asymptomatic i'm a ghost an apparition a partition between who i see & who i want to be i cannot be freed ghostly chains dig into me always thinking blinking away tears every ache becomes a sign every thought rewinds my mind turning shadows into proof building prisons from untruth i search for cracks within my skin convinced the end is settling in while time slips softly through my hands like grains of unretrievable sand i'm a ghost once more pacing behind a locked door haunted not by what i've found but by thoughts that drag me down every heartbeat feels too loud a storm concealed beneath a cloud i diagnose each passing pain forced to live out the ending in my brain no monster waits beneath my bed it lives instead inside my head whispering things i cannot prove left without the ability to move
i am all alone
even in my home
those i love do not understand
that for me God has no plan ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: ⋆｡
