this is a penguin and whale shark habitat...beware!

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Think it might be time for me to let tumblr rping go for a while…if I ever get the motivation and am in a better headspace I’ll glady return with new muses along with the swimming babes on a multiblog. Tbh I haven’t felt mentally well being on tumblr for the longest time. Heck I haven’t been mentally well since I was 16 nshsjsk. Irl for years I just don’t fit in when im being myself and sometimes it feels the same way here even if that’s not true. My brain just doesn’t work that way lol. Even at work im left out and find it difficult to stand up for myself being the only awkward and shy person there. It’s so so very lonely lately. Idk how long it will take for me to finally feel..happy and accepted in life but..hopefully one day i will. I want to accept being a second choice but at the same time still continue to try and socialize and make friends. Being a socially anxious person has made me lose so many opportunities :/ Everything is just too much right now. It breaks my heart not being on tumblr as much as the past and leaving but..it’s for the best until im not so damn emo lmao.