. This was his comfort zone, and you realized he was yours.
âWhoah, what happened?â you suddenly couldnât see anymore due to your tears, and you curse yourself for crumbling down so easily, but you were already holding back for too long for your body to handle. You only felt Jisungâs arms around you, taking you to the couch and wrapping you both in the blanket while he laid down so you could lay with him. You grabbed his shirt and entangled your legs like he was your life-saver.
âHelp me disappear, I canât take it anymoreâ you hiccuped and cried even harder. Jisung just held you even tighter, making it impossible for you to even move your face from his chest to breathe better.
âIf you disappear Iâll come after you, I canât live in a place where youâre not in. Thereâs no me without you, so I promise Iâll do my best to help you through this. I love you, youâre strong and amazing. I know you can handle whatever it is that is giving you a hard time, you just need to recharge a little, hm?â he kissed your temple. âSo take your time, darling, Iâm right here with you.â his presence and words were enough for you to see a faint glimpse of light.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
There are a lot of great authors on this site, so I have compiled a list of some of the ones that I follow to share with everyone, in case people are looking for some great fics to read. I have sorted them into different categories, so it will be easier to find what youâre looking for. Happy reading!
What if the reader was actually an animal? Like not a hybrid but an actual animal? A cat or a dog and Stray Kids just having a everyday scenario with reader. Reader understands them and everything.
Like the fans love reader so much! They make edits about them âY/N being a cutie!â Or âY/N pulling a uno reverse card on Stray Kids!â
Stray Kids brings her everywhere cause sheâs like their mascot! Sometimes they bring her out for concerts and sheâs just a ball of fluff that loves attention!
P.S I space out my ask cause I know some people like to read the request and have dyslexia. And can the animal be big and fluffy so that SKZs can lay their head in Y/Nâs side or something? - đś
I'm sooooo sorry it took me ages to answer your request but since this is something I'm not really familiar with writing I got a huge writer's block :( but I hope what I came up with will make you happy! also, I pictured the animal being a Samoyed because they're so fluffy and smart and I love them đĽşâ¤ď¸
this is How to Keep Stray Kids
⥠How to keep Bang Chan âĄ
Another fanmeeting that you were happy to be part of because you loved meeting Stays just as much as the boys. This time you sat by Chanâs side at the beginning of the table because you wanted to be the first one to greet Stays, and so you did. Every Stay that approached the table would always talk to you first or pet your ears, head, neck⌠you loved it all! And Chan seemed really proud whenever Stays would compliment how well behaved you are, looking at you with his proud dad smile and giving you a rub on your back in between signing the albums.
love Stays as much as he loves them
⥠How to keep Lee Know âĄ
Minho was a cat person, that wasnât news to anyone, not even you. He took a while to get used to your presence in the dorms, but what made him finally fall for you was the fact that you got along with Soonie, Doongie and Dori when his mom took them to visit Minho. They all seemed weary of you at first, but as soon as you showed yourself as friendly, they accepted being in the same environment as you. And it didnât take long for the four of you to start running around the rooms, knocking down everything on the way and making a huge mess, but Minho couldnât be happier with your new friendship.
get along with his babies
⥠How to keep Seo Changbin âĄ
âI canât believe thisâ Changbin whined, rubbing furiously the plate on his hand. âIt doesnât matter what games we play, they always find a way to make me loseâ you just kept staring at Changbin, moving a bit closer to his thigh just to reassure him you were still there and listening to his rants. Changbin was terrible at every game they played to figure out who would do the dishes, but he always blamed the other boys while cleaning their mess. Changbin hates washing plates, but he hates even more being alone, so thatâs why you are always by his side, and you know Changbin appreciates your company when he buys you fancy treats in return.
keep him company while he does the dishes
⥠How to keep Hwang Hyunjin âĄ
âSo cute, so adorably cuteâ you hear Hyunjin whispering next to your head and you open your eyes to see his face extremely close with an expression you knew very well. He was about to engulf you in all his love. Hyunjin grabbed your head and started kissing your fur while making mwah sounds. You just wanted to take a nap, but if you get up and leave, heâll be sulky for days, pouting whenever you cross his path. You donât want this to happen, so you just close your eyes again and accept all his displays of affection towards you that includes hugging you, kissing you, blowing the thin fur of your ears, bopping your nose, and talking to you in baby voice about how cute you are.
accept all his smothery love
⥠How to keep Han Jisung âĄ
You noticed Jisung twisting his hands on the hem of his sweater before entering the stage for the fansign, so you nudged his fingers with your snout and got his attention.
be by his side when things get hard
âHey youâ he smiled awkwardly due to his nervousness and you licked his hands, trying to calm him down. You could sense when he was about to have a breakdown and you were always there to help him out during these hard times. Jisung crouched near you, hugging your neck and nuzzling his nose on your fur until it was time to go, and you noticed how much better he looked after your support.
⥠How to keep Lee Felix âĄ
âAnd now youâll turn around slowly and then wiggle for the camera, got it?â Felix played one of the viral songs for you to learn the moves. You barked at him to let him know you understood and then he set up his phone and pressed record. The song played and you both started turning around, and then on cue you wiggled your entire body, then jumped on Felix, who fell on the floor laughing. He got up and watched the video, still laughing at your antics. âYou look adorable, Stays are gonna love itâ he said uploading the video.
be a tiktoker like him
⥠How to keep Kim Seungmin âĄ
Seungmin was in his room warming up his voice, he never actually stopped practicing after debut, always trying to improve his singing skills. You stood by the door while he pressed play on an instrumental song which you soon recognized as Day6âs I Like You. As Seungmin began singing heartfeltly the lyrics, you began to feel all the emotions he was conveying through his voice, so as the chorus began, you both sang joahabnida loudly, even though your singing sounded more like howling. Seungmin got surprised and called the other boys to watch you sing Day6 with him.
sing Day6 with him
⥠How to keep Yang Jeongin âĄ
If there was one thing that the maknae didn't like was to wake up his hyungs. It sort of became his duty when he figured out that most of them wouldnât get up if it wasnât for him. And ever since you came into their lives, you also became responsible for it. First, youâd wake Jeongin up, which was easy, then you would pester the boys until they were awake. Your favorite one to wake up was Hyunjin, not only because he took the longest to return from dreamland, but also because he didnât mind you jumping on his bed, which was fun. âCâmon hyung, we have recording todayâ Jeongin shook Hyunjinâs leg, but he only shifted positions before mumbling âfive more minutesâ and grabbing you for some morning cuddles.
Hello, can u pls tell me about Juno in Aries culture? Thank you
hi, darling! sorry it took me so long to reply! hope this helps âĽď¸
Juno in Aries wants a dynamic, active partner who's up for adventures, outdoor exercises, last-minute getaways, and doesn't back up from a difficult situation. Juno in Aries has a defying attitude, so whatever that comes easily won't catch their attention since they prefer more challenging relationships. Juno in Aries can be explosive and impulsive when it comes to love, getting addicted to the chase, but as soon as this phase is over, they might lose interest. To impress a Juno in Aries, the person should be straightforward and communicate their feelings clearly because Juno in Aries doesn't want to be dragged into an emotional rollercoaster. The faster Juno in Aries can solve a problem, the better it is for them, so they prefer someone who can be sincere, open, and won't hold grudges against them. The relationship will be strong, intense and fiery.
Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
â Live Streamingâ Interactive Chatâ Private Showsâ HD Qualityâ Free Actions
Free to watch ⢠No registration required ⢠HD streaming
