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𝙷𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘, 𝚖𝚢 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚅𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝙸'𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚢 late 𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚗𝚣 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚞𝚎𝚜. 𝙸 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚣 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚎. 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚘𝚛 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎, 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚢𝚘𝚞

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𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚐𝚎, 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚐𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚓𝚘𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚌𝚊𝚜𝚎𝚜.

𝙸 𝚊𝚖 𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚘𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚗, 𝚒𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚜 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚕.

𝙼𝚊𝚓𝚘𝚛 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢

𝙹𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝙼𝚎𝚜𝚜

𝙾𝚍𝚍 𝙱𝚊𝚕𝚕?

𝙸 𝚖𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚊𝚢 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚙𝚘𝚌𝚔𝚎𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 (𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚗𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝙸'𝚖 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 (;´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`) )

𝙸 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚊 𝚕𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚍𝚜 𝚒𝚗𝚌𝚘𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 (𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢 T^T)

𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚜?

• The Riddler

𝙰𝚛𝚝

𝚅𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚜- 𝙾𝚗𝚒𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚒 𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎, 𝙷𝚘𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚒 𝙸𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚝, 𝚂𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚘𝚘𝚗, 𝙰𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚊𝚕 𝙲𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝙳𝚒𝚜𝚢𝚕𝚝𝚎, 𝙸𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚅

𝙰𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚎/𝙼𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚊-𝙽𝚊𝚗𝚋𝚊𝚔𝚊, 𝚆𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚎𝚛, 𝚅𝚊𝚜𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚎𝚍𝚎, 𝚂𝚘𝚞𝚕 𝙴𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚛 (𝚐𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚙𝚕𝚣)

𝚆𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐

𝙲𝚞𝚝𝚎 𝚂𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏

𝙼𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚌- 𝚂𝚞𝚋 𝚄𝚛𝚋𝚊𝚗, 𝙲𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚛𝙲𝚊𝚊𝚗, 𝙶𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝙺𝚒𝚍, 𝚅𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚘𝚐𝚊𝚖𝚎/𝙰𝚗𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝙾𝚂𝚃, 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝚂𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚐𝚜

𝚂𝚗𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚜/𝚂𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚜/𝙵𝚘𝚘𝚍- 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚜, 𝚂𝚊𝚗𝚠𝚒𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚜, 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜, 𝚌𝚘𝚕𝚊

𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚋𝚎𝚍 (𝙲𝚊𝚗 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚞𝚗𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎)

𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚎𝚜, 𝙶𝚎𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚕 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚝 𝚜𝚝𝚞𝚏𝚏

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎 𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚍𝚔 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚙𝚙𝚕 𝚍𝚘 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚒𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚕𝚣

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I want to go to school but my joints hurt so bad, even to my fingers they ache. My brain is blanking out and it's hard to move my legs.

I have to stay home

It makes me sad

I don't wanna stay in bed but I have no other choice, I was genuinely looking forward to today but every time I'm so excited for something it always backfires. I don't feel tired, my body is just in pain and I just wanna hide away.

Maybe tomorrow is better

Interesting

RAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHH

This is painful to deal with and I hope I get used to it.

I went from someone who didn't go to school because of how dangerous it was, to finding a new school with new opportunities. And now it's almost the end of the school year.

Wow.

They make me feel sad because they are in the same boat as me..

WDYM I HAVE TO WAIT TILL THE MORNING TO GET A RESPONSE?! WHY ARE YOU ASLEEP?!

WHY AM I NOT IMPORTANT?!? YOU TOLD ME YOU WANT TO KNOW ME!!

Sad even since it's the only time of day where I don't have to put on a mask for people. It's the only day where I don't joke around nor laugh unless you're laughing at the pressure of the thoughts that swirl around. I turn them off but I still laugh knowing the next night is the same and in the morning you don't have to think anymore as you watch and view other people. It's busy in my brain and business takes away the thoughts till you recognize your feelings at night where everyone is asleep, there is no one around you, no stores are open unless it's your local night store.

Am I scared, No.

Do I want it, No.

But I have too, Yes.