i am steve

and yeah , Thats Steve Mcfly

i love her kisses! and it always makes them better when she pulls me in for them, like its always the best, but i ALMOST ALWAYS pull her in. but when she does its just... she's a really good romantic . its just really romantic in general. i love kissing her 😅

thats it, i love her so much. she's pretty, gorgeous, smart, crazy, funny, really sarcastic (in a good way),she matches me so much , she's patient, a really good kisser, passionate, the love of my life, and so much more. AND SHES MY FIRST AND ONLY LOVE!!!!

I'm a very lucky guy dont get me wrong, i got a bunch of buddy's online and i have the GREATEST girlfriend ever! but like irl and apart from her i only really have one true friend, and their a good friend. just sometimes i get lonely, its not often i do so its fine though.

idk i guess i was gone, nothing really happend...im just back

got a little drunk yesterday, wasn't fun. and will not be doing that ever again

honestly... idk...

I had a good sleep!!!!!! (its been like 2 weeks since my last one)

SO HA, I WIN BAD MOOD! NOW FUCK OFF!!!!!

yeah I know nothing really cool happened today, (well nothing I can tell to the world, there was this amazing hour of the day though!!!) but I'm happy. it was honestly a really nice day in general. thats all

I want to help my girlfriend so bad, I want to be there for her. I want to be her everything that she wants. I think she deserves more so I try to be more for her, and I think I'm doing good but I cant tell sometimes. I really hope I am what she wants... I already was what she was looking for according to her, and I do believe her. just still, I want her to be happy so I be myself and try to help her or make her happy as much as I can. I do hope I am helping.

I keep doing dumb shit that always makes someone sad, and I dont know why. I did it again today, it was born out of a selfish want of mine. and its heartbreaking because it made my girlfriend sad. IT ALWAYS DOES ACTUALLY!! why the fuck do I do this to her. I want her to do something so bad, but she has told me before. she's to scared to ask that to her family what I want her to ask because she's to scared shell get yelled at (witch is a very good reason) but its just that I want to see her more often. they dont let her out of the house unless its for work or school, or if she's under really strict supervision. and its not like its just with me. ITS FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. I just want to see her, and its hurts that no matter what I just cant.

I really do feel the need to begin working soon, as a little 16 year old I really should. and even more so since so many people around me have jobs and work and stuff (including my girlfriend)…but like Fuck! isn't that a little scary? and plus I'm still in school meaning that I would just have the weekends to work, meaning NO free time! idk I think this year I really should get one just as a precaution for the future. (and also to help my girlfriend out when its finally time for all that)

anyone just randomly without explanation feel really good? like everything is doing amazing and nothing bad will happen today? because its a on and off for me. sometimes because of school and life and stuff I'm a little down in the mud, other times after I get a hug or something I'm as happy as days can be. haha I'm an emotional wildfire

its my girlfriend's birthday today so I'm just going to make it public. happy birthday and i love you

so I've got a problem with my girlfriend!!! (apart from her being to beautiful. like seriously she's SOOOOOO GOOD LOOKING!!!!!) its her Bday soon and idk when to give her the gift I got for her. because I cant even give it to her on her ACTUALL BDAY! so its ether the day before in school, or the day after at her bday party. but like do I bring a big gift to her house???? is that weird?????? HELLLLPPPPPP MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!