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“Pasujemy wszędzie, tylko nie tu”

“Look, it’s spring again although you thought everything had been lost! Look, the drops glitter and tremble far out on the boughs of the trees! Look, the light, the shining clouds and feel: You live! The venom of spring has already reached your heart: Now you won’t escape, now you must once more trust and hope and your hope will be deluded again and your faith will cheat you until darkness has come back… .”

I live in a body that does not have enough light in it For years, I did not know that I needed to have more light Once, I walked around my city on a dying morning and a decomposing body approached me and asked me why I had no light

Ale czy może być większa tortura niż nagłe uświadomienie sobie, że ta nadzieja była tylko złudzeniem podnieconych zmysłów?

There is a war inside you begging for peace. I pray you find your strength.

The history of my stupidity would fill many volumes.   […] I was driven because I wanted to be like others. I was afraid of what was wild and indecent in me.   The history of my stupidity will not be written. For one thing, it’s late. And the truth is laborious.

I swallow the sea, which swallows me.