stixteria

WITH my own insane experiences around skaterlight. pre l&k was. something else. i was hyperfixated. i had matching pfps of them. i had an infected avatar. i would play. brookhaven. and two player obbies. in matching cosplays of them. i was crazy Ok. every day i would react differently to the same information and post about it. i had an entire google doc of regretevator headcanons and thoughts about them and almost all of it was skaterlight i was CRAZY. and it was also all mischaracterization. at one point i was so starved for content about them that i just started making things up. i started making up headcanons about kasper because we had no canon anything for him i was giving him every mental illness ever. i still do that a little bit but back then i was doing everything to make his life worse i was going through it. Ok. i was so odd about them that when the l&k update was announced i convinced myself that it was the lampert and kasper update and i was all "no no its not true it cant be true im just being strange again" when it was true and we got an announcement about animated shorts for them it was like the opposite of 9/11 for me . after l&k 2 dropped i started calming down about them and stopped fabricating things about them but also for lamperts birthday i made an entire shrine for them in my room so i was still. a little bit. strange..... the shrine is still up and its bigger now and i have both of the plushies and i love and protect my lampert plush and i abuse my infected plush and also i have 4 different pictures of them covered in dish soap in my room and one of them is from pre l&k and was made in my old situationships kitchen at like 3am. pre l&k was crazy