A Colonized Mind
The morning’s early whispers
transform into song
Yet the names of the singers were forgotten
for many years on
I want to take in this moment
while the world is still calm
But the next breath brings worry
it’s time to move along.
It’s Monday, again
so to work I am bound
To analyze the data
for what savings I found
Because last quarter was good
but we can always do more
Increasing shareholder value
is what they are paying me for.
After all, there are bills to pay
as I just bought a new home!
Well, that’s what what the banker told me
when I signed
and he took all the money I own.
The days stresses have me saying
“I could sure use a drink”
So I find solace in social connection
and do my best not to think
About the world around me
and what is going on
And how it’s not really my problem
as I become more withdrawn.
Spirits imbibed doing their magic
my busy mind slows down
Worry morphs into sadness
as I meander through town.
Another morning comes
But I don’t notice the songs
All I hear is the ringing
this has gone on far too long.
I see medicine from a man
with a script and a pen
Purchase pills contained in polymer
before the pain really sets in.
I have forgotten the forest’s remedies
to heal me, nurture and grow
My food wrapped in cellophane
where it came from, I do not know.
I fear water from the stream
it is unsafe, I am told.
So I purchase hydration
while others boil it on a stove.
My spirit yearns for connection
but fear keeps me alone
Silencing the mind with a crooked spine
as I scroll further down on my phone.
Moonlight shines through the window
I hear a wolf calling out
Her howl piercing the silence
thus ending my drought
Of connection to the others
sharing this time and space
Tuning into the rhythm
My heart flutters apace
Answering the call
I howl back in return
Unleashing years of emotion
I just now began
to relearn.












