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if he's happy, he just nods; but not a smile curving up from his lips. if he thinks something's funny, he just chuckles; but not a hearty laugh coming out from his lips.

so one day you asked him, “hey changbin! why do you not smile?”

“is there a reason to?” he replies.

you pout at his bluntness, but flashed a toothy grin afterwards. “because smiling is fun!” you exclaimed, widening your smile. your cheeks puffed and your eyes made little crescents like shapes with crinkles on the sides.

he thinks you're beautiful, but you're more beautiful — no you're ethereal, an art, something so precious like an exhibit in a museum that he shouldn't be tempering with — when you smile. so he kept his gaze low, not sparing a glance at you.

“also, smiling is not just about being fun, happy, or whatever — it also eases your pain or hide them,” you added, voice subtle.

he then looks at you, a sincere smile on your lips. it was different from your usual one — cheery, toothy, bubbly; it was more calm.

he just kept on staring at you, unable to utter any possible words. silence. it's okay, you loved comfortable silence too; until... the bell rang.

“ah! what am i saying gosh,” you slapped your cheeks then smiled widely at him once more. “bye changbin! see you at our next class!” and you went away.

his eyes were still glued onto you.

you, who smiled at someone wider and you seemed happier to see them, than you did to him; that someone, who happened to be his best friend, felix. that's right, you're dating him.

he always knew this moment, why he doesn't have any reason to smile at all.

why would he? but he wanted to, at least just a little bit, he tried to, for you; but he guess, nothing will change.

he liked you, so what? it's not because of your smiles, but it was because of who you are. you kept on smiling despite of any circumstances. he envied you with it, but it also made him like you.

even if he smile, will anything between you change? no.

wronged ; lee felix ! part 1

— summary: you accidentally sent a wholesome meme to felix (thinking he thinks that you have a crush on him), eventually he helps you with your real crush which happened to be his close friend, eric.

you groaned, covering your ears with your pillow and snuggled deeper into your bed. “five. . . more min. . . utes,” you mumbled, soft snores coming out from your mouth.

chan sighs at this and opened your bedroom door without your concent. he then jumped over to your sleeping figure and hurdled you up in his arms. “hey y/n bub, we're gonna be late for finals, wake up dummy,”

you hummed, half asleep, and your eyes still are closed. you wrapped your arms around his neck thinking as if he was your pillow and nuzzled your face on his neck.

chan chuckled at this and swooped you up, carrying you bridal style, then he dropped you on your bed abruptly. you yelped at the sudden impact, which made the male laugh. you glared at him and threw a pillow at his face, “i really hate you,”

“i swear babe, you don't ‘cause i woke your ass up; by the way you still have 30 minutes to prepar—”

“on the second thought, you got me there but yeah, you did amazing,” you say casually, as if regarding the tickling sensation in your belly.

“hmm really?” felix smirked, wiggling his eyebrows in the process. he then walked towards you, then you stepped backwards until you felt the wall on your back. he pinned you on the wall and whispered, “i like you,”

“h-huh?”

he smirked and walked up to you then he stole your phone from your grip. you just stared at him nervously, not knowing what to do. then he posed as if taking a selca, then did something on your phone before giving it back to you.

“next time when you wanted a photo of me, just tell me directly,” he whispered into your ear and winked afterwards.