With Every Heartbeat

It's a long story as to how I got here, but I feel so relieved.

My psychologist has demanded that I take 7 days off work as stress leave.

I went to a wedding last night and so many people were asking me what I was up to with life and work blah blah blah. And I felt the need to lie because that's better than admitting to people that I'm not coping w anything at all.

Ha ha ha

I know I have a lower threshold for anxiety and stress than most, but for real work has been ridiculous lately and it's a terrible environment. 12 hour shifts occur multiple times a week and the amount of manipulative shit I have to deal with is not at all normal. I'm working super hard on getting myself out of there but still making sure I have something else secured.

I have a 3rd and final interview for a way better job this coming Tuesday, so if you're the type, feel free to lift up some prayer for me.