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Do you have a specific playlist for let it destroy you? You sometimes mentioned songs in the description
I did make one, yeah! I believe the songs I mentioned were "Parasite" and "Hate/Love" by Electric Callboy?
The actual playlist was never meant to be posted anywhere; it was more for myself as motivation and to capture the mood I wanted to achieve (an angry one, on both sides), so it has pretty much the same 4 artists over and over again for 30+ songs straight.......
Looking at it now, I thinkkkkkk the beginning and end are somewhat in order of how I would add it to the fic. The rest is all over the place
I don't want to post the link, but I'll provide a list of the songs on it:
But for a serious answer: my former username contained a zero and double s, and I hated that!! Since the name itself was already part of my brand tho, I was trying to think of a way to keep it. And given that I draw and I've seen other artists do this, adding png to my url seemed like the best way!
Other options included jpeg (why would I pick that over png /j) and txt (I was told that my username already made some people think of kpop, so adding another unintentional kpop reference was discouraged)
+ png flows the best imo
Meet the sacrificial lamb.
Lore below and you can find me on art fight for the first time aaaa
It wasn't supposed to be her.
The prophecy of a sacrifice demands a young woman—a lamb, white fur, and with eyes that can catch predators for a timely escape. Horns would follow in her shadow; kindness grow in her wake.
And although the townspeople claim not to believe in such nonsense, whispers arise whenever Maria, Em's older sister, walks home from school. She takes pride in it. After all, being sacrificed means to save this town and its people. (And besides, the attention flatters her, she says with a cheeky laugh.)
With a bell necklace that's adorned by an engraved "M" to bind her to her duty, she offers courageous smiles and gentle words to strangers. Then, with a hand on Em's back to nudge them away from the crowd, she hides from everyone the shadows of worry falling upon her face.
As the younger sibling, still a child with short, wild hair and a streak for mischief, Em doesn't understand all that is happening until they notice the pitying looks and their parents' anxiety.
The impending doom would hover above them as Maria grows into a young woman and Em, to the surprise of many, follows.
Maybe it's the solemn look on her sister's face during conversations about doctors and new names, which Emilia mistakes for disapproval. It drives a wedge between the two siblings.
Resentment, loneliness, and guilt lead to fear, during which Em would see her own shadow growing horns. Somehow, they grant them strength.
When Em finally confronts Maria, she seeks an apology—no, she wants to apologise. No... maybe she wants to be angry and let it all out?—they get no two words in before Maria breaks down. She's seen the horns. She's feared this for so, so long and she'll continue to do anything to prevent it.
The two embrace. Em conceals her ears under her hair and colours it black everyday with coal from the hearth.
When catastrophe approaches, trying to make Maria the lamb instead of Em ends in blood.
Em runs. She lets those who've been seeking the lamb catch her—she must become the sacrifice one way or another.
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due to the fact that there's mot much canon content about the gays, everything you say about them is pretty much canon for me. Share some of your hcs?
That's a lot of pressure, whew /hj
I think the ones I use as my "essential" headcanons when I write almost all of my fics would be
Tecchou:
Child soldier, grew up in the military
Warm hands
Scars that he carries with pride
Autism, CPTSD
If he had a sibling, probably a sister (older or younger both work well)
Likes hiking and climbing
Over the years, he's picked up sewing. He did so much of it to fix holes in his uniforms, so he's become quite skilled at it. (It keeps his hands busy when they dare to tremble)
Likes having his hair brushed, washed, and played with
Jouno:
Had a bad home life that pushed him into crime at a young age (i.e. stealing to survive turning into gang activitiy)
Cold hands
Had more piercings at some point
CPTSD, BPD (and NPD or at least some traits of it, depending on my mood)
If he had a sibling, it would be a younger brother. See my post about HCs using this idea
One small tattoo in a place that's not easily visible. Maybe on his ribs or on the inside of his arm, close to them
Embroidery keeps his hands busy. It's a craft that has both visual and sensory appeal once it's completed. Maybe he'll get around to combining it with Tecchou's sewing one day
Also who do you think gets sick more? Jouno or Tecchou?? And how do they live through that?
I'm going through major writer's block at the moment, I can't lie... I've picked up reading more to get out of it, since it's connected to my desire to improve my writing but hitting a wall with that.
I'm also unfortunately incredibly busy 😭 I'm preparing for my thesis, my workload is very demanding, and due to my writer's block I'm focusing a lot more on my art as a creative outlet
I'll come back to everything, though. I know I always will, and I'm happy to know that there are people waiting for me :]
OKAY I think that Tecchou cares about his health less, so he's more likely to get sick but he ignores it. He'll push through and maybe not even notice something's off due to the constant strain he puts on his body. Until he collapses or someone else notices
Jouno's more in tune with himself, but only as long as it's unnoticeable for others. If he became severely ill, he'd either retreat to recover, or push through it much like Tecchou. It's about not displaying weakness and letting people actually care for him for fear that he'll owe them.
However I also think he might be quicker to weaponise being sick (read: he has the lightest cough) to blame it on others (read: Tecchou) and get what he wants
have you ever thought of releasing your own book? I'd buy the shit outta that
That's so sweet, thank you so much!!
I've definitely thought about it but it's not a goal of mine as of right now! I have characters with stories to tell, although atm fanfiction is my medium and those other stories remain in my head for the time being
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I know sun and moon coding is usually done from the onlooker's perspective and considers plot, dynamics, and feelings. But when considering how they may view each other, they're both their own moon and the other is the sun
woo!! i havent drawn this creature in 3 years !, but i have dat drive again apparently
dont know how long dis will last but hey, im drawing them again and they make me happy :D ohhh i cant wait to draw them again, i havent really been on an art grind so im definitely slower,
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I reread your time loop fic again. And now your works made me think of in a specific way that reminds me of Kyoko from madoka magica. She lived a really shitty life and loved fairytales with good endings. And I think all of your works are people living through horrible times and getting a happy ending, which is something Kyoko wished for
I hope this makes sense
Aaaa thank you sm for sharing that!!!
When writing, happy endings are quite important to me, although I've obviously written some bad ones and wouldn't be opposed to writing them again!
I think that I want to emphasise healing when I put the focus on mental health. I like to look at the psychological difficulties that I feel could be explored more in canon—maybe based on the events or how the characters act—and really explore that, sometimes in a harsher way.
But healing is just as important to me in those stories. Besides a whole lot of other things that can be said about suffering and healing, I just find it nice to write the setbacks and progress that happen with and in spite of what's happened in the past and may still be present. It's very rewarding to write
(Plus, I'm really not good at writing pure fluff. I cannot go without angst but I also want to write tender moments full of love and joy, so combining this with healing is something I love doing)
