เณโ๏ฝกห worst behavior โ jeon jungkook , series , on-going
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. . summary: everyone knows you as the good girl / nerd. except youโre so fucking tired of that image. (and youโre also veryโฆ horny.) so when you decide to be bold and finally go after hoseok โ things donโt really go as planned. instead, you end up tangled in a fake relationship with his best friend / campus favorite fuckboy ; jeon jungkook .
. . pairing: grumpy!oc x smug fuckboy!jk genre/tropes/au : smau + written , fake dating / fake relationship , slow burn , strangers to friends (a little bit of frenemies?ยฟ) to fuckbuddies to lovers
. . warnings: no love triangle , university au , frat house / frat boys / frat parties , mentions of alcohol / smoking / drugs , alcohol consumption , bts members + side characters involved , fluff , humor / rom-com vibes , good girl gone bad , judgy!oc ; oc is lowk mean, fuckboy jungkook whoโs full of himself , mutual pining , messy feelings , bad decisions , petty moments , sexual tension , jealousy , misunderstanding , arguments , sexting , eventual written smut !
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Genre: Mafia!au , Slowburn, Angst, Hurt, smut, TW (it is a mafia!AU, after all)
Pairing: Mafia!Jungkook x reader
Synopsis : In a world governed by clans and blood debts, nothing ever burns by accident; fading embers are nurtured carefully, mistaken for mercy and the gentle promise of warmth through the night. But fire answers to no one, and it has never spared whatโor whoโwas foolish enough to keep it close.
Wordcount : 120k
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3
Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6
Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9
Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12
Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15
Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18
Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21
Chapter 22 Chapter 23 Chapter 24
Chapter 25 Chapter 26 Chapter 27
Chapter 28 Chapter 29 Chapter 30
Chapter 31 Chapter 32 Chapter 33
Chapter 34. Chapter 35 Chapter 36
Chapter 37 Chapter 38 Chapter 39
Chapter 40 Chapter 41
Teaser Book 2
Book 2
(out, starting February)
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16 (coming soon)
Between the Li(n)es
Genre: Idol!au, mega mega Angst, mega mega Hurt, eventual mega Smut.
Pairing: Ex!Jungkook x reader (+featuring the one and only Mr. Harry Styles in honor of 2026 marking the comeback of all our husbands)
With mischief dancing about her eyes, Y/N padded over to where Chris was working at his desk, his legs parted casually as he tapped his feet half heartedly against the carpet. His index finger matched the rhythm on top of his mouse, and the soft click-click-click when he lifted and dropped his finger gently over and over made Y/N's face break into a grin as she stopped right in front of him.
He hadn't looked at her yet, but his plump lips twitched with amused acknowledgement. He gave his mouse buttons a few more clicks, his eyes following the cursor on his screen for a short moment before he slowly pushed back from his desk, his face finally tipping up to meet Y/N's eyes.
โHi,โ Y/N giggled, noticing the playfulness that had begun to bloom in the depths of his gaze.
Chris smirked ever so slightly. โHi. Whaddya want?โ
โYou.โ
โMe?โ
โYeah, you. Always you.โ
โWell, I'm right here. Now what?โ
Lips curving up further as another giggle escaped her, Y/N stepped closer, right between his parted legs. Chris's neck craned back to look up at her, and the way his eyes softened, with the top curves of them sloping downwards made Y/N's heart jump within the restrictive walls of her ribcage. She knew it longed to fly out and meet its twin inside of Chris's chest; she could feel it in the way it thumped hard against her own, syncing to the dull thud of his. His pupils slowly dilated until the mahogany brown of his irises flooded with starry black as he kept looking up at her, and his lashes fluttered when her hands slowly sunk into his hair, his chin resting against her stomach.
โAre you still working?โ Y/N asked him.
โMhm. Maybe. Should be, but โฆ โ
His words trailed off and Y/N pulled back again a little before pushing Chris's shoulders further towards the cushioned behind of his revolving seat. He watched her lazily as if he knew exactly what she was planning; his eyebrows were raised beneath the short curls falling over his forehead, his arms loosely falling onto each armrest, almost holding them out for her.
The seat was small, with just enough room for one person - yet Y/N still tried to climb onto Chris's lap, her knees coming up on either side of his thighs and digging in to the very edge of the seat - she squealed when the seat tipped a little to the side, but to Chris's growing amusement, she continued to adjust herself until she was lodged awkwardly on his knees.
She burst into a fit of laughter as she wriggled around, trying to tuck in her limbs; Chris too grinned like a fool despite the dramatic sighs and tutting he was keeping a constant stream up of, and his arms came up like a barricade around her, making sure she didn't fall.
โBaby โฆ oh my gosh, honestly, what are you - โ Chris grunted when Y/N's forehead smacked the underside of his jaw, cutting off his incredulous words. They both groaned in pain, Y/N clutching her forehead just as Chris rubbed his jaw, mild exasperation written all over his face. His lips stayed spread out into a smile though, and Y/N started to giggle again just as Chris's hands clamped down onto the middle of her back. With one smooth movement, he tugged her towards him and her body collided with his, her legs slotting beside his and her arms automatically looping around his neck.
She laughed sheepishly under her breath. โI did it.โ
โYeah. After almost breaking my chair and my jaw,โ Chris teased.
โMeanie,โ Y/N huffed. She twisted a little. โFine, I'll get off - โ
โOh no you don't,โ Chris locked his arms around her waist until her chest was almost completely flat against his with how they were. โYou're staying here. Break me and the chair - you're not going anywhere.โ
At that, Y/N's eyes lit up. โThought you were annoyed?โ
โSays who?โ
โUh, your face?โ Y/N pointed at his vaguely patronising expression. The same expression that made her insides coil together in a very addictive manner - and he knew it.
Chuckling, Chris squeezed her hips before his palms began to roam over the heated expanse of her back. โYou can annoy me whenever you want. I love being annoyed by you.โ
โPfft โฆ โ
โโPfftโ all you want. Doesn't change the fact that it's true.โ
Cheeks heating up in the dim lighting of his room, Y/N snaked her hands around from the back of his neck to his face, her fingers starting to caress his cheeks and the sharp curves of his jaw. She trailed them down his defined neck, and they stopped at the sliver of silver twinkling against his flushed skin.
She let out a little groan. The silver moved when Chris swallowed, his Adam's apple bobbing up and down as he cocked his head to the side in question.
โWhat?โ He asked quietly.
Biting on her lower lip as she continued to toy with the thin chain settled perfectly above the dips of his collarbones, Y/N flitted her eyes up to his again. They were slitted as they watched her, and she felt her cheeks burn all over again. She dropped her eyes once more, and instead they landed on the heavy expanse of muscle stretching his black t-shirt across his chest.
Oh, God โฆ
โNothing,โ Y/N cleared her throat. She traced her fingertip over the metal. โI love when you wear this.โ
Chris's lips quirked up at the side. โYeah?โ
โYeah,โ she swallowed thickly. โIt's my favourite.โ
He raised his eyebrows. โWhat about the other ones?โ
โI like them too, but โฆ I like this one more,โ Y/N gently tugged at the chain around his throat, the metal faintly tinkling as it slowly travelled across his skin. โThe other ones are too chunky or too long. I like how thin and short this one is. You can barely see it until you move or if I'm close to you โฆ and then it just โฆ sparkles. Like little stars. And it sits at the perfect spot. It just โฆ looks so hot. Your neck is hot. Fuck.โ
Despite the newly crimson hue to his ears, Chris burst into soft laughter. โYou okay there?โ
โNo,โ she admitted. She breathed heavy. โYou're just really hot and I can't take it anymore. You're too handsome โฆ you โฆ you bastard.โ
โWow,โ Chris scoffed, his grin spreading. โA bastard, yeah?โ
โYeah. A ridiculously hot one.โ
The blush on his ears travelled down his neck, deepening the flush on the skin that peeked out from his neckline. He pressed his tongue hard up against the inside of his cheek as he let Y/N's words settle inside of him; he was both embarrassed and flattered, and he tugged her closer.
โYou seem to think about my chains a lot,โ Chris opted for when all other answers seemed to evade him. He looked up at her, trying to meet her stare which was travelling down his relaxed torso and fixating on the waistband of his grey sweatpants. โGot nothing better to do?โ
โNo, actually. I like thinking about pretty things. Your neck is pretty.โ
โMy neck is pretty, or the chain is?โ
โBoth. They're both pretty. Double pretty.โ
He grinned devilishly when he followed her gaze. โOi. Eyes up here, princess.โ
โNo.โ
โNo?โ
โNo.โ
โAnd why not?โ
โBecause โฆ if I keep looking at your neck I'll do something stupid.โ
โThen look at my eyes.โ
โNo. They're really intimidating right now.โ
Beneath her, Chris's warm, sturdy body shook with laughter. โI'm not intimidating.โ
โYou are sometimes. Right now you definitely are. The hotter you are the more intimidating you are. You need to stop.โ
โI'm not even doing anything,โ Chris chuckled. His fingers slipped into her hair and he gently tipped her face up to look at him. โYou're killing me right now, you know that? You're being too cute.โ
Eyes meeting his, she melted a little under his touch. They were quiet for a moment, just staring into each other's heated gaze, before she spoke.
โYou have no idea how badly I want to mark up your neck,โ she said under her breath, her fingers smoothing over the soft grain of his addictive skin. He automatically tilted his neck to the side at her touch, allowing her more access, and he leaned further back into his seat, his thighs spreading beneath her.
โIt's all yours,โ Chris smiled slowly, eyes hooded.
โI can't,โ she suddenly whined. โI don't wanna accidentally give you a stroke.โ
โWhat?โ Chris spluttered.
โI read about it the other day,โ Y/N huffed. โIf you suck too hard near the carotid artery it could potentially cause a blood clot. That's scary.โ
Blinking at the new piece of information, Chris anxiously rubbed at his neck. โAre you sure?โ
โYes. But โฆ I mean โฆ it did say it was extremely rare โฆ โ
โWell, don't suck too hard in that area and we'll be fine,โ Chris grinned, squeezing her hip.
Anxious, Y/N shook her head. โNuh-uh.โ
โBut you want to.โ
โI do want to. But I don't wanna kill you.โ
A soft puff of laughter escaping him, Chris locked his eyes on hers again. โWhat about biting?โ
โI โฆ biting is fine.โ
โSo what's stopping you?โ
She stared at him. โAre you forgetting how hard I bit you last time? You literally banned me from doing it again.โ
โOh come on โฆ that was a joke. I didn't actually mean it.โ
Y/N blinked. โWhat?โ
โYou really think I can stop you from biting me? You're like a little vampire. I couldn't stop you even if I wanted to. Which I don't.โ
At that, Y/N started to smirk. โChristopher Bahng, you sound like you enjoy me biting you.โ
His ears deepened in colour. โ... Shut up.โ
Giggling, Y/N slid her arms around his shoulders and buried her face into his neck. She was rewarded by the secure lock of his arms slotting into place around her waist, his hands splaying out over her spine, gently rubbing up and down as he cuddled her back. His lips found the heat of her temple and he pressed tender kisses to the skin there, his fingers squeezing anywhere they could reach as she melted further into his body.
When he felt something hot and wet bloom against the side of his neck, Chris shuddered. โFuck, baby โฆ โ he peered down just in time to see Y/N's eyes glinting with a cheeky twinkle as she licked a long stripe from the base of his throat to the sensitive skin near his ear. Her infectious giggles were muffled against his skin, and he shook his head, preparing for the -
A low groan rumbled through him when the familiar bite of Y/N's teeth grazed his skin. She pulled away with rosy cheeks, and Chris looked up at her again, his face steaming as his skin throbbed with delicious heat.
โUnbelievable,โ Chris muttered, tracing the indents on his neck with his fingers.
โYou said I could!โ
โYeah, I did. You're still unbelievable.โ
โIt's not my fault you're so stupidly hot. I guess I'm lucky you're not wearing โฆ โ
Her voice trailed off as she turned around and looked at his desk, reaching out for something.
โWearing what?โ Chris frowned.
Finding what she was looking for, Y/N giggled. She unfolded the sleek legs, the four pointed silver embellishments at the corners winking at her before she settled the pair of browline glasses on his nose.
โFuck โฆ โ she wheezed, sitting back on his knees to survey the sight infront of him. She twisted her hands together, taking in the outline of his muscles beneath his t-shirt, his sweatpants that hung low on his hips and the dishevelled curls of his hair that now kissed the tops of his glasses.
And that damn chain โฆ
โI feel like this is probably the most shallow I've ever been,โ Y/N managed, making the man shake with more laughter. โBut you just โฆ I don't understand how you look this good. I want to eat you. Glasses and all.โ
โJesus Christ.โ
Bursting into a fit of giggles, Y/N reached out and clamped his burning face in her hands. โAre you still working?โ
โFuck no,โ Chris hastily slapped his laptop closed. โYou're making it very difficult with the way you're looking at me.โ
As if to accompany his words, he shifted a little underneath her, his breath stuttering at the feeling.
Snickering, Y/N looked down. โChris?โ
โYeah, baby?โ
โKeep the chain on. And the glasses.โ
His grin made her whole heart flip upside down as he stood up from his seat, her legs wrapping around his waist as he carried her away from the desk. She giggled when her back landed against the soft cushion of their bed, and he was immediately hovering over her, his dimples breaking through his cheeks and his fine chain swinging just a little, brushing against her nose.
โI think I like you being shallow right now,โ he chuckled against her lips, his hands clamping down on the duvet on either side of her head. โIt's doing things to me.โ
โWhat sort of things?โ She fluttered her eyelashes at him.
Chris just chuckled before sealing his hungry mouth over hers.
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Chris's fingers were soft in Sky's hair as he spoke in a slightly exasperated tone; he sighed, and from where Sky was perched on his lap, she looked up at him curiously.
โYes, and I completely appreciate that โฆ but unfortunately I just can't agree to what you're proposing,โ Chris said, eyebrows furrowed. His eyes fluttered shut in mild annoyance, and when he opened them again his gaze landed on his fifteen year old's face. The tension melted from his features, and Chris smiled at her tenderly as he continued to card his fingers through her hair, his other hand holding his phone to his ear.
โAbsolutely,โ Chris said firmly, and it made Sky giggle. Chris pulled a silly face at her, and Sky clapped her hand over her mouth, stifling the sound.
When Chris set his phone down on his desk, he exhaled slowly, before his face broke into a smile and he pulled Sky closer. He cupped the back of her head and pressed a kiss to her temple, the girl's soft laughter muffled against his shoulder.
โYou sound funny when you're talking on the phone,โ Sky said, leaning her chin on her father's chest and looking up at him. โAll strict and angry.โ
โNo, I wasn't angry,โ Chris insisted with a chuckle, smoothing his palm over her scalp. โJust โฆ people don't listen.โ
Sky's lips twitched. She playfully tugged at the soft waves of his pushed back hair, the strands slipping through her fingers like silk.
โDaddy?โ
โHmm?โ
Sky leaned forward, mischief floating about her eyes. โYou have grey hair,โ she whispered.
Chris sucked in a deep breath, his tongue pressing up against the inside of his cheek just as Sky burst into a fit of cackles, her eyes curving into thin, crescent moons, much like her father's.
โIt's not a bad thing,โ Sky added then, tracing the silvery threads with her fingertips. โI like it. It's pretty.โ
โPretty?โ Chris raised an eyebrow.
She nodded. โLike โฆ shooting stars.โ
Chris's face broke into a wide grin. He kissed her forehead then, before gently patting her thigh. โAlright, baby. Daddy's gotta do some really boring work now that'll probably give me even more grey hairs โฆ you don't wanna be here for that, trust me.โ
Sky whined, her eyes round. โBut daddy โฆ I don't wanna move. I want cuddles.โ
โMmm I know baby,โ Chris pulled a sad face, making Sky giggle again. โBut I really have to finish this โฆ I'll give you all the cuddles you want later, okay?โ
Pouting, Sky reluctantly slid off of her father's lap. โOkay โฆ โ
โThat's my girl,โ Chris squished her cheeks in her hand. He then groaned, stretching his long arms above his head, tilting this way and that before rolling his chair closer to his desk. โAlright โฆ time to tackle this shit โฆ โ
โNaughty daddy,โ Sky joked, and she leaned towards him to press a soft kiss to his cheek. โDon't work too hard.โ
โNo promises,โ Chris smiled.
Shuffling out of her father's office, Sky made her way to the opposite side of the hall where her mother's studio was. She pressed her face up against the glass until her nose resembled a mere two holes in her face, and she caught sight of her mother hunched over her desk. Her glasses were slipping down the bridge of her nose and her hair fell into her eyes as she poured utmost concentration into whatever she was doing.
She looked up then, and eyes landing on Sky, Y/N started to laugh.
โYou look like a pancake,โ Y/N commented just as Sky removed her face from the glass, leaving behind a fuzzy, face-shaped patch of condensation. โYou okay, Ky-Ky?โ
Nodding, Sky pushed open the door and waddled over to her mother; Y/N smiled and set her pen down before holding her arms out to the teenager. Sky immediately fell into her embrace, and Y/N rubbed her back, kissing her cheek.
โAre you really busy, mama?โ Sky asked, looking down at the sheet of heavy paper on her mother's desk.
Y/N sighed tiredly. โYes. Have to finish this for a client and then I have a few orders to pack โฆ but I might be done soon. We'll see. Why? Everything okay?โ
Sky deflated a little. But she nodded, reaching for the blob of kneaded eraser near the paper, prodding it with her fingers. โDaddy's busy too. He had an angry phone call.โ
โDid he?โ Y/N laughed, squeezing the girl's shoulders. โI can't blame him โฆ some people just don't listen.โ
โThat's exactly what daddy said!โ Sky exclaimed, eyebrows shooting up her forehead. โYou're always in sync. Like you're telepathic.โ
โMmm โฆ maybe we are,โ Y/N winked. She adjusted the glasses on her nose and tilted her neck to the side, eyebrows pinching briefly as tension throbbed through her muscles.
Sky frowned at her. โDo you want some coffee, mama?โ
โCoffee?โ
โMhm. I'll bring you some.โ
Eyes lighting up, Y/N nodded. โI could really do with some โฆ thank you baby.โ
Trudging into the kitchen, Sky immediately caught sight of her older brother leaning against one of the counters. His back was turned towards her, his curly head tilted to rest on his shoulder as he waited for the espresso machine to heat up. The faint whirring sound of it broke through the otherwise quiet area, and Sky padded over to him, poking her head around his body and making him jump faintly in surprise.
โCreep,โ Noah chuckled, a soft hand landing on Sky's hand as he playfully messed up the messy waves of her hair. โWhatcha doinโ?โ
โI said I'd make mama coffee,โ Sky said. She looked up at her brother with round eyes, batting her eyelashes at him in a way that made the twenty year old roll his own up to the ceiling.
โFine,โ Noah shook his head with a crooked grin. โDoes she want anything specific?โ
Sky blinked. โI dunno. I just said coffee and she said coffee.โ
โHelpful,โ Noah commented. He reached for a mug and set it beside his own, just as Sky smushed her face into the side of his arm.
โAre you busy?โ Sky asked. Noah was unfazed by the way she was immobilising his arm; he didn't move away, instead working solely with his other hand, letting his sister cling to him like a tiny animal on a branch.
He quirked an eyebrow at her. โJust making my coffee. Why?โ
โDo you wanna watch scary movies with me?โ Sky asked him.
โWhich scary movies? None of them even scare you,โ Noah snorted.
โI know, but they're still my favourite,โ Sky wrinkled her nose.
Smiling at that, Noah placed his and his mother's mugs underneath the spouts before pressing the button. โI'll watch with you. Do you want a drink?โ
โMatcha!โ
โHot?โ
โNo, iced.โ
Noah narrowed his eyes, flitting his gaze between her and the large windows. Rain had been pouring down them in heavy sheets since the previous day, and gusts of wind howled around their home, filling it with chilly draughts. It made Noah shiver, just looking at the rain - he couldn't begin to wrap his head around the idea of drinking something so cold in such stormy weather.
โIt's freezing,โ Noah said. โAren't you cold?โ
โI only like cold matcha,โ Sky said. โTastes better. Besides โฆ I'm gonna use my heat pad. To combat the cold.โ
Staring at her, Noah spluttered with laughter. โYou're crazy.โ
She watched him expertly pour steamed milk on top of the espresso in Y/N's mug, finishing it off with a neat heart; he then pursed his lips, before reaching for a bottle of caramel.
โI want some,โ Sky said before he had the chance to drizzle it over the coffee. She opened her mouth expectantly just as Noah sighed, and she giggled before he squeezed a fat dollop of the buttery caramel onto her tongue.
โMama makes the best caramel,โ Sky said through a sticky mouthful. โMaybe we should make daddy some hot chocolate with it. I forgot to ask if he wanted anything but he'll probably like it.โ
โOkay,โ Noah chuckled. โTake this to mum and I'll make dad's hot chocolate. Don't eat all the caramel off of it.โ
โI won't,โ Sky giggled as she took the large mug from her brother. She made her way back to Y/N's studio, and she giggled when the older woman greeted her with a comical expression involving her tongue poking out of her mouth.
โNoey was making his coffee so I asked him to make yours,โ Sky said, carefully holding the brim-filled mug over to her. The microfoam wobbled and the glossy sheen warped under the bright lights of the art studio. โAnd I forgot to ask what you wanted so Noey made you something caramelly.โ
โSomething caramelly is perfect,โ Y/N said around the mug before taking a dainty sip. She let out a not-so dainty groan when the warm, milky sweetness flooded through her, and she took another deep sip before setting it down onto her desk and pulling Sky into her side.
โGood?โ Sky grinned.
Y/N nodded and kissed her temple. โVery good. Thank you baby.โ
She sighed a little dreamily, eyes flitting to the rainstreaked window behind her. โIt's the perfect weather for a movie. Or several movies. And loads and loads of popcorn.โ
Sky started to laugh. โNoey and I are gonna watch scary movies. He's making me matcha.โ
โThat sounds perfect,โ Y/N whined dramatically. โMaybe I'll come join you in a bit. Save me a seat.โ
โI wanna save daddy a seat too but he said he has boring work to do,โ Sky grumbled, eliciting a fond smile from her mother. โHe'd probably scream anyway.โ
โOh, definitely,โ Y/N nodded with a silly face. She kissed Sky's cheek before reaching for her mug again. โGo on โฆ go have fun. I'll see if I can convince daddy to join in with me later.โ
Giggling at that, Sky padded out of the studio and carefully slid the doors closed before making her way back to the kitchen. She used the sloppiness of her socks to propel herself forward and slide across the floorboards, one foot in front of the other; she almost banged into Noah's broad back, and she stumbled, puffs of breathless laughter escaping her as her brother turned and grabbed her by her shoulders.
โYou're gonna crack your skull open," Noah chided dryly, though his eyes twinkled with amusement. โHere โฆ made dad's hot chocolate. Delivery time. Don't slip.โ
Raising her hand to her forehead in a salute, Sky carried the hot chocolate to her father's office with the same precision she had used for her mother's latte previously. She pushed the door open with her hip and her gaze immediately landed on her father's face, and she fought to keep herself from bursting out into manic laughter. His eyes were narrowed, his lips scrunched up along with his nose as he clutched at his hair and stared at his computer screen with pure irritation. He didn't even notice Sky walking up to him, a groan leaving him as he dropped his face into his hands.
โDad?โ Sky cleared her throat.
Chris jumped in his seat. He looked up at Sky with surprise, his face melting into one of soft affection. โWhere'd you come from, cheeky?โ
โNoey made you a hot choccy,โ Sky giggled, setting the mug down in front of him.
Chris blinked, his eyes groggy from staring at his screen for so long. โOh yeah? What for?โ
โWell because Noey was making coffee for him and then mama wanted some and Noey used mama's caramel and mama's caramel always tastes so good and I thought you'd want some and then I realised I should have asked you for a drink but I didn't and you don't like coffee so me and Noey thought you'd like a hot choccy and - โ
Her energetic words tumbled around Chris's mind like a typhoon and the man blinked for a moment, processing her excited ramble. His lips curved up into a smile and he chuckled, reaching out to squeeze his daughter's cheeks.
โWell, thank you,โ Chris laughed, wrapping his fingers around the mug. โYou're spoiling me.โ
โAre you done soon?โ Sky asked in return, leaning against his chair.
Chris sighed. โMaybe. Why?โ
โNoey and I are gonna watch scary movies and mama said she might join, so โฆ โ
Eyes lighting up with mischief, Chris tickled her side as he leaned back into the cushioned back of his chair, bringing the warmth of his mug with him. โScary movies, huh? You tryna kill me?โ
โNo,โ Sky giggled. โIโll protect you.โ
โI know you will,โ Chris grinned. โAight well I'll see how much I can get done and then I'll come find you โฆ thanks for the hot choccy. Save me a seat.โ
Sky squeaked. โThat's what mama said!โ
โWell, maybe it's our special telepathy,โ Chris teased.
โShe said that earlier too!โ Sky exclaimed, eyes bugging out of her head.
Chris started to laugh, the tips of his ears reddening. โReally? Well โฆ looks like you'll have to save two seats then.โ
Satisfied with her father's answer, Sky grinned before she made her way back to the main area; Noah had disappeared, but a large iced matcha latte sat on the coffee table in front of the sofa, his coffee next to it. He had even apparently placed her heat against the sofa cushions, and Sky smiled to herself, dropping down onto the sofa like a sack of potatoes.
She kicked her feet around, sinking deep into the neckline of her oversized hoodie as she cradled her icy glass in her hand. Now that she was by herself, her mind started to wander - and not to places she really wanted to be in. Her brain latched onto old faces, people she once knew, people she had been close to. She shook her head and took a sip of her sweet drink in an attempt to clear her mind of the cobwebs.
It did little to help. Pulling her phone out from her pocket, Sky's face shone as it turned on and as she began to scroll with hooded eyes, her chest growing heavier and heavier with every passing second.
She was so lost in her social media that she didn't notice Noah swinging over the back of the sofa with his long limbs, landing with a heavy thud on the seat beside her. Sky bounced upwards upon impact, her phone scrolling halting, and she glared over at her brother who burst into laughter.
โMy bad,โ Noah grinned. His shoulder bumped Sky's as he reached for his substantial mug from the coffee table, the fragrant flat white within still steaming, just the way he liked.
He peered over his sister's shoulder. โWho you stalkinโ?โ
Sky scowled. โI'm not.โ
โLiar,โ Noah said around the rim of his mug. โDon't think I can't see you scrolling through people's following lists.โ
Whining at that, Sky tossed her phone to the side and slurped on her iced matcha. It made her bones jitter with cold and she shivered, curling her legs up further underneath her.
โโM not,โ Sky huffed. โMaybe.โ
Noah looked at her out of the corner of his eye. He didn't say anything further for a while, but he noticed the slump to his sister's shoulders, and the perpetual crease between her brows as she stared at the movie selection on the large TV.
She looked up at him then, watching the way the thin chain on his wrist glinted as he raised his mug to his lips again, and she smiled.
โYou're using the mug,โ she commented.
Noah grinned. โCourse I am. It's my favourite.โ
Sky giggled, tucking her legs up further into herself. She had gotten him the mug as a present a few months back; it was a self heating one, meaning his coffee stayed warm for hours, if he wanted it to.
He loved it.
โHow's the matcha?โ Noah asked her. โAren't you freezing your ass off?โ
โNo,โ Sky laughed under her breath. โIt's good. I've nearly finished it.โ
Frowning, Noah turned to look at her glass. He did a double take when he saw a quarter of the green liquid left and his eyes widened in mild disbelief just as Sky smiled sheepishly.
โFucking hell,โ Noah muttered, turning back to his coffee. โYou demon. Feel like as soon as you pick a movie your drink is gonna disappear and then I'll have to get up and make more.โ
โNo โฆ โ Sky said slowly, though her face sported a guilty smile. โI'll savour the last bit. One sip every half an hour.โ
โYou couldn't do that no matter how hard you tried.โ
Giggling, Sky reached over to the table again for the remote. Her cheek dropped against Noah's arm as she scrolled through the movies, her cheek cold against the warmth of his hoodie sleeve, and she soon settled on one of her favourites.
They were quiet for a while, anticipating the first build up of the movie; but then Noah heard Sky sigh, and he peered down to see the same perplexity on her face from earlier. It looked like she wasn't even properly paying attention to the TV, and Noah frowned.
He lightly poked her nose. โMovie not hitting?โ
Her cheek rubbed against him as she looked up. โWhat do you mean?โ
โC'mon, Ky-Ky. I know you. What's wrong?โ
โNothing,โ Sky pouted, fiddling with the tassels of her hoodie.
โIs it to do with your stalking?โ
Sky was quiet. She took a long sip of her matcha until it finished, and she placed it back onto the table, fingers trembling with the cold. They must have been trembling more than she realised, for a moment later she felt a heavy blanket drop on top of her.
โThanks,โ she mumbled as Noah adjusted the folded edges over her shoulders. She was still leaning against him, and he shifted so he could grab her face with a large hand, squishing her cheeks until she started to giggle.
โGet off,โ Sky whined, though Noah managed to turn her face towards him anyway. He was grinning devilishly, his arm slipping around her neck in a playful squeeze.
โTell me,โ Noah's palm closed over the whole of his sister's face. She squealed and ducked away, wriggling amongst the blanket as Noah chuckled and gave up, reaching for his coffee again.
Sky settled back down against him, face dropping against the same spot on his arm. She sighed all over again, gaze fixed on the movie.
โIt's stupid,โ she mumbled, voice small. โDon't you ever just โฆ wanna know what people are doing?โ
Noah tilted his head in question.
โLike โฆ people you used to be friends with,โ Sky shrugged, slumping further in her seat. โAren't you curious about what they're doing now? Are they happy? Sad? Travelling across the world? Better off without you โฆ ?โ
Her last question came out quieter than the others, and Noah blinked, his eyes softening at the edges.
โI used to,โ Noah hummed. โAnd then I realised caring too much about the wrong people does more damage than good.โ
Sky frowned.
โI just mean like โฆ curiosity is fine, but if it's to the point where seeing what other people are doing is making you sad, then is there a point?โ Noah shrugged. โIn my experience, the people you stalk the most are the ones you still need to heal from.โ
Biting her lip, Sky pulled her hoodie down her face and groaned into the fabric.
โThey just look so happy,โ Sky sniffled. โLike โฆ how can you be so happy after hurting someone? Do they not care? That we were friends?โ
Sighing, Noah set his mug onto the table. He gently wrapped his arms around his sister and pat the back of her head with his long, slender fingers, just as Sky groaned so hard her entire frame vibrated.
โI know it hurts, Ky,โ Noah said softly, squeezing her shoulders. โIt's normal for it to hurt. But think about it โฆ do you really want to waste your time and your emotions on people who don't care about how they treat other people? I mean โฆ say your old friends actually don't care that you were friends. That says so much more about who they are as people than it does about you. You hurt because you have a big heart and you're sensitive even though you like to pretend you're not - but those aren't bad things. You care about people, and you love hard โฆ you deserve people who are way better than your old friends. And they definitely don't deserve your precious time and attention.โ
Sky's eyes watered. She looked up at Noah's face, his eyes warm and full of understanding that made her vision blur even more.
โYou're always so weird,โ Sky said, trying to change the subject. It made Noah grin as she rubbed the back of her hand over her eyes. โEveryone always complains about their brothers being dicks โฆ why aren't you a dick?โ
Noah chuckled. He pursed his lips, unable to help himself from messing with her, just a little. โAw, Ky baby, are you saying you love your older brother-wother?โ
โEw,โ Sky fought to escape his arms again, Noah's face looming close to hers. โI take it back, you're a dick!โ
Erupting into a playful fight amongst the sofa cushions, neither Sky nor Noah noticed their parents appear in the space, their faces full of mirth. Sky and Noah were giggling when they sat up again, hair disheveled, and Noah caught sight of their parents first. His face broke into a larger smile and he wiggled his fingers at them in greeting, alerting Sky who turned and looked over her shoulder.
โYou came!โ She exclaimed, just as Chris dived onto the sofa beside her, his arms immediately tackling her into a bear hug. โAh โฆ daddy โฆ !โ
โYou both watching movies or fighting?โ Chris teased, fingers scrabbling at his daughter's sides with his fingers. โHuh? Is this how we raised you?โ
Giggling at that, Sky escaped her father's grip, Y/N laughing at the three of them as she ran water into her empty mug. She adopted an innocent expression, playing along with the mock-stern look on her father's face.
โI'm sorry daddy,โ she pouted. โIt won't happen again.โ
โHmm,โ Chris reached out and tugged at Noah's hair, ruffling it much to his son's placid dismay. โI hope not.โ
Giggling, Sky smushed her face into Chris's side. โMama, are you coming? I'm gonna restart the movie because I don't know what happened.โ
โSee, I knew you weren't watching it,โ Noah clicked his tongue. โYou can't fool me.โ
Sky stuck her tongue out at him, just as Y/N came to sit on her other side, sandwiching her between herself and Chris. โWise old man. Like daddy.โ
โHey!โ Chris spluttered, taken aback. โWhere'd that come from?โ
Sky just giggled. She buried her face in his chest, just as Chris's face split into a content smoke, and he leaned down to press a tender kiss to the top of her head.
A loud slurp of hot chocolate paused Sky's frustrated storytelling to her uncle Seungmin.ย
โ โฆ And then, then she went and talked shit about me to all of my other friends when I didn't even do anything,โ Sky finished with an agitated thud of her fist on the counter. Seungmin grunted at the sudden sound, but he ignored it, continuing to wipe a damp mug with a clean tea towel.ย
She sighed then, face landing with a smack against the wood. โI'm tired, Uncle Kim Seungmin. I hate everyone.โ
โMe too, kid. Me too.โ
โNo, you can't say that, you have to be an enlightening adult and tell me why I'm not supposed to hate people,โ Sky huffed. Her cheek smushed against her hand as her elbow slowly skidded across the counter, her body descending further and further.ย
Seungmin's lips twitched. โI've got nothing for you. People suck. End of story.โ
โWhat are you teaching my daughter, Kim Seungmin?โ Chris emerged from the back room and raised an eyebrow in Seungmin's direction.ย
โNothing you haven't said before," Seungmin grumbled. โYou've said you hate people way more than me.โ
โYes, well, sometimes people can really test your patience,โ Chris cleared his throat hastily, much to his daughter's amusement. He turned to Sky, eyebrow raised. โWho do you hate?โย
โElla,โ Sky gagged, causing Seungmin's lips to twitch.ย
Chris frowned. โIs she the one you beat up?โ
โI didn't beat her up,โ Sky grumbled as her cheeks took on a deep crimson hue. โShe hit me first anyway.โย
โOh right, my bad,โ Chris smirked. He reached over for his container of sprinkles and wordlessly shook a generous amount over Sky's half-full mug of hot chocolate. โWhat'd she do this time?โ
โI thought you were over her?โ Y/N chimed in, appearing between Seungmin and Chris. Her face was gentle as she looked at Sky, quickly taking in the quiet pain behind her disgruntled expression. โWhat happened, darling?โ
โNothing,โ Sky huffed, stirring the melting sprinkles into her drink with a dainty spoon. โShe's just โฆ trying her hardest to make my time a living hell. The mere friends I had have sided with her because she keeps chatting shit about me. It's not like she slept with my boyfriend at the time or anything.โย
She sat up then, the mild vulnerability on her face vanishing. โAnyway. This is why I hate boys. Everything is their fault.โย
โLovely,โ Seungmin said flatly.
โYou're not a boy,โ Sky giggled. โYou're a man. You're excluded from the narrative.โย
โHow kind,โ Seungmin sighed.ย
Leaning forward on her elbows, Sky cocked her head up at him. โWhat's wrong with you today? You're like โฆ extra grumpy. Do you want my hot chocolate?โย
At that, Chris smirked. โHe misses his wife.โย
โI do not,โ Seungmin was quick to snap, though for the first time that morning, Sky caught a glimpse of his teeth as he smiled. โI'm just tired. I want to go home.โย
โYeah, to your wife,โ Chris snorted. โAnd he makes fun of me for being sappy.โ
โWell, you are very sappy,โ Y/N smiled, her hand secretly smoothing over his back. โGive the man a break โฆ it must be exhausting, pretending to be so emotionless all the time.โ
Seungmin turned slitted eyes onto his friend. โI don't pretend.โ
โSure you don't,โ Y/N said sweetly. โIt's okay to acknowledge you have a heart sometimes. I've seen it in full force before.โ
Eyes narrowing further, Seungmin grumbled under his breath, making both Chris and Y/N laugh.ย
โHave a cookie,โ Seungmin changed the conversation by dumping a thick, chocolatey cookie into the saucer beside Sky's mug. โAnd ignore everyone else. They aren't worth your time.โ
โI agree with that,โ Chris said thoughtfully. He was about to speak again when the door to the cafรฉ opened, a new customer entering the cosy space.
Y/N wrinkled her nose. โOh dear.โย
Intrigued by her mother's tone of voice, Sky turned to look over her shoulder. Her eyes bugged out of her head at the sight of the newcomer, and she watched in disbelief as Ella, her previous best friend, made her way to the counter where both Chris and Y/N suddenly looked very uncomfortable.ย
Before she could order, Ella's gaze dropped onto Sky. Her eyes rounded ever so slightly, but then they filled with a satisfaction that immediately had Sky's blood boiling in her veins.
โOh, hi Sky,โ Ella smirked, folding her arms across her chest. โFancy seeing you here.โย
Sky stared.
โWhat do you think I should get? I can't decide โฆ maybe I should order the whole menu. I'm sure no one would mind,โ Ella provoked. She examined her nails, well aware of Sky bristling from her seat at the counter.
โWhat are you doing here?โ Sky asked coldly.
Ella sneered. โDon't get excited. I'm not here to see you. Just wanted a drink.โย ย
โReally? Out of every cafรฉ in town, you had to come to this one?โ Sky's chin tipped up the way it always did when she was irritated. โYou're not welcome here.โย
โSky,โ Y/N warned gently, her voice soft.ย
But Sky barely registered it. The roaring in her head was too loud all of a sudden, and she curled her fingers into fists by her side.ย
โNo? It's a free country. I can go wherever I want,โ Ella snapped back. โIf I want to come here, I will. I'll come here everyday and get your parents to wait on me hand and foot โฆ you know, since it's their job - โย
Her last few words were cut off as Sky's vision blurred. She barely knew what had happened until it was too late; her hand had struck something warm and solid, and after a sharp crack, Ella stumbled back into the stools, clutching her cheek.
โSky!โ Chris exclaimed, eyebrows shooting up his forehead in shock. โThat's enough. Hands behind your back, please. Out of sight.โย
Her father's words seemed to be the only things that cut through the static in her mind. Breathing prickly, Sky hastily tangled her fingers together behind herself, just as her father had taught her to a long time ago. It was strange how it worked; if she couldn't see her hands, she couldn't do anymore damage.
Most of the time.ย
โAre you alright?โ She faintly heard Y/N ask Ella, with a kindness she didn't deserve. Sky watched as Ella dropped her hand from her face and looked up at Y/N with such vehemence that she wasn't surprised when she felt her father's hand clasp her shoulder in a firm, but gentle grip.ย
Without confirming or denying, Ella's eyes scanned around the room with embarrassment. She stumbled into the nearby table before legging it out of the throng of surprised customers and disappeared out of the door.ย
Seungmin couldn't help it; he had watched the entire scene in silence, and now, he snorted with laughter in a way that made Chris glare at him with frustration.
โWow,โ Seungmin ignored the look in his friend's eyes. โNever a dull day with our Sky around.โย
At that, Sky's face crumpled. She pushed her stool back and darted behind the counter, heading towards the back room. The door shut behind her with a slam, leaving the three adults to share a glance amongst themselves.ย
Y/N sighed, her expression sympathetic. โI'll go check on her.โย
โI'm coming with you,โ Chris said. โSeungmin, man the desk.โ
โIt's not a desk,โ Seungmin rolled his eyes up to the ceiling. โWhat else do you think I've been doing all morning? Go on โฆ go see if the troublemaker is okay.โย
Chris flashed him a grateful smile. โWe'd be lost without you, Kim Seungmin.โ
โYeah. I know.โย
Chuckling, Chris patted Seungmin's shoulder before following his wife into the backroom. She was already there, and his gaze landed on Sky curled up on the floor, nestled against one of the stock shelves that were home to sacks of coffee beans. Her face was tucked up against the tops of her knees, her arms tight around her legs, and Chris's heart twinged at the sight of her.
โKy?โ Y/N hummed, crouching down beside their daughter. She reached out a soft hand, placing it on one of Sky's arms. โAre you alright, darling?โย
Sky sniffled and shook her head hastily. โI failed.โย
โYou didn't fail, sweetheart,โ Y/N frowned, carding her fingers through Sky's ruffled hair. โI saw the hesitation in your face before. That's not failing, baby. You tried.โย
โNo, I failed,โ Sky finally looked up, her cheeks and her nose red, her eyes glistening in the dim lighting. โI'm sorry. I didn't mean to โฆ I โฆ I - โย
Exhaling slowly, Y/N reached for the girl and pulled her into her arms, just as Chris kneeled at Sky's other side, his fingers warm on top of her head. His gaze was locked onto his wife's as they embraced her together, silent understanding and communication travelling to and fro via their gazes, and Chris's lips curved up into a sad smile as he continued to caress Sky's head.ย
โI hate being like this,โ Sky sobbed into her mother's chest, her body trembling against her father's. โI hate that I โฆ can't control myself. I โฆ I didn't even see it coming. It just happens and I fail every single time โฆ โ
โYou didn't fail,โ Chris repeated Y/N's words. โYou made a mistake - making mistakes doesn't mean you're failing, princess. Making mistakes is a part of learning and growing.โย
โBut I slapped her,โ Sky exploded again, a fat tear rolling off her cheek.
Chris's lips twitched. โYou did do that, huh?โย
She could see the teasing sparkle in her father's eyes, and her face crumpled all over again. โDad โฆ โย
โListen to me,โ Chris grinned and kissed Sky's temple. โYes you hit her, but, if you think about it, it wasn't as bad as you used to be. You could have punched her again โฆ a slap is very different.โ
โIt's still violent,โ Sky protested.
โIt is,โ Y/N agreed. โBut, it's still an improvement. You're not going to immediately get better overnight, darling. Healing takes time, and it's full of setbacks and little slip ups. Trust me. I do think your boxing is helping โฆ it'll just take a little more time than you think.โย
Sky was quiet for a while. When she spoke again, her voice came out in a hoarse whisper that broke both adults' hearts. โI don't want to grow up to be violent. I โฆ I can't stand people like that. I don't want to be one of them.โ
โYou are not one of them,โ Chris said firmly, tilting Sky's face up with a gentle finger on the underside of her chin. โYou know how I know?โ
Sky's lip wobbled as she looked at him for an answer.
โI know, because you're already doing something about it,โ Chris hummed. โYou identified a problem, and you're working to get better. Most people who struggle like this don't think there's anything wrong with their actions, and therefore they never get better, or change. But you're working really hard, and you want to change. One day, you're gonna look back on all of this and it'll feel like a distant dream. You're not always gonna be like this, baby. Learning how to control your emotions doesn't make you weak - it makes you strong.โย
At that, Sky turned around in her mother's arms and threw herself into her father's. Y/N smiled as she watched Chris hug her tightly, her fingers lightly dusting off the back of her top.
โUncle Seungmin's gonna make fun of me,โ Sky said suddenly.ย
Chris started to chuckle. โYeah, he probably will. But he might also just give you a hug. He might feel โฆ sympathetic.โ
โUgh. I think that's worse,โ Sky grimaced as she pulled away from her father. She took a deep breath before releasing it again, her entire body sagging as she chewed on her lip. โI'm sorry. For hitting her. I just โฆ got really angry. I mean, who does she think she is? She makes my life at school a living hell, takes all of my friends, and now she thinks she can come to my family's cafรฉ? And then she was so rude. You're not her waiters. She's a bitch.โย
Chris secretly grinned at his wife over the top of Sky's head.
โI mean โฆ you do have several points there,โ Chris patted Sky's back. โEven though you went about it in the wrong way, she'll probably never set foot in here again.โ
โGood,โ Sky grumbled. โShe can stay away.โ
โIs your hand okay?โ Y/N asked then, cocking her head to the side. โIt was a pretty โฆ energetic slap.โ
Sky flushed. She raised the hand in question, holding up her palm. โIt's fine. Just red.โย
Fingers gentle on her wrist, Chris leaned close and pressed a fat kiss to the centre of Sky's palm. It made her giggle and she snatched her hand back, her eyes beginning to twinkle again.
โSilly billy,โ Chris grinned, giving her another squeeze. โNow โฆ you plan on staying here all day? You can't delay uncle Seungmin's teasing forever.โย
*โ*โ*
โStop laughing,โ Y/N reprimanded her husband, though her own face was full of mirth as she slid into bed beside him that night. โHonestly, Christopher โฆ โ
Lips pressed together to prevent himself from laughing again, Chris didn't last very long; he erupted with another fit of breathless chuckles, his head falling and landing against Y/N as he pinched the bridge of his nose with his index finger and thumb.
โHer face,โ Chris wheezed, his bare shoulders shaking with the intensity of his laugh attack. โOh gosh โฆ fuck โฆ she looked so smug and then Sky came in all like boom - โ
โYou're such a bad influence,โ Y/N tutted, a bubble of laughter escaping her too. โPoor Ky โฆ she looked distraught afterwards.โ
โYeah,โ Chris sighed, deflating as his energy left him soon after. โThe other girl kinda deserved it though. What a cunt.โย
โStop beefing with a seventeen year old,โ Y/N grabbed her pillow from behind her and swatted her husband with it.ย
Chris chuckled, grabbing the pillow and moving it out of reach. โIf someone hurts our daughter, of course I'm gonna have beef with them. No one makes our Ky sad and gets away with it.โย
She was about to reply when Chris smushed the pillow into her face. He burst into another round of hushed laughter as they both kicked around the bedsheets, and Y/N's face was flushed, gaspy giggles leaving her when her gaze landed on her husband on top of her, his devilish face grinning at her struggle.
โThis is where she gets it from, you know,โ Y/N huffed, jabbing her knee up between his legs. It was cushioned by the duvet on top of her, but Chris groaned nonetheless, and he flopped down on top of her with a contented smile.
As if he had planned their current position all along.ย
โMaybe,โ Chris yawned, nuzzling his face into the crook of his wife's neck. โBut you're the one who started it.โย
Y/N giggled. โLet me finish it then.โ
Her fingers were warm on his jaw as she turned his face towards her; her legs tangled with his, just as her lips closed over the soft comfort of his mouth. It earned a satisfied groan from him, andย Chris couldn't help but fully melt into her, his entire bodyweight giving out as he cocooned her into their bed.ย
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Complete silence engulfed Y/N when she stepped inside. It was, after all, nearly two in the morning; the living room was cloaked in shadows, the faintest sliver of moonlight outlining the sofas and cabinets with the essence of ivory. She was extra careful when slipping her key back into her pocket before padding around the furniture, heading towards the door at the other end. Through the faint crack between the bottom of the door and the floor, Y/N could make out a faint sliver of light, and she hesitated. She retreated and turned towards the kitchen instead.
Y/N knew Chris was awake, no doubt lost in the depths of the maze of his own mind - a place she found him in more often than she could count. She found two of the largest mugs in Chris and Jeongin's cupboards, and looking at both of the mugs, Y/N chewed her lower lip.ย
Y/N: Are you awake??ย
Yenie ๐ต: Creepy question. But yes. I'm awake
Y/N: Do you want some hot chocolate?
Yenie ๐ต: You're here???
Yenie ๐ต: I didn't hear you ๐ง
Y/N: ๐๐๐
Yenie ๐ต: I would
Yenie ๐ต: Like someย
Yenie ๐ต: Please
Reaching for a third fat mug, Y/N soon stirred up a steaming batch of hot chocolate, its fragrant warmth thawing the cold she had brought with her from outside. She sprinkled some extra chocolate onto the froth before making her way to the Jeongin's bedroom, knocking softly on the door.
โIs that my hot chocolate?โ Jeongin called out, and Y/N laughed to herself as she pushed open his door. He was laying upside down on his bed, a thick headband pushing his hair up in spikes away from his forehead. A creamy coloured sheet mask hid his features, and Y/N almost jumped at the sight of him, making him grin devilishly as his head hung off the end of his bed.
โWhere do you want me to put it?โ Y/N asked with a smile.
Jeongin sat up then, crossing his legs underneath him as he reached for the mug.ย
โThanks,โ Jeongin pulled a funny face at her before taking a sip. He exhaled before taking another, and Y/N crossed her arms, satisfied.
โGood?โ
Jeongin nodded. โAre you here to see Channie hyung?โ
Y/N nodded. โHow is he?โ
โYou haven't seen him yet?โ
โNope. Thought I'd make hot chocolate first.โย
Jeongin grimaced. โGood luck.โ
Laughing, Y/N cocked her head at him. โWhat's that supposed to mean?โ
โThanks for the hot chocolate,โ Jeongin flicked his thumb up at her in response, making her grin. โGet out.โย
โWow, okay,โ Y/N giggled, and she moved towards the door. โGoodnight?โ
Jeongin's eyes sparkled. โGoodnight.โย
Chris's room was as neat and tidy as ever; the carefully thought out light systems that adorned the walls were glowing on their lowest setting, blanketing the space with a gentle ambiance. Light waves of cedar and vanilla and the familiar sweetness of skin musk enveloped Y/N with a welcoming caress as she quietly shut the door behind her. She couldn't help but notice the bed in the middle. Its sheets were pristine and completely crease free. The woman lightly shook her head to herself with a near silent sigh as her gaze travelled to Chris who was sitting at his windowsill, head against the glass. His face was tilted up as she had guessed it would be, moonlight spilling onto his ethereal features as he blinked up at the giant light in the sky in silent wonder. He turned a moment later as if sensing a change in the atmosphere behind him, and faint surprise flickered in his eyes before melting and turning into the quietest of relief.ย
โYou should have told me you were coming,โ Chris's voice was low as Y/N moved towards him. She slid an arm around his strong shoulders after depositing one of the mugs into his chilled hands, and the man immediately dropped his head against her stomach as his eyes fluttered shut. โMmm โฆ coulda picked you up.โย
At that, Y/N smiled. She rubbed his shoulder softly, coaxing a gentle grunt out of him. โAnd miss seeing you sitting here brooding like a lone wolf? No thanks.โย
Chuckling under his breath, Chris looked up at her. โI missed you. Thanks for the drink.โย
She hummed in acknowledgement. โI missed you,โ Y/N whispered back as she traced her fingers over his face. He leaned into her touch; her palm was warm on his cheek, and Y/N brushed her thumb over his jaw as she pressed a tender kiss to his temple. โYour bed's all made up. Again.โย
Chris wrinkled his nose. He looked down and reached for Y/N's hand, entwining their fingers. He gently tugged and signalled for her to sit down with him. So she did, settling herself beside him as his gaze returned to the window.
โBedโs uncomfy,โ Chris said quietly, leaning his head against the window pain. His eyes were hooded; they followed the movement outside slowly, the rich brown orbs flashing with flickers of cherry and amber as vehicles travelled down the roads. They looked almost like toy cars from here, each one whizzing down the matching slender roads. โBeen uncomfy for weeks now โฆ โย
Sitting with her back against the opposite wall to where Chris leaned, Y/N turned her gaze onto him. The planes of his face were angular, sharp under the night's blue shroud; she caught them softening ever so slightly when he returned her look, and the mild furrow between his brows dissolved a fraction.ย
The woman sighed lightly. She knew what he was thinking, what it was that he was feeling; Chris always missed his home, but his heart had been aching for the vast fields and fresh air more than usual lately. It broke Y/N's heart knowing that she couldn't do anything about it. If Y/N had her way, she would fly him home and make him stay there. But Chris was stubborn, and she knew his career currently had its claws into the forefront of the man's mind.ย
โI bet Berry keeps your bed warm every night,โ Y/N said.ย
Chris's eyes watered.ย
Y/N's smile was gentle as she looked at him over the rim of her mug. โIf I steal the Opera House and put it outside your window, will you sleep?โ
There it was - that deep, throaty chuckle that set Y/N's marrow alight. The man adjusted a little, his head tilting back against the wall as he looked at her through his slitted eyes, the shadows making them glisten like discs of onyx.ย
โYou're funny,โ Chris huffed.ย
โI know.โย
He smiled then, his thumb tracing over the back of her hand in the minimal space between them. โHome doesn't feel so far away when you're here.โ
Y/N's eyes lit up her entire face. They crinkled in response to his words, and Chris raised their entwined hands slowly before pressing the warmth of his lips to her knuckles.ย
But his eyes returned with the distant look he had sported a mere few moments ago, and Y/N frowned.ย
โWhat are you thinking about?โย
Chris blinked. โHmm?โย
โI asked what you were thinking about,โ Y/N let out a soft puff of laughter. โYou okay?โย
โMmm โฆ โ Chris nodded, blinking again as if to clear whatever cobwebs had draped themselves over the inner depths of his mind.ย
Y/N squeezed his hand. โJust one of those nights, huh?โ
He nodded again.ย
โWell, that's okay,โ Y/N hummed as she looked up at the navy clouds. โYou don't have to force yourself to be happy all the time. Sometimes it's good to just โฆ let yourself be sad.โ
Chris smiled, the corners of his pretty mouth curling up at the corners. โI love that about you, you know? You let me sulk.โย
Y/N grinned. โMaybe it's for my own selfish reasons. You're adorable when you sulk.โย
Her words made Chris chuckle under his breath. He sat up then, and he wriggled closer to her, his bare shoulder bumping hers in gentle greeting. The lights below them shone against the raindrop stained window and reflected against the pits of the man's eyes as he looked at her, turning them into multidimensional jewels that sparkled when he smiled. Y/N found herself automatically leaning closer to him, her cheek brushing the curve of his shoulder as she dropped a lingering kiss to his skin there.ย
Chris reached for her hand again, tangling their fingers in his lap. For a while, they were both silent, watching the cars move in the distance as they sipped their hot chocolate. Then Chris spoke, and his voice was so quiet yet so full of emotion that Y/N's chest twinged.ย
โWhat do you reckon it'd feel like if everyone in the whole world liked you?โ
It was Y/N's turn to blink. She surveyed Chris's face, taking in the pure vulnerability laid out on his sculpted features.
โIs that what's been bothering you?โ she asked softly.ย
He shrugged again. He shook his head, his nose wrinkling a little. โNah.โ And then, โBut โฆ don't you think it'd feel pretty amazing?โย
โChristopher โฆ is that what you really want?โย
He didn't reply this time. Just looked at her, his bottom lip caught anxiously between his teeth.ย
โOkay โฆ well, let's say everyone in the world did like you,โ Y/N hummed. โWhat then?โย
โThen โฆ maybe I'd feel satisfied. Like I'm โฆ โย
His words trailed off into a mumble, his head dipping so she couldn't see his face. But he looked up again after a second, turning his gaze back onto the damp scene beyond the window.ย
โI don't know,โ he sighed suddenly. โI just โฆ I know it's stupid. But I can't stop thinking about it. In the back of my mind I keep wondering what it'd feel like โฆ if the whole world liked me, would I feel better about myself? Would I still feel the need to work so hard? Because right now โฆ right now I break my back for the people around me and honestly? I don't think any one of them could care less.โย
His words flew out of his mouth like little shards of glass, lodging themselves into Y/N's chest. It was one thing silently knowing what Chris felt, but it was another thing completely for him to say the words aloud. Y/N knew well just how much Chris had been struggling lately; he was nowhere near satisfied with his current situation, and he wore himself down to the bone day after day, night after night, in the hopes that somehow the void in his heart would finally fill over - for good. Yet all that he felt he had achieved was pure exhaustion, every new day piling onto his broad shoulders like a tonne of jagged boulders. Y/N knew first hand just how hard he tried to keep the people around him happy. She also knew just how little the care he showed was reciprocated; Chris often acted like he didn't care. Brushed it off with his easy smile and gentle disposition. But Y/N could see just how much it hurt him sometimes - and it broke her heart, knowing how he was treated.ย
โDo you really think if the whole world liked you, it'd fix everything?โ Y/N's voice was gentle, like a kiss against his cheek.ย
Chris was quiet. His shoulders fell and he looked down at their clasped hands, the way her fingers fit so perfectly in the gaps of his own.ย
โEven if everyone alive loved you, I don't think it would change anything,โ Y/N said as she traced her thumb over his knuckles. โPeople come and go, their opinions change and warp with time โฆ it's a fickle world out there. Their opinion could be the absolute best of you but โฆ somehow I don't think that would change anything with how you perceive yourself.โย
Chris gave her a sidelong glance. His mouth twitched, and he let out a soft puff of laughter. โWow. So I'm just destined to hate myself forever, huh?โย
โThat's not what I meant,โ Y/N tutted and gently bumped her arm against his as he chuckled again. โI just mean โฆ your problems all share one thing in common. You're not satisfied with yourself. About anything. Who you are as a person, your looks, your work, your choices โฆ they're all things to do with you, not other people. That's why I don't think people loving you more would help.โย
She leaned her chin on her shoulder then, looking up at him as Chris's eyes found her own. Her hand ran softly up and down his back, his skin velvety beneath her fingers. โI just think โฆ you need to finally accept yourself for who you are. You're all you have, Christopher Bahng. I know people haven't been very nice to you in the past, and have made fun of how you look, or your name, or just who you are in general โฆ but Chris, none of their words held any truth. If they couldn't understand the goodness and the beauty that you carry, then that's on them - and they don't deserve to have their words living in your brain to this day, you know? And look โฆ I could sit here and let my voice go hoarse from telling you over and over just how beautiful I think you are and how proud of you I am, and how much I love you โฆ but none of that is going to make any difference to you if you've still got your door closed.โย
Y/N wasn't surprised when she saw crystalline tears dripping off of his nose and splashing onto his thighs a second later. But her eyes softened nonetheless and she set her mug aside before fully pulling the man into her arms, letting him bury his face into the crook of her neck like a clingy puppy.
โI โฆ I don't know how,โ Chris sobbed into her skin, his fingers clutching at her top. โI've tried but I just โฆ can't.โ
โYou can, baby,โ Y/N whispered. โI know you can. You just need to be gentle with yourself. This is going to take time โฆ healing is never going to be linear, Chris. It's ugly, and it's painful, but you'll get there. I promise you will.โย
He raised his head then, tears streaming down his face like shooting stars, and Y/N cupped his cheeks with a tenderness that made more tears flood his eyelashes. โAnd you do not need everyone to love you, Christopher. You have people around you who love you very much โฆ you just need to remind yourself that you're worthy of receiving it. Because you are, baby. You so are.โย
Sniffing hard, Chris scrunched his eyes tight as Y/N caressed his tears away. He didn't say anything, just held onto her a little firmer and let himself be held by the steady reassurance of Y/N's arms.ย
โI want to go home,โ Chris gasped then, words muffled against Y/N's chest.ย
โI know baby,โ Y/N's own eyes squeezed shut as she kept stroking the long curls of his hair.ย
โI miss Berry,โ Chris hiccuped. โAnd I miss dad. I miss mum โฆ โย
Y/N was crying now too, her tears silently trickling down her cheeks and into Chris's hair. It was all she could do to slip off from her awkward position on the windowsill and tug Chris with her to his bed, where she fluffed up his pillows and tucked him in beside her.ย
Curling her arms back around him again, Y/N reached for his phone on the nightstand and slipped it into his hand. โCall them,โ she said simply, kissing his forehead.ย
Rubbing the back of his hand over his nose, Chris nodded. But his face broke into a watery smile a second later, and he sighed, dropping his head to her shoulder.ย
โIn a bit,โ Chris sniffled. โBet my face looks like a wreck right now.โย
Giggling at that, Y/N cupped his jaw. โLemme see?โย
She studied his face with an exaggerated expression on her own, her fingers tracing the redness of his cheeks, the soft swelling of his eyelids. She smiled warmly, and leaning closer, Y/N pressed her forehead against the overwhelming heat of his.ย
โYou look beautiful,โ she whispered, stroking her hands down his arms.ย
Chris chuckled against her lips. Blinking away the last of his tears, Chris looped his arms around Y/N's waist and tugged until she was pressed flush against the bare skin of his torso, and he grinned, closing the space to tenderly press his mouth against hers.ย
Synopsis: Detective Christopher Bang has finally found peaceโwith a new life, a new love, and a past heโs sworn to forget. But when a jewel thief thought to be long gone resurfaces, leaving behind a familiar trail of silver, the lines between his obsession and his desire begin to blur. And the more he discovers, the harder it gets to tell who's really playing the game.
Author's note: Since this fic is not doing well (๐) I'll just continue it on my Patreon but let me know what you think.
The fileโs open and so is the case board.
Chris stares at the printouts in front of him, the crime scene photos from MESA gallery laid out in perfect symmetry. The glittering trace of silver dust sits dead centerโzoomed in, highlighted, enhanced, but none of it tells him what he needs to know.
Is it Silvene? Or is it someone pretending to be?
He leans back in his chair, arms folded, eyes dragging across the whiteboard filled with strings and names and arrows pointing nowhere. The hum of the precinct buzzes in the background, a static noise heโs learned to block out. Itโs just him and the pieces Silvene left behind.
A few more hours, maybe a day until the lab result is out and heโll know if the silver dust from the glass casing matches the samples from Silveneโs old hits.
However, Chris still doesnโt know which answer he wants more. If itโs not her, then it means someoneโs copying her. Someone arrogant or foolish enough to mimic her modus operandi.
And if it is herโฆ
He runs a hand through his hair as he thinks of the possibility. If itโs her, then sheโs been here all along. Watching, waiting, picking her moment like a cat watching mice grow comfortable and itโs only about time until she pounces on him.
Itโs been nearly a year of silence, of cold trails and unanswered questions, of sleepless nights wondering how a ghost could vanish without leaving a single trace. Now, as he flips through the evidence again, slower this time. Same M.O, same precision, same arrogance, but something about this one feelsโฆ deliberate. A tease, a new game.
Chris clenches his jaw, he picks up the silver-laced photo and stares at it again until it blurs. His head hurts. His eyes ache, but he canโt look away. No. not yet.
***
The apartment is small but it feels big when youโre alone.
You glance at the clock again and then at your phone. As expected, thereโs still no reply.
Chris had missed dinner more than a dozen of times before but each time, heโd leave a text telling you that he couldnโt make it or he had dinner plans with colleagues or friends. And you hadnโt really expected him to make it home in time either, not with his job or the way heโs been lately, but stillโฆ you had hoped.
You pull your legs to your chest on the sofa, blanket pooled around you. Your phone rests on the cushion beside you and you check it again anyway, just in case you somehow missed a buzz or a chime or something when you were too deep in your head.
Nothing.
You know in his line of job, things can get dangerous and that he doesnโt always have time to answer, but the not knowingโฆ the silenceโit gnaws at you. You bite your bottom lip, squeezing at the edge of the cushion and try not to spiral.
You pick up the phone again, your thumb hovering over his name. Needing to hear his voice, needing to know that heโs okay. As youโre about to press call, the faint chime of the elevator echoes from the hallway.
Please let it be him. You quietly murmur as you wait for footsteps coming your way and not long after, you hear the sound of a key turning in the lock.
You jump to your feet, heartbeat skipping. Youโre already halfway to the door when it opensโand there he is. You breathe out a shaky little laugh and give him your brightest smile, voice soft and full of quiet relief.
โWelcome home, baby.โ
His smile is automatic, but it doesnโt quite reach his eyes. Itโs thin, faint and stretched tight with something you canโt quite put your finger onโbut itโs there. You know him too well not to notice.
Still, you step into him, arms wrapping around his frame as you press a gentle kiss to his lips.
โHey,โ you murmur, pulling back just enough to look up at him. โI missed you.โ
His answer comes low, almost mumbled. โMissed you too.โ
It sounds like a rehearsed line, a reflex. Something he knows heโs supposed to say, not something he feels. You study his face for another second and notice the way his shoulders sit a little heavier than usual, the way his eyes donโt linger on yours. You get the urge to ask, but something in you tells you not to push. Not yet.
โAre you hungry?โ you ask instead. โI can make something up for you.โ
He shakes his head slowly. โIโm not hungry, no.โ
You nod, trying not to let the quiet ache in your chest show on your face. โOkay.โ
He leans down, presses a quick kiss to your temple. โIโm gonna put my stuff away.โ
โOkay, baby,โ you softly answer as you let him go.
You watch him disappear into the bedroom and soon, you hear the familiar sound of his badge and holster being placed on the dresser. But you just stand there, wondering why it still feels wrong?
After a while, you walk toward the bedroom and linger by the doorway as you watch him moves around the room, putting things away and then taking pieces of his clothing off one by one, precisely, methodically. Heโs there but heโs merely a vessel and thatโs when you know whatโs wrong.
Chris is here, but not here.
-
A plan is set in motion as Chris is in the shower.
You dim the lights until the room is bathed in soft golden shadows. A single candle flickers on the nightstand, its warm, floral scent blooming in the air. The sheets are turned down, the pillows fluffed. Everything is set for calm, for comfort.
For the final touch, you change into a silk night dress and perch yourself on the bed, legs folded under you as you wait. While youโre busy making your hair falls perfectly down your shoulder, the bathroom door creaks open.
Chris steps out, his curls are damp and tousled, his pale skin flushed from the shower. His dark boxers sit low on his hips and you catch a bead of water rolling down the outline of his abs, the sight drawing your eyes for just a second too long. When he sees you and the glow of the room youโve created, his brows rise in faint surprise.
โWhatโs going on?โ He asks, the smile that spreads across his lips is softer this time. More genuine.
The shower seems to help shedding a layer of exhaustion off him already. You brightly smile back at him and pat the mattress beside you. โCome here,โ you say gently.
He quirks a brow, something playful dancing in his eyes and without words, he obeys, sinking onto the edge of the bed, back straight, legs parted. You move behind him, kneeling, your hands finding his broad shoulders before your arms wrap around his torso. You draw him close to your chest, holding him there, just breathing with him for a beat.
โJust sit back and relax,โ you softly murmur close to his ear and then come the kisses.
You place slow, soft kisses down his warm skin. One pressed to the slope of his shoulder, another to the warm skin of his neck and then his jaw next. You feel him exhale beneath your mouth, and when you tilt his face slightly toward you, he lets you take his lips too. A gentle kiss, but he lingers in it.
โWhat do you have in mind, mmh?โ he murmurs, lips ghosting against yours, voice dipped in mischief.
You rest your cheek against his. โYou seem tired,โ you whisper. โSoโฆ Iโll try to help you relax.โ
That earns you a perk of his brow and a low hum. There's a spark behind his eyes nowโa glint you know all too well. You let his imagination run free for a second as you crawl off the bed, letting him watch as your nightdress hitching just high enough to reveal the edge of your black underwear. You hear his breath catch ever so slightly and you take your time to get the bottle of massage oil on the nightstand.
As you turn back toward him, your voice feather-light as you ask, โWould you like a massage?โ
Chris lets out a slow sigh, almost like heโs disappointed, and his smile curves into something teasing, but his eyesโhis eyes stay locked on you.
โYes,โ he says, voice low and amused. โIโd love a massage.โ
Bringing the massage oil with you, you settle yourself behind him, your knees bracketing his hips as you uncork the massage oil. The scent of lavender mingles with the candleโs vanilla warmth, thickening the air with something soft and sweet, something indulgent. You pour a small amount into your palms and warm it with a slow rub between your hands. Then, gently, you press your palms to Chrisโs bare shoulders.
Heโs warm under your touch. The muscles beneath your fingers are tight, coiled with tension. You start slow, lathering his skin in broad strokes, letting the oil glide over him before you begin to knead with your thumbs pressing into the hard knots that have built up under his skin.
โYouโre so tense, babyโฆโ you murmur, voice sultry as it grazes the shell of his ear.
Chris only hums in response, a deep, rumbling sound in his chest as he bows his head slightly, giving you better access. You smile at the silent trust, the quiet surrender. Your fingers work with firm, practiced pressure, tracing the stress buried in his shoulders, down the line of his spine, and along the curve of his back. Each time he exhales, you feel the weight lift from him little by little, his body slowly melting into your touch.
He doesnโt need to use words because you can tell by the way his shoulders drop, by how he leans into you ever so slightly, that heโs letting himself go.
Once youโre satisfied with the tension youโve released, you smooth your fingers into his hair, slicking them gently back as you start a slow, rhythmic massage on his scalp. Your nails drag lightly across his skin, and his breath catches again from ease, from comfort youโre bringing upon him. You smile to yourself as you lean in, pressing a soft kiss to the top of his head before slowly guiding his chin up with your fingertips.
โHey,โ you whisper, lips hovering just above his.
Chris opens his eyes, and that softness in his gaze is there, unguarded, unburdened. Heโs slowly coming back to the man you know and endeared. You tilt your head and capture his mouth in an upside-down kiss, a soft press of lips that speaks of love more than anything else.
When you pull away, his eyes are still closed yet a quiet smile tugging at the corners of his mouth and in that moment, you know youโve reached him.
Now that heโs relaxed, comfortable and safe. You gently pull him flush against you, your legs still bracket his sides as you nestle comfortably on the bed, arms looping around his torso. The smooth warmth of his skin contrasts with the cool air between your bodies, and you rest your chin gently on his shoulder, breathing in the clean scent of his soap.
โHow was your day?โ you ask softly, voice barely louder than a whisper, as if anything louder might break the fragile peace between you.
Chris sighsโlong and heavy, but not unhappy. He leans back into you slightly, letting his head tip to the side. โThere was a robbery at the MESA gallery,โ he murmurs, eyes fixed ahead, almost absentmindedly. โSame MO as someone Iโve been chasing for months. Could be them. Could be a copycat. Lab results havenโt come in yet.โ
You say nothing, giving him space to let it out, your fingers tracing idle shapes over his chest. โAnd how do you feel about it?โ you finally ask.
โLike theyโre taunting me,โ he admits after a beat. โWhoever it isโฆ they know what theyโre doing. And itโs like theyโre daring me to catch them.โ
You hum in acknowledgment, hugging him tighter, your lips brushing the curve of his shoulder as you press a soft kiss there. Then, you turn slightly and tuck your face close to his, fingers brushing gently through his hair. โYouโll get them,โ you say with quiet conviction. โYou always do.โ
He scoffs lightly, but thereโs affection in his breath, the edge of a smile forming at the corner of his mouth.
You press a kiss to his cheek before adding playfully, โAnd Detective Bang will save the world once again.โ
A low, genuine chuckle spills out of his mouth and it warms your chest. It rumbles in his throat and you feel it through your arms, the sound grounding you both.
The laughter lingers for a moment until he catches your chin, turning your face toward his with gentle fingers. His eyes meet yours, warm and wanting, and then he leans in. His lips press against yours, a tender kiss born from gratitude and fondness. But it builds quickly, deepening with every brush and tilt of your mouths. His hand slides to the nape of your neck, keeping you there, while your fingers wander over his chest, then lower still, skimming the tight lines of his abs.
Your breathing grows shallow as the kiss consumes you both, tongues tangled in slow, intoxicating rhythm. You let your hand drift lower, dipping beneath the waistband of his boxers, where you find his semi-hard in your palm and the warmth of his length sends a flicker of heat through your body.
You stroke his cock gently, teasingly, relishing the quiet, stuttering breath he exhales against your lips. Then you pull back just enough to whisper, voice sultry and soft. โOh, babyโฆโ your lips graze his as you speak, โyouโre tense in here too.โ
Chris groans softly at your words, and the sound alone tells you heโs yoursโutterly, completely, right here in your hands.
โLet me take care of you, mmh?โ you whisper, your lips brushing his ear as the words melt against his skin.
Without words, he sinks back into you, surrendering without resistance, his body relaxing between your arms. His hands find your thighs, fingers curling into the soft flesh like heโs trusting himself to you.
You shift slightly, your arms moving with practiced ease as you tug his boxers down just enough to free his hardening member out of its confine. Heโs already firm in your palm, and you wrap your fingers around him again, drawing out a soft, broken sound from deep in his chest.
Your strokes are slow and measured. You want him to feel all of it. Every bit of tenderness, every ounce of care. Chrisโs eyes flutter shut, lips parted, and his head tilts slightly back against your shoulder. You take the opportunity to press gentle kisses to his temple, the corner of his eye, the edge of his jaw.
โLook at youโฆโ you murmur sweetly into his ear, the words warm and affectionate, โletting me take care of you.โ
A kiss follows, right on his jawline, and he shudders beneath your mouth. Your other hand moves to brush the hair off his forehead, fingertips skimming down his cheek while your strokes grow more purposeful, steady and sure.
His breathing quickens. His grip on your thighs tightens, fingertips digging in, leaving crescent marks on the skin. His chest rises and falls, every breath heavier than the last.
โDoes it feel good, baby?โ you ask softly, your voice pure silk.
He tries to answer, but it comes out as a groanโa choked, helpless sound that tells you everything you need to know. You kiss his open mouth, catching the sound between your lips, swallowing it whole. He leans into you more, melting, unraveling beneath your hands.
You feel the change in his bodyโthe subtle shift in tension, the twitch of his hips, the low whine that slips from his throat. You know heโs close.
โAre you going to come for me?โ you whisper against his cheek, breath warm, words thick with affection.
ย โYeahโฆโ His answer is immediate, voice strained, needy. โYeah.โ
You smile against his skin, so full of love and pride in how he gives himself over to you completely. You kiss him again, slow yet deeper and then quicken your strokes, your hand moving fluidly over him.
With how fast youโre pumping his cock and the way heโs twitching in your palm, Chris breaks with a gasp, his release spilling over your hand, thick and warm. You donโt stop right away. You slow your movements, easing him through it, drawing every last flicker of pleasure from him until he collapses fully against you, chest heaving, body flushed a lovely red.
You cradle him gently, arms wrapped around his chest, your cheek resting against the side of his face. โYouโre doing so well, baby,โ you whisper, fingers stroking his chest in slow, soothing patterns.
Chris turns his head just enough to look at you with his eyes heavy-lidded but soft, a faint, satisfied smile tugging at his lips. He leans in slowly and kisses you, tender and grateful, and you hold him tighter. You kiss him back just as slowly, memorizing the feel of him, the weight of him in your arms, the way his body melts into yours like he belongs there. And maybe this is the only place he can really rest.
Your fingers trace idle patterns on his skin, your lips brushing against the side of his face, and as his breathing begins to even out, you feel his hand gently squeeze your thigh and, in that moment, as you hold him and his heartbeat slows under your touch, you tell yourselfโ
No matter how far his mind strays, you hope he always finds his way back to you.
-
The soft rustling pulls you out of sleepโfabric shifting, the faint clink of metal, the almost-silent zip of a jacket. Your lashes flutter as you force your eyes open, the bluish tint of early morning bleeding through the curtains. You blink a few times, trying to focus and Chris is standing there, already dressed, already moving. He's buckling his gun holster, jaw tight in the hush of dawn.
You prop yourself up on one elbow, voice thick with sleep as you call him. โBaby?โ
He startles just a little before turning to face you, his expression softening with guilt. โSorry. Didnโt mean to wake you.โ
You glance at the clock. 5:47 a.m. โโฆWhy are you up this early?โ you mumble, rubbing at your eyes.
Chris picks up his jacket. โFelix and I are going to check out the lab results for a case weโre working on.โ
You try to keep your voice gentle, not accusing. โAnd you have to go now?โ
He doesnโt answer immediately, just slipping his arms into the sleeves and smoothing the jacket over his chest after. When he finally speaks, itโs low but firm. โYes.โ
The way he says itโฆ thereโs no room left for questions and you know better than to push. You just sit there, watching as he crosses the room, hand bracing on the mattress as he leans in to kiss you. Itโs slow and lingering, like he wants to stay but knows he canโt.
When he pulls back, his fingers sweep your hair gently from your face. โGo back to sleep,โ he whispers.
Before he can pull away again, your hand curls around the lapel of his jacket and tugs him in for one more peck. โBe careful, okay?โ you whisper against his lips.
He manages a small smile and a kiss to your forehead. Then he straightens up, heading for the door. But then he stops by the doorway, he looks over his shoulder and says, โGet some more rest, baby.โ
You nod, barely and watch him leave. Once you hear the front door click shut, you lie back against the pillow, staring at the spot he left behindโstill warm, still faintly smelling like himโand you exhale slowly.
Somehow, with each passing day, it feels a little more like heโs slipping through your fingers and you donโt know how to hold on without making him feel trapped.
-
The fluorescent lights overhead buzzes quietly in the background as Chris leans against the counter, a paper cup of vending machine coffee warming his hands, the bitterness already coating his tongue. Felix stands a few feet away, sipping his coffee slowly, quietly. Theyโve been waiting almost half an hour for the tech to return with the lab results.
Neither of them speaks muchโjust the occasional sigh or glance toward the hallway until Felix breaks the silence with a question that Chris kind of expected but not yet has the answer to.
โWhat if itโs not Silvene?โ he asks, voice casual but not careless.
Chris keeps his eyes on the cup in his hand. โThen we still have to catch whoever did it.โ
Felix nods and hums, lifting his cup for another sip. โAnd if it is Silvene?โ
That makes Chris pause. He stares into the dark swirl of his coffee, watching the liquid settle. His fingers tighten slightly around the cup. โโฆThen we have to catch her,โ he says quietly. โNo matter what.โ
His answer hangs in the air between them, full and heavy because deep down, he knows itโs not just about the case anymore. It hasnโt been for a long time. Felix knows that too without him having to explain it.
The sound of footsteps echoing down the corridor shatters the moment and then the lab door creaks open. A tired-looking forensic tech walks in, a manila folder in his hand and a clipboard tucked under his arm.
โYouโve got something?โ Chris straightens, setting his cup aside. Felix perks up beside him.
The tech nods, flipping the folder open as he walks toward them. โYeah. We ran a breakdown on the residue found at the gallery scene. Composition matches the same fine silver particulate weโve seen before.โ
Chris doesnโt even have to say it as he exchanges a glance with Felix. The ghost of the past is haunting him, yet again.
โIdentical compound,โ the tech confirms, holding out the file. โSame chemical signature. Same distribution pattern. Same rare trace of mercury vapor, too.โ
Chris grabs the file, eyes scanning every line even though he knows what heโll find. That exact same blend that is so carefully crafted itโs nearly impossible to replicate.
Felix leans in slightly. โCan we trace it?โ
The tech shakes his head with a faint grimace. โStill untraceable. Whatever supplier theyโre using, itโs underground. We canโt link it to any commercial vendors. It's practically a ghost material.โ
Chris exhales through his nose, jaw flexing. His fingers linger on the edge of the folder a second too long. The room suddenly feels too small. Too quiet.
Felix lightly nudges him. โChris?โ
However, Chris isnโt listening anymore. Because something coils in his chestโtight and familiar. He thought he'd let it go. He thought he buried it the moment he chose peace over obsession, you over the hunt. But now? Now, he can feel it returningโsharp, hungry, and all-consuming.
Silvene. She's back. Sheโs here. And this time, he wonโt let her disappear.
-
These past few days have gone pretty much like this. Chris, hunched over his desk, red-rimmed eyes fixed on the looping footage from the galleryโs security cams. He rewinds the same three-minute clip again. Then again and again. Hoping he catches something, a glimpse of the silver-dusted ghost as he tells himself that there's something here. He can feel it. Something he's missing.
He rubs his face with both hands, exhaling through gritted teeth as he still finds nothing apart from the clues that leads to nowhere.
He barely hears the footsteps behind him until Felix appears at his side, holding a thin case file and two cups of steaming coffee. He places one on Chrisโs desk without a word, then glances at the screen.
โYouโre still watching that?โ Felix sighs as he sets the file down. โChris, itโs been days.โ
Chris doesn't take his eyes off the screen even though his eyes are dry and heavy. โThere has to be something.โ
โWeโve combed that footage six times. There's no new lead.โ
Chris exhales sharply, frustration clawing at his chest. โItโs Silvene. And if sheโs here, sheโs planning something. I can feel it.โ
โI get it,โ Felix says evenly, sitting on the edge of the desk. โBut obsessing over this is getting us nowhere. Youโre chasing a shadow, man. Meanwhile, theseโโ He taps the stack of folders on Chrisโs desk. โโare real cases. Real cases with actual leads. Witnesses. Evidence. We need to handle it.โ
Chris doesnโt answer immediately. His fingers curl around the mouse again, ready to scrub through the footage one more time. However, Felix is quick to grab the computer mouse from his hand.
โWeโve got stacks of cases piling up, Chris. And I get itโyou want to catch Silvene. So do I. But you havenโt slept properly in days, and youโre ignoring everything else. Youโve been stuck in the same loop and itโs starting to show.โ
Chris leans back in his chair, the words sinking into his skin, heavier than he wants to admit. He only realizes it now how his desk is a messโcase files untouched, coffee cups stacked like monuments to his exhaustion. He's been here every night. Skipping meals. Sleeping an hour at best. Pacing the same mental track until itโs burned into his brain.
Felix leans forward, sitting in the interrogation chair across from him with arms folded in front of him. โJust go home, man,โ His tone softens as he continues, โHave some homecooked meals. Rest. Your girlfriend must be missing you.โ
His chest tightens at the mention of you. He hasnโt texted you back in hours. He couldnโt remember the last time he actually looked you in the eye, touched you with intention, asked about your day. Even your scentโsomething that used to cling to his skinโfeels like it's fading from memory. Itโs only hitting him now that he indeed has been ignoring everything, including you.
Chris swallows down the guilt and slowly gets to his feet, he grabs his jacket from the back of the chair. โYouโre right,โ he mutters.
Felix looks up. โWaitโwhat?โ
โI said youโre right.โ Chris exhales through his nose. โIโll go home.โ
โHoly shit,โ Felix smirks. โWrite that down. Detective Bang said I was right.โ
Chris offers a half-hearted glare as he pulls on his jacket. โHey, donโt push it.โ
But even as he steps out of the precinct, the weight of Silvene still lingers in his chest and the guilt that is pooling at the pit of his stomach, follows him all the way home.
-
The apartment is quiet and dark when Chris walks in, just the faint glow spilling from the ajar bedroom door, painting a slice of warm light across the floor. He toes off his shoes by the threshold and sets his keys down with care, as if any louder sound might break the fragile stillness of the home.
Itโs well past midnightโand he knows you must be asleep. You always wait up, but maybe even you grew tired of that this time. He pushes the bedroom door open gently, his eyes immediately land on the bed. The sheets are rumpled, but empty.
His brows furrow in question as he glances toward the bathroomโdoor wide open, no light inside. No sound of running water. No steam curling from the edges.
Youโre not here and a knot forms in his chest. Did youโฆ leave?
God, it makes sense. Heโs barely spoken to you all week. Hasnโt touched you. Hasnโt looked at you. Heโs spent more nights at the precinct than in this bed. He sinks down on the edge of the mattress, the ache behind his eyes blooming now into something ugly: Regret.
But then he hears a soft clatter from another part of the apartment and he stands abruptly, following the faint sound with long, careful strides. It leads him to the laundry room, the door cracked open just enough for him to peek through and there you are, hunched over the washing machine, lid open, a jar of detergent in your hands. Youโre in your sleep shirt, hair loosely tied up, the warm light above casting a golden hue across your face.
โBabe?โ he says quietly.
You yelp, spinning around with your hand over your chest. โGoodness, Chris!โ you gasp. โWhy are you sneaking up on me like that?โ
He flinches just the slightest. โSorryโI didnโt mean to scare you.โ
You huff softly as you quickly screw the lid back onto the detergent jar and tuck it away. Youโre turning to face him fully now, your brows raised in a mix of surprise and confusion.
โItโs the middle of the night,โ he says, taking a step closer. โWhy are you doing laundry?โ
โI couldnโt sleep,โ you shrug, your voice quieter this time.
It hits him all over again. You couldnโt sleep, probably waiting for him to come home for hours, alone, in the dark and yetโฆ youโre still here. Before you can say anything else, he crosses the room in a few strides and pulls you into him, arms circling tight around your waist, his face buried in the crook of your neck.
You freeze for a second, surprised by the intensity of it, but your hands slowly rise to hold him backโone over his shoulder, the other cradling the back of his head.
โRough day, mmh?โ you murmur against his hair.
He canโt even answer. He just nods, the motion small, his throat too full to speak. Because itโs more than just a rough day. Itโs a crushing week. A storm in his mind that never stopped. And right now, wrapped up in you, it all begins to quiet.
This. This is what heโs been missing. Not the case. Not the chase. Not the twisted satisfaction of being one step closer. But this warmth. This softness. You.
-
Chris have his hands stacked on the dining table, watching you make a bowl of noodles for him. You move in silence. Not cold, not angry, just... quiet. And itโs that quiet that unsettles him the most.
Even now, as the two of you sit next to each other on the dining table with the bowl of noodles between you, shoulders nearly touching, it feels like thereโs a thin, invisible wall between you, itโs not something he can break with words and he doesnโt know how to start either.
So he picks up his chopsticks instead and starts to eat, the broth still too hot, the first bite burning the roof of his mouthโbut he barely feels it. He swallows, then clears his throat. โItโs really good,โ he says, looking over at you.
You glance at him, smile faintly as you reach for the pitcher of water. โAll I did was boil the noodles and add the sauce packets.โ
Itโs such a simple, matter-of-fact sentence but to him, it feels like more than that. Itโs like you're saying: I'm still here. But I donโt know for how long.
Chris nods once, slowly, and the weight in his chest tightens. He sets his chopsticks down, wiping his hands on the edge of the napkin. โIโm sorry,โ he finally speaks.
You donโt say anything but pour him a glass of water.
โThis past weekโฆ I havenโt been myself. The case Iโm working onโฆโ He decides to spare you the details and continues, โBeen trying to solve it every hour I get because I canโt stand the thought of the perpetrator slipping away again.โ
Still, you donโt interrupt as you slide the glass of water across the table.
โItโs the jobโฆ It gets in the way.โ He swallows. โOf everything. Of us. And I know itโs not fair. I know I havenโt been here, havenโt shown up the way I should.โ
You finally look at him and your voice is soft, but sure as you say, โChris, I donโt have a problem with your job. If I did, I wouldnโt have dated you in the first place. I know who you are. I know what you do. Itโs not about that.โ
You pause, and the way you say the next words makes his heart clench. โI justโฆ I donโt want to lose you.โ
Something in him cracks and without hesitation, he reaches across the table and takes your hand in his. โYou didnโt. Iโm still here.โ
His thumb tenderly caressing the back of your hand and with a low, hoarse voice, he sadly adds, โIf youโll still have me.โ
You donโt answer but you reach up, cupping his jaw with your free hand, your thumb brushing lightly against his cheek.
Chris closes his eyes, the warmth of your touch grounding him more than anything else has in days. His hand rises, placing itself gently over yours, keeping it there. Leaning youโre your touch. Holding on.
For a long, quiet moment, he just stays like that. Breathing, letting the noise in his head fade, replaced by this: a tender touch that wards all of his worries away.
When he opens his eyes again, he finds you already watching him and he smiles, softly and gratefully because despite everything heโs done, despite how close he came to letting it all slip through his fingers... Youโre still here.
-
The sheets are warm and tangled around your legs. Your body fits perfectly against his like it always does, your hands are clawing at his back, your breasts squashed between the chests. Chris has you under him, hovering just slightly, placing featherlight kisses on your neck, earning soft and breathy giggles from you and the sound making something flutter in his chest.
He canโt help it. He keeps going, kissing down your throat, your collarbones, back to your neck. You twitch under him from how ticklish it is, and your laughter bubbles out freely. It makes him smile against your skin, and oh, how he missed this. This closeness. The feel of your body against him. You.
His lips roam with a hunger thatโs soft at first but grows with each kiss. On your lips. Your neck. Your chest. Anywhere he can land his lips on. He lets his hands slide slowly down the curve of your side, finding the dip of your waist, the softness there beneath his fingers. He squeezes gently on the flesh, drawing a gasp from you, and it makes him grin.
God, he missed touching you. Feeling you laugh underneath him. Hearing your breath hitch from his touches. The tension builds between your bodies like something familiar but newly precious. The kiss turns heavier, wetter, sloppier in the best way. He groans softly into your mouth, already losing himself in the feeling of you.
But then, you gently press your palm against his chest, pushing him away. โJust know that youโre not getting any tonight,โ you mutter lowly, voice still breathless.
Chris pulls back slightly, blinking at you, then pouts. โNot even a little?โ
He kisses you again, small and repetitive pecks to your lips, trying to wear you down. You just smile and brush back the curls falling into his face.
Your eyes catch his in the dim light, and he swears he could drown in the softness he sees there. โYou have to try a little harder for that, sir,โ you tease, voice light, fingers raking through his hair.
Chris groans dramatically and drops his head onto your chest, nestling it right between your breasts. He mumbles something incoherent, and you laugh again while lovingly patting his head.
โAnd itโs getting late,โ you add.
Before you can finish that thought, he mutters quickly, โOkay, but you canโt stop me from kissing these babies.โ
You donโt even have time to react, heโs already planted one messy kiss on each breast, smug satisfaction in the way his lips curl against your skin. You donโt stop him. You just let out a soft, amused sound and say, โIโm serious. Itโs getting late and Iโm sleepy.โ
Chris lifts his head to look at you. His hand reaches up, tracing the soft curve of your cheek, then the bridge of your nose, the gentle swipes his thumb over your lips and then he leans in, placing the softest of kiss, pure and chaste like a promise.
โGoodnight,โ he whispers.
โGoodnight,โ you whisper back as he pulls away.
He rests his head on your chest again, arms around your waist, body tucked against yours and when he closes his eyes, listening to the steady rhythm of your heartbeat beneath his earโฆ he knows heโs home.
-
You wake to the soft weight of his arm around your waist, the slow rise and fall of his chest pressed against your back. You turn your head slightly and smile when you find Chris is still asleep, lips softly parted in the gentlest pout, breathing slow and even with the faintest snore escaping now and then. His curls are an unruly mess, sticking out in every direction from where heโd buried himself against you last night.
The morning light filters in, pale and golden, casting a warm glow on his pale skin, on the curve of his jaw, on the plush of his lips, on the mouth that murmured "goodnight" against your lips just hours ago. Heโs the most beautiful like this. Peaceful, still, unguarded.
Your fingers drift along his arm, tracing the evident veins on his skin, feeling the faint twitch of muscle beneath. You let yourself stay like this for a whileโheld in his arms, listening to the quiet of morning, and thinking about last night.
The way he looked at you when he said, "If youโll still have me."
The vulnerability in his voice. The weight in his eyes. They linger in your chest like an echo. You reach up carefully, brushing your knuckles along his cheek. His skin is warm beneath your touch, and he leans into it ever so slightly, even in sleep. Thereโs something sacred about thisโbeing the one who gets to see him like this. The man underneath the badge, beneath the tough exteriors, the quiet walls he builds around himself when the world gets too heavy.
Despite it all, you still want him. And deep down, beneath everything, you love him too.
No matter what comes. No matter what breaks or bends. Youโll be there. For him. With him.
Always.
-
The curls of steam escaping your cup of coffee as youโre half-focused on your laptop, the warm mug in your hand keeping your fingers toasty. You're scrolling through movie listings when you hear the soft creak of the bedroom door opening.
You turn in your seat with a smile already forming. โMorning,โ you sweetly greet.
Chris grins back at you, his eyes squinting slightly from the brightness of the room, his curls a full mess and his voice raspy with sleep. โMorning,โ he murmurs back.
He pads over to you without hesitation, wrapping his arms around your shoulders from behind, leaning down to place a kiss on the top of your head. You tilt your head to the side and he instantly finds your lips, kissing you softly, still warm from sleep. Then he drops into the chair next to you with a sleepy grunt, rubbing his face.
You reach out and run your fingers through his curls. โAnything you want for breakfast, mmh?โ
He just blinks slowly, too drowsy to form words and you chuckle from how adorable he acts, brushing more of his hair back. โIโll just get you your juice, okay?โ
You get up, walk over to the kitchen, grab a glass from the cupboard, and fill it with orange juice before coming back to sit next to him again. You place the glass in front of him, and he mutters a quiet gratitude before taking a sip. As you go back to your laptop, checking showtimes for a film youโve been meaning to see, you feel his gaze flicker to your screen.
โAre you planning on seeing a movie?โ he asks between sips.
You act nonchalant even though you have planned this ahead. โYeah, I kind of want to see this one. Maybe Iโll go later.โ
He puts the glass down, squinting at you. โAnd who are you going with?โ
You shrug with your eyes still on the screen. โAlone, I guess.โ
He narrows his eyes and rests one arm on the back of your chair, leaning closer. โAnd youโre not going to ask your boyfriend to come with you?โ
You shrug again and bite back a smile. โNah, my boyfriend is busy saving the world.โ
Chris breaks into soft laughter and wraps both arms around you from the side, pulling you closer into his warmth. โIโll come with you,โ he says against your shoulder. โAnd Iโll even try not to fall asleep this time.โ
You turn to look at him, quirking a brow. โWell, donโt you have a jewel thief to chase?โ
His smile falters just a little, but he sighs with dramatic flair. โNot anymore,โ he says, kissing your cheek. Then he leans back and adds, โIโll try to get off work early today.โ
This time, youโre the one giving him suspicious eyes. โHuh? Really?โ
He grins, undeterred, and kisses you again on the lips. โYeah, Iโll meet you there.โ
You pretend to think about it, tapping your chin, making him wait a beat too long. โYeah, okay,โ you finally say with a sly smile. โIf you insist.โ
He laughs, pulling you fully into his side. โOh, I do insist.โ
You look at him, that sleepy smile still on his face, the light in his eyes earnest, and you trust him. You believe him. Still, you canโt help but tease, leaning in closer as you murmur against his lips, โYouโd better be thereโฆ if you want to get any tonight.โ
-
The scent of hair products still cling to your hair as you unlock your apartment door and step inside. Itโs been a while since you indulged in a bit of self-care, and the way your freshly done hair sways as you move makes you feel a little more like yourself again. Youโre feeling goodโbetter, even.
You place your bag down and head into the bedroom, walking over to your closet. Fingertips trail over hanged clothes until they stop at the dress, the one youโve been saving for a special occasion, something simple but pretty. You take it off the hanger and lay it on the bed before slowly changing, slipping out of your house clothes and into the fabric like it's second skin.
As you adjust the hem and smooth your hands down the front, you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror and it hits you that you and Chris havenโt gone on a proper date in what feels like forever. Between his long work hours, the emotional tug-of-war over the cases, and the quiet tension thatโs been living in your shared space lately, there hasnโt been room for soft things like movie nights or dressing up for no reason. But tonight? Tonight feels different.
Excitement starts bubbling in your chest as you reach for your jewelry, nothing too flashy, just delicate earrings and a necklace. You fasten it around your neck and reach for your phone to check the time, but you find a new message from Chris instead:
About to wrap things up here. Canโt wait to sleep through the movie.
Your lips curl into a slow, content smile as you sink onto the edge of the bed. He remembered. Heโs making time.
Maybe tonight, after everything, after the apologies and the missed dinners and the late nights where you fell asleep before he even made it home, maybe tonight is the night you and Chris can really be together again. Just the two of you, and a long overdue date that already feels like the beginning of something real again.
-
Chrisโs boots slam against the uneven pavement as he barrels down the narrow alley, his lungs burn from how fast heโs running. The perp ahead of himโlanky, fast, fueled by desperationโdives toward a chain-link fence, crouching low to slip through a hole at the bottom.
Luckily, Chris is faster. He lunges forward, grabbing a handful of the guyโs hoodie and yanking him back just as heโs about to escape. The perp lets out a strangled noise as Chris slams him to the ground, concrete scraping against his palms and knees.
โNice try,โ Chris mutters, heart thudding as he wrestles the perpโs arm behind his back and locks one cuff in place.
The guy squirms, cursing under his breath, but Chris keeps him pinned. The second cuff clicks shut just as heavy footsteps echo down the alley behind him.
Felix comes a little too late, panting, eyes wide as he slows down and surveys the scene. โShitโโ he exhales, bending forward with his hands on his knees before straightening up again. โYou good?โ
Chris nods silently and hauls the guy to his feet, gripping the chain of the cuffs. โGot him just in time.โ
Felix lets out a dry breath, still winded. โYou really canโt let me win once, huh?โ
Chris flashes him a quick smirk but says nothing, stepping aside as Felix grabs the perp by the arm and jerks him toward him.
โIโll take him to the precinct,โ Felix says, already starting to walk the perp back toward the car.
Back in the precinct, Chris types furiously at his keyboard, eyes scanning the screen as he logs the last bit of information from the arrest. His desk is clutteredโhalf-empty coffee cup, a pen that keeps rolling to the edge, and a growing stack of reports he plans to ignore for now. Heโs focused at the task in hand as he has somewhere to be, someone to get to and heโs not going to be late.
โJesus,โ Felix mutters from somewhere behind him, โIโve never seen you this passionate about paperwork.โ
Chris chuckles but doesnโt look up as his fingers still busy typing. โIโm just getting the job done.โ
Felix scoffs a laugh and then he leans close, he lowers his voice as he jokingly asks, โWhat, did you have a sniff of cocaine in the evidence room or something?โ
Chris bursts out laughing, shoulders shaking as he leans back and swivels his chair toward Felix. โTempting but nope.โ
Felix smirks, arms crossed over his chest as he leans against the edge of Chrisโs desk. โSo whatโs the rush? Hot date with your reports?โ
Chris grins. โIโm going to the movies.โ
Felix raises a brow. โWith your girlfriend?โ
Chris nods, expecting another jabโsome sarcastic remark or over-the-top reaction, but Felix just gives a small nod in return and stays quiet. He narrows his eyes in suspicion. โWaitโare you not going to tease me?โ
Felix shrugs, almost too casual. โDo you want me to?โ
Chris huffs out a dry laugh. โI mean, you usually go on and on about how I ditch work the second she texts me.โ
โYeah, wellโฆโ Felix gives him a lookโpointed but not unkind. โIt just means youโre back to your normal setting.โ
Chris knows exactly what Felix means and heโs right. The past few days, he had been spiraling, sucked into the storm that is Silvene. But now? Now, heโs thinking about you in a movie theater, maybe dressed up, maybe laughing at something dumb on screen while holding his hand in the dark. Heโs thinking about your warmth, your voice, your lips brushing against his cheek before a kiss.
โMaybe thatโs not a bad thing,โ Chris mutters, mostly to himself.
Felix pushes off the desk and starts walking away, but he throws one last thing over his shoulder. โJust donโt fall asleep halfway through the movie, Romeo.โ
Chris snorts at that and mindlessly mutters, โNo promises.โ
Then he turns back to his screen, eager to finish his job as soon as possible because he has a date to make and this time, heโs not going to miss it.
Once heโs finished with all of his tasks, Chris steps into the elevator, the metallic doors sliding shut behind him with a soft hiss. He pulls out his phone and opens your chat, his thumbs flying over the screen as he types: Just getting off work now. Iโll be there in about half an hour.
He presses send with a quiet smile tugging at the corner of his lips. Finally.
Itโs going to be just the two of you, and whatever movie youโve picked. He doesnโt even care what it is. You could drag him to the sappiest rom-com or some three-hour slow burn and heโd still be happy. As long as he gets to be with you.
The elevator dings at the lobby floor. Chris walks through the precinct with a lightness in his step that feels rare these days. He heads straight to the underground parking lot, already fishing through the pockets of his jacket. He stops mid-stride and pats himself down, once, twice. A groan escapes him when the realization hits.
โShit. I left them on my desk,โ he mutters to himself, running a hand through his curls in frustration.
He spins on his heel and heads back upstairs, taking another elevator ride that feels longer than the previous. When the doors slide open, he walks back into the bullpen and there they are, right where he left them: his car keys sitting neatly beside his keyboard.
He grabs them with a scoff and mutters to himself, โSo much for smooth exits.โ
However, when he turns around, his stops on his track as there, across from him, sits the security guard from the MESA gallery and right next to him, Felix, arms crossed, looking slightly surprised to see Chris standing there.
Felix looks like heโs got caught doing something he shouldnโt. He scratches the back of his neck as he answers, โUh I- I didnโt think you were coming back.โ
Felixโs answer doesnโt quite tell Chris what he wants to know, his eyes narrowed at Felix and then at the guard who looks fidgety on his seat, his eyes darting between the two detectives, hands clasped nervously on his lap.
Felix nods toward the guy. โHe walked in twenty minutes ago. Said he didnโt tell us something the first time.โ
Chrisโs grip tightens around the keys in his hand and he can feel all of itโthe date, the movie, youโslowly slipping through his fingers.
And in return, something else creeps back in. Cold. Obsessive. Silver.
-
Youโre just getting off a taxi when your phone buzzes in your purse, you pull it out to see a new message from Chris: Just getting off work now. Iโll be there in about half an hour.
You smile at the screen, heart skipping a little beat. You knew heโd come through. You trusted him, and youโre glad you did. Maybe tonight really will feel like old timesโjust you and him.
You arrive at the movie theater a little early, itโs buzzing with the low chatter of people gathering for their own nights out. You donโt even hesitate, you step up to the counter and buy two tickets.
As you walk toward the seating area, you send him another text: Movie starts at 7. Donโt be late, detective.
You imagine the little grin that might tug at his lips when he reads that, maybe even the quickening pace of his steps. You sit down in one of the sofa benches, your fingers curl around the paper tickets in your hand as you wait.
But later, when you check the time and itโs close to 7, you begin glancing at the entrance every few minutes. You tell yourself itโs fine. Heโs probably on his way. Or heโs stuck in traffic.
The time shows 7:02 so you text him again just to make sure where he is and how close he is to arriving.
Where are you? Are you on your way?
After a moment, thereโs no reply. You give him more time while convincing yourself that maybe heโs stuck in traffic. Maybe his phone died. Maybeโฆ something.
You open the chat again, stare at the last thing he sent, and then back at the ticking time on your phone. 7:20 now. You try calling. One ring, two and it sends you right to voicemail.
You press your lips together, exhale slowly. It's fine. He'll call back any second. Right?
Another fifteen minutes. You check the entrance again. People pass by in couples, friends, families but no sight of Chris. You call again and still no answer.
That small spark of hope youโd been tending to all day? It flickers now, growing dimmer with every minute that slips away.
Soon, the theater grows quiet as the last crowd disappears into their screens. Youโre still standing outside, your ticket crumpled slightly in your palm, your other hand tightening around your phone.
You collapse onto the bench, blinking back the sting behind your eyes. You waited. You really waited. You gave him the benefit of the doubt, even when your gut twisted in that all-too-familiar ache.
Itโs 8:52 now and you Realize that heโs not coming. You tear the movie tickets into shreds, dumping it into the trash and with that, you walk away with an empty promise.
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The second you step into the apartment, the quiet swallows you whole. You drop your keys on the counter a little too hard, the metallic clatter echoing across the empty space.
You stand there for a moment, staring at the faint reflection of yourself in the darkened window. The dress you picked out hours ago, the one you thought heโd notice, suddenly feels ridiculous. The hair you intentionally did at the salon, now a mess from walking in anger.
One by one, you strip them away. The earrings hit the coffee table with a sharp clink. The heels land somewhere by the couch. You peel off the dress like itโs burning your skin, tossing it in a heap on the floor. You donโt even care if it wrinkles.
By the time youโre in an old T-shirt and shorts, your heart is still hammeringโnot from sadness, but from the hot, pulsing anger thatโs been simmering all night.
Itโs nearly midnight now and Chris still hasnโt texted. No sorry, no I couldnโt make it, no Iโm safe. Nothing. Not even the bare minimum. You pace the length of your bedroom before finally sitting on the bed, staring at your phone like you can will it to light up, but the screen stays stubbornly black.
Even as you lie down on bed and ready to end the day, sleep isnโt coming. You stare up at the ceiling in the dark, every tick of the clock grinding into you.
Chris has made mistakes beforeโheโs human. But never like this. Never one you couldnโt tolerate. He used to be the man who would fight to keep his promises, even if it meant crawling to you at the last minute. He used to try.
Somethingโs different now and you can feel it in the way he looks at youโless often, less certain. In the way his voice drifts away mid-conversation, his mind clearly somewhere else. Somewhere you canโt follow.
Youโre afraid, afraid that whateverโs pulling him away isnโt just the job. Afraid that this shift in him means something bigger, something irreversible. Youโre afraid the relationship is changing and itโs not for the better.
-
The security guardโs hands fidget on the table, his eyes darting between Chris and Felix like heโs not sure who to be more nervous about. Heโs been keeping one important detail about that night because heโs afraid of losing his job and now, heโs being intensively interrogated by the two detectives.
Chris leans forward, voice steady. โWalk me through it again. Every minute.โ
The man swallows as he tells him again. โLike I saidโฆ nothing unusual until about two-forty-five. Then the lights went out. Lasted maybeโฆ ten minutes?โ
Chrisโs pen stops moving. โTen minutes.โ
Felix shifts in his seat, brow furrowed. โThatโs barely enough time for her to get in, grab anything worth taking, and get out without getting caught.โ
โItโs enough for her,โ Chris says without hesitation. His mind is already playing the scene in flashesโsilver dust catching faint light, a shadow moving silently in the dark. โThis is her window. She planned that blackout.โ
Felix still doesnโt look convinced, but Chris isnโt interested in convincing him right now. Heโs already on his feet, snapping his notebook shut. โGet the power outage logs. I want every second accounted for.โ
The rest of the night blurs into movementโtracking the path Silvene mightโve taken, reviewing surveillance for the moments before the blackout, searching for patterns no one else would see. The trail feels fresher than it has in months, close enough he can almost touch her.
However, somewhere between reviewing timestamps and taking notes, he glances at his phone. The notifications have stopped coming. Hours ago, it wouldnโt stop buzzingโmissed calls, texts from you, heโs sure, but nowโฆ nothing. Just a silent, black screen.
For a brief moment, something twists in his chest. He thinks about how you waited for him and how you realized that heโs not coming. He pictures you alone in the dark of the apartment, wondering where the hell he is and why hasnโt he say anything about it to you.
He does think about you, but the sooner he catches Silvene, the sooner he can come back to you. At least, thatโs what he tells himself as he turns back to the case file and pushes everything else aside.
-
The clock on the far wall says itโs morning again, but his body doesnโt feel like itโs had a night in between. Chris rubs his eyes, the grainy fatigue settling in after hours hunched over reports, surveillance stills, and scribbled notes.ย Heโs still deep in the outage reports when Felix strides up, a coffee in one hand and a rolled-up map in the other.
โGot something,โ Felix says, spreading the map across Chrisโs desk. His finger taps a red-shaded section. โThat power cut wasnโt just the building we were looking at. It knocked out this entire district.โ
Chris straightens, scanning the map with tired eyes.
โAll these buildings,โ Felix continues, pulling a printed list from under his arm. โTheir electricity comes from the same grid. I marked them here.โ
Chris takes the list, eyes darting down the column of names until one freezes him in place. The company name sounds familiar and then he remembers the night you received a call from work, something about the ransomware that took down the companyโs system.
โYou worked here,โ he mutters, almost to himself as his finger trails over the name of the company, KSM Inc, and how itโs located only two buildings away from the gallery.
The memory sharpens: you laughing tiredly about pulling an all-nighter, your hands gesturing as you described the IT team scrambling. โYou said their systems got hitโฆ the same night as the outage.โ
Felix tilts his head as he listens to Chris muttering things to himself. โWhat? Something comes to mind?โ
Chrisโs mind is already moving three steps ahead. โIf she hit that building during the blackout, thereโs a chance she was after more than just jewels.โ
And if you were there that nightโฆ
Chris pushes back from the desk, the list still in his hand. You might be someone he can ask about that night. You might be a witness. A witness he needs to question.
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The cursor blinks on your screen, the soft clack of your keys filling the quiet apartment. Youโre halfway through drafting an email, brain locked on the numbers in front of you, when the sound of the front door opening breaks your focus.
You glance up, the habitual warmth already rising in your chest. Without thinking, you set your computer to sleep, pushing back from your chair. Your slippers flapping against the floor as you head toward the hallway.
That uncontainable smile breaks across your face before you can stop it, the kind of smile that always comes with the sight of Chris after a long night apart, but then your eyes shift past his shoulder, and the smile falters.
Behind Chris, Felix steps in and he gives you a small, polite smile the moment your eyes meet, but youโre too busy reading Chrisโs expression, or rather, the complete absence of one. He looksโฆ unsettled. His mouth opens once and then closes again, like the words he needs are still fumbling their way toward him.
โHey. Iโm sorry for coming unannounced,โ Felixโs voice cuts through the awkward air, his tone careful but direct. โBut can I have a few minutes with you? I just have some questions to ask you.โ
You blink, a dozen questions of your own crowding your mind. What kind of questions does Felix have for you? Why is he here, in your apartment, looking so serious? But more than thatโwhy hasnโt Chris said a single word since the moment he walked in?
A moment later, you sit on the couch, knees angled toward Felix, while Chris lingers in the kitchen with his back to you both, hands braced on the counter like heโs holding up the whole room.
Felix flips open a small notepad, his pen poised. โI wanted to ask about that nightโyou mentioned once you got called in for work at the KSM building for tech support?โ
You nod. โYeah. It was late. I got an urgent ticket to handle some ransomware issue for one of the departments.โ
โWhat did you do exactly?โ he asks, tone neutral, eyes scanning his notes rather than your face.
You recount everythingโthe security desk check-in, the empty halls, the endless troubleshooting that dragged until your eyes burned. Every detail you can remember.
Felix hums, jotting something down. โDo you remember if there was a blackout that night?โ
โYes,โ you answer without hesitation. โIt only lasted a moment. Lights cut out, monitors went black. Backup power kicked in almost immediately. I figured it was just a glitch.โ
You pause, narrowing your eyes slightly. โIโm sorry but are these questions related to a case or something?โ
Felixโs lips press into a thin line, and he glances toward the kitchen, seeking for permission to tell you. Chris doesnโt turn around, but you catch the subtle dip of his headโa nod so small it might have been missed if you werenโt watching for it.
โThere was a robbery that night. At the MESA gallery. Which we discovered is only two buildings away from where you were working.โ He leans back slightly, fingers fiddling with the edge of his notepad. โThe blackout could have provided an opening.โ
You shake your head. โIt was so shortโbarely enough time toโฆ I donโt know, grab a pen from a desk, let alone pull off a heist.โ
โYeah. I kind of doubt it too.โ Felixโs gaze flickers toward Chris, and something silent passes between them, something you canโt quite read.
He closes his notepad with a soft snap. โYouโll probably be needed for more questioning at the precinct,โ he says as he stands.
You follow suit, standing up and then nod at him. โAlright.โ
โThanks for your time,โ he adds, his tone warm but brisk. Then, with a faint gesture toward Chris, he steps toward the doorโmaking it clear heโs leaving to give you two privacy.
Itโs just you and Chris in the room now. Neither of you moves, neither of you speaks, and the weight of it all sits heavy between you.
After a while, you decide to be the first to break the deafening silence. โSo, you came home not to apologize or to see me,โ you say, your voice cutting through the air, โyou came becauseโฆ I happen to be a witness on your case?โ
Chrisโs jaw tightens for a fraction of a second, his eyes giving away something you canโt quite read. He takes slow steps toward you, stopping just shy of your personal space, and says lowly, โIโm sorry.โ
โNot only you missed our date, you didnโt come home. No texts, no calls, nothingโฆโ Your voice wavers, but you meet his gaze without flinching. โIs this all we are now? A witness statement you need to take?โ
You donโt mean to sound cruel, but patience has long since burned out.
He steps forward, closing the distance, and gently wraps his hands around your arms. โLet me explain,โ he says, his tone careful, almost pleading. โIโm workingโ"
You cut him off with a question that youโve been itching to ask. โDo you even still care about our relationship?โ
โYou donโt understand. Catching Silvene is bigger than everything,โ Chris snaps and a second later, it hits him that heโs just raised his voice at you.
You know he didnโt mean to snap at you like that, he didnโt mean to hurt you but it assures you that youโre losing him. You place your hand against his chest, holding his gaze steady as you firmly tell him. โDo whatever it is you want to do.โ
โI just need to solve this caseโโ he tries again, but you cut him off with a look sharp enough to make him falter.
โThen letโs hope Iโd still be around when that happens,โ you say, each word deliberate.
That shuts him up, completely and you donโt wait for him to speak again. You turn on your heel, go back to your desk, and wake your computer.
The familiar glow of the screen feels safer than his eyes. Your fingers move over the keyboard, though your chest feels like itโs holding a storm thatโs ready to split you open. You can feel him watching you from across the room, the weight of his stare pressing between your shoulder blades. You keep typing, keep ignoring him, until you hear him finally turn away.
The click of the front door is sharp and the sound of it closing behind him feels final.
-
Chris lingers by the door, one hand still gripping the cold metal of the knob. He doesnโt move, doesnโt breathe for a momentโjust lets your words echo in his head like the final toll of a bell.
Then letโs hope Iโd still be around when that happens.
He knows exactly what you meant and the truth is, it terrifies himโterrifies him more than anything heโs faced in the field. Heโs faced armed suspects, high-speed chases, standoffs in narrow alleysโbut the idea of losing you? Of watching this relationship slip away because he canโt seem to pull himself out of the case? Thatโs the kind of danger he canโt train for.
His eyes drop to his hand still clutching the knob and he feels a pull, a temptation to turn it, to step back inside, to cross the room and begโbeg you to stay, beg you to keep believing in him, but the question stops him cold.
Do I even deserve another chance?
A hand lands on his shoulder, pulling him out of his thoughts. Chris turns to find Felix standing there, concern etched across his features.
โYou okay, man?โ Felix asks, voice low.
Chris forces a smile, the kind that feels brittle at the edges. โYeah.โ
Felix studies him for a beat longer. Years of friendship have taught him when Chris is lying, and this is one of those times. โThings okay between you two?โ
Chris canโt answerโnot because he doesnโt want to, but because he doesnโt know anymore. He doesnโt know if the thread holding you both together is strong enough to survive this.
Instead, he places a hand on Felixโs shoulder and steers him toward the elevator. โLetโs solve this case as soon as possible.โ
Felix nods, but Chris barely registers it. His mind is still back in the apartment, still with you, still clinging to the faint, stubborn hope that when all of this is overโฆ youโll still be there.
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This moment right here. With the whiteboard looms over him like a puzzle heโs been staring at for too long. Photos, crime scene notes, maps, and half-scribbled theories are all pinned and taped into a sprawling webโSilveneโs handiwork mapped out in black ink and red string. It feels like heโs reliving his lifeโbefore you came and made him forget.
Chris stands beside Felix, marker in hand, writing down the precise timeline of the MESA gallery robbery.
2:23 โ security guard finished their sweep around the gallery.
2:45 โ the blackout.
2:55 โ the electricity turned back on.
3:14 โ security found an item has been stolen.
3:42 โ police dispatched on site.
Felix leans in, tapping the end of his pen against a map of the area. โThere are cameras here, here, and hereโฆ but not one caught her. Itโs like she vanished into thin air.โ
Chris exhales slowly, eyes sweeping the board again. โShe didnโt vanish. She planned her escape route down to the second. Weโre missing something.โ
They stand there in silence for a moment, the fluorescent lights buzzing faintly overhead. The board stares back at them, offering nothing. Every lead theyโve chased either ends in a dead-end or circles back to the same untraceable silver dust.
Felix shakes his head. โFeels like weโre chasing a ghost.โ
โNot a ghost,โ Chris says quietly, more to himself than to Felix. โA person. And people make mistakes.โ
His jaw tightens as he takes a step back, forcing himself to look at the mess of clues from a new angle. Heโs so closeโclose enough to feel it in his chest. If he can just connect one more dot, find one overlooked detail, he can finally put this to rest. He has to, because every hour this case drags on, you slip a little further from him.
Chris grabs another marker, circling times, drawing lines, trying to piece together the nightโs sequence from memory. He tells himself heโs doing this for the job, for justiceโbut the truth is simpler and more desperate: He needs to solve this before he loses you.
He caps the marker, stepping back from the board with a frustrated exhale. โIโm going to investigate more about the blackout,โ he says, already moving toward the door. โSomeone had to see something that nightโan outage like that doesnโt just happen without anyone noticing.โ
Heโs halfway turned when Felixโs voice stops him. โSheโs coming in today.โ
Chrisโs hand hovers in the air as heโs about to grab his jacket. โWhat?โ
โYour girlfriend,โ Felix says carefully, almost like heโs testing the words. โSheโs giving her witness statement today.โ
The mention of you makes his throat go dry, a knot tightening in his chest. He hasnโt seen you sinceโGod, has it only been days? It feels longer. The last conversation still echoes in his head, sharp-edged and raw, both of you walking away with more unsaid than spoken.
The case has been pulling at him, dragging him under, but the distance between you feels heavier than anything pinned on that board.
โIโll handle it,โ Felix offers, breaking the silence. โIf youโd ratherโฆโ
Chris looks at him, then down at the floor, his jaw working before he finally nods once. โOkay.โ
He looks away, as if turning from Felix will make it less obvious that heโs avoiding you. That heโs choosing not to see you when every instinct in him used to fight for the opposite.
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Itโs not the first time you came to the precinct, you had came here once to bring Chris his forgotten files along with his packed lunch. But this time, you came in with a sole purpose. You sit across from Felixโs desk, your hands folded neatly in your lap as you wait for him to return from the break area with a steaming paper cup.
โCoffee,โ he says, a small smile as he sets it in front of you.
โThank you,โ you mutter with a polite nod, lifting it to your lips for a small sip.
Felix begins to work on his computer, fingers poised over the keys. โAlrightโletโs start from the night of the robbery.โ
He types, eyes locked on the screen as you share everything you know, giving him every detail you can rememberโthe sudden hush on the street, the flicker of emergency lights, the faint hum when power returned.
As Felixโs attention stays fixed on the computer, your gaze drifts to the desk across from his where Chrisโs desk is. The chair is facing away, empty.
Felix catches you looking so he says, โHeโs out. Chasing down leads about the blackout.โ
You turn back to him and wrap your hand around the paper cup. โThe whole districtโs electricity comes from the same grid, you know.โ
He briefly looks away from his computer. โYeah. Weโve confirmed that.โ
โBut the blackout only happened in this district.โ You lean back in your chair. โThat means someone hacked the system.โ
Felixโs typing slows. His eyebrows lift with intrigue. โThatโsโฆ interesting. Stillโblackout was only for a few minutes. Not much time to pull off the whole thing.โ
โIt was enough,โ you counter quietly. โThe galleryโs security system took a few more minutes to reboot.โ
Felixโs face changes instantlyโlike a light flicking on. He grabs a notepad, scribbling furiously. โHow did I miss that the first time?โ he mutters, almost to himself. โHow did Iโโ He keeps writing, underlining, circling, as though the answerโs sitting right there in ink.
Then, thereโs this shift in the air as if the precinct is suddenly on high alert, voices rising, movement quickening, phones ring non-stop.
Felix notices it too, head turning around the precinct as if heโs trying to get some clues as to whatโs happening. โExcuse me a second,โ he says, pushing his chair back and weaving into the growing knot of officers near the center of the room.
You catch snatches of chatter from those passing by. โโshooting at the hotelโโ โโunits already dispatchedโโ โโsuspect still armedโโ
Your eyes find Chrisโs empty desk again and a quiet, heavy thought anchors itself in your chest. Pleaseโฆ donโt let him be anywhere near that.
You wait for Felix by taking another sip of the coffeeโlukewarm now, the bitterness coating your tongue. You try to focus on its taste instead of the gnawing unease clawing at your chest.
The shooting chatter in the background wonโt leave your ears, no matter how hard you try to tune it out. You tell yourself Chris is fine, heโs investigating about the blackout, that heโs not anywhere near it, that youโre just overthinking, but the bad feeling wonโt let go.
When Felix finally returns, youโre already halfway out of your seat before you even realize youโve moved. โSo, whatโs happening?โ The words come out sharper, faster than you intended.
One look at his face, and your stomach sinks. He hesitates, his mouth parting only to close again, as if heโs weighing how much to tell you. โThereโsโฆ a shooting. At one of the hotels downtown,โ he says carefully, his voice lower now, meant just for you. โUnits have been dispatched to the scene.โ
You feel your hands go cold, your pulse pounding in your ears as you hesitantly ask, โAnd Chris?โ
His gaze wavers and thatโs all the answer you need before he even says it. โHeโs there.โ
The air feels thinner all of a sudden. You drop back onto your chair, your knees barely holding you. Your chest tightens painfully, and you close your eyes against the swirl of noise around you.
The last thing youโd said to himโโThen letโs hope Iโd still be around when that happensโโreplays in your mind like a cruel loop and now all you can think is, what if itโs him who wonโt be around?
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Chris drives with one hand on the wheel, the other resting loosely on the gear shift, his mind still tangled in the blackout investigation. He already knows thereโs nothing new to findโno fresh leads, no trail to follow yet he went anyway. Heโs convinced now that heโs using it as an excuse to avoid you.
The thought of walking into the precinct and finding you there, the thought of meeting your eyes and seeing that flicker of hurt because of himโฆ it knots something in his chest. He canโt bear it, canโt face the quiet realization that heโs the one putting that look on your face, the one causing your pain.
The police radio crackles suddenly, pulling him out of his thoughts. โAll units, we have reports of an active shooter at the Grand Vale Hotel. Officers on site requested immediately.โ
Chrisโs grip on the wheel tightens. He knows that hotel. Heโs not far. Without thinking, his hand shoots out to grab the radio. โUnit 103, badge number 30025. Iโm close. On my way.โ
He flicks the siren on, the wail piercing the air as the city blurs past. His jaw is set, eyes locked ahead. At the next light, he makes a hard turn, tires squealing against the asphalt, heading straight toward danger feels easier than heading toward you.
The Grand Vale looms ahead, all glass and steel, reflecting the flashing red-and-blue from the cruisers already parked out front. Chris kills the siren but keeps the lights going, pulling in fast. Heโs out of the car before itโs even fully stopped, adrenaline already coursing through his veins.
โDetective Bang!โ an officer calls, jogging toward him with a bulletproof vest in hand. Chris shrugs into it quickly, fingers yanking the Velcro straps tight.
โWhatโs the situation?โ he asks, scanning the lobby entrance where armed officers are stationed behind overturned furniture.
โShooterโs on the fifteenth floor. Multiple hostages. SWATโs moving in, but weโve got civilians still being evacuated. We think heโs barricaded in one of the suites.โ
Chrisโs mind switches gears instantlyโno more blackout investigation, no more Silvene, no more you. Just the job. Just the noise, the chaos, the sharp clarity that comes when the stakes are life and death.
The elevator is locked down, so he takes the stairs two at a time with two other officers, gun drawn, the radio clipped to his vest buzzing with updates. The higher he goes, the louder the tension buildsโthe hum of boots on concrete, the clipped orders, the faint, muffled sound of someone screaming behind closed doors.
And thenโ
A gunshot.
-
The precinct is a hive of restless energy, but no one is moving with purposeโeveryone is justโฆ waiting. Phones ring, radios crackle, chairs scrape against the floor, but beneath it all is that thick, unspoken tension that wraps itself around your chest and squeezes.
You sit rigid in your chair, hands balled into fists on your lap, nails digging into your skin hard enough to sting. You try to keep your breathing even, to stay calm, but every second drags you closer to the kind of thoughts you donโt want to have. The kind where the worst outcomes take shape in vivid, merciless detail.
When the captain finally steps out of his office, every head turns. His face is grim as he announces. โThe shooterโs in custody,โ he says, voice heavy. A ripple of relief moves through the roomโbut itโs short-lived. โWe have multiple injured officers on site. I donโt have confirmation yet if any are from our precinct.โ
The floor tilts for a second, and you blink rapidly, swallowing the sudden rush of dizziness.
Felix appears at your side, pressing a paper cup of water into your hand. โDonโt worry,โ he says, but the slight tightness in his voice betrays him. โChris isโฆ Iโm sure heโs fine.โ
You take a small sip, but the water tastes like nothing as your eyes drift, almost unwillingly, to Chrisโs desk, still empty. You clench the cup harder, forcing the thought into your heart like a prayer. Chris, pleaseโฆ come back to me.
However, the minutes continues to stretch into something unbearable, each one heavier than the last. The longer you wait, the sicker you feelโlike your stomach is turning over itself in slow, uneasy flips. You push yourself up from your chair, needing to move, to get air, to do anything other than sit here and wait. But your legs feel weak, theyโre trembling and you end up plopping right back down, the edge of the seat catching you clumsily.
Felix is at your side in an instant, helping to keep you steady. โHey, letโs justโIโll drive you home,โ he offers, crouching slightly so you meet his eyes.
You shake your head quickly, forcing a small, polite smile. โNo. Itโs okay. Iโll be fine.โ
โPlease, let me,โ he says gently, sincerely yet his voice tinted with concerns.
You open your mouth to refuse again, but then his gaze shiftsโdrifting over your shoulder, past youโand something in his expression changes. His eyes widen, relief sparking like a match.
Before you can even turn, Felix is already moving, breaking into a jog. โChris!โ he calls out, his voice suddenly brighter, sharper.
Your heart lurches painfully. It could be nothing. It could be a cruel, false hope. You canโt stand the thought of turning and finding out it isnโt him. But you do anyway and there he is.
Chris is alive, whole and breathing.
-
Chris exhales slowly as he steps out of the hotel, the last of the shaken guests being escorted away by patrol officers. The shooter is in custody now, cuffed and locked in the back of a squad car, but the echoes of gunfire still feel like theyโre ringing in his ears. The adrenalineโs fading, leaving behind the kind of bone-deep exhaustion that always hits after the chaos settles.
He walks to his car, sliding behind the wheel, and just sits there for a second, breathing, feeling the thump of his heartbeat start to calm. Heโs gratefulโGod, heโs so damn gratefulโto have made it out alive.
Eight years on the job, and it still scares him sometimes. No one likes to talk about that part. Everyone likes to pretend the badge makes you fearless, but fearโs still there, crouched low in the shadows. Chris knows heโs just a human and maybe thatโs what keeps him aliveโknowing heโs not invincible.
He starts the engine and pulls away from the curb, the city lights blurring past his windows. Through all the noise in his head, one thought cuts clear. He has a reason to get back, to make it out alive every time and itโs you.
When he arrives at the precinct, the first thing Chris catches is Felixโs faceโwide-eyed, tense, the kind of worry that only comes when youโve been imagining every possible worst-case scenario.
โChris!โ Felixโs voice is sharp with relief as he strides forward.
Before Chris can even react, Felixโs hand is on his shoulder, gripping it tight enough that Chris feels the press of each finger through his jacket. He knows that hold, knows itโs not about pain, but about making sure heโs real.
Chris reaches up and pats Felixโs side, giving him a small, reassuring squeeze. โIโm alright, man,โ he says, letting out a low chuckle that feels a little forced but necessary. โIโm still here to annoy you.โ
Normally, that wouldโve earned him some sarcastic quip, maybe even a light shove, but Felix doesnโt laugh, doesnโt even smirk.
โItโs not that, itโsโฆโ Felix starts, then trails off, his voice thinning out. He takes a small step to the side, letting Chris sees whoโs sitting there across from Felixโs desk. You.
Your posture stiff but fragile all at once. You look wornโlike youโve been holding your breath for hours. Eyes still glazed with worry, panic clinging to your features like itโs etched in and his heartโฆ breaks. Because despite everything youโve saidโevery wall youโve put up, every bit of distance youโve tried to keepโyou still care and maybe more than youโll ever admit out loud.
Chris forces his legs to move, each step feeling heavier the closer he gets to you. Heโs got a dozen things lined up in his headโquestions, apologies, reassurancesโbut before he can get a single word out, youโre on your feet.
You donโt even look at him. Instead, your eyes dart to Felix. โWeโre done, right?โ
Felix hesitates, shoulders pulling tight before he gives a small, awkward nod. โYeah.โ
And just like that, youโre reaching for your purse. No words for Chris, not even a glance, just the quiet swish of the strap as it slides over your shoulder before you turn to leave.
Chris stands frozen, the air in his lungs refusing to move. He knows he should say somethingโanythingโbut his feet feel bolted to the floor. Then Felixโs hand presses firmly against his back, a not-so-gentle shove forward.
Chris shoots him a glare over his shoulder but Felix doesnโt flinch, instead he snaps at him. โWhat are you still here? Go after her!โ
Thatโs all it takes for the hesitation to snap. Heโs moving before he even thinks, slipping out through the bullpen and scanning the hallway. He spots you on the stairs, your figure descending toward the lobby with clipped, determined steps. He takes the stairs two at a time until he catches up, his hand closing around yours.
Your head turns almost instantly, eyes locking with his. Theyโre glossy and fragile like one wrong word would send the whole thing shattering.
โCome on. Iโll drive you home,โ Chris says quickly, the words tumbling out before you can pull away. He doesnโt wait for your answer, just shifts his grip to guide you toward the emergency stairwell.
The echo of your steps follows his as he pulls the door open, leading you down toward the parking basement. You donโt resist. You donโt speak. But you donโt let go, either. And Chris tightens his hold just enough to tell youโwithout saying itโthat heโs here.
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The drive home feels like wading through a swamp of silenceโheavy, slow, and suffocating. Every glance he risks at you just makes it worse. Your face is turned toward the window, but your reflection in the glass makes his chest twist. He canโt tell if youโre angry, worried, or both, so he forces his eyes back to the road and grips the wheel tighter, letting the hum of the engine fill the void between you.
By the time you both step into the apartment, the quiet has turned unbearable. He sets his keys on the counter, draws in a breath, ready to start with a sincere apology but the words die the second he looks up and sees that youโre crying. Not just a stray tear or twoโyour cheeks are wet, your eyes swollen and red, your shoulders trembling under the weight of something he knows he caused.
โHeyโhey, baby, no. Please donโt cry,โ he says softly, closing the distance in three long strides. His hands come up to your arms, warm and firm, thumbs brushing against your sleeves like he can soothe you through the fabric.
His plea only seems to break something in you as your quiet tears turn to ragged sobs, your breath hitching like you canโt catch it, and it kills him. He doesnโt know what to say, so he does what he can doโoffer his comfort. Heโs wrapping you up in his arms, pulling you tight against his chest. He buries his lips in your hair, pressing a tender kiss to the side of your head.
โIโm sorry,โ he whispers, the words heavy with guilt. โIโm really, really sorry,โ
His forehead comes to rest against yours, his palm cupping your jaw with a gentleness that contradicts the desperate edge in his voice. โPlease, babyโฆ talk to me, mmh?โ
You keep crying instead, the tears slipping over his skin no matter how many times he tries to brush them away. After a while, you pull back just enough to wipe at your cheeks with the back of your hand, leaving your skin raw and damp.
Your voice is hoarse, fragileโlike it might shatter as you finally speak. โI canโt do this anymore.โ
The words hit him like a sucker punch, his whole body goes still and panic flares instantly in his chest. This. You mean this relationship. You mean him and you. Us? His mind scrambles, his grip tightening like he can keep you here if he just holds on hard enough.
โNo, noโbaby, Iโm sorry. This is on me, Iโll be better, Iโll try harder, Iโโ His voice falters, his breath catching. โJustโฆ donโt. Please donโtโโ
โI love you too much,โ you suddenly add and your voice cracks as those words hold so much emotions.
For a moment, Chris swears his heart forgets how to beat. He didnโt expect thatโnot now, not when everything feels like itโs falling apart. And yet, hearing it, just like thatโฆ itโs the most beautiful, gut-wrenching thing heโs ever heard.
โAnd I love you too,โ he breathes out, the confession thick with everything he feels but canโt name. He leans in, pressing a long, lingering kiss to your lips before murmuring against them, โSo much.โ
Chris kisses you again, hard and desperate, pouring everything he hasnโt said into the press of his lips. The world blurs until thereโs nothing but the heat between you, the rush of breath, the muffled sounds against each otherโs mouths. Itโs only a matter of time before it deepensโyour lips parting, your hands tangling in his hair, your body pressing closer as though you could disappear into him entirely.
He drops his hands to your waist, fingers gripping tight, and with a swift motion, he lifts you onto the edge of the dining table. The wood creaks beneath the shift of your weight, but he doesnโt hesitate to claim your mouth again, faster this time, rougher, until youโre clinging to him with your arms looped tight around his shoulders.
Your hands roam, impatient, tugging at his shirt until itโs free from the waistband of his jeans. The metal buckle of his belt clinks as you work it open, and he shrugs off his jacket in a rush, letting it drop to the floor with the faint thud of his holster still strapped inside. His shirt follows, gone over his head in one motion.
When he puts his focus on you again, he catches you pulling at the hem of your skirt until it hunches around your waist and you donโt waste any second to tug at the elastic band of your underwear. He immediately helps to get it off of you and the lacey fabric drops onto the floor in a second.
Thereโs no slowing down nowโonly heat, urgency, and the need to be closer than close. He pulls you forward until youโre perched at the very edge of the table. You part your legs for him, allowing him to see between the legs, how youโre throbbing and glistening wet for him.
He slips his hand into his brief, taking his cock out of its confine, stroking at it slowly with his eyes glued to your heating core.
God, he canโt hold himself back anymore when youโre so close, so ready for him. So he aligns his length to your entrance and pushes inside, just an inch or two. Then he presses his forehead to yours, breathing you in, holding you still for a beat longer as though heโs bracing himself.
A while later, he continues pushing in the remaining of his hard length into you and the moment your bodies fully connect, you both gasp. Your legs wrap around him, pulling him closer, keeping him there.
With a haste kiss on your lips and his hands gripping at your thighs, Chris begins to move, slowly yet intensely, until heโs lost in the feel of you, the sound of your breath, the way your eyes lock with his. He occasionally glances down to where his cock disappeared into you, to where youโre taking him too damn well and the pace builds without either of you meaning toโslower turns urgent, urgent turns relentless. Your fingers dig into his back, his name spilling from your lips between gasps and soft cries.
The table groans beneath the motion, but he canโt stop, wonโt stop even though he knows you just came around him just now. When release finally takes him in the next moment, itโs with a raw sound against your mouth, his arms caging you in as though he could keep you right here, exactly like this, forever. He stays there, chest to chest, your breaths mingling, the thundering beat of your hearts in sync. For a long moment, neither of you moveโjust holding, just feeling, just being.
Then your lips land on his shoulder before trailing up to his neck in soft, tender kisses that make his chest tighten in a way that has nothing to do with the high heโs coming down from. Gently, you tilt his head, your fingers cupping his jaw with care, and press your lips to his. No rush, no urgency, itโs just a kiss layered with meaning, with intention.
When you pull back, thereโs a smile on your lips, and you murmur playfully, โDonโt you miss that, mmh, baby?โ before bumping your nose against his.
A chuckle slips from him before he can stop it. His hands settle on your waist, thumbs brushing over the curve of you, but then he pulls back just far enough to see your face. Both his hands cradle it, his gaze locked on you.
For a moment, he simply looks at the person he loves so deeply it hurts. The one he trusts without hesitation. His sanity. His clarity. His home.
The weight of it all sits heavy in his chest, and he lets it spill out in the only way he knows how. โI love you,โ he says, the words raw enough to ache.
He leans in, pressing a long, chaste kiss to your lips, letting it linger before pulling away with a small smile. His voice low with amusement as he adds, โAnd yes. I missed it so much.โ
You both laugh softly at that, the sound wrapping around him like the comfort of an old memory. Then your arms loop around his shoulders, pulling him closer. You tilt your head toward his ear, your voice dipping into something smooth, warm, and sinful enough to make his breath catch.
โOn the bed next?โ you whisper, and Chris knows exactly what you mean without another word.
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On the bed, youโre lying on your stomach, bare skin melting into the cool sheets, your fingers curling into the fabric as soft moans slip past your lips. Chrisโs mouth is warm and unhurried against your back, fluttering little kisses pressing over your shoulder blades, down the dip of your spine. Thisโthis is what you missed. The way he touches you, cherishes you, makes you feel not just wanted, but worshipped.
He keeps going, his lips mapping you until he reaches the curve of your butt. A teasing kiss lands there, followed by a playful nip that makes you gasp and throw him a glare over your shoulder. Your whine only earns a low chuckle against your skin.
Chris shifts, kneeling on the bed, settling himself behind you. His hand slips between your legs, fingers moving between your slick folds with practiced intent until youโre trembling and breathless. He easily locates your clit, applying gentle pressures on it to draw more pleasure, but also more arousal to prepare you for what comes next. Then, with a slow, deliberate push, he eases himself into you again, stopping with half of his length already buried in your tight walls as he hovers above you, forehead brushing your temple, breath warm on your ear.
He kisses along your neck and jaw, and when you tilt your head to meet his gaze, you catch the dark, lust-hazed glint in his eyes. โI almost forgot how big you are,โ you whisper.
His lips curve into a knowing smile and he softly mutters, โBut you take me so well, baby.โ
His mouth crashes to yours at the same moment he pushes in fully, the stretch making you moan against his lips. He swallows the sound, moving with a deep, steady rhythm that leaves you clinging to him. His lips wander to your throat while his hands slip under you, cupping your breasts, kneading gently in time with each thrust, your sensitive buds caught between the fingers.
โYou feel so good, baby,โ you manage between breaths.
โI know, baby,โ he murmurs, voice low and thick.
Your eyes stay locked on his, drinking in the way his expression changes with every movement. โOh, so goodโฆ so deep inside me.โ
You feel him twitch inside you, and your grip tightens on his forearm. โPlease, donโt stop.โ
Those words unravel him in the best way. His breath turns rough, low groans spilling from his mouth as his pace quickens. The room fills with the sound of your bodies moving together, the sheets rustling beneath you. One of your hands finds his, fingers intertwining, the grip grounding you both even as the pleasure builds to something dizzying.
And then youโre fallingโtogether. His name spills from your lips, his forehead drops to your shoulder, and you both come apart in the same breath, clinging to each other until the world feels still again.
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You rest against the headboard, a pillow tucked behind your back, the sheets tangled low around your waist. Chris lies sprawled on his stomach, his head heavy on your chest, arms looped loosely around your middle. Youโre both still naked, still warm from the sex, still basking in that post-high haze where the world outside doesnโt matter.
Itโs niceโcomfortable in a way thatโs been missing for too long and from the way Chris is curled into you, purring like a contented cat with his eyes closed, you can tell he feels it too. You love him most when heโs like thisโunguarded, open, vulnerableโฆ yours.
You press a soft kiss to the top of his head and exhale. โHow I miss you.โ
His head lifts slightly, his brow furrowed. โIโm here.โ
โWell, you were missing until now,โ you casually say and you ruffle his hair playfully, but the way his smile fades tells you he understands exactly what you mean.
He props himself up on his elbows, caging you in as he looks down at you. โIโm sorry, baby.โ
You can see the sincerity in his eyes, and you smile at him, but you also need him to know and understandโbecause this isnโt about the job itself, or the nights heโs spent away from you, or even the danger he faces. Your hand comes up to cup his jaw, thumb stroking gently over his stubble.
โI hate not knowing,โ you tell him quietly. โI hate being kept in the dark. All I need to know is if youโre okay. If youโre safe.โ
Chris nods slowly, taking in your words. His fingers wrap around the hand cradling his jaw as he leans into your touch. โI didnโt want to burden you with all of that,โ he admits. โbut at the same time, I didnโt realize what it was doing to you.โ
โI want to be there for you,โ you say firmly, tilting your head to the side without breaking the eye contact.
His eyes soften, but thereโs a flicker of somethingโfear. โWhat ifโฆ it makes you go away?โ
Your heart aches at the rawness in his voice. You lean forward, pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. โI wonโt.โ
The tension in his face eases, dimples appearing as his smile blooms again. โPromise?โ
โI promise,โ you answer without a beat but full of conviction.
The next thing you know, his mouth is on yours again, the kiss he gives is deep and lingering, as if the taste of you is the only reassurance heโll ever need. When he pulls back, itโs only to settle his head back on your chest, sighing as you thread your fingers through his hair. You hold him close, stroking his back, making him feel loved in the way youโve always meant to and that youโre here. For him.
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Itโs past midnight and the precinct is quiet except for the constant hum of the vending machine. Heโs still here as he decides to continue watching through the rest of the security footage from the MESA gallery. His desk is littered with empty coffee cups and candy wrappers, casualties of the late-night shift.
He yawns, leaning back in his chair until it groans under his weight. The glow of the monitor bathes his tired face as he decides to watch the rest of the security footage from the MESA Gallery. Hours of pixelated nothing. Hours of shadows and empty corridors.
Felix picks up his phone, thumb tapping the screen to see that thereโs still no reply from Chris. He scrolls upโthree messages, all unanswered.
You back at the apartment yet?
Everything good?
โฆYou alive?
A small smirk tugs at his lips as he sets the phone back down. โYouโre busy making up, I see,โ he mutters under his breath, the words laced with a tired chuckle.
Felix rubs at his eyes, ready to give the footage another cursory glance before calling it a night. The video flickers, a subtle jump in the feed, and thenโ
There. A shadow at the far edge of the cameraโs range, just barely illuminated by the flickering security light. The figure moves fast, almost gliding past the frame, their face obscured. Itโs too blurry to make out details, too fleeting to be certain, but itโs something.
Felix leans forward, pulse ticking up as he replays the moment in slow motion. The figure turns just slightly, catching enough light to know that itโs someone who has no business being there at that hour.
The screen freezes on the grainy silhouette, and Felixโs lips slowly curve into a smirk. โGotcha.โ
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Synopsis:ย Detective Christopher Bang has finally found peaceโwith a new life, a new love, and a past heโs sworn to forget. But when a jewel thief thought to be long gone resurfaces, leaving behind a familiar trail of silver, the lines between his obsession and his desire begin to blur. And the more he discovers, the harder it gets to tell who's really playing the game. (22,6k words)
Author's note: I didn't mean for this fic to be this long but I kind of gone overboard with the roleplay ๐ anyway, hope you enjoy this one too ๐ซถ
There are thieves, and then thereโs Silvene.
Chris has chased men who break into safes with shaky hands and no plan, who leave chaos in their wake and flee in panic. But Silvene, well, if the whispers are to be believed that she even is a she, she moves like breath on glass.
No face. No fingerprints. No mistakes. Only the mark she always leaves behind: a faint dusting of silver.
Silvene doesnโt steal out of desperation. Her heists are too curated, too surgical. The pieces she takes are always one of a kindโhistorical diamonds, heirlooms with history and she moves with intention like sheโs building a collection.
And Chris? He hates being outsmarted, hates the thrill she leaves behind in his chest, hates that months after her last heist, he still stays late just to stare at a wall full of dead ends.
He sits alone in the precinctโs dim back office, the case file open in front of him. There are dozens of photos, all colorless under the flickering lightโsmashed glass, gutted vaults, nothing helpful. And on the wall, a map. Red pins. Five cities. No pattern. No evidence. Just a name written across every report like a ghost: Silvene.
"You still here?"
Chris jolts slightly, glancing toward the door. His friend and also, a fellow detective, Felix, leans against the frame, sipping from a coffee cup thatโs probably not his.
โI thought we agreed you were going to let this one go,โ Felix says, eyeing the folder. โThatโs the third time this week youโve gone back to it.โ
Chris shrugs, eyes dragging reluctantly from the map. โJust wanted to check something.โ
Felix raises a brow. โRight. And that โsomethingโ just happens to be the same thief who disappeared almost a year ago.โ
Chris doesnโt answer.
Felix sighs, stepping inside. โYouโre unbelievable.โ
Chris flips the folder shut. โI know.โ
โYou have a blind date, remember?โ
Chris freezes. โWaitโwhat?โ
Felix grins. โOh, come on. Donโt tell me you forgot. You told me yourself that itโs tonight.โ
Chris glances at the clock and his jaws drop in slight shock. โShit.โ
Felix tosses him his coat. โGo before she thinks you stood her up and swears off cops forever.โ
Chrisโs eyes flicking once more to the closed file as he stands, grabs his jacket from the back of his office chair, and mutters under his breath, โShe probably already hates me.โ
Felix smirks. โSo? Sheโll fit right in.โ
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By the time he pushes open the door to the cafรฉ, Chris knows heโs already blown it. Not only is he an hour late, but heโs also a mess. Heโs wearing the same damn jacket from yesterday and a wrinkled shirt that still smells faintly like sweat and subway grime. Heโd tackled a pickpocket this afternoon who tried to outrun him across three blocks and a construction site. There wasnโt time to go home. There wasnโt even time to care. But standing her up completely? That wouldโve made him the worst person in the world. He tells himself that showing up counts for something. Even if he looks like a man who lives out of a suitcase.
Itโs been years since heโs done thisโdating. Or even trying to. Most of his nights are spent hunched over reports or staking out alleyways, chasing ghosts with criminal records.
So, when a friend from another precinct offered to set him upโ โYou need a damn life, Chris. Let me set you up with someoneโโhe didnโt say no.
Maybe a date would be good. Maybe it would get his mind off things. Off work. Offโฆ Silvene.
The cafรฉ is filled with low conversation and the sound of the barista working the espresso machine. There arenโt many people here, most are already in pairs or clustered in groups. For a moment, Chris thinks sheโs already left and honestly, he wouldnโt blame her. But as his eyes sweep over the place, he notices a woman in the far corner, half-concealed behind a book. Youโre alone, sitting on a table in the corner. Your posture relaxed, fingers curled delicately around the edge of the page.
He canโt see your face, but something about the scene makes him pause. It feels like you. Or he hopes that itโs you. Slowly, he crosses the room with his heart tumbling in his chest. โExcuse me?โ he says, cautious.
The book lowers just enough to reveal your eyes and the bridge of your nose. Even half-covered, youโre breathtaking. Something about the eyelash fringed your eyes, the curiosity tinted your gaze, the slight raise of one brow. Itโs like you know exactly how much of yourself to show and when.
He clears his throat and tries again. โSorryโI, uh. I donโt mean to be weird. Iโm Chris. Bang. Chris Bang. Iโm supposed to be meeting someone here and I justโwell, I thought you might beโฆโ
You lower the book all the way now and Chris forgets how to think.
Oh. No, this is... This is unfair. If youโre not her, heโs doomed because thereโs no way heโs walking away from this. From you.
You look at him for a beat, tilting your head slightly to the side and say flatly, โAnd what can I help you with?โ
Shit.
Chris immediately hides his disappointment behind a quick, polite smile. โRight. Sorry. My mistake.โ
He turns to leave, already cursing himself and he canโt believe that he has to walk away from this. Then, he hears it, your soft laugh that strangely triggers a fluttering feeling in his stomach.
โIโm just kidding,โ you say as you slowly put your book down on the table.
Chris turns back around and you're smiling now, and itโs brighter than it has any right to be. He exhales, somewhere between a groan and a laugh. โYou got me good.โ
You gesture to the seat across from you. โYou deserve that much for showing up late.โ
He slides into the booth, finally letting the tension melt from his shoulders and heโs glad that you donโt even look mad which somehow only makes him feel worse.
โHour late and no flowers,โ you playfully mutter as you lean back on your chair and quietly taking him in. โYouโre really setting the bar high.โ
Chris offers a sheepish smile, resting his elbows on the table. โItโs been a long week.โ
You tilt your head. โRough job?โ
โPolice detective.โ He shrugs. โNarcotics, mostly.โ
One of your eyebrows lifts slightly. โIs that supposed to impress me?โ
Chris huffs a laugh. โGod, I hope not.โ
You smile again, and it hits him like the coffee heโs drinkingโslow, warm, spreading all over him.
โAnd you?โ he asks, leaning forward. โWhat do you do?โ
โIT,โ you answer easily, tracing the rim of your glass. โSystem security. Networks. I keep things safe.โ
He nods. โThat sounds important.โ
โIt is.โ You pauseโjust long enough to make him look up at you again. โBut sometimes I like the idea of breaking through security instead. Just to see if I can.โ
Chris raises a brow. โRebellious side?โ
You shrug and slyly smile as you say, โOh, you donโt know who youโre dealing with.โ
From that moment on, Chris barely registers the words as heโs too busy watching the way your mouth curves when you speak. The subtle elegance in the way you tuck your hair behind your ear. Thereโs a grace to you, sharp yet composed like youโre always two steps ahead.
โDetective Bang?โ you tease.
โHuh?โ
โYou spaced.โ
Shit. He clears his throat and shyly mutter. โSorry. I justโฆ youโre really easy to talk to.โ
You let out an amused laugh. โThat was the worst save Iโve ever heard.โ
Chris laughs, genuinely this time, leaning back into his seat. The awkwardness from earlier has dissolved entirely. The conversation begins to flow like it always existedโeffortless, steady, charged with something heโs not sure he should name yet.
You talk about growing up in a house full of brothers, how you learned to pick locks out of boredom, and how you once hacked into your schoolโs grading system โjust to see if it could be doneโ but you swear that you never changed anything and just looked.
โI like knowing things Iโm not supposed to,โ you say, eyes gleaming in the low light. โItโs a bad habit.โ
Chris chuckles, shaking his head. โYouโre either going to get promoted or arrested.โ
โLetโs see which happens first.โ
Chris doesnโt flirt, not really. Not since college. But with you, itโs instinct. The way you laugh at his dry comments. The way you lean forward when you talk, like heโs the only person in the room. Like youโre trying to read him as much as heโs reading you. And the most dangerous part? He likes it. Too much. Too fast.
You swirl whatโs left of your drink, eyeing him over the rim with a curious smile. โSo, detective,โ you start, voice low and teasing, โis that like, actual detective work? Like tailing people and sneaking around with a badge in your sock?โ
Chris chuckles. โOnly on Thursdays.โ
You laugh softly, leaning in just a bit closer. โSeriously though. Do you like it? The job?โ
โI do,โ he says, almost without thinking. โMost days.โ
โAnd the other days?โ
He hesitates. โIt gets heavy sometimes.โ
You nod, like you understand and for some reason, he thinks you do. Then your voice dips a little lower, more thoughtful. โIs there any case that everโฆ stuck with you? Something that really got under your skin?โ
Itโs the kind of question most people donโt ask. Most dates would keep it lightโfavorite colors, the last movie he watched or his current hobbies, or whether heโs ever been in a shootout, but not you.
Chris opens his mouth, and Silvene is right there on his tongue. The name tastes cold and bitter. The image of silver dust, fingerprints that never exist. He wants to talk about herโhow she makes him lose sleep, how sheโs the only case that haunts him.
But then he looks at you and youโre here. Youโre real, warm and present. And youโre giving him all of your attention. He doesnโt want to think about ghosts when youโre sitting in front of him, full of curiosity and endless possibilities.
So instead, he leans back and says, โThere was a murder case. A few months ago.โ
Your brow raises in intrigue. โDo I want to know?โ
โProbably not,โ he says with a half-smile. โBut it ended well. Took a month of digging, but we got him.โ
You donโt flinch. In fact, you look intrigued. โMurder, huh?โ you murmur. โSounds intense.โ
โIt was,โ Chris says. โThe guy almost slipped through. Used to be a lawyer, knew all the loopholes. But one detail tripped him upโhe left a trail of receipts for a fake alibi.โ
You hum appreciatively. โRookie moves. Amateurs always forget to cover their paper trail.โ
Chris huffs a laugh, amused. โMost people donโt say things like that.โ
You just smile, that same playful curve of your lips that got him the first time. โIโm not most people.โ
Itโs true. He feels it in the way the conversation flows between you like youโve known each other for years. The way you shift effortlessly from teasing to thoughtful, from soft to sharp. You keep him on his toesโand he likes it. Itโs not just attraction. Itโs something deeper. Somethingโฆ instant.
When the check comes and you let him pay without protest, he knows heโs doomed. Not in a bad way. Just the kind that means heโs already thinking about when heโll see you again. Because if this is what it feels like to be with someone who sees you, really sees youโthen maybe itโs time to stop chasing a ghost.
-
The two of you step out into the night, the autumn air sharp but not cruel. The kind that slips into your sleeves and brushes against your skin like itโs testing how long youโll last without a coat. You wrap your arms around yourself, and the wind stirs your hair, catching the light from the cafรฉโs neon sign. Chris watches as a few strands fall across your cheek and you brush them back without thinking. You look like you belong in a movie like youโve already slipped into the kind of memory he wonโt be able to let go of.
He doesnโt want to leave yet but he doesnโt know how to ask you to stayโnot without sounding like a guy who gets too eager, too fast. And God, thatโs exactly what he is right now. Eager. Caught off guard. Already in too deep and trying not to show it.
So instead, he exhales, stuffing his hands in his pockets, and says, โSo... I guess this is it.โ
You turn to him, smiling softly, and something in his chest tightens.
He clears his throat as he shoves his hands into the pockets of his jeans. โWould youโuh. Want to go out again sometime?โ
You stare at him in mock thoughtful. โMaybe.โ
Chris raises an eyebrow. โMaybe?โ
โWell...โ you tilt your head, lips curling into a smirk. โIf you show up on time.โ
He laughs, dropping his gaze for a second. โRight. Fair.โ
Thereโs a beat of silence where neither of your move. The quiet buzz of the city hums around you two, but it feels far away. Right now, itโs just the two of you, standing under the soft glow of a streetlamp, caught in something warm and unexpected.
And then you look at him right in the eyes and say, โOrโฆ We could just skip the wait and go straight to the second date? That way you have no excuse to be late.โ
It hits him in the chest like a slow, soft punch. He wasnโt ready for that. Not from you. Not from someone whoโs got every reason to play it cool. But youโre looking at him like you mean it, like this wasnโt just a nice dinner and easy conversationโit was something more. And you want more.
Heโs stunned and a little smug, but mostly stunned. So naturally, he tries to play it cool. He nonchalantly shrugs and says, โHmmโฆ tempting. But I donโt know. Iโve got protocols. Timelines. Rules.โ
You roll your eyes. โWow. Yeah, I forgot you are a cop.โ
He grins and crosses his arms together in front of him. โI have a badge and everything.โ
โOh no, I can already hear it,โ you say with a dramatic sigh. โSorry, canโt kiss you, Iโve got a curfew. The chief said no fraternizing past ten.โ
Chris bursts out laughing and probably a little too much for a sidewalk at night. He hasnโt laughed like this in months. Not the kind that feels like something cracking open in his chest. He catches your gaze again, and this time he doesnโt look away.
โOkay,โ he says. โScrew the curfew. Letโs have that second date.โ
You smile, and itโs the kind that doesnโt need words. It just sits there, soft and full of possibility, like something youโre both too scared to name yet. And for the first time in almost a yearโ Chris thinks maybe heโs allowed to want something that isnโt just the chase.
-
The second date takes place at a bar a few blocks away from the cafรฉ. Itโs dim and loud, but not too loud. It buzzes with warmthโsoft yellow lights strung along the ceiling, music humming in the background, and the occasional burst of laughter.
However, to Chris, the world has shrunk down to a booth in the corner and the girl sitting across from him. Youโre holding your drink with one hand, fingers lazily circling the rim. Your eyes flick up to meet his, and thereโs a glint thereโplayful, daring. Dangerous, maybe. But God, heโs drawn to it like a moth to flame.
"So,โ you say, tone light but laced with something heavier, โis it true all cops are secretly just lonely guys with a badge and a savior complex?โ
Chris nearly chokes on his drink, laughing. โWow. Going straight for the kill?โ
You lean in, eyes narrowing just slightly. โIs it a, yes?โ
He smiles. โI donโt think Iโm lonely.โ
โMm. Just married to your job, then?โ
โBasically.โ
You tap your glass against his. โTragic. But we can still fix that.โ
He doesnโt even bother hiding the way his gaze drops to your mouth. Youโre close. Too close. The kind of close that makes him hold his breathe.
You tilt your head slightly, catching him in the act, and smirk. โDo you always look at suspects like that, Detective?โ
Chris raises an eyebrow. โOnly the really dangerous ones.โ
You laugh and gosh, he wants to bottle that sound, keep it tucked somewhere deep in his chest. Itโs reckless how fast youโve disarmed him and the way your body leans into the space between themโhe feels it like a jolt. Everything in him tightens. Youโre not subtle. But neither is he.
The air thickens, becomes electric. Each word, each look is another step toward something inevitable. Itโs like gravity. You keep pulling him in.
And then, you do it againโlean in close, lips nearly brushing his ear, your voice a soft whisper: โYou keep staring at me like that, and I might start thinking you're the dangerous one.โ
He doesnโt move. Doesnโt blink. Yet his voice drops lower. โMaybe I am.โ
But just when he thinks youโll close the gap between youโwhen the only thing separating your mouth from his is a shallow breathโyou pull away. You're standing up, walking away from the booth like you havenโt just set his entire nervous system on fire.
Chris watches as you make your way to the jukebox, hips swaying, your fingers trailing across the dusty surface of the machine like youโre teasing it, too. The hem of your dress rides up just slightly when you lean forward, revealing a hint of thigh that makes Chrisโs mouth go dry. He exhales through his nose, slow and controlled.
Soon enough, the music startsโa low, sultry pulse of old rock, smooth and aching. The kind that sinks into the bones and settles somewhere hot. You turn to face him with the soft red glow from the jukebox backlights your silhouette as if warning him that youโre an imminent danger to him. You walk back toward him and thereโs no smile this time. Just a look. One that says come here, without needing to say a word.
Chris instinctively stands as you reach for his hand and pull him toward the open floor like youโve done this before, like he belongs here with you. Your hands slide up his chest, warm and bold, resting against his shoulders. His settle instinctively on your hips, fingers tightening just slightly when you press against him.
The dance starts slow. Swaying, lazy, intimate. He gives you a spin, and when you fall back into his arms, your body fits against his too perfectly. You're so close now. Just enough distance for the tension to settle thick in the air between you. Close enough to feel the shape of your breath on his lips. Close enough to hear your quiet laugh when he fumbles the next step and mutters something under his breath about being terrible at this.
"Youโre not that bad," you murmur, leaning in. "Just stiff."
His grip on your waist tightens as he teasingly says "Iโve heard that before."
You smile, eyes catching his like you know what youโre doing to him.
"You should loosen up," you say, voice soft, eyes hooded. "Let go a little."
Your hips move against his, slow and languid, guiding him into the rhythm of the music. Itโs not really dancing anymoreโnot in the traditional sense. Itโs something else. Something more primal. Less choreography, more instinct.
The air between you shifts as your arms loop around his neck. Your chest brushes his. Your mouth is so closeโso maddeningly closeโthat all Chris can focus on is the way your lips part just slightly when you breathe, the way your gaze dips to his, then back up, then down again. Itโs teasing. Daring. Alluring. Then you lean in, your lips grazing the shell of his ear as you whisper, โYou look like you want to kiss me.โ
Chris huffs out a soft laugh, heat pooling low in his gut. โIโve wanted to since you called me out for being late.โ
You pull back just enough to meet his eyes, your expression unreadable. Your hand cups the back of his neck, fingers playing with his stubborn curl there.
"Then why havenโt you?"
Just like that, his control frays. He finally closes the distance and heโs almost lets out a sigh of relief the second his lips touch yours.
The kiss is slow, deep, and hungry. Your lips are soft, your mouth warm, and the moment your tongue brushes his, something in him snaps. One of his hands slides up your back, gripping you closer; the other stays firm on your waist, grounding him through the storm of sensation. You kiss him back like you're feeding on him, like you need him, like this moment could swallow the both of you whole and neither of you would mind. Itโs not gentle. Itโs not sweet. Itโsโฆ consuming.
You tilt your head, deepening the kiss. Your fingers tug at the collar of his shirt, and Chris exhales a shaky breath against your mouth, chest pressed against yours like he wants to imprint this memory in the back of his mind.
He pulls back just slightly, just enough to catch his breath and to take you in โ the way your lips are swollen from his kiss, the way your eyes gleam under the dim bar lights, like you're lit from within. He gives you a sly, crooked smile, still catching his breath. โSo,โ he murmurs, voice low and rough, โhow about we skip ahead to the third date?โ
You let out a soft laugh, and itโs almost a purr โ dangerous and sweet all at once. โFor a cop,โ you tease, inching closer, โyou really donโt give a damn about rules.โ
Chrisโs hands tighten on your waist. โNot when it comes to you.โ
Your lips brush his again, but this time, itโs you who kisses him โ slower, deeper, like a promise and a dare rolled into one. When you pull away, your lips linger against his, breath warm and ragged.
โThen letโs go straight to the third date,โ you whisper, barely audible against his mouth.
Chris is already moving before you finish the sentence โ chasing another taste of you, heart pounding, knowing heโs in trouble, and yeah, youโre right, heโs not giving a damn.
-
Chris doesnโt know how he got hereโtangled with you on his bed, your mouth moving feverishly against his, your body pressed so tight against him it feels like heโs burning alive.
Youโre still in that damn dress, the one thatโs been driving him insane all night. His hands glide down your sides, exploring every curve through the thin fabric until thatโs no longer enough for him so he slips a hand beneath the hem, and the heat pooling between your legs nearly makes him lose it.
You gasp โ breath catching, eyes fluttering โ the moment his fingers manage to trace your clit through the silky fabric. He swears under his breath, voice hoarse against your ear.
โSo softโฆโ he murmurs. โSo goddamn responsive.โ
Your body arches into his touch, hips moving with each slow, deliberate circle he draws on your bundle of nerves, and your moans are like gasoline to his fire. He can barely think. He doesnโt want to think. He only wants more, more and more.
With a rough tug, he slides the flimsy barrier down your legs, the cool air hitting your skin, and he shudders at the sight of you โ bare and breathtaking. He pushes the hem of your dress higher, bunching it at your hips, then lowers himself between your thighs.
Chris doesnโt hesitate. He leans in, tasting you with a hunger that startles even himself. And God, the way you react โ fingers tugging at his hair, back arching off the mattress, mouth parting around his name โ heโs never wanted anything more than to give you everything youโre asking for without words.
He wraps his arms beneath your thighs, pulling you closer because he wants you and that sweet cunt nowhere but in his greedy mouth. Every sound you make urges him on, every tug of his hair lights a fuse inside his chest. Then he hears his name, falling from your lips like a breathless confession.
โChris?โ
He pauses, just long enough to lift his head and meet your eyes. His face is flushed, lips wet, chest rising and falling like heโs the one unraveling.
And you smile at him, sly and adoring all at once, as you murmur, โI like you. So, so much.โ
Chrisโs answering grin is cocky and sweet all at once, pure triumph and pure affection mixed together. โYeah?โ he says, eyes gleaming as he lowers his head again. โLet me show you how much I like you too.โ
And then heโs lost in you again, in the taste, in the sound, in the way you give yourself so completely to him and Chris knows, even now, heโs already too far gone.
-
The room is dark, lit only by the faint moonlight leaking through the blinds. Shadows dance across your skin, soft and warm beneath him, your breath feathering against his jaw as he presses a kiss to your lips, to your jaw, to your neck, anywhere he can land his lips on.
Chris moves not out of restraint, but reverence. Every roll of his hips into yours is measured, deep and unhurried, like heโs trying to savor every second of being inside you. How it feels to be seen like this โ touched, trusted, held in your gaze like heโs something worth holding on to.
God, he wants to ruin you. Wants to lose himself in the slick sounds and the grip of your cunt around his cock and the desperate way you whisper his name. But more than that, he wants this. This connection. This rhythm. This fragile, burning intimacy that wraps around the two of you.
You look up at him with your eyes soft, wide and vulnerable in a way that cuts him open. Youโre letting him in, letting him see the person behind the teasing smiles and clever remarks. Letting him be with you, not just inside your body, but somewhere deeper.
Chrisโs not prepared for it. Not for the way it hits him like a slow, rolling wave โ steady and immense. Youโre pulling him under, and he doesnโt even want to come up for air.
I want this. He finds himself thinking, chest tight, heart hammering as he thrusts into you again and again, your bodies moving in perfect sync. Your fingers trail along his spine, your legs wrapping tighter around him, and that look in your eyesโฆ that look tells him you might just want the same.
The next day, when the morning light creeps in Chris wakes up to the steady rise and fall of your breathing against his chest, he knows for sure it wasnโt just a dream. Youโre still here, curled beneath his blanket, tangled in the fabric and the afterglow of last night, your body tucked close to his like itโs always belonged there.
When he shifts, he does it carefully as to not wake you, his eyes find your face โ serene, lips slightly parted, hair tousled across his pillow. God, youโre beautiful.
The flutter in his chest is immediate. Itโs stupid, giddy, a little out of place for a man like him whoโs hardened by the job, by long nights and empty beds โ but itโs real and he wants this. Waking up to you, seeing you first thing in the morning, every morning.
Your lashes flutter open just as heโs about to lean down and kiss your shoulder. Your eyes meet his, still heavy with sleep โ and instinctively, he blurts it out. โYouโre my girlfriend now.โ
A moment passes in silence. You blink once, twice, and slowly roll onto your back, staring at the ceiling with an exaggerated groan. โGod, what have I done?โ you mutter, dramatic and husky with sleep. โIโm dating a cop.โ
Chris laughs โ a low, warm sound that rumbles in his chest โ and shifts to hover above you, bracing his arms on either side of your head. โThatโs right,โ he says, grinning down at you. โNo more breaking the law for you.โ
You stretch your arms and put your wrists together before offering them to him with a sly smile. โMight as well arrest me now, detective.โ
He easily takes both of your wrists in one hand and pins them gently to the mattress above your head, his body lowering until thereโs barely any space between you. His breath brushes over your lips as he leans in, eyes locked on yours. โThereโs no escaping me now,โ he murmurs, voice deep and rough with affection.
With that, he kisses you, slow and consuming like a promise sealed in soft moans and sunlit sheets. Soon enough, the kiss deepens, lazy and heated, and he doesn't stop until youโre sighing into his mouth again. Your wrists still in his grasp, your body pliant beneath his, Chris pulls back just enough to look at you โ flushed, smiling and officially his now. And in that look, in that breathless pause between kisses, he decides that heโs never letting you go.
-
SIX MONTHS LATER
The sky is a dull gray, heavy with the promise of rain, and the alleyway reeks of smoke and gasoline. Chris stands in the middle of the taped-off crime scene, his hands buried in the pockets of his coat as he surveys the area. His gaze is sharp, sweeping over the shattered glass, the scorched remains of a getaway vehicle, the bloodstains smudged on the pavement.
He points toward the burned-out car. โGet the forensics team to check for accelerants. If this was intentional, I want to know what kind of fuel was used.โ
Felix, crouched nearby with a small notepad in hand, nods and scribbles it down. โAlready flagged it.โ
Chrisโs attention shifts to a trail of footprints leading out of the alley. โGet prints and shoe impressions, too. And the cameraโโ He gestures to a security cam mounted just above the fire escape. โWeโll need that footage ASAP.โ
โOn it.โ Felix flips to a new page, pen racing across the paper. โSo far, weโve got arson, suspected assault, possibly linked to the earlier drug bust. What else?โ
Chris glances at his watch, the leather strap is worn, the one thing he never takes off. โCheck if any witnesses were nearby. That diner down the blockโsomeone had to see something.โ
Felix nods again as he slips his notepad shut. โAlready talked to the owner. Heโs checking his own CCTV for us.โ
Chris exhales slowly, looking around the crime scene once more just in case he missed something the first time. โAnything else?โ
Felix stands, brushing dust from his pants. โNot until the lab sends back the full report.โ
Chris takes one final look around the alley before nodding. โAlright. Letโs head back to the precinct.โ
The precinct is quieter than usual, late afternoon light casting long shadows across the walls. Heโs buried in paperworkโincident reports, witness statements, evidence logsโeverything from todayโs scene stacked neatly on his desk, waiting for his final signature. His fingers move across the keyboard steadily, the soft clack of the keys blending into the low hum of conversation and the occasional ring of a phone. Heโs just finishing up the last report when he senses someone hovering nearby and he doesnโt need to look up to know itโs Felix. The quiet tapping of his pen against the desk gives him away.
โYou done yet?โ Felix asks, half-sighing. โCome grab a beer. You owe me one after I had to talk to that diner guy who only spoke in riddles and ancient parables.โ
Chris chuckles but keeps typing. โCanโt tonight.โ
Felix drops his head to the side and groans. โLet me guessโgoing home early again?โ
Chris nods, still not looking away from his screen. โTold her Iโd be home for dinner.โ
Felix lets out a dramatic sigh and flops into the chair opposite Chrisโs desk. โJesus. You act like youโve got a wife waiting at home with curlers in her hair and a roast in the oven.โ
That makes Chris grin, his eyes finally flicking toward his partner. โJealous?โ
Felix scoffs. โIโm offended, actually. Youโve known her for, what, six months? Weโve been through hell together since the academy, and youโre ditching me for what? A roast chicken and mashed potatoes?โ
Chris chuckles again and clicks submit on the final report. โItโs pasta night, actually.โ
โUnbelievable,โ Felix mutters, crossing his arms like a sulking child and starts swiveling his office chair from side to side.
Chris stands and starts gathering his thingsโhis phone, keys and then his bag. He shrugs on his jacket last and gives Felix a firm pat on the shoulder. โNext time, drinks are on me.โ
Felix narrows his eyes as he crosses his legs together. โDamn right they are.โ
Chris heads for the elevator, already loosening his tie when he hears Felix behind him again. โIโm keeping your promise, you know! You owe me, Chris!โ
Chris turns back just before the elevator doors begin to slide shut. โI know,โ he laughs, lifting a hand to wave.
Felix scowls and flips him off in return, and Chris is still laughing when the doors finally close.
-
Chris can already feel his exhaustion leaving him the moment he steps into his apartment.ย He toes off his boots and calls out, โBaby, Iโm home,โ like he always does and he can already picture you welcoming him with that soft smile you always wear when you see him.
However, thereโs no response, not even the faint shuffle of footsteps. He shrugs off his jacket, draping it over the hook by the door and try again, โBabe?โ
Still no answer and a subtle tension begins to thread itself through his muscles, the instincts that have kept him alive in back alleys and tense raids kicking in. His eyes sweep the space as he steps further in and thatโs when he sees a trail of redโthick, wet, splattered across the floor near the kitchen island.
Chrisโs heart lurches into his throat. His hand instinctively goes to his side, where his weapon still trapped to its holster, his hand lingers there ready to use it when the situation calls for it. He moves quietly, cautiously and then he hears footsteps echo behind him. He swiftly spins around and ready forโ
Itโs you, youโre standing there holding a mop, eyes wide, startled by his sudden turn. But his gaze drops, locking on the front of your shirt, soaked in red and streaked across your chest, blotched near your ribs.
โAre youโwhat happened?โ he asks with voice strained.
You immediately set the mop aside and hold your hands up like youโre about to calm a wild animal. โDonโt panic,โ you say, already half-laughing at yourself. โItโs not blood.โ
Chrisโs jaw tightens, not entirely reassured until you continue. His hands reaching for you, wanting to make sure of it himself.
โItโs tomato sauce. I dropped the jar trying to twist it open and it exploded all over me.โ You glance down at your shirt while uselessly trying to wipe it away. โIt looks like a murder scene, huh?โ
Only then does Chris let out the breath heโd been holding, the knot in his chest slowly loosening. He lets out a quiet, incredulous laugh, running a hand through his hair. โGosh. I thoughtโโ He stops himself before saying it. โYou scared the hell out of me.โ
You smile sheepishly, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. โI was going to clean it up before you got home, but I guess youโre early.โ
Chris steps closer, watching the way the mess clings to you. โWant help?โ
You shake your head quickly. โNo, no. Youโve had a long day. Go shower first. Iโll handle this.โ
But he doesnโt move toward the bedroom. He keeps his eyes on you, his expression softening. โCan I at least get a kiss first?โ
You glance down at your shirt. โChris. Iโm covered in sauce.โ
โSo?โ He shrugs with a smile.
You roll your eyes, but your lips twitch into a grin as he steps forward. He gently cups your face, careful not to brush against your stained clothes, and leans in. The kiss is long and lingering, the kind that makes time slow down for a few precious seconds.
When he pulls back, your lips curve upward and you murmur quietly, โWelcome home.โ
Chris lets the words settle into him and he can feel the eight of the day melts away from him because now heโs here with you. Heโs home.
โYouโd better put away that thing first, mmh?โ You mutter, eyeing the gun resting against his hip.
Apart from the safety, the wage and the insane working hours, your least favorite thing about Chrisโs job is his gun. In fact, the only condition you asked of him when he asked you to move in with him is to put that thing away from you. He doesnโt need to ask why, he understands right away without having you explained it to him.
So Chris heads straight into the bedroom, unholstering his gun with the practiced ease of muscle memory and secures it in the lockbox beneath the nightstand. Then he tucks away his badge, and places his handcuffs on the dresser where heโll grab them again in the morning. That ritual also marks the line between his world out there and this world that feels far softer.
A hot shower is next. Steam rises in curls as the water beats against the back of his neck, washing away the city grit and exhaustion clinging to his skin. He leans into it, letting the tension roll off his shoulders, muscles loosening with every pass of soap and water. When he emerges minutes later, towel drying his hair, heโs already shed the weight of the day. He dresses in a soft, worn t-shirt and grey sweatpants, and with that, he walks out of the room.
Chris immediately finds you in the kitchen, completely in your element. The light above casts a warm glow over you, catching the curves of your face, the slope of your nose, and the small furrow in your brow as you concentrate. One hand stirring the sauce in a pan, the other is scrolling down the tablet probably making sure youโre following the recipe to a tee because youโre meticulous like that.
He leans against the doorway for a second, just watching. These are the moments that remind him heโs more than the badge, more than the cases and the cold bodies. It reminds him that he can have this. He can want this.
As if sensing his eyes on you, you glance up and flash him that radiant smile. โDue to the tomato sauce incident, dinner needs a little bit more time,โ you inform, voice soft and inviting over the gentle sizzle from the pan.
His feet pulling him without thought, he comes up behind you, slipping his arms around your waist, fitting himself snug against your back as he rests his chin on your shoulder.
The scent of garlic and herbs drifts up, and he inhales deeply. โSmells amazing,โ he murmurs.
โIt better be. Iโm not risking another kitchen massacre,โ you say with a light chuckle.
He laughs and watches you dip the spatula into the sauce and have a taste with your finger, your face contemplative. โMmm,โ you hum, unsure. โI donโt knowโฆโ
Chris doesnโt hesitate to dip a finger on the sauce coated the spatula and brings it to his mouth, tasting it with a satisfied hum. โI think itโs good.โ
You turn your head slightly to look at him, your lips curving. โYou sure youโre not just biased?โ
โTotally biased,โ he admits, grinning. โStill delicious.โ
You reward him with a quick peck on the lips. โWell, dinnerโs ready then,โ you say as you turn off the stove and start to pull away.
But Chris doesnโt let go. Instead, he turns you gently to face him, his arms still circled around you, and kisses you again, tasting a hint of sweetness lingering on your lips. In the next moment, he deepens the kiss as hunger rising in his chest. A different kind of hunger that can only be satisfied by you.
The scent of sauce fades into the background, replaced by the way you gasp softly against his mouth, the way your fingers tugging at the front of his shirt. Before he knows it, heโs lifting you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist, your arms sliding around his shoulders.
You glance down at him, breath warm against his cheek. โDinner first,โ you remind him teasingly. โDessert after.โ
Chris huffs out a playful breath, shaking his head with a grin. โYou think I came home early for your cooking?โ
Your eyes widen, mock-offended. โWow. Iโm genuinely hurt.โ
He kisses you again, slow and deep, before pulling back just enough to meet your gaze. โDinner can wait.โ
You open your mouth to protest, but before a single word can escape, heโs already carrying you toward the sofa, both of you laughing as the sauce simmers forgotten on the stove.
-
The sofa creaks beneath you both as Chris moves over you with a hunger heโs barely managed to keep under control all day, his pace relentless now as he thrusts into you. He glances down to where your bodies are connected, his cock slipping in and out of you One of your hands is braced against the armrest, your knuckles pale from the grip, while the other clutches at his shoulder, nails digging into the skin.
He loves this. God, he lives for this. Itโs the way your body yields to him, the way you hold on like heโs the only thing anchoring you, and maybe he is. Because when Chris makes love to you, itโs never just about releaseโitโs about claiming, about worship, about telling you without words how badly he needs this. Needs you. How most of his day had been spent glancing at the clock, wishing the hours away, just so he could come home and lose himself inside you again.
When he looks down at you, at the way your back arched, your mouth parted open with breathless moans and stuttered words that donโt even make sense anymore, your eyes squeezed shut from the overwhelming pleasure, your breasts bouncing with each thrustโyou donโt look real. You look like a sacred thing wrapped in sin, and youโre all his.
You whisper his name in desperation and needs, and he feels you clench around himโtight, trembling, fluttering in a way that tells him youโre close.
Chris groans low, the sound guttural, as you cry out, your body arching into his. "ChrisโgodโIโm coming," you gasp, voice airy and broken. โIโm coming, Iโm coming.โ
Thatโs all it takes for him to finally able to let go. Chris lets out a strangled breath, nearly losing control then and there, but he pulls out just in time. His hand wraps around his throbbing cock, quick strokes guiding him through the final push, and with a rough gasp, he spills onto your stomachโthick, hot, the release shaking through him as his eyes stay locked on you.
Damn. That sight of your skin flushed, chest rising and falling fast, the white of his seed glistening on your stomachโฆ itโs something that lodges itself in his memory, permanently etched there.
You squirm slightly beneath him, glancing down at your body, then look up at him with that teasing glint in your eye. โThatโs a lot of cream for dessert,โ you quip, voice light and lazy with satisfaction.
Chris lets out a breathy laugh, heart still thudding wildly in his chest. Thatโs what he loves about youโyou always know. When to tease. When to be soft. When to melt into him like this, to offer yourself so openly, so fully. And when to hold your own with that sharp tongue and fire in your eyes.
Still catching his breath, he leans down and presses a kiss to your lipsโslow, tender, lingering. Your hands come up to brush through his hair, fingers curling against his scalp, before a hand slides down to cradle his jaw. Itโs so affectionate, so sweet, so you.
When you pull away, your expression shifts into something mockingly stern. โCan we have dinner now? The pastaโs getting soggy,โ you murmur, narrowing your eyes.
Of course thatโs what youโd say. Chris grins because thatโs exactly why he loves you. Because youโre everything he wantsโsultry, sharp, grounding, wild, softโall wrapped up in one woman who makes his heart race and his world feel whole. He leans in and kisses you again, slower, sweeter. When he pulls away, he mumbles against your lips, โWeโll reheat it later.โ
As youโve expected, the pastaโs soggy and the sauce lukewarm but Chris couldnโt care less. Youโre sitting beside him on the sofa, your legs tucked under you, wearing nothing but his oversized white t-shirt that hangs loose on your frame and honestly, you look too good for his own peace of mind.
Chris digs into the bowl of food, his bare chest still red in places from the aftermath, his grey sweatpants sitting low on his hips. You both eat like itโs the best thing in the world, even though objectively, itโs not. But thereโs laughter between bites and thatโs what makes it special.
And yes, heโs aware of your gaze that is burning into him from the side so he pauses, fork halfway to his mouth, and glances at you with a crooked smile. โWhat?โ he asks with a teasing tone, already knowing thereโs something behind that look.
You immediately look away, shoulders shaking with a quiet laugh. โNothing.โ
Chris leans in just a little, nudging your leg with his knee. โNo, come on. Donโt do that. You were staring at me. I want to know what was going on in that beautiful little head of yours.โ
You let out a soft chuckle, your fingers wrapping around your wine glass as you take a slow sip like youโre stalling. Finally, you glance over at him again, eyes dancing with amusement. โI was just wondering,โ you murmur, lips curving into a knowing smile, โhow you can eat like that after railed me so hard a moment ago.โ
Chris grins around a mouthful of pasta, clearly pleased with himself. He sets the bowl down and leans back against the sofa, eyes gleaming. โIโm impressive like that,โ he says, smug. โMultitalented.โ
You roll your eyes but laugh, reaching over to tap a finger to his chest. โFlattery wonโt get you a second round tonight.โ
He shrugs, unbothered. โWas worth a shot.โ
In the bedroom, the movie flickers on the TV screen but none of you really pay attention to it as the two of you are tangled together on the bed. Chris has his head rested against your chest, listening more to the steady rhythm of your heartbeat than the film. Your fingers are in his hair, lazily combing through the strands as he melts under your touch.
โI didnโt really do much today,โ you say softly, your voice a gentle hum above him. โBut on the way back from grocery shopping, I found this new pho restaurant three blocks down. I think we should check it out.โ
Chris hums, eyes half-lidded, comforted not just by your voice, but the casual way you say โweโ like itโs always been this way, like itโll always be this way.
He shifts slightly, pressing a kiss to your collarbone before speaking. โItโs a long day for me,โ he mumbles. โFelix and I checked out a new scene. Might be connected to a drug ring, might not. Weโre waiting on lab results, so itโs more of a hold-your-breath kind of day than a productive one.โ
You murmur a soft sound, encouraging him to go on and he sighs into your skin before speaking. โIt gets frustrating, yโknow? Thereโs always bad things happen every day. And sometimes I wonder if weโre ever going to catch a break.โ
You keep running your fingers through his hair, silent but present, and he loves that. He loves that you donโt always have to fix it, just that you listen.
โI often find myself askingโฆโ he adds with a thoughtful, wistful tone. โAm I doing enough?โ
You gently cup his chin and tilt his head toward you, meeting his gaze. โTrust me when I say youโre doing the best you can, baby,โ you assure him, keeping your voice low and soft. โEven though people couldnโt see it, but I do. And Iโm so proud of you for making the world safer, better every day.โ
He softly smiles when you bump your nose and rub it against his. Both his voice and gaze soften as he mutters, โI like talking to you about it. About all of it. Not just the job. Me. My head. It feelsโฆ safe.โ
Itโs true. He feels it deep in his bones in the way his body relaxes around you, in the way your touch melts the last of the dayโs weight off his shoulders. Thisโbeing able to talk, to share, to just exist with you like thisโis the kind of beautiful he never thought heโd deserve.
You tilt your head down, pressing your lips briefly against his. โAnd I feel safe when Iโm with you,โ you whisper.
The two of you eventually fall quiet, not because thereโs nothing left to say, but because words aren't necessary anymore. You shift slightly and turn his face toward yours, and with a soft smile, he kisses you slowly yet deeply.
โGoodnight,โ you whisper against his lips.
Chris brushes his thumb over your cheek and replies just as softly, โGoodnight.โ
With that, he closes his eyes and slowly drift into sleep with a smile etched on his face because right now, heโs already had the best part of coming home.
-
Chris stirs awake to the sensation of someone collapsing on top of him. Warm, soft and familiar. You press your body flush against his and pepper lazy kisses across his cheeks, his jaw, the bridge of his nose.
โChristopher,โ you sing in a sweet, melodic tease, dragging out the syllables like youโre serenading him into consciousness. โWake up.โ
He groans low in his throat, arms instinctively wrapping around your waist like a net pulling you in. โNo,โ he mumbles into the pillow, voice gravelly with sleep. โFive more minutes.โ
You lean down to kiss the corner of his mouth and try again. โCome on, Christopher. Wake up...โ
Without warning, Chris flips the both of you over, the world briefly turning upside down as he pins you beneath him, his arms caging you in. He lets his full weight rest gently atop you, head buried into the crook of your neck.
โYouโre such a menace in the morning,โ he mutters against your skin, his voice muffled and thick with sleep.
You huff but donโt push him away, your fingers slipping into his messy bedhead and combing through it lovingly. โWe donโt have time to play,โ you remind him softly, though the way you fondly touch him betrays you.
Chris only hums in response, burrowing even deeper into your neck like a cat refusing to be moved. โWeโve got time,โ he says with a lazy smirk.
โWe really donโt,โ you reply with a sigh. โYouโre going to be late. Again.โ
Still, Chris refuses to move but then the sharp buzz of his phone on the bedside table breaks through the sleepy silence. He ignores it at first, clutching you tighter as if he can will the world to wait.
โThat could be work, you know?โ You sing again, taunting him sweetly. โCould be a bad guy on the loose and they need their favourite detective to catch him?โ
Chris chuckles sleepily but cracks one eye open. โYouโre evil.โ
โI know I am,โ you playfully admit as youโre wiggling under him.
With a sigh that sounds like it comes from the depths of his soul, he reluctantly reaches over and grabs his phone, squinting at the screen.
Of course, youโre right that it is work calling. Felix to be exact. He accepts the call and presses the phone to his ear. โYeah?โ His voice is still hoarse, but his posture begins to shift into work mode.
Felixโs voice crackles through the speaker, urgent but steady. โLab results are in. Thereโs a development on the drug ring case.โ
Chris rubs the sleep off his eyes and lifting himself to sit up on the bed, fully awake now. โAlright. Iโll be in soon.โ
While heโs mid-conversation, you slip out from under him, smooth and smug. He watches with narrowed eyes as you saunter toward the bedroom door, wearing nothing but a grin and one of his old sweatshirt that hangs loose around your thighs.
You glance back over your shoulder with a smirk. โBetter hurry, detective. Youโve got bad guys to catch.โ
Chris groans and flops back against the mattress, the warmth of your body lingering on his skin and as much as he wants to stay buried in bed with you, tangled in sheets and sleepy kisses, he knows the worldโs not going to stop spinning.
Criminals donโt take breaks but God, he wishes they did so he can have a few more minutes with you.
-
Chris moves in a blur, pulling on his clothes piece by piece, tugging the zipper of his pants while trying to shake off sleepโs last hold on his body. His shirt is neatly ironed, thanks to you. He shrugs on his jacket, reaching for the essentials from inside the lockbox. The gun goes into the holster, badge clipped onto his belt, and finally, he slides the cold weight of the handcuff back into the inner pocket of his jacket. His routine is always the same tedious thing until he walks out of the bedroom and finds you standing in the kitchen, a small wrapped sandwich already packed in wax paper and a bottle of orange juice waiting next to it.
You glance up as he enters, smiling as bright as the morning sun. โFor the road,โ you playfully say.
Chris feels the tightness in his chest that only comes when something feels too good to be real. He walks over and takes the breakfast with a soft โThank you,โ and without thinking, leans in, cupping your waist with one arm as he pulls you close and kisses you.
โWill you be home for dinner?โ you ask, your voice gentle against the curve of his jaw as he pulls away.
Chris exhales, eyes flicking toward the clock on the microwave. โI doubt Iโll make it in time,โ he admits. โBut Iโll let you know.โ
You nod with a small, understanding smile. โOkay.โ
He hates leaving you, rushing off, but you never make him feel guilty for it. Somehow, you always manage to be soft when the rest of the world demands him to be hard.
โI have to go,โ he says, and he really means it this time, though his body refuses to move just yet. โYou know how it is.โ
You step back slightly, giving him space, but not without brushing your fingers against his chest one last time. โBe safe, yeah?โ
Chris turns to head for the door, but on impulse, he doubles back, giving your butt a quick, cheeky slap. โYou too,โ he says with a grin. โGotta keep that safe.โ
You scoff a laugh and raise an eyebrow. โMe or my butt?โ
He lets out a bark of laughter, grinning. โYes.โ
You roll your eyes, but you're smiling and he sees the way your cheeks crinkle, the way your eyes soften. He leans in again, slower this time, taking a moment to really look at you. His fingers graze your jaw as he gives you a lingering kiss, one that says everything he doesnโt have time to: I love you. Iโll be back soon.
When he finally pulls away and heads for the door, you follow him out to the hallway. He presses the elevator button, adjusting the collar of his jacket as he waits. Out of temptation, he looks over his shoulder and there you are, lingering in the doorway and waving your hand at him with a scintillating smile that puts the summer sun to shame.
As the elevator doors close, Chris smiles as he mutters to himself that he already canโt wait to go home.
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The precinct is buzzing with all kinds of noises from footsteps across the linoleum, papers shuffled, phones ringing and also, the occasional drunken shouts coming from the holding cell. Chris leans over the case file, elbows planted on the edge of the cluttered desk he shares with Felix. The drug ring case has taken a turn, a new lead surfacing late last night. Surveillance footage, a car trace, a potential drop location. Itโs not a breakthrough, but itโs enough to chase.
โMy CI confirmed that thereโs going to be a drug deal at the warehouse. Weโll need to do a stakeout,โ Felix mutters, tapping the map laid out on the desk. โTonight.โ
Chris nods, already reaching for his phone as he pushes away from the desk. โYeah. Okay. I just need to make a quick call.โ
He steps out into the hallway, somewhere quieter and presses call on your numbers. It rings once, twice, and then he hears your voice, soft and playful.
โHey, sexy.โ
โHey,โ he exhales a supressed laugh, the weight in his chest lightening. โJust wanted to tell you I wonโt make it home tonight. Weโve got a new leadโstakeout duty.โ
Thereโs a pause, then a teasing lilt in your voice. โOh no, I guess Iโll have to put on my new lingerie and enjoy the silence all by myself.โ
Chrisโs eyes widen slightly, and he instinctively bites down on his lower lip, turning his back to the hallway to hide the grin that tugs at his mouth. Aware that people could pass him by at any moment, he keeps his voice low. โThat was a dirty move.โ
You laugh on the other end and hearing it makes him homesick. โJust trying to give my hardworking detective something to look forward to.โ
Chris swallows hard, casting a glance around to make sure no oneโs listening but of course, when his eyes land back on the bullpen, Felix is throwing daggers with his eyes from the desk, completely unamused. He clears his throat and composes himself.
โNice try,โ he mutters into the phone, as if thatโs enough to hold back the image your words have already planted in his head.
You hum, not even a little sorry. โPromise me youโll stay safe?โ
He nods, even though you canโt see it. โAlways. Try not to worry about me.โ
โI always do,โ you say quietly. โBut I trust you.โ
He can hear your smile through the phone and he can picture it perfectly, the curve of your lips, the crinkle by your eyes. He wants nothing more than to be home already.
โGo and save the world, tiger,โ you say just as heโs about to hang up.
Chris canโt help the way his lips curl into a grin. He chuckles softly under his breath.
โTalk soon, baby,โ he says, voice warm, and hangs up.
He tucks the phone into his pocket and turns to head back toward Felix, whoโs already shaking his head in mock disgust.
Chris shrugs, smirking. โWhat?โ
Felix rolls his eyes as he shoves his hands into the pockets of his jacket. โYouโre completely whipped.โ
Chris grabs his jacket and the car keys. โYeah,โ he says without shame. โAnd Iโm not even mad about it.โ
The sky has long lost its colour, and the dark outside is only interrupted by the distant hum of traffic and the flicker of a faulty streetlamp near the edge of the warehouse. The stakeoutโs been dragging as thereโs no movement on site yet.
Chris exhales, his fingers tapping mindlessly on the steering wheel, the silence in the car thick until his phone buzzes from the inner pocket of his jacket. He reaches inside and fishes out his phone. The screen lights up with your name and a text preview. He unlocks it quickly and the first thing that loads is a photo.
Youโre sprawled across the bed, lying on your stomach with your head turned just slightly toward the camera. The silk of your camisole barely contains the generous curve of your breasts, the neckline dipping dangerously low. The colour flatters your skin, but what makes him sucks air through his teeth is the way you look so damn tempting without even trying.
โDammit, baby!โ He swears softly under his breath and looks out the window to make sure no oneโs approaching the car before turning his attention back to the screen.
Too bad Iโm sleeping alone tonight, the next text reads.
Chris runs a hand down his face, fighting off the groan threatening his throat. God, you know exactly what youโre doing because heโs two seconds away from turning the car engine on and driving straight home.
Instead, Chris inhales air to calm himself down and composes a reply.
Stay like that until I come home.
Your response comes seconds later.
But then the ghost in our bedroom would be enjoying the view instead.
Chris huffs out a laugh, too loud in the stillness of the car. His head falls back against the seat, grin spreading uncontrollably.
The ghost can enjoy the view. And also enjoy what happens when I come home later.
Canโt wait to put on a good show later ;)
His thumbs hover above the keyboard before typing out, Go to sleep. Iโll be home soon.
Your final reply makes his chest warm. Okay. You stay safe for me, okay?
Copy that. Goodnight, baby. See you soon. He writes then presses send.
The moment he locks his phone, the passenger-side door swings open and Felix slides in, a little breathless from the short walk after debriefing the special ops. The car shifts under his weight as he pulls the door shut.
โEveryoneโs in position,โ Felix says, grabbing the soda can from the cupholder. โNow we wait.โ
The silence resumes as Chris adjusts in his seat, brushing off the heat from your messages and trying to shift his focus back to the job. He thinks heโs succeeded until Felix speaks.
โSo,โ Felix starts, voice nonchalant, โthings are getting serious between you two, huh?โ
Chris glances at him, raising an eyebrow but casually, he answers. โNah. Not really. Weโre taking it slow.โ
Felix snorts into his soda and quickly wipes a drop dribbling down his chin with the back of his hand. โSlow? Dude, you asked her out and started dating her after one date. Then a month later sheโs living with you. You literally act like a loyal husband. You stay in on your day off and refuse going to the bar youโre your friend because she made dinner.โ
Chris shrugs with a grin. โWhat can I say? I like her cooking.โ
Felix raises the can to his lips but doesnโt drink it. โI wouldnโt be surprised if youโve got a ring already tucked somewhere, waiting for the right time.โ
Chris lets out an awkward chuckle. โItโs not like that.โ
Felix side-eyes him, skeptical.
โWeโre not in a rush,โ Chris adds defensively.
โSure. Tell that to your face every time she calls.โ
Chris leans back, folding his arms over his chest as he looks at his friend of eight years. โAre you jealous? Want me to set you up with someone, Felix?โ
Felix groans, his face is a mix of disgust and disbelief. โAbsolutely not. I have peace. I cherish it. I donโt need anyone sending me thirst traps while Iโm on the job.โ
Chris laughs, the sound echoing slightly in the car. โYour loss, man.โ
Felix takes a slow sip of soda, then adds more seriously, โI just donโt want you to make a decision you canโt walk back. Thatโs all.โ
Chris nods in understanding. โI get it. I do. But this doesnโt feel rushed. Not with her.โ
Before Felix can respond, he lifts a hand and points ahead. โHey. Movement.โ
Chris snaps his head toward the warehouse. A dark van has pulled up, headlights briefly flashing before cutting off. Two figures step out from the shadows, one with a briefcase. He leans forward, heart rate shifting gears. โThatโs our guy.โ
He grabs the radio mic clipped to the dash and brings it to his lips. โSuspects have arrived. Operation is a go. Special units hold position for confirmation.โ
As adrenaline begins to churn low in his gut, Chris slips into professional modeโsharp, alert, steady. Still, the ghost of your photo, your teasing texts, your soft voice telling him to stay safe, stays right there in the back of his mind. Suddenly, he has even more reason to make it through the night unharmed.
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The drug bust is a win. A big one. They seize everythingโpills, cash, weapons. Arrests go smoothly. No one gets hurt. Felix is still riding the high from it, chattering about the logistics of processing evidence and writing up the report, but Chrisโs mind is already somewhere else.
By the time he makes it home, itโs almost dawn. The apartment is quiet, dark except for the warm glow of a lamp in the corner. He exhales as he steps inside, shrugging off his jacket and the weight of the day slides off his shoulders with each step closer to the bedroom.
He knows youโre asleep so he tries not to make any sound as he slowly pushes the door to the bedroom. He pauses at the doorway, taking in the soft rise and fall of your breathing, the silk of your night dress catching the faint moonlight spilling through the blinds. You look so peaceful, radiant as you lie on your side, one arm tucked under the pillow, your face turned slightly toward him.
He pads over to your side of the bed, crouching down. Carefully, he brushes a lock of hair away from your face and leans in to press a kiss to your cheek.
โI missed you,โ he whispers as he tenderly rubs your cheek with his thumb.
He moves quietly to his side, removing his belt, setting his badge and sidearm in their locked case. The routine is muscle memory, but his thoughts are still wrapped in you, in how you looked, in how you smelled and how he canโt wait to wrap himself around you.
After a quick rinse in the shower, Chris finally slides under the covers. The mattress dips as he presses close, spooning you from behind. His arm wraps around your waist, pulling you snug to him. His nose buries in the crook of your neck, drinking in the scent that gives him a sense of comfort, of safety, ofโฆ home.
He knows he should let you sleep, but he canโt help it. He presses a kiss to your jaw, then your shoulder and then the curve where your neck meets your collarbone. Each kiss lingers longer than the last. His hand rests on your stomach, thumb brushing the silk of your night dress. Your skin is right thereโbare, inviting.
Soon enough, you stir and a breathy sigh escapes your lips before your eyes flutter open, heavy with sleep. You blink at him, the corners of your mouth lifting into a small smile.
โYouโre home,โ you mumble, voice low and soft. โHi.โ
Chrisโs heart swells at your sweet, sleepy welcome. โHi,โ he whispers back.
He kisses you once and then, he kisses you again, deeper and harder. Your fingers clutch at his shirt, drawing him closer. His hand slips beneath the silk of your dress, palm finding the curve of your breast. You let out a soft sound, arching into him, and he can feel you waking under his touch. You delightfully hum as his thumb brushes your nipple, slow and teasing. He kisses you even hungrier now, like he needs you to know how much he missed thisโmissed you.
Your hand drifts down his torso, curious and unhurried, trailing heat in its wake. Then you pull back just slightly, and your sleepy voice is laced with mischief.
โI told youโฆโ You pout. โNo guns allowed in the house.โ
He furrows his brows, confusedโuntil your hand finds the growing bulge poking against his boxers.
You grin as you seductively murmur. โThis is dangerous.โ
Chris huffs out a quiet laugh, his voice low and rough. โWellโฆโ he murmurs, brushing his lips against yours, โlooks like youโll have to disarm it.โ
He crashes his lips against yoursโslow, deep, with the kind of promise that curls low in his belly and settles in his bones. He presses into you, his hand slipping down your body again, the heat between you two pulling tighter, closer.
Everything elseโcases, reports, the city beyond the bedroom wallsโfades. All that matters is this. Your warmth, your skin, your heartbeat against his and Chris never feels safer. Or more undone.
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The soft shuffle of your footsteps enters the room just as Chris is slipping on his pants. He glances upโand there you are, holding a freshly ironed white shirt on a hanger, pride written all over your face.
โWear this one,โ you say, walking over. โYouโre talking to the press today about the drug bust, remember?โ
Chris raises an eyebrow as he takes the shirt from your hands, smiling. โYouโre more excited about this than I am.โ
โOf course I am,โ you reply, smoothing your hands over the fabric as you help him slide his arms into the sleeves. โI want you to look good so people know how hot my boyfriend is.โ
He chuckles, letting you button him up. Your fingers work quickly, carefully, and when you're done, you head for the drawer, picking out a navy tie with a subtle pattern.
โThis one would go well on you,โ you declare, holding it up to his chest for a moment before beginning to loop it around his collar.
Chris rests his hands on your waist, his thumbs grazing gently over your sides. As you work on his tie, he canโt stop watching youโyour focused expression, the little wrinkle that forms on your brow when the knot doesnโt sit quite right the first time. His heart feelsโฆ full.
Ever since you came into his life, things have felt lighter. Easier. Better. He still works the same gruelling hours, still stares down dangerous criminals and long, dark nights, but now he has you. He gets it now what people mean when they say behind every successful man, thereโs a woman. For him, thatโs you. Youโre his calm against the chaos. His anchor. His reason to come home.
You smile brightly once youโre done and gently pat the end of the tie flat on his chest. โThere. Thatโs it. Youโre perfect.โ
Chris glances down at the knot, tugs lightly on the end of the tie, then raises an eyebrow, impressed. โYouโre good at this.โ
โPlease,โ you scoff playfully, stepping back. โYou already look hot. I just made you look hotter.โ
That earns a laugh from him, and before you can step away, he pulls you close again. One hand cups your jaw as he leans in, eyes searching yours and thereโs so much he wants to sayโabout how much he appreciates you, how deeply he feels for youโbut words arenโt enough. They never are.
Chris kisses you instead. Itโs soft at first and then deeper, hungrier. Itโs his way of saying thank you. Of saying I love you. Of saying Iโd fall apart without you.
Your hands press lightly to his chest, and after a moment, you giggle, gently pushing him back. โHeyโdonโt wrinkle the shirt.โ
He pouts, just a little, but it melts into a smile as he leans his forehead against yours, savouring the closeness. The two of you stay like that for a while, holding each other, breathing each other in.
Until you break the moment with a whisper near his ear. โYouโre going to be late.โ
โYeah, youโre right,โ he mutters followed by a sigh, spinning toward the dresser to grab his badge and holster, checking that everythingโs in place.
Youโre already jogging off to the kitchen and when he turns to the door, youโre thereโwaiting for him with a breakfast sandwich to go and a bottle of juice in hand.
He takes both with a grateful smile. โWhat would I do without you?โ
โStarve,โ you tease, stepping in for one last kiss and it lingers for a moment, a quiet goodbye wrapped in affection.
When he finally pulls back, you grin and give his butt a playful slap. โKill it today, tiger.โ
He lets out a quiet laugh, shaking his head as he walks backward toward the elevator, eyes never leaving yours. You stay in the doorway, waving until the doors slide shutโand even then, Chris still feels the warmth of you clinging to his skin like sunlight.
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Chris and Felix finishes the press conference with a question related to community outreach. Chris responds with confidence, emphasizing rehabilitation efforts, neighborhood support programs, and their departmentโs ongoing commitment to protecting the city.
โThatโll be all for now,โ Chris finally says, backing away from the mic.
They step off the platform together, the crowd of reporters still calling after them, but Chris tunes it out.
โThat went well,โ Felix mutters beside him as they weave through the hallway.
Chris exhales, loosening his tie a bit. โYou think?โ
โYou didnโt even stutter once,โ Felix teases, nudging his arm. โProud of you, man.โ
Chris cracks a grin, bumping his shoulder in return. โTakes a good partner to make it smooth.โ
Felix flashes him a crooked smirk. โGuess youโre lucky youโve got me then.โ
Chris chuckles, but there's a deeper truth behind the banter. Theyโve been through a lot togetherโclose calls, cold nights in stakeouts, months of tension building a case with nothing but scraps and gut instincts. The kind of stuff that forges bonds deeper than friendship. Brotherhood.
As they step back into the precinct, leaving the noise behind, Chris glances over at him again. โDrinks on me tonight,โ he says.
Felix grins. โMake it top shelf.โ
Chris nods, the corners of his lips twitching upward. โWell, you earned it.โ
As itโs considered early for alcohol, the bar is not crowdedโjust enough people to blur into the background, giving them space to decompress without feeling alone. Chris leans back in his seat, shoulder pressing into the leather booth, his second drink in hand. The ice clinks gently as he swirls the glass and the sting of the liquor is familiar on his tongue.
Next to him, Felix raises an eyebrow, a teasing smirk playing at his lips. โSoโฆโ he starts, lazily dragging his finger along the rim of his glass, โyour wife not looking for you tonight, Detective Bang?โ
Chris chuckles, lifting his glass in mock salute. โSheโs not my wife,โ he says, voice light. โBut I appreciate the concern.โ
Felix scoffs as he leans back on his chair. โRight. Not your wife. She just happens to like ironing your shirts and pack you breakfast every day. Totally casual.โ
Chris laughs, warmth rising in his chest, and he claps a hand on Felixโs shoulder. โDonโt worry, she knows I needed tonight. She's cool with it.โ
Felix nods, clearly satisfied with that. โSheโs good for you,โ he adds after a beat, quieter this time. โI mean it.โ
Chris offers a small, grateful smile. โYeahโฆ she is.โ
They fall into a comfortable silence for a moment, sipping their drinks, letting the weight of the day gradually fall off their shoulders.
โYou ever think,โ Felix begins, staring down into his glass, โhow different life would be if we werenโt doing this job?โ
Chris quirks a brow. โDifferent how?โ
โI donโt know,โ Felix says, shrugging. โLike, waking up at normal hours, not having to chase dealers through alleys or sit on rooftops in the cold for stakeouts. Having time toโฆ breathe.โ
Chris hums, considering it. โYeah, maybe. But I donโt think Iโd be able to live with myself if I wasnโt doing something that mattered.โ
Felix glances up, eyes meeting his. โYou think weโre making a difference?โ
Chris doesnโt answer right away. He thinks of the drugs taken off the streets, the terrified kid they pulled out of that warehouse last night, the quiet relief in the voice of that mother when they called her about her missing son.
โSome days,โ he says softly. โYeah. I do.โ
Felix nods again. โSome days is enough.โ
They clink glasses, a soft, solid sound in the middle of the bar's low noise.
Chris sighs as he leans back again. โItโs the people who keep me going. You, my โwifeโ,โ he pauses to add a sly grin before continuing, โโฆ the little wins.โ
Felix grins as he raises his glass. โWell, letโs drink to that. To little wins, good partners, and your โwifeโ whose patient enough to deal with your grumpy ass.โ
Chris laughs, full-bodied and real, and raises his glass again. โCheers to that.โ
Their glasses meet again and, in this momentโwith the burn of liquor, the sound of Felixโs chuckle, and the thought of you waiting at homeโChris feels like, maybe heโs exactly where heโs supposed to be.
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Felix is halfway through some long-winded jokeโsomething about a drunk guy, a raccoon, and a karaoke machineโwhen Chrisโs phone buzzes against the wooden table. He ignores it at first, trying to focus on the punchline, but then it buzzes again.
Curious, Chris tilts his phone toward him, screen lighting up. His curiosity piqued the moment he sees your name so he taps it open and immediately presses his lips together, hard, in a weak attempt to suppress the smirk spreading across his face.
You send him photos of you wearing that white lace set he knows damn well you bought just to tease him. The first photo is you lying back against the pillows, your legs slightly crossed, your fingers toying with the strap of your bra. The second is even worseโno, better. Youโre on your knees now, one hand on your hip, eyes half-lidded, lips parted like youโve just whispered something filthy.
Then another text comes: โ911! Help! Thereโs a bad girl on the loose.โ
His chest tightens with fondness but at the same time, something curls on the pit of his stomach. He bites his bottom lip and shakes his head, hoping his expression isnโt giving too much away. But of course, Felix notices.
โLet me guess,โ Felix drawls, raising an eyebrow, โyour wifejust sent you a picture that makes you want to risk a speeding ticket?โ
Chris canโt help the grin. โBusted.โ
Felix chuckles and takes another sip of his drink. The way his face contorts right after makes Chris laugh. โJesus, why do I keep ordering this?โ
โBecause you never learn?โ Chris offers, amused.
Felix shakes his head, then gestures lazily toward the door. โJust go, man. Iโd rather drink alone than compete with your wife.โ
Chris chuckles and slips his phone back into his jacket, shaking his head. โNah. Iโm here to hang with you. Sheโll understand.โ
Felix finishes the last of his drink with a wince and smacks his lips. โYouโre a terrible liar, Chris. And alsoโyouโre taking up too much of the ladiesโ attention. I think Iโll have better odds without your face around.โ
Chris barks a laugh and signals the bartender to close his tab. He glances back at Felix with a raised brow. โYou sure itโs okay if I head out?โ
Felix scoffs. โPlease. I donโt want to be responsible for you getting scolded by the missus.โ
Chris throws on his jacket, still grinning. โSheโs notโyou know what, fine. Whatever makes you happy.โ
He takes a step toward the door but turns back. โTake a cab home, yeah?โ
Felix slumps deeper into his seat. โYes, Mom.โ
Chris just rolls his eyes, walks behind Felix, and throws a playful headlock around his neck. โDonโt fall asleep here and make me come back to drag your ass home.โ
Felix grunts under the hold but laughs. โYeah, yeah. Go handle your emergency.โ
Chris pulls back, gives his shoulder a squeeze, and says, โSee you tomorrow, partner.โ
โNot if I sleep in,โ Felix mutters, waving him off with a lazy hand.
Chris walks out with a lightness in his step, the memory of your photos burned into the back of his mind. His fingers itch for his phone, his body already humming with anticipation.
Once heโs outside, cool air brushing against his flushed cheeks, he slides his phone from his jacket and opens your thread. His thumbs move swiftly across the screen and he writes back:
"Donโt worry, maโam. Officer Bang is on his way."
He stares at it for a second, smirking to himself before hitting send and itโs game on.
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Chris smooths down the front of his shirt as he steps out of the elevator and makes his way down the hall. He adjusts the tie around his neck, tugging it just right. Itโs slightly wrinkled from the bar and the cab ride, but he straightens it anyway. His fingers graze the badge clipped to his belt, a subtle reminder of the role heโs about to play.
He stops at the door of your shared apartment and exhales slowly before rapping three sharp knocks. He hears you before he sees you, your soft footsteps and a faint, amused hum behind the door.
A while later, the door swings open and youโre leaning casually against the frame, lips curved into a knowing smile, the white lingerie set youโre wearing is concealed under a black silk robe but itโs just as inviting, as dangerous.
However, Chris doesnโt falter. He falls into character with practiced ease.
โGood evening, maโam,โ he says, voice low and polite, laced with authority. โIโm Officer Bang from the 25th precinct.โ He flashes his badge as if you donโt already have it memorized. โWe received a call about a disturbance in the area.โ
You arch a brow, arms crossing slowly over your chestโdrawing his attention precisely where you want it. โGood evening, sir.โ
Chris narrows his eyes just slightly. โItโs Officer Bang, Maโam.โ
Your smirk deepens and you look down for a second to compose yourself. โApologies. Officer Bang.โ You shift, your hip pressing into the doorframe, chin tilted up as you look at him through your lashes. โHow can I help you, Officer?โ
He plants his hands on his hips, widening his stance, his voice steady even as your eyes rake slowly down his body. โThere was a report of aโฆ bad girl on the premises and Iโm here to investigate.โ
You say nothing for a beat, eyes lingering at the tight line of his tie, the broad set of his shoulders. Then you meet his gaze again, biting your lower lip with shameless intention.
Chris clears his throat, fighting the heat spreading in his chest. โMaโam, I need you to use your words so I can assist you properly.โ
You sigh, dramatic and sultry. โI called becauseโฆโ You lean in just slightly, your voice like velvet. โThereโs a very bad girl on the premises.โ
Chris inhales through his nose. His jaw tightens but he reminds himself to stay in character. โCan you describe her to me?โ
You turn now, letting your back rest against the doorframe as your body faces his, closing the gap between you by an inch, maybe two. Your voice is pure mischief, slow and teasing.
โSheโs about this tall,โ you hold up your hand to your height with a coy smile and the other playing with the knot on your silk robe, โwearing something extremely inappropriateโฆ and she looks like sheโs looking for trouble.โ
Chris fights the twitch of a smirk. โAny additional information?โ
You hum, lips pursed like youโre thinking real hard. โWell, she looks like she wants to be punished,โ you whisper, โand punished thoroughly.โ
The way youโre acting right nowโฆ Chris presses one hand to the doorframe beside your head, the other resting on his belt, and leans in just enough for you to feel the heat radiating off of him. โWell,โ he murmurs, voice dipping deeper, โthatโs why Iโm here, Maโam.โ
His gaze drops to your lips for just a second. โTo deal out punishment.โ
Then he smiles a wicked smile and adds. โRespectfully, of course.โ
You donโt move, donโt breathe, but he can hear the way your breath catches, sees the way your chest rises slightly faster, the way your lashes flutter and he hasnโt even touched you yet. Not really. But heโs going to.
Chrisโs knuckles knock once more against the doorframe as he leans slightly in, voice steady and commanding.
โMaโam, I need you to step aside,โ he says coolly, letting his eyes shift past you into the darkened apartment. โIโm going to need to take a look around. Just procedure.โ
Without words, you open the door wider with a graceful push and step aside, your silk robe brushing against his sleeve as he enters. He moves in with slow purpose, like a man walking into unfamiliar territory, even though heโs been living this space for almost five years now.
Still, tonight it feels different. The shadows stretch longer. The air carries warmth and spice from the flickering candles youโve lit in the bedroom. A scene you set with intention.
He walks further in, his socked feet thud softly against the floor as he moves, and you trail just behind him, quiet as a secret. The lights are dim, golden and seductive, and it works. He stops at the threshold of the bedroom, pausing to take it all in. Then he turns to you, brow creasing slightly in mock concern.
โIโm sensing something dangerous here,โ he murmurs, eyes narrowing slightly. โIโll need to perform a full body check.โ
You blink, feigning innocence. โExcuse me?โ
Chris straightens, letting authority roll off of him like thunderclouds. โPut your hands behind your head,โ he orders. โAnd face the wall.โ
You hesitate, lips parting in soft rebellion, but the moment he says, โUnless you want me to cuff you right now,โ the spark in your eyes betrays your excitement.
With a sultry smirk, you obey, lifting your hands behind your head and turning to face the wall. Chrisโs breath hitches slightly at the viewโyour silhouette outlined by candlelight, the silk robe hugging your figure, slipping slightly at the shoulder.
He makes you wait, letting the anticipation bloom and stretch, winding around your spine until he sees you shift slightly in place. After a while, swiftly but gently, his hand finds the back of your neck, fingers curling around the base as he pushes you forward, your chest lightly pressing against the wall.
โStay still,โ his voice low and sharp, oozing with assertiveness. โAnd donโt even try to do anything stupid.โ
Hearing no answer, he grips your neck just a little tighter. โI saidโanswer me.โ
Your voice comes out like honey laced with sin. โYes, Officer.โ
That voice. That tone. Chris quietly exhales as he begins the search, starting with your arms. Heโs running his palms down slowly, deliberately, feeling every curve, every shiver beneath your skin. His hands slide down your sides, the silk barely separating his touch from your flesh. At your waist and hips, he squeezes with unmistakable intention and then, he stretches his hands around you from behind, sliding across the front of your body. He palms your breasts in his hands, slow and unhurried, kneading as if testing you, testing himself. Your head bows slightly, eyes fluttering, and he watches every reaction, feels every breath catch.
He moves lower, his hand drifting toward your abdomen and then, he stops only to slide behind you again, patting firmly over your ass, then gripping, kneading, dragging his palms along the swell of your curves like heโs deciding whether to punish or worship.
Then, he steps back and shifts his stance, planting one knee between yours. โOpen your legs wider,โ he murmurs, mouth brushing your ear.
He hears the sharp inhale and notices the way your body respondsโlegs parting just slightly more.
Chris crouches low, running his hands down your thighs in slow yet firm touches. He drags them back up again, under the hem of your robe, getting a brief glimpse of your lace underwear. Your body trembles ever so slightly as his fingers skate up the inside of your thighs, nearing where you want him most. He keeps his hand there, hovering over your clothed sex and just when you start to sway, he pulls back.
He gets back on his feet and takes another step back. โNow, turn around.โ
You obey him, turning on your feet slowly, like a slow burn and your eyes meet his immediately. Dark, full of wanting.
โTake off the robe,โ he says, voice clipped but polite.
You cock your head. โWhy, Officer?โ
He plants his hands on each side of his hips to give off a sense authorities. โTo make sure youโre not hiding anythingโฆ dangerous.โ
โIf you insist,โ you mutter with a faint smirk tugging at your lips. You donโt break eye contact as your hands move to the knot at your waist. Slowly, sensually, you tug it loose and let the robe slip from your shoulders, and it hits the floor without a sound.
Chris swallows hard at sight of white lace, bare skin, delicate straps and sinful curves. He can barely breathe, can barely think at all.
โWhatโs wrong, Officer?โ you ask with faux innocence.
He licks his lips before answering. โYouโre clearly armed with dangerous intentions.โ
You bat your eyes, feigning confusion. โI have no idea what youโre talking about.โ
He narrows his eyes at you. โYouโre trying to seduce a police officer.โ
โIs that wrong thing?โ
Chris lets out a sigh. Controlled. Calculated. โIโm going to have to arrest you.โ
You tilt your head and daringly say, โBut I donโt feel like being arrested today.โ
Chris doesnโt hesitate to sternly warns you. โDonโt make me use force on you, Maโam.โ
You shrug, not even hesitate to show your defiance this time.
That does it. He reaches into the inner pocket of his jacket and pulls out the handcuffs. They glint under the candlelight as he lets them dangle from his fingers. Your expression falters just briefly as he steps forward.
โBend over the bed.โ
โNo,โ you whisper, shaking your head slowly.
Chris inhales air before he grabs your waist firmly and hauls you forward. You gasp as you land face-down against the bed, and before you can fully push yourself up, his hands are already on yours, pulling them behind your back.
The cold metal of the cuffs click against your wrists and you groan softly beneath him, head turned to the side, breath uneven. He steps back to take in the sight, watching youโhis perfect, dangerous girlโbent over with your hands restrained behind you.
You glance over your shoulder, eyes gleaming. โArenโt you going to read me my rights?โ
Chris smirks, his eyes dark and hungry. โYou donโt get rights,โ he murmurs. โNot when youโve been this much of a brat.โ
This time, when Chris moves toward you, he does it with no more hesitation. He hovers above you, savoring the sight of your body bent over the edge of the bed, wrists bound, your breath shallow and trembling with anticipation. He lingers in that momentโwatching you struggle to see him, turning your cheek toward the mattress as though trying to follow the heat of his presence behind you.
He leans in, mouth grazing your ear, his voice low and full of promise as he whispers, โStill going to act like a brat?โ
You scoff, breathless but defiant. โYeah.โ
That answer makes something in him tighten with desire. He wraps a hand around your throatโnot hard, just enough to tilt your head and expose your neck to him. He plants slow, heated kisses along the delicate skin, lips pressing down like a seal of ownership and then his body lowers, his weight brushing over your back, his hips rolling just enough for you to feel the hardness between his legs rub against the soft heat of your lace-covered core.
A quiet moan escapes you, muffled against the sheets, and Chris smirks. His hand traces down the curve of your back with purpose until he finds the swell of your ass and squeezes, letting his fingers dig in between your legs, meeting the lace fabric of your underwear.
โYeah,โ he murmurs into the crook of your neck, โkeep being a brat.โ
He dips his hand deeper and palms you through the lace, his touch both firm and calculated. His fingers easily trace your clit and begin to tease, circling lazily while he leans down, voice laced with teasing mockery.
โYou donโt seem to be enjoying this that muchโฆโ
A lie, of course. He can feel the heat radiating through the thin fabric and when he slips beneath it, he immediately greeted by your heating wetness. He wastes no time but let his fingers part you slowly, running them between your slick folds and the truth reveals itself in the essence that coats his fingertips. He finds your clit again, applies gentle pressure on it, and hears the stutter of your breath. Taking you by surprise, his two fingers slide inside and the way your body tightens around them sends heat flooding through him.
He watches your face as he curls his fingers inside just right, watches the way your brows knit, lips parting on a soft, involuntary moan. Your body gives him awayโreveling, needy but heโs not going to let you have it easy. He draws his hand back suddenly, leaving you empty and the whimper you let out in protest tugs at something feral in him.
โWell?โ he asks, voice gravelly. โStill going to be a brat?โ
You glance over your shoulder, a wicked glint in your eye, and smile.
Without needing to hear it, he knows youโll rebel so he delivers a firm slap to your ass once and then another one, measured yet sharp. You gasp, body jolting, and before you can fully recover, he lands a light, taunting smack over your clothed cunt. He can tell you enjoy it from the way you breathlessly, needily and fuck, he loves it.
Chris grabs your wrists, uncuffing them just long enough to flip you over. You barely have time to blink before heโs moving you to the center of the bed, guiding you like a man who knows exactly what he wants. Your back hits the sheets and then your wrists are bound again, this time above your head, metal cold against your skin as he locks the cuffs to the bedframe.
And nowโฆ now he gets to see you laid out in lace and silk, your chest rising, your lips parted, your eyes dark and wild. Your legs curl slightly, already aching for contact, but Chris takes his time, drinking in the sight. The glow of the candlelight dances along the contours of your body. He can see everything and it only fuels the hunger burning in him.
He leans over, one knee pressing into the mattress beside your thigh, and with a devilish grin, he lets his voice drop again into that delicious, commanding tone.
โLooks like Iโve got no choice,โ he says, eyes dark with lust. โIโm going to have to take my timeโฆ make sure youโve got nothing else dangerous hidden.โ
He lowers himself until heโs right above you, lips brushing your collarbone, hands sliding up your legs again. He knows he still has a role to play but goodnessโฆ youโre making it so hard to stay in character.
Chris continues with his delightful assault by pressing warm, lingering kisses along your neck, savoring every twitch, every breathless gasp that escapes you. He trails down to your chest, letting his lips brush over the lace that barely contain the ample flesh of your breasts, and lower stillโacross your stomach, your hips, each kiss deliberate and unhurried. He dips to the side of your thigh, then lifts your leg gently, pressing your ankle to his cheek as if itโs the most precious thing in the world. He doesnโt hesitate to kiss the inside of your ankle, then your instep, and finally the sole of your footโhis touch reverent, a quiet act of worship that makes your chest rise with uneven breaths.
Chris gently lowers your leg back to the bed and then, he stands. He takes a step back from the mattress, his eyes remain on you. Still cuffed, still sprawled and flushed and helplessly beautiful. The sight of you stirs something dangerous in himโa mix of tenderness and needโbut he holds back cause itโs your turn to wait.
Chris is putting on a show for you as he begins to undress himself in front of you. He shrugs off his jacket first and lets it fall to the floor without a second glance. Next, his tie. He tugs it free with one swift motion, the knot coming undone with a satisfying snap of tension, and he tosses it aside too. His fingers find the buttons of his shirt. One, twoโฆ each button opens like a secret, and he feels your eyes clinging to every inch of newly exposed skin.
By the time he parts the shirt open, revealing the lines of his chest and the breadth of his shoulders, he hears the soft jangle of metalโyour wrists tugging at the cuffs, your need too great to stay still and youโre probably itching to touch yourself to the show heโs putting on for you.
He quietly smirks in triumphant, leaning forward with both hands propped against the mattress. โThis much,โ he says, pausing with the shirt still hanging open, โis all you get for being a brat.โ
Your groan of protest is immediate, and your voice is sweet when you beg. โPlease.โ
Chris climbs onto the bed, one knee wedging between your legs as he hovers above you, eyes locked on yours.
โPlease what?โ he asks, but you donโt answer. Not with words.
Instead, he feels youโyour hips pressing up, grinding against his thigh, the friction making you shiver. He glances down and sees the darkened patch on his jeans, a visible mark of just how much you want him.
โMaโam, youโre ruining my jeans,โ he mutters, feigning disapproval.
You brazenly smile at him, clearly proud of what youโve done and Chris, Ohโฆ heโs weak for you.
He sighs and shakes his head. โGuess I have to get rid of the jeans too, yeah?โ
He kneels on the bed, fingers working on his belt with a slow, deliberate rhythm. The metal buckle clinks, the leather slides free, and the zipper opens with a drawn-out rasp that echoes in the quiet room.
Your eyes stay glued to him. Wide, wanting and full of anticipation.
Chris pulls down both the jeans and briefs in one motion, tossed aside with zero care. Now, thereโs nothing between him and you. He kneels there, bare and unashamed, desire etched in every line of his body. Your eyes fall to the evidence of just how much he wants you, your breath goes shallow at the sight of his swollen member with veins coiled every inch of the length.
He wraps a hand around his cock, stroking slowly, teasing you now with nothing but a look. โDo you want it?โ he asks, voice hoarse.
You nod, lips parted, dazed.
His gaze sharpens as he catches your chin in his free hand, forcing you to look at him in the eyes. โI need you to use words, maโam.โ
โYes,โ you answer without a beat, โI want it.โ
Chris continues to tantalize you, he strokes again, slower this time, his thumb brushing over the tip. โWhere do you want it?โ
You swallow, your breath shaky before you whisper, โIn my mouth.โ
That pulls a sharp laugh from himโmocking, amused. โMaโam, I donโt think you can take my cock in your mouth.โ
You match his energy with a wicked grin and say, โDonโt worry, officer. Iโll make it fit.โ
That mouth of yours.
Chris groans, low and hungry. He shifts forward, one hand bracing the headboard beside you, the other still lazily stroking himself. โOpen wide then,โ he murmurs, gaze burning. โLetโs see what that bratty mouth can really do.โ
Chris kneels in front of you, his length hovering inches from your parted lips, the heat between you palpable. You open your mouth without needing to be told, instinctively drawn to him. So eager, wanting.
He smirks, fingers lifting your chin with a teasing gentleness. โCome on,โ he murmurs, voice thick. โOpen up.โ
You do as youโre told and he slides two fingers past your lips, you suck on them immediately, your tongue swirling with purpose. Chris draws in a shaky breath, eyes narrowing at the feel of your mouth wrapped around him, wet and warm and knowing. You donโt look away. You want him to see. You want him to imagine.
He chuckles, a sound caught between amusement and arousal, and he slowly slips his fingers out your mouth, a trail of saliva left behind. โOpen wider now,โ he commands, soft but firm.
You lick your lips and obey, tilting your head slightly and parting your lips further, tongue peeking out in invitation.
He takes his cock in hand, lining up just right and then, slowly, he pushes inโjust an inch or two, just enough for your lips to stretch and wrap around him. He watches, mesmerized, as you take it like youโve been waiting all night. Your mouth molds perfectly around his girth, and the sound he makes is barely a groanโitโs too raw for words.
Getting impatient, you push forward, trying to take more of his length into your mouth by moving your head back and forth.
Chris scoffs a breathless laugh. โA greedy little brat, arenโt you?โ
His hand slides into your hair, tightening just enough to anchor you. You donโt stop. Your mouth moves with intent, tongue curling around him, sucking deeper, harder, like you know exactly what it does to him.
And you know what? Itโs working. He lets you go on for a while, his breathing unsteady, watching as your head bobs with a rhythm youโve claimed as your own. But then he notices the way your movements begin to slow, fatigue starting to creep in.
He gently pulls back, not all at once, giving you a break, a space. You gasp when his cock slips free, breath catching, a string of saliva still connecting your lips to the tip of crest of his cock.
He cups your jaw firmly, tilting your face up to his. โYou think you can take more?โ he asks, voice gravel.
Despite everything, you smile at him, eyes daring. โYes, officer.โ
That damn mouth.
He slides his thumb over your bottom lip, pressing slightly, prying your mouth open again. โStay just like that.โ
And you doโobedient, still, with lips parted and your gaze locked on his.
This time, Chris leans forward, guiding his swollen cock into your mouth again, slowly and carefully. He waits for you to adjust, watches your eyes flutter, feels the way your body tenses slightly before easing into it.
When he deems youโre ready, he begins to move. His grip finds the bedframe behind you as he sets a pace, moving his hips, thrusting into your mouthโnot fast, not rough, just steady, deep, deliberate. The slick heat of your mouth surrounds him, your tongue teasing him with each glide in, each slow pull out. He glances down and the sight of his cock disappearing between your lips nearly undoes him. Youโre doing well. Too well.
He slows to stop, intent on pulling away, but you have other plansโyour mouth sucks harder, refusing to let go. His hips jerk, an involuntary reaction, and his free hand finds your jaw again.
โStop,โ he breathes, warning low but you donโt. โI said stop!โ
Even without his movement, you continueโrelentless, sinful, determined to ruin him. He has no choice but to pull himself out with a little force, retreating from your warm, slick mouth.
You inhale deeply, your chest rising, but the grin that spreads on your face tells him everything.
He grips your chin again, eyes narrowing with a sharp heat. โYou want me to come all over your face, huh?โ
You meet his gaze, lips swollen, breath still uneven. And with that smirk that drives him insane, you answer, โYou think Iโd mind, officer?โ
Chris exhales a low curse as he stares down at you, chest rising and falling as he fights to catch his breath, his gaze sharp and searing. Youโre still panting, lips parted, hair wild across the pillow, your body flushed from his touchโand yet, somehow, still insatiable.
He smirks, eyes dark as he murmurs, โYou really need to be punished for that.โ
Before you can react, he kisses youโhard, hungry, a kiss that takes and demands, leaving no space for air or thought. His mouth moves with raw intent, tongue tangling with yours, hands fisting the sheets beside your head. When he finally pulls away, you gasp for breath, but he doesnโt give you long for his mouth trails down your skin, igniting sparks in every place he touches.
He sucks a kiss onto the soft swell of your breast, just above your heartbeat, and you squirm beneath him, back arching as his mouth finds another spot along your hip. He doesnโt stop until a dark mark blooms on your skin. Then he goes lower, his head between your legs, his breath hot and heavy against your skin. You hold your breath in anticipation. His mouth brushes over your inner thigh, and he bites just enough to make you whimper. You tremble, caught in the edge of pain and pleasure, his thumb rubbing softly over the fresh bruise heโs left behind.
Chris looks down between your thighs and lets out a low, amused chuckle. โLook at that,โ he drawls, almost mockingly. โYouโre making a mess on the bed.โ
You donโt deny it. Instead, your hips move instinctively against his hand when he cups your drenched cunt, his thumb putting gentle pressures on your clit just enough to make you moan. Your body arches off the bed, chasing his touch, needing more.
โYouโre so needy itโs pathetic,โ he teasingly mocks you, his voice thick with amusement and something darker.
He lowers his head, giving your clit kitten licks before giving a kiss on it, softly at first and then sealing his mouth around it and sucking gently. His fingers join in, moving in sync, working in tandem to unravel you. He gives you no mercy, no escapeโonly everything youโve been silently begging for.
When you hit your climaxโwhen your legs tremble and your body seizes beneath himโhe holds you down with one arm across your stomach, keeping you grounded as wave after wave of pleasure crashes over you.
But Chris doesnโt wait long. He rises, positions himself between your legs, and in one smooth thrust, slides into youโhot, deep, all-consuming. Youโre still fluttering from the aftershocks, and the way your body grips him almost undoes him. He groans low in his throat, forehead pressing against yours for a moment. Itโs overwhelmingโhow right it feels to be inside you, to be connected like this. And just like that, you both drop the act.
He thrusts into youโnot with dominance, but with heart. With the kind of passion that leaves no room for anything else. Itโs all him, all of you. Bodies moving as one. You clutch the bedframe, holding on as he drives into you, strong and deep, your moans filling the room, your voice crying out his name over and over again.
โPleaseโฆ please, Chris, pleaseโโ
He knows what you want. He wants it too. He leans in, capturing your mouth again, swallowing every broken sound you make as the pleasure builds and builds, a crescendo that neither of you can fight.
In no time, you come together and he doesnโt pull away. Instead, he pushes deeper, burying himself fully as the last of his release spills inside you, his hands braced on either side of your head. You wrap your legs around him, pulling him closer still, and he lets you. He needs it too. His forehead rests against yours, your heartbeats pounding in unison, bodies still trembling from the high.
After a long moment, still hazy from it all, Chris reaches toward the nightstand, unlocking the cuffs with a soft clink. He immediately takes your hands in his, rubbing gently at your wrists, concern flickering in his eyes. He pulls you close until youโre snug to his side and itโs just hitting him now of what heโs done, what youโve shared.
โYou okay?โ he asks softly, voice rough around the edges.
You laughโsoft, amusedโand slide your arms around his neck. โAre you really asking me that?โ
Chris lets out a breathy chuckle, kissing your forehead before try again. โAnything hurt?โ he asks more seriously, brushing his thumb over your cheek.
You shake your head, eyes playful. โIf anything, I want to thank you for not taking this bad girl to jail, officer.โ
That teasing lilt in your voice makes his heart swell. You lean in and kiss him again and itโs gentle, warm, sweet that he feels it in every part of him. Oh, he canโt love you more than this. But somehow, he knows he will.
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The morning sun filters through the tall windows of the hall, catching glints of silver and brass as the sea of formal uniforms shifts quietly in their seats. The room is packedโofficers polished and poised in navy blues, caps resting on laps, medals already pinned or soon to be. The commissioner stands at the podium, his voice calm but authoritative, opening the ceremony with commendations and words about justice, integrity, and sacrifice.
Chris sits in the front row with the other recipients, his hands clasped in his lap, posture stiff but eyes distracted. The crisp edges of his uniform feel too tight today, or maybe itโs just the weight of everything else pressing on his chest.
He tries not to glance over his shoulderโtries not to look at the back row filled with families and relatives, but the pull is magnetic.
โStop turning around,โ Felix mutters beside him, voice low enough only for Chris to hear. โYouโre not slick.โ
Chris suppresses a sigh. โI wasnโtโโ
โYou were. You are,โ Felix says, without looking at him. โSheโs here. Your wife is here.โ
Chris rolls his jaw, glancing down to hide the ghost of a smile that threatens to surface. โSheโs notโโ
Chris refrains from explaining further and shifts in his seat, his fingers brushing absently at the edge of his cuff. The wordโwifeโechoes again in his head. Heโs denied it out loud too many times now, but the truth? He loves the sound of it. Loves the way it fits with you. Loves the idea of you standing beside him, not just after a case, or a long day, but for all the days that come after.
A thought pops in his head. Maybe it is time to start looking for a ring.
He doesnโt have time to follow the thought much furtherโbecause the commissioner finishes the speech, and the ceremony begins. Names are called, medals readied. Applause rings out as each officer takes the stage, and thenโitโs their turn.
โDetective Sergeant Bang Christopher and Detective Felix Lee,โ the announcer calls.
Chris stands with Felix and walks to the stage under the bright lights and reverberating claps, the echo of polished shoes against polished floors. Their recent bust had made headlinesโmonths of wiretaps, surveillance, and calculated moves culminating in the biggest drug ring takedown the precinctโs had in years. It had been grueling, dangerous work but itโs worth every drop of sweat.
Felix accepts his medal first with a respectful nod, the commissioner clapping him on the shoulder and then itโs Chrisโs turn next. The medal is clipped onto his chest, the commissionerโs praise ringing faintly in his earsโbut his eyes are already moving, scanning the crowd, searching instinctively.
Even in a sea of faces, his eyes find you like they always do. Youโre standing at the back, just a little to the side, away from the rows and rows of uniforms and brass buttons. But your smile is what struck him the most, bright, proud and itโs just for him. He doesnโt need anything else. Just you, smiling like that, looking at him like heโs the only thing that matters.
Something in his chest softens. Or tightens. Heโs not even sure which anymore. All he knows is thisโhis heart just recognizes you. Always has.
He returns your smileโsmall, private, meant for only you. And in that moment, with a medal pinned to his chest and applause still echoing in the air, Chris doesnโt feel like a detective or a hero or a man in uniform. He just feels likeโฆ a man in love.
And yeah, maybe it really is time to start looking for a ring.
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The precinct doesnโt do celebrations halfway. The barโs packedโshoulder to shoulder with uniforms, laughter spilling into the night, glasses raised, backs clapped. The musicโs low enough for conversation, but the moodโs buzzing. A win like this calls for drinks. Lots of them.
Chris stands near the long end of the bar, sipping on whiskey, keeping tabs on his surroundings out of habit. Heโs been pulled into a few conversations alreadyโhis captain, some detectives from vice, a couple of brass from upstairs. But most of them are here for the same reason: to relax, to drink, to celebrate.
And you, you glide through the crowd like you belong here. Dressed in something understated but elegant, youโre effortlessly warm, even with strangers. Chris watches as you talk to the partner of one of his colleagues, your voice low and animated, your smile soft and easy. The way you laugh like youโre not even trying, like youโve known these people for years. You seamlessly fit into this part of his life too like this was always meant to be. The next thing he knows, he canโt stop staring at you.
โDude,โ Felix mutters beside him, half-amused, half-exasperated. โSheโs not going to vanish if you blink.โ
Chris scoffs lightly but doesnโt deny it. He takes another sip, eyes still on you. โJust checking.โ
โSheโs in a room full of cops. Sheโs probably safer than you are.โ
Chris laughs, his eyes finally leaving you for a beat to look at his partner. โYouโre just bitter.โ
Felix raises his glass. โI will be, until Iโm dead or married. Whichever comes first.โ
โWell, if itโs the latter, Iโm gonna be the one teasing you when you start acting like this,โ Chris says, nodding at himself. โAll moony and shit.โ
โCanโt wait,โ Felix deadpans, draining his drink.
Chris is about to clap back when movement catches the corner of his eyeโand there you are, walking toward him, drink in hand, eyes already on him like you knew he was watching. He canโt help the way his smile, it justโฆ happens.
You slip into his side easily like youโve always belonged there and if he werenโt surrounded by his entire precinct, Chris would kiss you right nowโslow and deep and possessive. Instead, he slides a hand around your back, resting it on the small of your waist, behaving well.
โHope Iโm not interrupting,โ you say sweetly, eyes flicking between the two detectives.
โJust in time,โ Chris says with a smirk.
Felix sighs dramatically. โNope. Just talking about my inevitable descent into emotional unavailability.โ
Chris shoots him a warning look. โActually, I was planning to set Felix up with someone. Might help with the whole โbitternessโ thing.โ
You laugh, glancing at Felix. โOh, that sounds like a great plan. I mean, Chris and I met because someone set us up.โ
Felix rolls his eyes so hard Chris swears he can hear it. He takes a slow, passive-aggressive sip from his drink.
โFelix, Iโm sorry but I have to steal your drinking buddy,โ you say with a charming tilt of your head. โI need to talk to Chris for a bit, if thatโs okay.โ
Felix forces a smile. โGo ahead. Take him away.โ
Chris raises an eyebrow. โYou want to talk?โ
You nod. โMhmm.โ
You lace your fingers through his and tug, leading him toward the back. Chris follows with a quiet smirk playing on his lips, throwing one last smug glance over his shoulder at Felix, who flips him off behind his glass.
The barโs back alley is quiet, dark and tucked away from the noise and chatter. The second the door closes behind you, you push him against the brick wall and crash your lips onto his.
He grins against your mouth, kissing you back with just as much want, just as much need. His hands find your waist, dragging you flush against him. Itโs messy and heated, and neither of you seems to care. You're like two teenagers sneaking around againโand honestly, heโs enjoying the thrill.
You pull back just a little, your breath mingling with his, your eyes half-lidded with lust as you whisper, โI just canโt help it. Seeing you in this uniformโฆโ
You bite your bottom lip and trail your fingers down his chest. โIt does things to me.โ
Chris smirks, eyes gleaming. โWhat things?โ
You chuckle, voice low and sinful. โI mean, Detective Bangโฆ youโre hot, you save the world and even got a medal for itโand now youโre in this uniformโฆโ
Your hand glides lower, briefly grazing the front of his pants, and your eyes flick up to meet his again. Then you lean in, lips brushing his ear as you whisper, โPlease. Breed me already.โ
The words hit him like a match to gasoline. His restraint crumbles and he growls into your mouth as he kisses you hard, deep, his tongue pressing past your lips. It knocks the air out of you, but you kiss him right backโequally desperate. His hands are everywhere, gripping your hips, sliding up your back, tugging down your cardigan as his lips trail to your neck.
โYouโre thinking of doing it here?โ you whisper with a breathy chuckle.
He plants a kiss on your cleavage, breath hot against your skin. โYou said it yourself. Donโt you want me to breed you already, huh?โ
You laugh against his mouth, the sound full of disbelief and arousal. โYeah, but not hereโnot now.โ
He shuts you up with another searing kiss. He hoists you up easily, and your legs wrap around his waist like itโs muscle memory. The heat of you pressed against himโhe swears he might lose it right here.
Youโre kissing him back like the world is ending, like you canโt get enough of each other. Hands, lips, needโeverywhere. Well, until your phone shrills from inside your purse and you freeze for a second, groaning as your head tips back.
Chris lets out a frustrated breath but he sets you down, though his lips never leave your neck. He kisses along your jaw as you fumble to dig out your phone and answer it.
From the short responses you give, he knows itโs work. Nothing personal. Nothing he should be worried about. Still, he pouts into the crook of your neck, leaving soft, ticklish kisses there that make you giggle despite trying to sound serious.
When you hang up, he kisses your lips again, and again, and againโbut when he pulls away, youโre already telling him, โItโs a work emergency. I have to go.โ
He groans, frustrated and needy, pulling you close again. โDonโt go.โ
โI have to.โ
He nibbles your earlobe which he knows for sure is your weak spot and you nearly drop your phone right there.
โChris,โ you laugh breathlessly, gently pushing him away. โLater, okay?โ
He groans again, defeated, as he wraps his arms around you in a tight hug, his thoughts already racing with everything he wants to do to you once you're back.
Chris understands. He always does. Your job isn't always nine-to-fiveโespecially when something serious hits, like a cyber-attack that demands your whole team onsite to contain it. So even if you're usually working from home and within armโs reach, tonight isnโt one of those nights.
He slides his hand into yours and quietly leads you back through the hum of the bar, weaving through your goodbyes. He watches as you exchange short, warm words with a few of his colleaguesโyour smile easy, your presence so natural among them. He wonders again how he ever got this lucky.
Eventually, you return to Felix, whoโs leaning against the bar, lazily nursing his drink with a side glance.
โHey,โ you say with a teasing smile, brushing a hand along Chrisโs arm before facing Felix, โI give you your friend back.โ
Felix, deadpan and dry as ever, lifts his glass and mocks, โYay.โ
Chris just shakes his head in disbelief, lips twitching in amusement, but when he glances back at you, you're chuckling, radiant even in the dim light.
You step closer to him, lowering your voice. โI really have to go now,โ you say.
Chris draws you into his chest, letting his lips graze your ear as he mutters low enough only you can hear, โGo save the cyber world. And weโll continue our breeding business later.โ
He catches that flustered little flicker in your eyes before you gather yourself again, your gaze sharpening in that way he secretly loves. You lean up to press a quick kiss to his lips, murmuring, โEnjoy tonight.โ
Then you turn to Felix with a playful and say, โPlease, donโt let him go home until heโs drunk.โ
Felix raises a brow at that, clearly impressed. โNoted.โ
Chris catches your wrist gently just to steal one more kissโsoft and quickโand whispers, โStay safe.โ
You smile, nod, and finally head out the door. He watches you disappear into the night, fighting the part of him that already wants to chase after you.
With a deep breath, he returns to the bar and drops into the seat next to Felix. โDrinks,โ he tells the bartender. โTwo more.โ
The bartender slides over fresh glasses just as Felix sips his old one and says, smirking, โOkayโฆ I might like your wife a little.โ
Chris chuckles, lifting his glass. โYou know itโs better if you donโt like her at all.โ
Felix snorts, โFair.โ
They clink glasses for a toast. โTo us,โ Chris says, โand the insane amount of work weโve done.โ
Felix lifts his drink. โAnd to the people who tolerate us.โ
Much later that night, Chris stumbles into the apartment past midnight, drunk but still aware enough to notice one thing immediately: the bed is empty.
Chris exhales slowly, the pleasant buzz of celebration fading just a little. He knows you said it might be an all-nighter, and he trusts you, he doesโbut still. He shrugs off his blazer, toeing off his shoes messily before collapsing face-first into the bed that feels too big without you. But he canโt rest without making sure youโre okay, needing to hear your voice, even if itโs sleepy and annoyed.
Chris rolls onto his back and squints at the screen, his thumb fumbling through recent calls until he hits your name. It rings and rings, but you donโt pick up.
โShit,โ he mutters under his breath, staring at the screen until it goes dark.
He starts composing a text but somehow, midway through typing, his eyelids get heavy. He tells himself heโs only going to rest them for a minute. Just a second. But who is he kidding?
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When he wakes up, itโs bright outside and the headache kicks in as soon as he opens his eyes, pounding right behind his temples. Chris groans and drapes an arm across his face, peeling it off only when the silence settles strangely in his chest. He turns his head to the side and your side of the bed is still empty.
That jolts him up and he stumbles into the kitchen, the cold tile waking his bare feet a little as he reaches for a glass and fills it to the brim, chugging it down like a man dying of thirst because the hangover is brutal and itโs not getting easier as he gets older.
He checks his phone, swiping through missed notifications, and scoffs at the half-written text still sitting in the message field. He really was going to send it, really meant to. Heโs about to press call again when he hears the front door creak open.
Your voice follows, tired but sweet: โIโm home.โ
Chris immediately steps into the threshold. Youโre still in the clothes from last night, dark circles under your eyes, exhaustion weighing heavy in every step. And yet, youโre the best thing heโs seen all morning.
Without a word, he welcomes you with a smile and open arms.
You donโt hesitateโyou run into it and immediately melt into him, dropping your bag by the door as you step into his embrace. Chris wraps you tightly, pressing his lips to the top of your head and keeping you there, like heโs afraid to let go. โWelcome home,โ he murmurs against your hair.
You tip your head up and let him kisses youโslow and soft, as if grounding both of you. When he pulls back, his smile is sleepy and crooked. โYou must be tired.โ
You nod, pouting dramatically, then smirk just a little. โAnd you must be hungover.โ
Chris chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck. โGuilty.โ
Your lips curve up as you raise a hand, showing him the small brown bag and two takeout cups in your grasp. โGood thing I bought breakfast on the way home.โ
His heart does that stupid fluttering thing again and he reaches out, takes the bag from you with a grin. โYouโre an angel.โ
You shrug like itโs nothing, but he can tellโunderneath the fatigue, you were thinking of him too. You always do.
The two of you sit across from each other at the dining table, still in the morning haze, two people fueled by caffeine and the comfort of shared silence. You take a slow bite of your croissant, your voice soft and sleepy as you begin, โIt was a ransomware breachโreally bad. The companyโs firewall got bypassed and a huge chunk of their data was encrypted. They called our team in around midnight. Weโve been trying to trace the entry point and isolate the damage ever since.โ
Chris listens, nodding even though some of the words fly straight over his head but the fatigue in your voice, the long-winded frustrationโhe can relate to that. He may not know a thing about servers and packets, but he knows what itโs like to be called into chaos with no end in sight.
โThat sounds like hell,โ he murmurs.
You hum, lifting your cup for another sip. โPretty much. Iโm running on caffeine and pure spite.โ
Chris chuckles at that, resting his chin on his palm as he watches you. Even exhausted, youโre effortlessly beautiful. How is it fair?
โYouโre amazing, you know that?โ he innocently blurts out mid-sip of his coffee, voice hoarse from the hangover.
You smile, still a little dazed. โTell me that again after Iโve showered.โ
Once the last bite is gone and your cupโs nearly empty, you rise from your seat and press a hand to his shoulder. โIโm gonna go wash up and change. You should too. Donโt you have work?โ
He grunts as he leans back on his seat. โEventually.โ
The two of you move around the apartment in rhythmโChris heads for the bathroom, you disappear into the bedroom. Doors open, water runs, drawers creak. Itโs the normalcy he craves, just the mundanity of it.
After his shower, Chris steps out with a towel slung low around his hips, wiping the mist off his face. He expects to find you already curled up under the covers, buried in pillows like you always do after a long night shift.
But no, he finds you in the laundry room. His eyes widen at the sight of you crouched in front of the washer, a loose shirt draping over your thighs, an open jar of detergent perched on top of the machine like an afterthought.
โYouโre doing laundry?โ he asks, half amused, half exasperated.
You donโt even flinch. โIโm just loading it. The machine does the rest.โ
He crosses his arms, water still beading off his shoulders. โBaby, the world wonโt end if the laundry waits a few hours.โ
You close the detergent jar and shoot him a tired little smirk. โYeah, but my brain wonโt stop thinking about it until itโs done.โ
Fair enough. Once the machine starts its rhythmic hum, Chris steps in, curling his fingers gently around your wrist and steers your body. โCโmon. Letโs get you to bed.โ
Without protest, you let him lead you. He guides you to the bedroom, tucks the sheets over you with a tenderness most people wouldnโt expect from a guy like him. But just as heโs about to pull away, you catch his wrist.
โCuddle me?โ you mumble, eyes half-closed.
He exhales, smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. โYouโre dangerous when you ask like that.โ
Of course he canโt say no to that. He climbs in behind you, arms wrapping around your waist as you both melt into the mattress. His nose buries into your damp hair, and his chest presses against your back. Your breathing slows and he feels it in the rise and fall of your body against his. Within minutes, you're outโcompletely, deeply asleep.
Chris just lies there, letting the silence settle and the world stop for a while until his phone buzzes against the nightstand. He considers ignoring it, not wanting to face the world just yet but curiosity wins. Carefully, he shifts just enough to peek at the screen without disturbing you.
Felix: Meet me at MESA gallery. Donโt go to the precinct. Itโs important.
Chris taps out a quick reply with one hand: Be there soon.
But before he moves, he looks at you again, watching you peacefully sleeping and decides to stay one more moment longer. Just holding you, memorizing the feel of you breathing softly in his arms. Then he slips out, slowly and carefully as to not wake you.
He brushes the hair from your forehead and kisses the space just above your temple, lips lingering. โIโll be home soon,โ he whispers. โSweet dreams, baby.โ
With one last glance, Chris shrugs into his jacket, fastens his badge, holsters his gun. He lingers in the doorway for a second, watching you in the hush of morning light, still sleeping, still his and still the one he canโt wait to come home to.
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Morning traffic blurs past him, but all he can focus on is Felixโs text. His brows stay furrowed, the headache from last night barely hanging onโthough now dulled by a new, sharper tension. The engine hums low as Chris turns onto the narrow street leading to the MESA Gallery and when he pulls up, itโs immediately clear something serious has happened.
The place is crawling with uniforms and yellow tape. Squad cars parked along the sidewalk. Forensics wheeling cases of equipment inside. A small crowd has already gathered outside, murmuring behind the barricades. Press will be here soon, if they arenโt already. Chris flashes his badge at the officer by the door and steps inside.
The galleryโusually quiet, pristine, almost sterile in its curated eleganceโis in controlled chaos. Technicians move with gloved hands, cameras clicking, laser scanners humming. The polished white floor now marred by footprints in plastic booties.
He finds Felix near the center of the gallery, speaking with one of the forensic specialists. Chris doesnโt interrupt, just steps beside him and waits, hands on his hips, eyes scanning the room. When the conversation ends, Felix turns to him.
โWhatโs going on?โ Chris asks, his voice low but firm.
Felix doesnโt answer right away. He just jerks his chin, gesturing for Chris to follow. They walk past rows of cordoned-off exhibitsโancient crowns, jeweled scepters, ceremonial daggersโeach displayed in thick glass enclosures.
Felix lets the silence stretch for a beat, then murmurs, โThis gallery was hosting a royal jewelry exhibit. The Crown of Ancients was taken sometime last night. No witnesses. No footage. Same signature.โ
The further they go, the quieter it becomes, until they reach the back of the gallery, where one display sits out of place. A single glass case, now empty. Chrisโs eyes donโt stop at the missing piece but his gaze drops lowerโto the faint trail on the velvet platform inside the case. A silvery shimmer. Almost invisible unless you know what to look for.
His jaw tightens as the recognition hits like a punch to the ribs. No. It canโt be. But it is.
Felix glances sideways at Chris, then adds with a low, knowing voice, โIt looks like your favorite thief has returned.โ
Chris doesnโt respond right away. His eyes stay locked on the delicate dusting of silver inside the caseโtaunting him, unmistakable. It glints under the track lighting like a signature.
Sheโs back.
His mind reels, trying to retrace the years, the nights, the investigations, the gut instincts he pushed aside in favor of peace. Turns out, itโs a lull in the storm and now the storm has returned, soft-footed and smiling in the shadows.
The silence between him and Felix stretchesโweighted and tenseโuntil Chris finally mutters, voice low and laced with disbelief, โWhy now?โ Felix doesnโt answer and the only reply Chris gets is the echo of his own question in his head so he steps closer to the empty case, like getting nearer will help him understand. But all it does is confirm one thing: Silvene wanted him to know that this is only just beginning.
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Chris was almost half asleep, head lolling back onto the sofa, body sinking further and further into the plush cushions when a pair of energetic arms suddenly locked around his shoulders. The man jumped and his face split into a sleepy grin before his mind even registered where he was, and he turned to see Sky's face parallel to his own, giggles immediately exploding around her.ย
โMade you jump,โ Sky babbled, tightening her arms around her father. She pressed a fat kiss to Chris's cheek and the man groaned before suddenly grabbing for her, his grip firm but gentle as he pulled her over the back of the sofa. The nine year old squealed as she landed on the large seats beside him, and she wriggled around when Chris scrabbled at her sides with his fingers, tickling her arms, her neck, everywhere he could until she was breathless with laughter.ย
โYou cheeky little rascal,โ Chris laughed, tickling under her chin. โAlways trying to scare me โฆ I'm not as brave as you are, you know?โย
Sky's giggles increased and she kicked out at him, feet landing in his lap. โI know.โ
โHey!โ Chris gasped, lips quirking up into a deeper smile.ย
โYou said it! Not me.โย
โSo rude,โ Chris tutted and sat up again, slowly shaking his head at his daughter. His eyes danced with mischief, however, and Sky sat up with him, giggling again in a way that made her chubby cheeks look like cherries, her eyes crinkling so much like his own. Chris placed his hands on either side of Sky's face and leaned close to kiss her forehead, one of his hands smoothing down the unruly waves of her hair with his tender touch.
Sky immediately melted. She sank into her father's side, completely boneless, and Chris chuckled, patting her shoulder.
โWhatcha want, hmm?โ Chris peered down at her. โYou have that look in your eyes.โ
Looking up at him, Sky smiled sweetly. โWhat look?โ
โThat look,โ Chris laughed, cupping her cheeks and squishing them playfully in his fingers. โThe one you get from your mother.โ
โI look like mama?โ Sky tipped her head to the side, perking up. โReally?โย
โMhm,โ Chris nodded. โPretty girl.โย
Sky's entire face lit up, and Chris's heart bloomed almost painfully in the centre of his chest. He kept combing his fingers through Sky's hair, almost automatically, like he couldn't help himself. A few moments passed before Sky's hand sank into her father's hair; she copied his movements, and it made Chris burst into laughter, the tiniest of squeaks following his chuckles as he looked at his daughter.ย
โYou copying me?โ Chris grinned, pulling her into his lap. โHuh?โย
โCan't help it,โ Sky wrinkled her nose and tugged at the curls at Chris's temples. โI like your hair.โ
Chris's eyes softened. Then he clocked the spark bursting in Sky's pupils, and he sighed. โWhat?โ
Sky blinked innocently.
โTell me,โ Chris chuckled.
Kneeling up a little, Sky raked the both of her hands through her father's hair. It had grown out much more than he usually let; it kissed the lower portion of his neck, coiling over his ears, and spilling back onto the sofa when he moved his head. They almost looked like the waves of the sea, the silky texture liquid-like and shining under the soft living room lighting. She pushed his hair back away from her father's forehead, exposing the soft vein at his temple, and she grinned, tugging at his hair again.
โCan I do your hair?โ Sky asked.ย
โMy hair?โ Chris repeated, reaching up to pat it. โWhy mine?โย
โBecause โฆ โ Sky stretched the word out playfully, tipping her head completely to the side in a way that made Chris snort with more laughter. โIt's pretty. And I want to braid it. I want to practice โฆ it's harder practicing on my own hair.โย
โYou want to braid it?โ Chris choked, a little taken aback. โIt's not that long, is it?โย
Sky wordlessly pulled at one of his curls. It stretched to three times its length, and Sky looked pointedly at her father.ย
Chris rubbed his face with his hands. โWill it make you happy?โ
Sky nodded enthusiastically.ย
โGo on then,โ Chris smiled. โGo nuts. Make your daddy look pretty.โ
โYou already are pretty, silly daddy,โ Sky said as she clambered off of the sofa. Her footsteps were heavy when she ran away towards her bedroom, and just then Y/N came into the room, eyebrows raised in question.ย
โWhere's she running off to?โ Y/N asked Chris as she dived into Chris's open arms. โShe had a massive smile on her face.โย
Chris's lips turned up at the corners as she squeezed his wife. โShe wants to braid my hair, apparently. Think she's gone to go get some hair ties or whatever.โ
At that, Y/N started to laugh. โThis is going to be good.โย
โShe's just like you,โ Chris rolled his eyes up to the ceiling, though his arms tightened their embrace around her.ย
โShe just appreciates a good bit of curly hair. Unlike someone I know.โย
Chris sighed. Sky clattered back in a second later, and approaching the sofa, she dumped a handful of fancy clips, hair pins, and ruffled hair ties into her mother's lap.
โOopsies,โ Sky giggled when she saw where they landed. โSorry mama. Meant to put them next to you.โ
โThat's okay,โ Y/N grinned. โI'll keep them safe for you.โย
โYou're gonna use all of these?โ Chris's mouth dropped open. He picked up one of the pins; it was gold, and had a pearlescent star on the end. โI like this.โ
โNot all of them, silly daddy,โ Sky shook her head. โYou can choose the ones you like. And I'll choose some too because I want to put bows in your hair and I know you won't choose them.โ
From beside her husband, Y/N snickered with laughter.ย
โDaddy put your head back,โ Sky instructed her father.ย
โYes ma'am,โ Chris cleared his throat. He did as she asked and tilted his head back against the top of the sofa, Sky standing behind it with a small wooden hairbrush in her hand. โDon't pull my hair out, will you? Already balding โฆ โย
โYou are not,โ Y/N was quick to say, smacking his chest. โI think your hair's thicker now than it was a decade ago.โย
Chris moved a little and looked at his wife with a questionable stare.
โHead back, daddy,โ Sky huffed, and Chris giggled as he hastily tipped his head back again.
โSorry, sorry,โ Chris grinned. โNo more moving.โ
โI won't pull your hair out,โ Sky answered his previous question as she gently pulled her brush through the ends of his hair. โI'm good at brushing hair. Aren't I, mama?โ
โMhm, very good,โ Y/N agreed. She was rifling through the accessories on her lap, absent mindedly sorting them out into tiny little piles โฆ hair ties on one end, clips on the other, bows in a different one. She picked up two tiny bows in pale pink, and held them up to Sky with a giggle. โYou should clip these onto the end of daddy's braids.โย
โThat's what I wanted to do!โ Sky exclaimed, using her fingers to gently part her father's springy curls into two halves. โMama, I need a hair tie.โย
She tied up one side of her father's hair loosely to keep it out of the way, and then she peered down at Chris's face, completely upside down.
โDaddy I need your hair back some more,โ Sky said.
Chris shifted his shoulders and sunk further down the sofa, tipping his head back some more. โBetter?โ
โBetter,โ Sky nodded. She kissed Chris's forehead before trailing her fingers through the very front of his hair and scooping back a small section that she split into three.ย
When Sky finished tying her second Dutch braid on the other side of Chris's head, she started giggling. โDaddy you look like a dragon.โ
ย โA dragon?โ Chris laughed. โHow?โ
โIt looks like you have those prickly scales,โ Sky said, poking the two braids. She had left pieces of his fringe out at the front, and when she turned to look at his face, she couldn't help but grin wider. โDaddy โฆ you have to wear your hair like this everyday. You look cute.โย
Chris turned to look at his wife, eyes pleading. All Y/N could do was nod, as if to say he did somehow look ridiculously handsome with his two short braids, the ends hovering over the collar of his t-shirt. Chris shook his head in mild disbelief, and he looked up at his daughter with a crooked grin.
โPins? Clips?โ He asked.
Sky nodded, reaching for the bows from her mother. โWhich ones are you choosing, daddy?โย
Chris lingered the pins in Y/N's lap. He picked out a handful of tiny stars, a strawberry, and a peach, and he held them up like he was a little stand.
When Sky was done, Chris looked much like a jewellery stand. Pink bows at the end of his braids, star pins screwed into the strands of the braids, and the two fruits on either side of his head - she had even drawn two starts on the centre of Chris's cheeks afterwards with one of her mother's lip liners, and Chris just sighed, though he couldn't keep the smile off of his face when he saw himself in a mirror.ย
โWhat am I gonna do with you?โ Chris asked, reaching for Sky and engulfing her in a tight, playful hug. He gently ran his fingers over his braids and raised an eyebrow. โAre you sure you wanted to practice? I mean โฆ these are really neat, Ky. You did such a good job baby.โย
Sky grinned widely. โI lied. Didn't want to practice โฆ just wanted to do your hair because I like it.โย
She shrieked with laughter and suddenly jumped out of her father's arms, narrowly escaping another tickle attack. She ran to her mother instead and brandished her brush up at her.
โMama โฆ your turn!โย
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Y/N did just that; silent laughter rose up inside her as she shot down the hotel corridor, and it spilled out of her as soon as she pushed open the door of Chris's room.
He was already waiting on the other side, and hearing her giggles, Chris burst into chaotic laughter. With one arm, he pulled Y/N into the curve of his body as he clicked the door shut with his other hand, deftly locking it, and a split second later he practically smothered the woman in a large embrace.
โI felt like a ninja,โ Y/N said through her laughter in way of greeting. Her voice was muffled against Chris's shoulder, and it only made him pull her closer, his fingers curling into the oversized jacket draped over her body.
โYou look like one,โ Chris grinned, looking down at her. โWhat are you wearing?โ
โProtective gear,โ Y/N said proudly, slipping her sunglasses off of her nose before stepping out of the rest of her attire - long jacket, hood over her head, hat beneath, long scarf wrapped over the lower portion of her face. She exhaled once it was all off. โAh โฆ I was sweltering under there.โ
Chris chuckled and reached for her again, smushing his face into the crook of her neck. He whined then, his breath hot at her skin. โI missed you โฆ so fucking much.โ
โAlready? โS only been one night,โ Y/N smiled, curling her arms around his broad shoulders and relishing in the familiarity of the way his muscles gave way from her caressing touch. She exhaled in relief; she had missed him just as much, regardless of how she teased him.
โToo long,โ Chris mumbled slowly. โWay too long.โ
At that, Y/N's eyes softened. โAnd to think you didn't wanna risk it, huh?โ
โStupid Channie,โ Chris slurred, tightening his arms around her waist some more. She was practically glued to the entire front of his body now, and he didn't seem to want to let go any time soon - it made Y/N smile as she squeezed him back, her heart lurching at the way his tone was gradually slipping into something fuzzier, something melty and warm. โDonโ know what he was thinking โฆ โ
Y/N's laughter was a sweet buzz against his shoulder. โThinking about the rules, baby.โ
โFuck the fucking rules,โ Chris huffed. โDonโ like โem. They're stupid. Just wanna sleep with you โฆ โ
Heart already a pile of mush on the floor of her ribcage, Y/N pulled away slightly and cupped her soft hands around Chris's warm face. He hummed softly, his plump lips brushing against the side of her palm in a butterfly kiss.
โWas last night really that bad that you decided to break all the rules just so I could be with you?โ Y/N laughed under her breath, Chris's lips curving up into a lazy smile. โWhat if they find out?โ
โโMm โฆ they won't,โ he seemed to be already falling asleep even though he was standing, and it made Y/N giggle again. She brushed her fingers through his hair, the straightened locks curling ever so slightly at the tips and regaining their natural texture.
โLook at you โฆ โ Y/N whispered, scratching her fingers against his scalp. โMy little baby.โ
Chris's nose flushed. He nodded against her hands, his head falling forward and dropping against Y/N's shoulder. โMhm. Yours.โ
โMine, right?โ Y/N breathed, and he nodded again, making an approving noise. โGonna listen to me then?โ
Chris hummed.
โGo shower and take your makeup off,โ Y/N said, and Chris groaned loudly, making her snort with laughter. โC'mon โฆ wanna see my baby's pretty face and his pretty curls.โ
Chris shook his head wildly against her neck. โNot pretty.โ
โMm you're right,โ Y/N said with a cheeky smile. โThey're beautiful.โ
โNuh uh โฆ โ Chris mumbled.
โYuh uh,โ Y/N smiled, copying the man's playful tone as she slipped her fingers through his shaggy hair again. She twirled it around her fingers, the fine strands almost like chocolatey gossamer against her skin. โLook at this hair โฆ it's gonna reach your butt soon.โ
Cracking up with hushed laughter, Chris pulled back slightly and gazed at the woman with a cheeky expression. โDo you want it to reach my butt?โ
Y/N's lips twitched. โWell โฆ no, but I mean โฆ you'd probably pull it off.โ
Her lips twitched again. โThen again, perhaps not. A certain SKZ Code episode is coming to mind โฆ โ
Cracking up with taken aback laughter as a distant memory of buttery yellow fabric and a long wig tickled his brain Chris rubbed his eyes. โHow long should I keep it?โ
Y/N shrugged. She stepped towards him and tugged at his hair, caressing the nape of his neck with a finger. She stopped just above the collar of his shirt, her touch making the man shiver. โHere? But wear it curly.โ
Chris grumbled again. โYou always want the damn curls.โ
โBecause I love them,โ Y/N smiled, kissing his nose. โMy favourite curls in the whole world. The longer your hair gets the curlier it looks and it makes me โฆ violent.โ
โViolent?โ Chris spluttered.
โMhm.โ
The tips of Chris's ears flushed scarlet. He cleared his throat and tugged her towards him by her hand before landing a tender kiss to her mouth. โGonna go shower.โ
โGood boy,โ Y/N whispered.
Another sudden bark of laughter escaped the man before he turned around and grabbed the fluffy towel hanging neatly on a nearby hook. He stopped at the doorframe of the bathroom and turned to look at her over his shoulder; Y/N tipped her head to the side in question, and Chris smiled softly, his eyes bursting with little love hearts before he suddenly stuck his tongue out towards her. He started to giggle at his own antics as he disappeared into the bathroom, his laughter light as it bounced off the tiled walls, and Y/N smiled to herself as she turned away and moved towards the large bed at the other side of the room.
He was still damp when he emerged from the bathroom. Water ran in tiny rivulets down the sculpted pathways of his freckled torso, and it trickling through the planes of his muscular back, giving his fair skin an ambery sheen under the hotel room's dim lighting. Y/N was already curled up in the bed, almost drowning under the sheets; she watched with amusement as the man suddenly whipped the towel away from his hips and rubbed it against his head instead, the uncovering revealing the sharp grooves cut just above his thighs, dipping inwards. The shadows warped as he padded towards her, and they hugged his body in such a way that he looked as though he had been carved from a marble so hard that it would surely hurt to touch him. But his body melted into Y/Ns a second later as he sank into the bed and reached for her, and Y/N marvelled not for the first time at the raw silkiness of his skin against her fingertips, at the sturdiness of his build as he moved to hold her closer.
โHappy now โฆ ?โ Chris asked her under his breath once he had stopped wriggling around under the covers. He was radiating so much heat that Y/N had to kick her side of the duvet down; but she pulled him closer anyway, tucking the reassuring of his head against the curve of her neck as she turned onto the back, his legs hooked over her hip.
She smiled, looking down at him. Her fingers traced the features of his face that she so loved; the makeup he had been wearing earlier had completely melted away, and his moles almost winkled at her in greeting as she smoothed her fingertips over them, one by one, as she did almost every time she was with him. It was almost like a ritual for her, one that brought her immense comfort, and one that made Chris's heart flip so hard that he wondered if it was perhaps turned inside out.
โVery happy,โ Y/N whispered, thumbing the marks beneath his eyes, before sweeping over the mole nestled in his eyebrow. Her hand then travelled to his already drying hair, and she smiled widely, looping his messy curls around her hand. โAre you happy?โ
โMhm,โ Chris nodded, resting his head against her chest again. His arms were secure around her waist under the covers, almost like a seatbelt, and he tightened them now as if he couldn't bear to let go of her again. โStay with me.โ
Y/N smiled and kissed his temple. โWell, I am, aren't I?โ
โNo, I mean โฆ through the whole tour,โ Chris whispered. โI'll sort everything out, make sure no one sees you or knows you're with me โฆ just come with me. Wanna be with you everywhere I go. I โฆ always sleep better when you're with me.โ
At that, Y/N grinned. โYou only want me so you can sleep?โ
โMm โฆ yeah,โ Chris joked. It made Y/N shake with mirth beneath him, and she tugged him closer to her, tangling her legs with his like they were little jigsaw pieces locking together.
โI was gonna stay anyway,โ Y/N hummed, her hand slowly brushing his hair away from his forehead in soothing, receptive motions. โBecause โฆ well, I sleep better with you too.โ
it was Chris's turn to chuckle. He nuzzled his face against her chest, snuggling into her further as if he could fuse their bodies into one, so they could stay together forever. it made Y/N hug him tighter, and she rolled to her side a little, cocooning his body as best as she could with her own.
โPromise โฆ ?โ Chris's voice was so quiet it barely felt like a puff of warmth against Y/N's skin.
Y/N hummed. โOf course I promise. Can't leave my little baby all alone, can I?โ
Laughing softly, Chris shook his head. โโS a scary world out there.โ
They both burst into hushed laughter at that; they were but a mass of giggles and rustled sheets and heated, fragrant skin, and neither of them had any idea of what happened next. One moment they were breathless with their delirious laughter, and the next their brains were fuzzy, their bodies curled into each other like tangled sunflowers as they promptly fell fast asleep.
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Like paper origami, Noah's body crumpled on the sofa. His face had landed cushioned by his mother's legs, and the woman peered down at him with amusement.
โNoey?โ Y/N laughed, patting the sixteen year oldโs head. โYou okay?โย
โI'm sad,โ Noah's voice was muffled against her thigh.ย
โSad? Why are you sad, baby?โย
Sitting up, Noah shrugged. The coils of his hair had split with the friction of smushing his face into the sofa, and they looped in frizzy waves around his forehead. โDon't know. For the vibes.โย
โFor the vibes?โ Y/N repeated with a warm smile. Her palm was soft when it cupped Noah's cheek, and the boy grinned crookedly as his eyes fell shut like a dozing puppy.
โYeah. Just feel โฆ eh,โ Noah shrugged again. โI don't know why. Nothing happened โฆ I just feel โฆ sad?โย
Humming with understanding, Y/N kissed Noah's forehead and her fingers slipped back through his curls before she stood up from the sofa. โI know what you need. Fancy something chocolatey?โ
โHow chocolatey?โ
โVery chocolatey. Like โฆ sickly.โย
Noah's eyes lit up. He nodded as he watched his mother move towards the kitchen. โMhm. What is it?โย
โI like to call it a โฆ um. Sad chocolatey mess?โ Y/N laughed, reaching for a mug. โWell I don't actually have a name for it. I'd call it a chocolate mug cake but it's not like an average mug cake at all. It's kind of like a cross between a cake and a brownie and a hot chocolate? I used to make these all the time when I was at my parents house. I only make these when I'm sad, and โฆ well, I was always sad back then.โย
Sliding off of the sofa, Noah moved towards the kitchen. โWhen was the last time you made one?โย
โA few months ago โฆ one of my favourite characters in my book died,โ Y/N stuck her tongue out, her expression suddenly playful. It made Noah smile, and he sat himself down on the edge of the counter just as Sky clattered in.
โI can smell chocolate,โ Sky declared promptly.ย
Y/N started to laugh. โI haven't even used any yet, cheeky girl.โ
โOkay, okay, I heard you talking,โ Sky amended. โI'm sad too.โย
โYou're sad too?โ Noah cocked his head to the side, tugging gently at the eleven year oldโs ponytails.ย
โWell, mama said if you're sad you get a sad chocolatey mess and I want one,โ Sky giggled and pulled away from Noah before circling her arms around her mother's waist. โCan I have one, mama?โย
โWell โฆ I suppose if you're saying you're sad, you must be, right?โ Y/N mused, looking down at her daughter's wide grin and sparkling eyes. She tapped her nose. โVery sad, aren't you?โ
Sky nodded enthusiastically. โI cried on the way to the kitchen.โย
Cracking up at the girl's words, Y/N squeezed Sky back before nodding to the mug tree behind her. โChoose a mug then, baby.โย
As expected, Sky picked up the largest mug she could see.ย
โJust because it's this big doesn't mean you're getting more, Ky,โ Y/N snorted with fresh laughter as she picked up the cream ceramic. โTrust me โฆ you don't want this much. You'll throw up.โย
โNo, no, I can eat it all,โ Sky insisted, widening her eyes and adopting a beseeching expression that made Y/N grin.ย
โYou're gonna throw up,โ Noah echoed their mother's words. โLast time you ate something that mama said you couldn't, you puked.โย
Sky sighed. โOkay โฆ fine โฆ โ
โPick another mug, Ky,โ Y/N kissed her forehead. โHow about extra squirty cream instead? I think you could actually get through three cans without puking.โ
At that, Sky nodded eagerly. She jumped onto the counter beside her brother, and Noah wrinkled his nose at her, his slender fingers playfully flicking the middle of her forehead.
โWhy are you sad, No-No?โ Sky asked him, after trying to bite his finger.ย
Noah shrugged. โJust feel like it.โ
Sky blinked. โYou're stupid. Why don't you feel like being happy instead?โย
Both Y/N and Noah laughed at that, and Noah slung his arm around Sky's shoulders, playfully smushing her head against his arm as she squealed.ย
โYou've really got a way with words, you know that?โ Noah grinned devilishly, his hand tugging at her ponytails again. โYou could probably solve world peace.โย
โJust stop fighting,โ Sky said in response from under Noah's arm. Noah relaxed his grip with a light chuckle and Sky sat up again, her hair askew and falling over her pink cheeks in wispy, sun-kissed strands. โDon't be sad, Noey. Mama's making chocolate goo.โ
โit's not goo,โ Y/N laughed, swatting a square of kitchen roll at Sky before resuming the stirring of the dark batter inside the two mugs. She paused, โActually โฆ you're right. It kind of does look like goo. Chocolate goo.โย
โWho's making chocolate goo?โ Chris's curious voice chimed in amongst them all, and the three of them looked up to see him walking into the kitchen with a cheeky grin. โWhy are you all eating chocolate without me?โย
โAre you sad, daddy?โ Sky jumped off of the counter and immediately jabbed her inquisitive finger into her father's broad chest. โMama's only making it for sad people.โย
From behind her, Y/N shook with mirth as she caught the playfully glint in her husband's eye.
โSad, huh?โ Chris scooped Sky into his arms, the girl giggling as she was deposited back onto the counter. โYeah, I'm really sad. My family's having a chocolate feast and I wasn't invited.โ
โPoor daddy,โ Sky giggled. She ducked her head around Chris's arm and looked towards Y/N who was already reaching for another mug. โMama you have to make daddy one too. I think he's the saddest out of all of us.โ
โPoor daddy,โ Y/N's sympathy was laced in humour, and it made Chris chuckle as he turned towards Noah.ย
โWho's sad, though?โ Chris hummed. โYou sad, Noey?โ
Noah's face melted into a sleepy smile. โI was sad. I don't think I really am anymore.โ
โThat's because we're the best,โ Sky commented. โAlso I give the best advice.โ
Chris raised his eyebrows in question.ย
โI told her I just felt sad and she called me stupid and then said I should feel happy instead,โ Noah explained mildly. โGroundbreaking advice.โย
Chuckling at that, Chris squeezed Sky's cheeks with his thumb and index finger. โYou're crazy, Ky-Ky. A good crazy, but definitely crazy.โ
โThank you,โ Sky smiled proudly. She then squinted at Y/N who was balancing the three mugs in her hands. โWhat are you doing with those, mama?โ
โPutting them in the microwave,โ Y/N said. โNot smuggling them.โ
โLooks like you are smuggling them, mama,โ Sky giggled as Y/N curled her arms around the mugs, pretending to hide them from sight. She frowned. โYou're not having one?โย
Y/N shook her head, sliding the first mug into the microwave. โToo sickly to eat a full one right now.โย
โYou can share mine,โ Chris hummed, sidling away from Noah and Sky and creeping up on Y/N. He slid his arms around her waist, his chest sturdy and warm at her back, and he squeezed her softly before dropping a kiss to her temple. โMmm โฆ you smell like chocolate. Maybe I should just eat you instead.โย
โKnock it off,โ Y/N laughed under her breath, softly elbowing his side. โI can hear Sky puking already.โย
On cue, Sky let out a loud, violent sounding retch, earning a deep sigh from her brother.ย
While the mugs span slowly in the microwave, Y/N snapped chunks off of a large chocolate bar and dropped them into a bowl; she poured a decent amount of heavy cream over the top, and once the chocolatey cakes were done, she melted it all together. Sky watched with circular eyes as Y/N poured the runny ganache evenly into the three mugs, and Chris's stomach began to growl in anticipatory hunger upon seeing the rich flow of chocolate.
โYou weren't kidding,โ Noah commented, his cheek resting against his folded arms on the countertop. โThat looks like enough chocolate to keep me going for a whole week.โย
Y/N's smile was wicked. โI like eating one the week before my period too when the chocolate craving gets really strong.โย
Chris glanced at his wife wearily. โThe same time when your insane craving for big slabs of meat suddenly appears too?โย
โSpeaking of โฆ we need to buy more steaks,โ Y/N said sweetly.ย
Chris groaned. โMonster,โ he joked, and he kissed Y/N's cheek, earning another dramatic sound from Sky. โDon't worry โฆ I'll make sure the fridge is stocked for you.โย
โWhat about me? I want raspberries,โ Sky said. โLots, and lots, and lots of raspberries.โ
โThere's already lots, and lots, and lots of raspberries in the fridge, Ky baby,โ Y/N laughed. โI even put some in your mug for you. Chocolate and raspberry for the raspberry monster.โ
At that, Noah tilted his head to the side, curious. โWhat did you put in mine and dad's? Just chocolate?โ
โNope. Coffee in yours, chocolate in your dad's.โ
โWhen did you do that?โ Noah asked in surprise as Y/N shook the can of squirty cream. โMum โฆ I feel like you're a bit magic, sometimes.โ
โA hundred percent,โ Chris agreed instantly.ย
โI'm not magic,โ Y/N flushed, pointing the cream can towards Sky. The girlโs mouth immediately fell open like a fish, and a mountain of the sweet cream soon towered on her tongue.ย
โMmf โฆ โ Sky garbled. โโS โฆ goof.โย
โDon't speak, you'll choke,โ Chris chuckled at the sight of the cream dribbling out of Sky's mouth. His finger was tender as he gently wiped it away, and Sky swallowed thickly, her face breaking into a sheepish smile in response.ย
Equipped with dainty spoons, Chris, Noah and Sky were soon huddled up on the plush sofa with the warm mugs nestled in their hands. Sky's nose was already covered in thickening chocolate panache, and Noah had slid down the sofa seat, eyes falling shut as he chewed through his third spoonful.ย
โYou were right,โ Noah sighed, head already fuzzy from the richness coating his tongue. โThis hits.โ
โTold you,โ Y/N said happily. Chris was waving his spoon around her face, his face full of playful affection as he fed her the chocolatey mush in his mug.ย
A few moments of amicable silence passed. Sky suddenly groaned loudly; she wordlessly handed her mug to her mother - it was half eaten, the crimson of raspberries peeking out from under the melted cream.
โToo โฆ much โฆ โ Sky huffed, her tongue sticking out in defeat.ย
Y/N started to giggle. โNow imagine if I'd made it in that big mug you picked out first.โย
Sky stared at her. She shuddered, sliding off of the sofa and landing on the floor with a soft splat.
โOh, there she goes,โ Chris chuckled. โRaspberry monster's down. Sure you don't want some more?โ
The shake of Sky's head was rapid against the thick rug.
โHow are you feeling, Noey?โ Y/N's voice was soft as she looked to her other side where Noah was curled up in the corner of the sofa. โAny better?โ
Noah nodded. He didn't respond verbally; instead he placed his empty mug onto the small coffee table in front of them and wordlessly melted into his mother's side. His head was tucked against her chest, and his arms looped loosely around her torso, and he sighed deeply when Y/N set Sky's mug down and returned his embrace with quiet warmth. Her fingers ran through his hair, and her lips dropped a kiss to his head, and she smiled when she caught the sudden love hearts exploding in the centre of her husband's pupils.
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